Chapter 088  The spring breeze turns into silk rain, and the fallen leaves turn into autumn mud (Part 2)

The allowances have increased, but prices have risen faster, 100 yuan a month, asking me to do such a job is like a funny thing. I was about to say goodbye to Director Gu, but Director Gu called me and asked, "Do you have a torn top? Then it's considered the loss of the task. Go and buy another new piece of clothing and take the invoice to the institute to reimburse me. Don't be polite to me."

"Is the clothes? The same as the original one? How much does it cost to invoice!"

Director Gu smiled: "It doesn't matter, you can do whatever you want. As long as it is just a piece of clothing, I can report it to you even if it is the most expensive clothes in Wucheng. ... Our institution has many regulations, which is strange. In fact, many other national institutions are the same. The subsidies stipulated by the state are very small, but the funds for carrying out tasks are not strictly controlled. Boy, you can subsidize subsidies in this regard. I told you this because you are too honest. No one else needs to remind you of these tricks."

It turns out that there is such a good thing? I had known that I had torn my pants and shoes when I hit a tree! The most expensive clothes? I don’t like to buy things that are too luxurious, but I can buy things for others! After thinking about it, I asked Director Gu again: “Do you have any requirements for men and women?”

Director Gu looked at me with a funny expression: "Does it be necessary to write about men and women on the invoice? As long as you don't open a mink coat for me!...I didn't expect that you, a kid, still have this kind of thought."

...

Five days have passed when I returned to school to class. Feng Junzi kept his word and really let A Xiu come back. A Xiu looked a little haggard. It seemed that she felt uncomfortable being in a confinement for a while. Ji Xiaoyu kindly asked her how the situation was at home? A Xiu looked melancholy and just shook her head.

When A Xiu saw me, she called out, "Brother Shiye—" and almost threw herself into my arms. I quickly reached out and helped her. This girl, don't forget that this is in the classroom. A Xiu looked at me with watery eyes, just like a child who was wronged met his relatives. I looked at A Xiu, and my mood was also very complicated, and I didn't know what to say. At this time, I heard someone coughing loudly, it was Feng Junzi. A Xiu heard the coughing sound, lowered her head and sat back to her seat obediently.

In the next two days, Ah Xiu was the same as before. Every morning, she wiped my seat clean, put soy milk and breakfast waiting for me to have breakfast, and brought me a cup of tea in the afternoon to make me feel refreshed before class. If there was any change, there were two points. The first was that she brought not only a white porcelain cup, but also a purple clay pot, which was the purple clay pot that Feng Junzi often held in her hand. This girl finally learned her lesson and took the initiative to make a pot of tea for Feng Junzi every afternoon. When Feng Junzi took the teapot, she always smiled and her expression became more and more satisfied. Another change was that Ah Xiu looked at me with a little shyness in her innocence, and her eyes always wanted to speak. Even when she called Brother Shiye, her tone changed and became soft.

How do you describe a feeling? It's the itchy feeling in my heart, and it's indescribable. A few days ago, I didn't have time to think about it. Now I suddenly calmed down and couldn't help but recall what happened in the recent period. When I saw A Xiu these days, I always remembered the beautiful spring scenery that night. It was the first time I experienced love between men and women in my life. What I saw was the Liu Feier I was thinking of, but that person was A Xiu. That day, I was flipping through ancient books that "stole" from the memorial hall in Jingwu Cave Heaven. I could understand the boring math skills, and gradually became distracted.

I thought of Ah Xiu, and the night when I "lost my body", and gradually I thought of the matter between men and women. Looking at the book in front of me, I suddenly remembered the night in the memorial hall. For some reason, I felt a little confused and my body couldn't help but feel a little hot.

