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1304. I am fortunate to have it, but it is okay to lose it. I will not change my way

While Lei Lie was speaking, Xiao Yan had already browsed through the sounds restored from the remaining imprints. The expression on his face did not change much and he still sat still.

Tang Jun looked at Lei Lie and nodded, then his eyes fell on Lei Jie again: "Speaking of which, if I didn't see the traces of light and shadow magic, I wouldn't even know what he looks like, and the relationship with him would be even more indifferent. , it can be said that there is no emotional basis at all.”

"Growing up, a lot of the difficulties and humiliation I suffered, traced back to the root cause, actually came from him."

Tang Jun was silent for a moment: "My mother, who was the only one who cared about me, died in depression because of his refusal to leave without saying goodbye. Juan Bao fled and died in depression, leaving us early."

"However, perhaps it is because there is no emotion between me and him except for the blood connection, so even after hearing those words, I only felt a little disgusted, but not particularly angry."

"And you, before he left, you had already started to remember that he was the son-in-law of the Lei family, and he had to wear a disguise in front of others. I think there is not no emotion between you and him. It looks like a father and son getting along happily and lovingly."

Because of this, Lei Jie was particularly concerned when Tang Wenhua took the treasure and escaped without saying a word.

After dreaming back at midnight, when he was alone, especially when he was remembering his mother who died young, did Lei Jie ever think about whether Tang Wenhua might have had some last resort difficulties back then?

After knowing the truth of the matter, Lei Jie was naturally furious and felt cheated and humiliated.

Especially, in Tang Wenhua's eyes, he is not only like an object, but also a failure, a pavement and experiment for the birth of the successful Tang Jun.

This made Lei Jie, who had always been proud and cold-blooded, not so angry that he completely lost control of his emotions. When Tang Wenhua could not be found, all his anger was poured out on Tang Jun.

"Shut up, stop talking!" Regardless of the presence of Xiao Yan and Lei Lie, Lei Jie shouted, staring at Tang Jun.

The face that resembled Tang Jun was slightly distorted at this time.

Lei Jie, who was already in the middle stage of Nascent Soul, rarely experienced situations where his emotions were almost out of control, but at this moment, his mood was obviously unable to calm down.

Tang Junze looked at him calmly and shook his head: "Do you think I am deliberately humiliating you and showing off to you?"

"There is a score to be settled between you and me, but I have no intention of humiliating you, let alone showing off to you. In the end, no matter whether we succeed or fail, in the eyes of that person, we cannot be said to be his flesh and blood descendants. He and he are There is no family affection between us."

"But I am still grateful to him. It is true that he gave me the Cangyan Emperor body, which made my path a lot smoother. But because of him, I also suffered a lot of setbacks and hardships."

Tang Jun spread his hands flat in front of him, looked at the lines on his palms, and said unhurriedly: "After listening to those words just now, for a moment, an idea came to my mind. I am now working hard to practice Taoism. , Keep working hard. My cultivation level is getting higher and higher, my strength is getting stronger, and I have achieved some results so far. Is this a disguised proof of what he said about success? "

"My continuous success actually proves his success?"

"Because he helped me create the Cang Yan Emperor's body, so I can achieve what I have achieved today? After all, when I was in the Lei family in the past, my performance was very ordinary."

Tang Jun looked at Lei Jie with calm eyes and smiled slightly: "However, this thought is only fleeting."

"Whether it is human talent or talent, whether I can still be admitted under the master's door without the Cang Yan Emperor's body, and whether I can still achieve the results I have now, I have always persevered and worked hard, and I have chosen to embark on the path of cultivation.

, I will try my best to go all the way and see the wonder of the avenue above the blue sky."

"Perhaps, if I hadn't changed my physique in his former residence, I would have been mediocre and struggling to move forward in my life, but even so, I would insist on walking on that path."

When Lei Jie heard this, his face was slightly distorted, but he slowly closed his eyes.

Scenes from when he was young were constantly replaying in his mind.

Lei Jie is not a playboy. Although he is proud, he is not blindly arrogant. Because of Tang Wenhua, he has been working hard since he was a child to avoid others criticizing him from behind.

After learning the truth, after the initial rage, he worked harder to be able to find Tang Wenhua in the future, to prove that he was not a failure, and to prove that he was better than Tang Jun.

But while he was working hard, he was also filled with fear.

In the past, he believed that he was born with the Nine Qi True Thunder Body and was a proud son of heaven who was destined to become a legend. Therefore, the Lei family was very optimistic about him and devoted all their efforts to cultivate him so as not to be angered because of Tang Wenhua.

Even though he was beaten by the double-eyed man Shi Tianyi in his early years, Lei Jie was still full of motivation and wanted to surpass his opponent.

But after learning the truth, he inevitably had doubts in his heart. Without the Nine Qi True Thunder Body, would he still be able to reach his current heights?

Maybe he will still achieve something, after all, his understanding is not bad, but how far will it be from now?

More importantly, if he had not shown the Nine Qi True Thunder Body since he was a child, would the Lei family have made efforts to cultivate him? Would he have suffered the same fate as Tang Jun, being dragged down by Tang Wenhua and being dragged down by the Lei family?

