067 Back To The Body, Receiving Dharma Signs, Free From Desires(1/2)
Feng Junzi suddenly asked a very strange thing, and Zhang Zhi'erran replied: "What a joke, of course I won't!"
Feng Junzi: "That's right, why should I marry Qixin?"
Zhang Zhi smiled: "That's right, you don't have to marry her... But everyone in the world knows what Qixin's vow is known to her, what should you do if you want her?"
Feng Junzi asked again: "Did Qixin say it? Did she tell others that I broke the Qiehen attack?"
Zhang Zhi: "I didn't say anything, she didn't say a word. She returned to Xuanhuazhai and changed into Zhang Xin's mask. No matter how Xuanhua asked her, she didn't say what happened."
Feng Junzi: "That's right. Apart from you, I'm afraid no one else guessed it was me. There was only you in the world, I, Shino and Qixin himself knew. As long as we don't say it, Qixin doesn't have to be embarrassed."
Zhang Zhi: "I think my father can guess it's you. And that Qixin is really sad. I don't think it's pretending."
Feng Junzi: "Please go back and tell Mr. Zhang not to say that. There is still Qixin, you know her, right?... Then please give me one thing to comfort her, just pretend that this has not happened before... Also, this is Qixin's mask. Please give it back to her, and secretly return it to her in private, and say I have offended it."
Feng Junzi took out the white mask from his pocket and handed it to Zhang Zhi. Zhang Zhi took the mask and agreed to stand up and leave. The girl has always been doing things in a blunt and straightforward manner, and she is also fast. When Zhang Zhi walked to the door of the car, she seemed to remember something, and then turned around and ran to the old man who was singing, and gave him all the money in his pocket. The old man was stunned. When he was dazed, Zhang Zhi had already driven away.
After Zhang Zhi left, I remembered the question that I had just been interrupted, and then asked Feng Junzi: "You have something to hide from Zhang Zhi. If Zhang Zhi knew you and other women yesterday... what would you do if she would do?"
Feng Junzi sighed and smiled bitterly, "Zhang Zhi is to me, you know the reason! I will find a way to solve her invisible thorn. With her wealth and status, she will not like someone like me. Don't say it anymore... By the way, Shino, you can hear it. You only know about this, but don't tell anyone again."
"What's the matter? Is it the matter of Qixin or the matter of your body?"
Feng Junzi: "No one is allowed to say it!"
"If you don't say it, don't say it, but I want to ask, what does that kind of thing feel like?" I still asked. To be honest, a boy of my age cannot be uncurious about this kind of thing.
Feng Junzi took another sip of wine, subconsciously licked his lips, squinted his eyes and looked into the distance and said, "You are a person who studies the alchemy. There are formulas for intercourse and medicine in the alchemy. It is said that it is similar to that taste. If you have experienced it, you will know that it is indeed similar, but the wonders are so different!... It is wonderful, only after you have experienced it, you will know that if you have not tasted this taste, it is really the biggest regret in life... Don't look at me with that look, it's not my lust... This is nature, you must not force it or avoid it. At that moment, I really felt that I couldn't even think of hiding. Everything happened so naturally and so fascinated... I can't tell you clearly, you are still a virgin!"
Feng Junzi said this to me and I couldn't help but interrupt him, "Feng Junzi, don't forget, you are three years younger than me."
Feng Junzi glanced at me: "How is it? Are you moved? You have the conditions than me. But don't forget that from the perspective of cultivation, it is best to wait until the Jintang realm... Do you think it is unfair? Do you want the benefits if you want to keep the secret? What benefits do you want?"
Originally, Feng Junzi asked me to keep his secret, but I didn't want to take the opportunity to make any requests, but it would be better to listen to his words. I took the conversation and asked, "What benefits can you give me?"
Feng Junzi squinted his eyes and looked at me: "Shi Ye, do you know that in addition to large and small furnaces and cauldrons, there is also a skill in the external furnaces and cauldrons?"
"Under the furnace? I don't know!"