Is the real person without desire? The alchemy taught by Feng Junzi is not the way to abstinence, not to mention that he himself lost his body on Zhaoting Mountain, and later he often ran up the mountain. I didn’t have to think about it and could guess that he saw that woman. Even if the master is like this, let alone my disciple? I have experienced the heavenly tribulation of lust and the heavenly tribulation of delusion. This does not mean that I have no desire in my heart, but on the contrary, I have a more realistic and thorough understanding of this. People like me, true feelings and desires are still inevitable.

The desire to be entangled is not suitable for practicing here, so I simply walked out of Jingwu Cave Heaven and sat down on the red-fat stone wall. Some people thought about desire because of love, while others fell in love because of desire. At this moment, I wanted to meet Teacher Liu and then go to her dream.

...

This time her dream was actually sitting on the grass by Qingyi Lake, which looked like the scene during that spring outing. You can vaguely see the outline of Qiyunguan on Qiyun Mountain in the distance. I walked towards her along the lake. When she saw me, I raised my left hand and pointed to my heart with my middle finger. Her expression was stunned, and then suddenly, as if I had figured it out, I smiled at me: "Shiye, I am dreaming again, right?"

"Yes, we meet again in our dreams." I also sat down on the grass and faced Qingyi Lake side by side with her.

Teacher Liu said thoughtfully: "Human dreams are really wonderful."

"Yes, someone told me that everyone actually dreams a lot after falling asleep, but most of them just can't remember it."

Teacher Liu: "I have seen you many times in my dreams. I want to ask you, which time is you really here, and which time is just my own dream? Tell me, what time is this for you to enter my dream?"

"Today, it's the third time."

Teacher Liu: "It turned out to be only three times, but I dreamed of you more than three times. Strangely, I can tell you now! As soon as you appeared just now, I knew that it was the real you."

"How did you know?"

Teacher Liu: "That's a feeling. When you walk here, everything around you seems very ethereal, only you are extremely real."

I smiled. This was the first time I saw Feng Junzi in my dream. She could tell that she had understood this state. If Teacher Liu was still in a dream, it was also a strange dream, not any of the three dreams taught by Feng Junzi in the world. Speaking of which, this is not a dream, not a real state, nor a false state. It seems that the various states in the world are magical, and I have to study more if I have the opportunity. Thinking of this, I suddenly wanted to make a joke with her and turned my face to ask her: "Teacher Liu, do you want to fly into the sky?"

"Fly? Can I do it?"

"Don't forget that this is a dream, yes, give me a hand."

I took one of her hands and stretched my body to fly into the sky. Teacher Liu looked surprised and surprised. I felt that her hands were tightly held, as if I was afraid that it would fall as soon as I let go. I didn't let go, and pulled her to fly across Qingyi Lake. The lake surface was very calm, like a mirror, printing the reflection of us passing through the sky. We flew for a long time, like two free skylarks, shuttled through the ethereal. Gradually, Teacher Liu's expression relaxed, and showed an innocent smile, like a little girl, very happy.

"Since we can fly in the sky, can we stand on the water?" she asked me.

"Of course, come with me."

I held her hand and gently landed on the water surface of Qingyi Lake. The water surface was soft and elastic, supporting our feet, like a large water bed without edges. She stood on the water surface, like the fairy Lingbo, and I was a little confused.

"Ishino, this is just a dream, right?" Teacher Liu asked in response to my eyes.

"Yes, this is a dream, but this is not an ordinary dream. Someone told me that this is a magical art of immortality."

Teacher Liu: "In my eyes, you are already a god!... But I don't like gods, I only like Shi Ye in my dreams." She looked very gentle when she spoke, just like the gentle waves of Qingyi Lake. My heart pounded because I heard her spit out the word "like" in her mouth. This was the first time.

"You really like me?" I lowered my head and asked in a low voice, not daring to look into her eyes, as if I had done something wrong.

"I can't help but be moved by you... I don't need to say it, but I understand your feelings. If you don't talk about the things you did for me, I will know just by looking at your eyes. But, we... can't. But since we are in a dream, who can't have a ridiculous dream that I like?" As she said that, she leaned on my shoulder, turned around slightly, and had gently thrown into my arms.

