18. Shen Qiu in Qingqing's heart(2/2)
If you jumped into the river in front of you now, and with your own body skills and qi-holding skills, you might be able to swim to the shore before you are drowned?
He was thinking about it all, and then he felt Qingqing's hand resting on his hand.
The girl's hands were a little cold and trembling, just like him.
"When you left Suzhou and went to patrol other businesses, I thought a lot in the escort agency and wrote to me to ask Brother Shangui for some things."
Qingqing said:
“He wrote back and told me that you said something when you killed the bully of the governor.
Another time I was kidnapped by the demon of the Five Elements Sect. I was also very scared, just like I was in Taihang Mountain that day, but I was not desperate.
I kept telling Xiao Tie that my senior brother will definitely come to save me.
The senior brother is really here.
I saw you covered in blood, I saw you rushing all the way, coming to save me desperately, just like we were in Taihang Mountains at that time.
You love me, and we have also become sworn brothers together, that's not a child's game."
Qingqing stretched out her hand and held Chen Qiu's face. She raised Chen Qiu's head and looked at the eyes that were a little dodging. She said to Chen Qiu:
"I actually don't remember it. My senior brother used to be stupid and cowardly.
In Qingqing's heart, it was like the senior brother always was like this now.
When I am most afraid of you, you will always be around me.
Just like Master, I feel at ease."
"Crash"
Qingqing threw the two pages of letter paper behind her. The paper swayed on the river water, and finally fell into the water. It was rolled up by the water and disappeared.
It’s like a big rock in my heart falling, causing a stir in my heart.
The waves splashed and disappeared in the end.
"The master is gone, only senior brother and me are left."
"So, the senior brother is the senior brother. He has learned from Taihang and has become the excellent disciple that the master has always wanted, the good senior brother that I have always wanted, and the brother that Brother Shangui wants."
Qingqing smiled brightly.
Under the guidance of the torches inserted around the ship, tears flashed in her eyes. She grabbed Chen Qiu's hand and said:
“I won’t say these things again.
Brother, don’t be angry, okay?”
She stretched out her little finger, placed it in front of Shen Qiu, and shook it.
She blinked and said to Chen Qiu:
"Take a hook."
Chen Qiu looked at Qingqing's trembling little finger. Without hesitation, he reached out to hold the little finger, shook it back and forth, then reached out to put it on Qingqing's head and rubbed it hard.
Making a mess of the girl's hair.
He said:
"Fan Qingqing, how great it would be if you were a fool... I was really not angry. But I know that some things are not worthy of weight, but if you are worth a pound, I am afraid that it will be more than a thousand pounds.
I asked you to write these down, just to have the idea of solving this problem early.
I didn't have such a good sister by my side in the past, and I didn't want to make us part ways because of these things.
But you gave me a big surprise tonight. You took me into this world, and until now, you are still leading me forward."
Chen Qiu reached out and hugged Qingqing into his arms. This was already a very intimate move in this world, but Qingqing did not refuse.
He patted Qingqing's shoulder lightly and said:
"I am Chen Qiu. If I don't lie to you, I'm really called Chen Qiu.
You can trust me, girl, no matter what I will become in the future, I will never hurt you. I have sworn about something very scary."
"What oath?"
Qingqing wiped her tears while sitting back to her senior brother. She pouted and said:
"You swear again, and there are gods who raise your head three feet away."
"That's not to save you, stupid girl."
Chen Qiu leaned against the shaking boat, and he raised his legs with great relaxation, leaning on the Hongming knife, and said to the girl beside him:
"And, Qingqing, I am always afraid that the more I adapt to the present, the more I will forget the past in my hometown.
You have to promise me something, Qingqing, when I sink into this dangerous and mysterious world, when I am addicted to something, get confused, and finally can't extricate myself, remember to remind me."
Chen Qiu closed his eyes and said:
"I am an outsider. Although I am in the world, I don't have to be bound by those local rules.
It doesn't matter if you don't understand, you will understand it in the future.
I want to tell you more, but let it go, it’s late at night, go to bed.”
Chen Qiu drove Qingqing away in a quiet voice and coaxed the girl to sleep. He returned to the side of the boat and looked at the surging river water under the moonlight in front of him.
At that moment just now, he really wanted to tell his past to Qingqing girl.
But in the end I held back.
It’s better not to disturb others if you are struggling with the past.
Those gorgeous but far away pasts, those memories of hometowns, should be kept in my heart, buried in a certain corner.
Just like Qingqing's heart, the Chen Qiu used to be, it was slowly eroded by time.
Chapter completed!