Feng Junzi: "The furnace and cauldron refers to the foundation of the human body, and the outer furnace and cauldron refers to the body of the opposite sex. For you, it is a female body. Many of the practice methods since ancient times have been double. For example, the Buddhist Tantric patriot, Padmasambhava, is a double body achievement. If you don't believe it, go and ask Shang Yunfei and ask him what the Yan Dier method is?... There is also this double method in the alchemy path, but it has been secret since ancient times. It is afraid that it is called a lustful technique by outsiders, and that people with bad minds will learn to poison the world. Have you ever heard of the art of room? If I hadn't drunk too much today, I wouldn't have told you this."
"Life art? I have heard of it, but I don't know much, so I'll tell you." I'm very interested in this topic because I had no plans to become a monk, and I thought to myself that he was lucky to have drunk too much today.
Feng Junzi: "The outer furnace and cauldron in the alchemy path is mysterious and simple. Think about it, from the birth of the yang and the acquisition of the great medicine to form a elixir, is the physical reaction of each step similar to when you have sex? However, this state is cultivated step by step from the state of concentration, which is too difficult for ordinary people's mind and nature. Therefore, some people use the female body as a medium to directly absorb the mind and nature in the desires of men and women, refine the soul, and finally seek to realize the great way. In Buddhism, it is called desire and pleasure concentration, and in the alchemy path, it is called outer furnace and cauldron."
I was stunned by these words. I didn't expect that there would be such practice in the world. I asked, "What about the art of room? What's the art of room?"
Feng Junzi: "This double-easy method is a cheap method for those who cannot eliminate desires. This method seems cheap, but is actually even more dangerous and difficult. Because if you are not careful, you will fall into lust and greed and cannot extricate yourself. The soul cannot be taken back, and instead becomes an aphrodisiac and confusing evil technique, and you will be addicted to the room. Most of the arts in the room in the world are like this. Therefore, most practitioners do not pass on this method because it cannot be regarded as the right way."
"Why did you tell me this?"
Feng Junzi poured a full glass of wine, drank it all over again, and the drunkenness came up again. He smiled and said, "If you help me keep the secret, I will teach you the method of the outer furnace and cauldron. Will you learn it?"
"It's always good to learn one more. When will you teach me?"
Feng Junzi: "My purpose is to help you, not to harm you, so you still have to wait until you reach the Jintang Realm."
"Aren't you doing this extravagantly? Don't you have to insist on abstinence when you reach the Jintang realm?"
Feng Junzi: "Don't worry if you do this in vain, I'll ask you if you want to learn?"
"study!"
Feng Junzi: "If you want to learn, just wait honestly. Do you know why I remember this?"
"Why?"
Feng Junzi: "I have long seen you get entangled with those women. You can't get through this level of men and women!... Actually, I can't talk about you, even myself..."
He was right. If he used the desire of men and women to teach me a lesson now, it would be a bit inappropriate. He just did that kind of thing yesterday. Thinking of this, I asked him again: "Feng Junzi, you and that person are the ones yesterday. What do you want to do with her in the future?"
Feng Junzi: "Don't ask what you shouldn't ask. Just take care of your own affairs! I'll ask you, how Liu Yiyi and Han Ziying treat you, you won't understand? I've seen it all by outsiders. It's impossible for you to have no one in your heart who really misses, who is that woman?"
Feng Junzi suddenly asked this question while drinking, and he really asked me. How did Liu Yiyi treat me? I know this kind of affection. No matter how big the world is, she seems to be the only one in her eyes. And Sister Ziying treats me, let alone. She even made a vow of sacrifice. Although she did not say it clearly, the implication is that it will be mine for the rest of her life. What about me? Have I ever been moved? I cannot have not been moved, otherwise I would not have seen them in the illusion of Qingming Mirror!
I saw four women in the illusion of Qingming Mirror: Ji Xiaoyu, Liu Yiyi, Han Ziying, and Liu Feier. Seeing Ji Xiaoyu should represent the boy's passionate feelings; seeing Liu Yiyi is the love that naturally arises as a man; seeing Sister Ziying is the yu hope in my nature. So what about Teacher Liu? What does I mean when I see her? Is it really the love deep in my heart?
Feng Junzi was already very drunk. Seeing that I didn't answer, he pointed at me and said, "Ishino, I actually know your secret, and I'm afraid only I can guess. Do you like Teacher Liu, right?"
With a "bang", I knocked over the wine glass in front of me. Feng Junzi pointed it out, and I felt like I was being caught by stealing something. I asked subconsciously: "How did you know?"
