40. Heart Demon (Part 2)(2/3)
She opened her arms and stood in front of Huang Wusan, she said:
"Chen Qiu has told you so clearly that I am your inner demon. If you want to get rid of the inner demon, it's very simple. Come on, kill me with one sword.
After I die, no one will know your sins anymore. You will not be ruined. You can still be your righteous hero and be admired by the people of the world.
You can bury me and bury all your guilt, all your madness, all your pain, and those memories together.
Please give me some fun and let me not be tortured by the past again.
Kill me."
Huang Wusan's eyes were spinning in front of him, and the whole world seemed to be no longer real.
The memories of the past were like tides, crazily washing away his mind, and all kinds of sounds, and all kinds of unreal voices resounded throughout the world in his soul.
He wants them to shut up!
But no.
The sounds were not quiet, but became more and more noisy.
Kill her!
Kill it!
Kill guilty!
As long as you cut down with one sword, the past and the past will be unrelated. This is a shackle. As long as you untie it, you will not be tied to the world and you will be able to escape great freedom!
The inner demon has appeared.
Huang Wusan took a step forward.
The purple sword energy was like a storm, blowing through the entire gym at this moment. Countless classics were torn apart and turned into paper confetti flying all over the sky. Under his feet, the out-of-control sword energy tore open the bluestone and brought out sword marks.
Wherever you step, stones are annihilated, like dust flying.
The Taia sword was roaring.
The purple light extends the cycle of reincarnation and swallows endlessly. This sword of power seems to realize that Huang Wupan is incorrect. It is introverted in its divine power, as if it wants to break off its connection with Huang Wupan.
Being possessed.
Or transcendent.
It's only in one thought.
Seeing Huang Wusan stepping into the foot with his sword, a smile suddenly appeared on Lin Wandong's pale face.
"But, I no longer hate you."
Her tone suddenly became gentle at the moment when Huang Wusan was about to lose control when he was about to lose control.
It seems to have never been so gentle.
"At the moment Huiyin was born, all my hatred had disappeared, and replaced by a kind of happiness. I lost Brother Wusan, but got a treasure that belonged only to me.
I watched her grow up little by little, and I protected her with all my heart.
Her smile and growth have transformed away all the anger in my heart.
That's my daughter.
With her, there is light in my heart.
That light dispels all the darkness you have brought to me."
The next moment, purple light lit up.
Blood was splashing out and was falling on Lin Wandong's cheeks, with a little warmth.
But she didn't feel the pain.
When he opened his eyes, he saw Tai A sword slipping from Huang Wusan's hand. He held the blade in his right hand, full of blood. The divine sword that countless people in the martial arts world longed for was thrown to the ground.
The violent true energy was also relieved in this moment.
Huang Wusan in front of him was panting, but his eyes became brighter again.
When I thought I would be swallowed by the abominable things from the past.
He was forgiven.
In the moments that thought they would kill the good thoughts in their hearts and cut off the past.
He found himself back.
All of this is because of the words of the woman in front of me, it is like a key, opening the heart lock that has been blocked for more than 20 years.
Everything suddenly became clear.
Lin Huiyin reached out and gently stroked Huang Wusan's cheek in front of her, helping him to remove the blood stains.
She said:
"I knew you would rather hurt yourself than hurt me again."
"Let's go, Huang Wusan.
That night, let go of those past, those guilt and pain, I no longer hate you, and don’t hate yourself anymore, let alone torture yourself.
This will not make me feel happy, nor will it make up for the regrets in my heart.
That night was indeed a mistake.
But that mistake made me get the best gift in my life. Although I lost you, I got Huiyin. If there was no such mistake, I might still be alone and go with the flow like duckweed.
But Huiyin is my bond with this world.
She gave me a reason to take root, so that I no longer know where to fall like a floating catkin."
Lin Wandong withdrew her finger and said:
"I'm telling you all this today, just to let you know.
You no longer have to carry the past, like carrying the entire Mount Tai, moving forward in the darkness. In fact, when I was in Jinling, what I wanted to tell you was Huang Wudi who suddenly appeared and interrupted these things."
She let out a long sigh, ignored Huang Wusan in front of her, turned around and stepped out of the mess, and walked out of the gym.
"Huang Wudi's appearance has helped you carry all that. He has left now. Let those unbearable past events dissipate with the wind.
I don’t know if my thoughts can help you dispel the demons in your heart, but I can’t do more than that.”
"Swish"
The door of the gym was pulled open by Lin Wandong.
The warm sunshine shone through the door, shining on Lin Wandong. She closed her eyes and felt the warmth that reached her heart. She let out a long sigh.
All the accumulated emotions over the past twenty years were released.
If you have obsessions in your heart, you will not be free.
Now, the shackles have gone.
She doesn't know whether Huang Wucang is good or not.
At least her inner demon had completely disappeared after saying that forgiveness.
yes.
The darkness that shrouds everything and breeds despair seems powerful.
But just a ray of light can make it disappear.
There is no need to use hatred to draw a jail.
Her time has passed so long, and it is time to put down those heavy things, look forward, and walk forward.
"This time I go to kill the enemy, and I must come back alive."
Lin Wandong plucked her long hair behind her head, and she walked into the sun without looking back, waved her hand, and said with a little lazy, very casually:
"Huiyin is still waiting for you in Xiaoxiang. Don't say those words of apology to me anymore, just keep it for your daughter."
After saying that, she was about to leave.
But as soon as he got up, he was pulled from behind by a hand.
She looked back.
Huang Wusan's handsome and elegant face was full of deepness, but there was no hesitation anymore.
He said:
"Your inner demon has dispersed, but mine is still a little short of mine."
"you..."
Huang Wusan's words made Lin Wandong's heart move.
There is no such transcendence in him, but there is a bit of broken reality.
In my memory, the figure of Wusan, who always played with her everywhere in childhood, quickly overlapped with the elegant Taoist priest who was 40 years old.
To be continued...