The feeling of happiness almost filled my whole body, and my mind was filled with excitement. I almost didn't expect that she would do this. She chose to accept me like this in my dream. Although I had imagined this scene countless times, and even entangled with her in my delusional state, when this moment really happened, I felt at a loss. I reached out to wrap my hand around her slender waist and hugged her quietly on the lake. I didn't even dare to hug her hard, as if it was a blasphemy to her.

"Ishino, if you miss me, I will come to me in my dreams in the future. Do you know how to do it. In reality, I can't... do you understand?" Teacher Liu seemed to murmuring to myself in my arms. So she was thinking so! In this way, I was already very satisfied. I didn't have many requirements for her, and I could even say that there was no.

That night, we kept embracing each other quietly, without doing anything else. She didn't speak anymore, and hugged gently in my arms.

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When I stood up in front of the red-fleshed stone wall, it was not yet dawn, but I felt that the stars in the sky were much brighter. This might be the anniversary of my love in my dream. Anyway, I thought so. I sat there and savored for a long time, savoring the feeling of flying with her, and suddenly my thoughts came to mind, and I remembered someone and something.

This person is Sister Ziying, and that thing is Sister Ziying's wish to fly hand in hand with me. At this time, I suddenly remembered Sister Ziying, and I felt that I was a little unfair, but I still thought about it. Joining hands with Feitian, I have done it. The first time was with Liu Yiyi in Liu Yiyi's false realm; the second time was in Liu Fei'er's dream, and I took the initiative to fly with her hand together. (Note: Shi Ye, you remembered it wrong, I just thought about beautiful things! In fact, the first time was Feng Junzi who pulled you to the sky, why can't I remember this?)

If you want to fly together, you don’t have to use Ziying’s clothes to turn your wishes into dreams, and it’s okay to realize them in your dreams. But should I satisfy Sister Ziying’s wish? Is this worthy of Liu Fei’er? Also, I searched for gods in my dreams and couldn’t find Sister Ziying at all, let alone enter her dreams? Maybe I should ask Feng Junzi…. While I was thinking about it, I suddenly heard a woman sobbing softly from a distance.

It's already the second half of the night. Who would cry in such a remote place? Could it be that he was bullied by bad people, or something was too hard to think of to the river... by the river? Could it be that someone wanted to find a short-sighted view! I have to go and take a look.

The direction of the sound was the pebbly beach where I had practiced the "Divine Art of Earth". I walked over and saw a girl sitting on the river beach from a distance... I recognized it at a glance, and it was A Xiu! A Xiu did not look back, but noticed my arrival, stopped crying and asked, "Brother Shiye, is it you?" She could recognize me even when she heard the footsteps.

"It's me, Ah Xiu, why did you come here if you don't sleep at night? I heard you crying just now, what's wrong with you?"

Ah Xiu stood up and looked at me, tears still dry on her face: "Brother Ishino, I'm fine... I just thought of a word, and I cried as I thought about it."

I walked over and couldn't help but reach out to wipe her tears. My hand stopped again in the air, holding her shoulder and asked, "What did you remember, making you so sad?"

Ah Xiu: "Brother Ishino, sit down, I will talk to you slowly."

I had to sit with Axiu on the river beach. She came over and leaned against my shoulder, but I didn't dodge. She only heard her look at the stars in the sky and said, "A few days ago, Feng Junzi went to the Shenmu Forest and asked Sister Luxue a word."

Why did Feng Junzi talk about it again? I asked quickly: "What do you mean?"

A Xiu: "He asked Sister Luxue - is the merciless grass and trees?"

"Then, how did Luxue answer?"

A Xiu: "Sister Luxue said--In the eyes of grass and wood, the ruthless person is the person."

"Why?"

A Xiu: "The same question was given to Feng Junzi."

"What did Luxue say again?"
Chapter completed!