Feng Junzi: "My biggest shortcoming is that I am too smart! When I went out for the Yin God, you had to save her even if you don't have life. Later, I gave you that painting. It's okay if you don't know the value. If you know the value, you have to give it to her even if you don't have money. You care so much about the matter of the Liu family, and you have forgotten yourself. What is this? If you don't like her, God doesn't believe it either! Also, when you were in Chinese class, you didn't dare to look up at the podium. Only when Teacher Liu turned around and wrote the blackboard, you looked at her without turning your eyes. I sat behind you, and you could see it clearly... Unfortunately, why is it her! This is so... I sympathize with you!"
Feng Junzi said so speechlessly, and he didn't want me to answer, and then said, "You have more trouble than me, so you should take care of yourself! I will only say it once today and I will not mention it again in the future. I just teach you the alchemy. I don't want to ask about your private affairs, and I shouldn't ask about it. Forget it, I've been drinking almost all the time, so let's talk about the serious matters... Let's talk about the serious matters, do you know why you couldn't hit the Golden Bell with the Seven Hearts yesterday? And I can hit it?"
"I don't know, that slingshot is weird?"
Feng Junzi: "The slingshot is an ordinary slingshot, but I am not an ordinary person. Your alchemy has reached a state of change, and you can learn the method of controlling objects without a teacher. I should teach you how to refine and control weapons. Otherwise, if you encounter the situation yesterday, you really don't know what to do. Tomorrow at noon, take the Qingming Mirror to sneak under the bridge hole of the Zhuangyuan Bridge, be careful not to discover it for others."
Feng Junzi got up to check out, and then pulled me out. He drank a lot of wine today, and his steps were a little shaking. I asked him where he was going, and he said drunk: "Let's go to school for evening self-study."
Why did he have this bad habit? He always had to go to evening self-study after drinking, which had a bad effect. I advised him not to go, but he waved his hand hard: "No, if I don't study for a day, I feel sorry for the saints from ancient times to the present!" He was really drunk. I had no choice but to support him to walk towards the north gate of the school, thinking about helping him back to our dormitory and lie for a while, but I couldn't get it into the classroom anyway.
I was walking towards the school with the shaking Feng Junzi, and my heart was a little confused because Feng Junzi asked me what he said. He was right. When Mr. Liu was usually in Chinese class, when Mr. Liu looked at the classroom, I couldn't help but look up at her back when she turned to face the blackboard. This subtle little movement made Feng Junzi discover. I wonder if Mr. Liu himself discovered it? I haven't been close to Mr. Liu for a long time. Since the last time he made a big fuss in Qi Yunguan, I thought I would gradually stop having any more ethical thoughts about her. Unexpectedly, Feng Junzi broke it a little today and found that this emotion has not disappeared deep in my heart. I don't know how it came about, let alone how to let it go. Why did this Feng Junzi mention this matter?
"Ishino, why is it you? Isn't this Feng Junzi? Why did he drink too much again!"
I was thinking about it all, and suddenly I heard Teacher Liu's voice. When I looked up, Teacher Liu was standing in front of me, just two feet away from me. Her beautiful face was right in front of me, with three points of surprise, two points of concern, and a hint of resentment. I suddenly saw Teacher Liu's heartbeat inexplicably. I stood there and didn't know where to put my hands, so my eyes naturally avoided and dared not look at her. However, in a blink of an eye, I saw another person standing beside her, a young man with a handsome face but three points of evil spirit, which was the despicable villain Tang Jin, Teacher Liu's boyfriend. When I saw him standing with her, I felt inexplicably painful.
Feng Junzi obviously heard Teacher Liu's voice, and was half awake, standing up straight and said, "Teacher Liu, we have just finished our meal and are ready to go to evening self-study..."
Teacher Liu: "You drink this way to go to evening self-study? What did I say to you last time! Ishino, why did you go out to drink with him again... Forget it, you send him home first, remember, go back to the evening and write a profound review and give it to me after school tomorrow."
Tang Jin stood beside Teacher Liu and looked at us with contempt, while saying to Teacher Liu in a slight voice: "Fei'er, don't be angry, there are always disobedient students, and now students, alas..."
...