Everyone’s anger?

The Nine Qi True Thunder Body created by Tang Wenhua led him to embark on the opposite destiny path, but this father who regarded himself as a test subject, an object, and a failed work, and this experiment, was also his humiliation.

and the source of anger.

Perhaps, without Tang Jun, a so-called "successful product" for comparison, Lei Jie would have been a little better off.

But as Tang Jun continues to take off and rise strongly over the years, the pressure on Lei Jie is increasing.

This kind of contradictory mentality has actually been accumulated in Lei Jie's heart. Even if he successfully conceives a baby, his heart problems will still exist.

It does not lessen or disappear, but it will have a complete outbreak at a certain time.

Lei Lie looked at Lei Jie and sighed slightly in his heart. He was aware of Lei Jie's mental state and tried to provide guidance, but unfortunately the effect was always limited.

Although Lei Jie had been trying to calm his mind in order to ease his heart, how could Lei Lie not see that Lei Jie was just suppressing it forcefully?

If this trend continues, although Lei Jie has reached the middle stage of Yuanying, it will be extremely difficult for him to achieve the late stage of Yuanying.

In fact, it is actually quite easy for a monk with the Nine Qi True Thunder body to achieve the Dharma of Heaven and Earth from the middle stage of Yuanying to the late stage of Yuanying, at least much easier than other monks. For Lei Jie himself, under normal circumstances

It will be easier for him to advance from the early stage of Yuanying to the middle stage of Yuanying.

However, given his current state of mind, it was extremely difficult. Even if he reached the late stage of Yuanying, he would almost not even think about reaching the realm of Yuanshen.

Possessing the True Thunder Body of Nine Qi, he was able to challenge the status of Shi Tianyi, the double-eyed man, and was also known as the young genius. The Lei family's Wanli Dragon Horse has to stop at the late stage of Nascent Soul, with no hope of soul. This is undoubtedly a huge irony.

But it is something that can actually happen.

Thinking of this, Lei Lie looked at Tang Jun and couldn't help but sigh.

After the incident involving Tang Jun at Tang Wenhua's former residence, Lei Lie and the Lei family began to re-examine this person who they had either ignored or despised in the past.

Many things that no one cared about or were treated as jokes have been unearthed.

Although Gen Gu's talent is average and only a passing talent, his perseverance, determination, and hard work are the best among all Lei family disciples, and he even works harder than Lei Jie, who is already extremely hardworking.

Even though the progress of his cultivation is not satisfactory, it cannot shake his determination and belief at all. He has been consistent for more than ten years. As he grows older, he will only work harder and harder.

Because of being excluded, suppressed, and deliberately making things difficult, I rarely had the opportunity to formally come into contact with Taoism and magic. I could only slowly explore on my own and rarely had the opportunity to express myself. However, an unexpected surprise made Lei Lie and others carefully reflect on it afterwards.

Thinking about it, he couldn't help but be shocked. At that time, Tang Jun had already shown amazing understanding.

Without the body of Emperor Cangyan, perhaps Tang Jun would not be able to achieve what he has achieved today. It is also unknown whether he could have worshiped under the walls of Xuanmen Tianzong back then. However, with his Taoist heart and other talents,

Most likely they will go their own way, which may not be as dazzling, but is destined not to be mediocre.

Lei Jie closed his eyes tightly, his face was slightly distorted, and even his body was trembling involuntarily.

At the beginning, the first thought that came to his mind was that Tang Jun was mocking him and looking down on him from a high position. Since when did he fall to the point of being reprimanded by Tang Jun?

As Tang Jun said, although the two of them can be regarded as having the same problem in a sense, their specific situations are still different.

Not to mention that the emotional entanglement between him and Tang Wenhua was more complicated. Apart from the emotional factors, he was defined by Tang Wenhua as a failure inferior to Tang Jun, which made Lei Jie feel that Tang Jun was talking sarcastically.

Let's swap positions and try putting you in my position?

But soon, Lei Jie suddenly became alert.

If he continues to be immersed in this emotion, then he will only be pushed further and further away from Tang Jun, who is already coming from behind. In the end, he will be out of reach. Not to mention the realization of the Tao Yuan Shen, there are two opinions on whether he can even achieve the later stage of Nascent Soul.

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Lei Jie's face finally returned to calm, then he opened his eyes and looked at Tang Jun again: "Are you going to break my spirit in this way? Xuanmen Tianzong is not enough to keep you confident?"

This sentence came to his lips, but Lei Jie swallowed it back.

Because the Tang Jun in front of him had a calm and clear gaze, and the emotions contained in it were only self-confidence, perseverance, and determination to follow his own path without wavering.

Looking at Tang Jun like this, Lei Jie suddenly felt something in his heart.

Even if the positions of the two are really swapped, Tang Jun will still be what he is now.

Having the Cangyan Emperor body, he would not pretend to say that it is not necessary. It would facilitate his progress on the path of cultivation. It was an objective fact. However, if he did not have the Cangyan Emperor body, it would not have a great impact on his state of mind. He would

The path you take will never waver.
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