After entering the second grade of high school, the school's courses that were not related to the college entrance examination were obviously compressed a lot, but fortunately, they were not cut off. Two physical education classes, one art class and one music class were retained every week. This is already good in the local area, and many other high schools no longer have these courses.
It is said that our Principal He Zhuoxiu once gave a report to Director Tang Song of the Education Bureau about the adjustment of education class hours and subjects, and wanted to cut these courses in high school. However, this report was opposed by many old alumni of Wucheng Middle School who already worked in the city, believing that this violated the century-old tradition of Wucheng Middle School. So now, even the third year of high school has retained these courses. Our art teacher is a very famous Chinese painter in Wucheng and the only art teacher in Wucheng Middle School. Our second year of high school is also a well-known Qigong master in Wucheng. He was not valued at first, and his status has been higher since the qigong craze in the past two years. As for our music teacher, he has no level. Although he can play the piano, sometimes he will be out of tune, but she must keep it because she is the wife of the deputy mayor of Wucheng. In the eyes of some school leaders, he always believes that physical education classes and art classes are retained because they are the light of music classes.
The last class on Tuesday morning was physical education class. After class, it was almost lunch time, and the students on campus carried the meal basins to the cafeteria to grab a good seat. I quietly walked out of the south gate of the school with my Qingming mirror in my arms and prepared to go around to the side of the Zhuangyuan Bridge.
I looked at the south gate and saw that there was no one outside the south gate. I was about to leave, but I heard a woman's voice calling me from behind: "Shi Ye, Shi Xiao Zhenren, please stay."
Looking back, a person walked out from behind a thick old ginkgo tree. She was petite, but wrapped in a wide gray dress, with pale facial features and expressionless faces, and couldn't even see whether it was a man or a woman. I know this person, the Qixin boy from the Zhongnan School! Didn't Feng Junzi say that she would not come to cause trouble for me? Why did it come again so soon? I was very nervous when I saw Qixin, and I didn't know what she was doing again, so I subconsciously wanted to take out the Qingming Mirror in my arms. However, Qixin waved to me and said, "Shi Xiaozhen, don't be nervous. I'm not here to cause trouble, I'm asking you for something."
I breathed a sigh of relief, stopped my hand and didn't take out the Qingming Mirror, but I was even more confused: "Qixin, do you have something to ask me for help? No way?"
Qixin's mask is very delicate. It is not obvious to most people when wearing it on their face, but they cannot see her true expression. Only she heard the tone of begging: "Shi Xiaozhen, I offended the things I had done the day before yesterday, I hope you don't mind. Can I ask you something?"
To be honest, I didn't have to pay attention to what Qixin did. But that day, Feng Junzi had a fuss with her. I saw the face behind her mask and could not put a face down to such a woman no matter what. Moreover, she came to me politely today. I had to stop and ask, "What's the matter? Let's talk about it first? If you still have the idea of hitting Han Ziying, I advise you not to come to me."
Qixin's voice was low: "In fact, I know that the fault of Qiye is not Han Ziying, but the leader has no choice but to do so. I failed twice in the battle, so naturally I will not cause trouble for you again. Besides, Mr. Zhang Rongdao came forward to mediate in Zhongnan. I believe the leader will not do anything again for the time being...I just want to ask you something, that person, what is his name?"
That person? I immediately realized that she was talking about Feng Junzi. These seven hearts were cowardly enough. Feng Junzi suddenly appeared to break her seven emotions and teased her and took off her mask. However, Qi Xin still doesn't know what the person's name is. No wonder, Qi Xin left anxiously at that time, she didn't ask, and Feng Junzi didn't have the opportunity to introduce herself. Unexpectedly, she came to me. Do you want to tell her? Let's tell her that Feng Junzi's name is not a secret. She knows my identity. As long as she asks me, you will know who Feng Junzi is.
"His name is Feng Junzi."
Qixin: "I heard you call him Feng Junzi, is his surname Feng? Then what is his name?"
"He is called Feng Junzi, and his surname is Feng Junzi. That is not a nickname or a respectful title, but his own name." I was a little amused and confused. The name Feng Junzi is indeed strange and easy to make people misunderstand.
Qixin: "So that's the case. He... actually calls himself a gentleman. Do you know what his origin is?"
This question is impossible to tell. When the Living Buddha asked me, I didn’t even give Feng Junzi, and when Mr. Zhang asked me, I didn’t tell the truth. In fact, I didn’t know the origin of Feng Junzi. I could only think about it and answered: “I can tell you that he is my classmate and lives in Wucheng. By the way, our class is in Class 2, 4, Grade 2, I want you to find out if you ask.”
Qixin sighed: "I don't want to ask this. He is a practitioner. Do you know which school he comes from? What kind of Taoism he learned? Does anyone master have you mastered?"
"I really don't know this. You are also a practitioner, so you should know that this kind of question is best to ask yourself."
"I, I, I—" She didn't say anything for a long time, and said to me again: "Then I won't ask if I can ask you to help me and return this to him... This was sent by Zhang Zhi yesterday, so I can't let Zhang Zhi send it back... Since he took this mask, let him keep it, which is also a memory. Tell him that I naturally cannot repent of the oath I made in the disaster of heaven and man. But, I just hope that he will not be so frivolous in the future..."
These women's minds are indeed wonderful. Sometimes you don't understand what they mean? Feng Junzi asked Zhang Zhi to return the mask to Qixin privately last night, and at the same time expressed his apology. If Qixin doesn't want it, then he doesn't want it. Why did he take Zhang Zhi's mask and secretly send it back, asking me to hand it over to Feng Junzi? Hearing her pitiful tone, I had to reach out and pick up the mask.
This mask is very delicate, with a thin layer like a cicada's wing, and a gentle milky white one. It should be the one that Feng Junzi took off. However, I looked at it and found that it was a little different. There was a little difference on this mask at some point, such as the Beidou's shape arrangement, which was obviously just embroidered last night. Listening to what Qi Xin said, she didn't want to cheat. The practitioner's oath made by the gods of heaven and man was naturally unwilling to regret. I couldn't help but persuade her: "Actually, Feng Junzi is not as frivolous as you see. He is not like this in normal times. Although he likes to joke, his behavior is still a righteous gentleman."
Qixin: "That's good, that's good." She said twice in a row, gave me a bow, turned around and floated away.
Feng Junzi asked me to go to the Zhuangyuan Bridge quietly and not be discovered. Unexpectedly, Qixin stopped me as soon as I went out. I carefully observed the surroundings, searched with my spiritual sense, and confirmed that no one paid attention to me. Then I arrived at the Zhuangyuan Bridge. I followed the camphor tree to the bottom of the pond, pushed the vines away, and drilled into the bridge hole where I often meditated. Feng Junzi was already sitting on the white stone waiting for me. I didn't see him in physical education class just now. This kid skipped class in advance.
"Feng Junzi, guess who I met just now?"
"who?"
"Qi Xin, as soon as I left the school gate, I was stopped by Qi Xin."
Feng Junzi jumped up from the cushion: "Qi Xin! What did she ask you for?"
I told him all the conversation I had just had with Qixin, and gave him the mask. Feng Junzi held the mask in his hand, his face calm, and he didn't know what he was thinking. After a long time, he looked up and said, "Don't mention Qixin's affairs. Time is tight, so let's talk about something serious. Shi Ye, do you know this thing?"
He put away his mask and took out an egg-sized thing from his pocket. It looked like a piece of exquisite jade, with a very smooth surface. There was no crack or impurity. A strange wave of light rippled in the turquoise green. I think it looks familiar, but I am not sure: "Is this the dioprene marrow we stole from the Liu family last time? Why is it so small? It used to be the size of a palm, but now it is only the palm of the palm."
Feng Junzi: "It's the essence of the stone marrow, the jadeite original jade. I refine it and peel off its shell. What you see now is the pure stone marrow. The marrow I used to hit the Qixin Golden Bell that day was made of the shell of the stone marrow."
"So that's the case. No wonder it's not an ordinary stone! Why are you showing me this?"
"Ishino, do you know what Samadhi is?" Feng Junzi suddenly said something stupid.
Third sister? I only have one sister, why aren’t I the eldest brother? I shook my head.
Feng Junzi: "Samadhi comes from Buddhist scriptures. It is also called samadhi, which means correct concentration. "The mind stays in one place and does not move, which is called samadhi."
After hearing this, I realized that he was talking about Samadhi instead of the third sister. He only heard him ask again: "Ishino, do you know what true fire is?"
To be continued...