Chapter 2: The Feeling of Happiness (Part 2)
Yang Yun had a dream...
He dreamed that the black flames burned the sky; he dreamed that his layout was broken by the replica Chu Xuan; he dreamed that Zhang Heng, Zhao Yingkong, Xiao Honglu, Cheng Xiao, and these friends died one by one...
[It shouldn't be like this, it shouldn't be... With my existence, hasn't Zhongzhou team become stronger than the original work? Didn't Zheng Zha unlock the fourth-level gene lock?]
Yang Yun wanted to save his friends, but no matter what method he used, he could not move his body, and he could not even speak. He could only watch them being killed one by one...
【No, no, no…】
"Just like this, the other me, just die like this. It may be a kind of happiness to die with her beautiful memories, don't... "
"No!"
When the replica Zheng Zha cut Zheng Zha's head in half with a sword, Yang Yun could no longer bear it, roared, jumped up from the grass, and also scared away a fish that was about to bite the hook...
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"Yang Yun? Are you okay? Have you had a nightmare?"
"Is that... it's a dream."
Looking at the concerned faces of Zheng Zha and others, Yang Yun remembered that he was still having a picnic in Zheng Zha's basement and did not encounter the Demon Team at all.
"I'm fine, but I'm sorry."
"I was shocked. You were just yelling there, and you couldn't wake up no matter how much you shouted... I thought something was wrong with you." Seeing that Yang Yun had returned to normal, Zheng Zha was also relieved, "What nightmare did you just have? Why did you look so scared like that?"
"nothing……"
Yang Yun was a little afraid to look at Zheng Zha's face, because once he saw it, he would not stop thinking about the situation in his dream just now.
"It's okay, it's just that I didn't sleep well last night. You go fishing, don't worry about me."
After hearing what Yang Yun said, Zhang Heng, Xiao Honglu, Cheng Xiao and the other three did not take it seriously. After all, being in a place like the main god space where death is possible at any time, it is normal to have some pressure, and it is normal to have nightmares or something. So they just comforted Yang Yun for a few words, and then they laughed and discussed and fished. Only Zheng Zha sighed and did not go fishing with the three of them, but sat next to Yang Yun.
"Why don't you go fishing with them? Don't worry about me, I'm fine, just sit for a while." Seeing Zheng Zha sitting beside him, Yang Yun said.
"Is it very stressful?" Zheng Zha did not answer Yang Yun's question, but said to himself.
Yang Yun was shocked and then smiled and said, "Yes, who can be without pressure in the main god space?"
"No, you know what I mean. If it is ordinary pressure, it will not make you have nightmares. You are an old team member who entered the Resident Evil with me." Zheng Zha shook his head and said, "You must have experienced a lot of things when you go back to the time of resentment, right?"
After hearing this, Yang Yun's expression stumbled slightly.
"It turns out to be so..." Seeing Yang Yun's expression, Zheng Zha knew that his guess was not wrong: "They can't see it, but it doesn't mean I can't see it. In fact, when you came back, I found something was wrong with you, so I suggested that you take a rest for one night and hold a picnic tomorrow to relieve your mood... I didn't expect that after one night, you still didn't return to your usual appearance."
"Yes, a lot of things happened..." Yang Yun saw that he could not hide it from Zheng Zha, so he simply admitted: "In the dozens of days of cursing, I saw the real strong man and understood the boundaries of his strength... Zheng Zha, we are still too weak. Ignorance is not a sin, but weak is just."
"Ignorance is not a sin, weak is... It's really a true saying." After chewing this sentence carefully, Zheng Zha also smiled bitterly: "Forget it, don't mention this. Come on, smoke a cigarette first."
Yang Yun took the cigarette, and the two of them started smoking quietly on the grass under the sun, and no one spoke for a moment.
It was not until the cigarette was about to finish, Zheng Zha said, "Yang Yun, do you know? In fact, when I started leading the team forward, I was exactly the same as your current situation, confused, afraid, and fearful about the future."
"I'm afraid that I can't lead the Zhongzhou team well, I'm afraid that the partners I admit die in front of me, and I'm afraid that the entire team will be brought to the abyss of death because of my wrong decision. Although I have tried my best, death and sacrifice are still inevitable... Every dead partner has brought me a period of growth."
"Growing up is a pain, so going through a painful process is also called growth. When I first entered this world, the only thought in my heart was to be afraid of death, and I was left with fear of death. So I resisted and tried my best to survive. The initial feeling was to live."
"And until I created the girl Loli in my heart, my idea of simply wanting to survive was strengthened again... I want to live, to live with her, even if it is just to have more chances to get along with her for ten days, I have to become stronger and live."
Yang Yun listened to Zheng Zha as he began to recall the little bits of his entry into the world of reincarnation. He also found that Zheng Zha also had huge pressure on his shoulders, which almost made him unable to straighten his waist, but this strong man did not tell anyone about all this because he was the captain. He wanted to lead everyone forward and could not show his weakness...
[Perhaps, Zheng Zha is the real Zheng Zha at this time...]
Zheng Zha continued to say it. Perhaps these words have been in his heart for a long time. He just simply wanted to find someone to tell...
"In the curse, Chu Xuan's behavior told me the difference between simply wanting to live by himself and simply wanting to live by everyone. As a superior and as the leader of a team, should I be cruel and cold, or tolerant and sacrifice? His choice will determine the life and death of everyone..."
"In the legend of gods and ghosts, Zero Dot and Qi Teng told my partner what the value is... They handed their backs to each other, and then they just focused on the enemy in front of them, allowing them to lose all their defenses. Because they firmly believe that their partners can block all attacks from behind, and even if they give their lives, they will never suffer any damage behind them..."
"And in the horror film that God of Death comes, if I hadn't heard those words from Zhang Jie with my own ears, I would never believe that Zhang Jie was the leader. He would have been a program created by a "main god"? If there were only one program for such a real person, then countless people living in the world who did not know what they were for, and what were they looking for fun like walking dead?"
When talking about Zhang Jie, Zheng Zha's eyes turned red in an instant. He sniffed the cigarette in his hand and said, "I will never forget the smell of that cigarette when I entered this horror movie world... I will never forget. After defeating Zhang Jie, he was free and desolate when he sucked that cigarette..."
"Thank you, Yang Yun, fortunately you saved Zhang Jie, otherwise I will regret it for the rest of my life..."
"Nothing, this is what I should do..." Yang Yun also took a sip of the cigarette in his hand and said.
For a moment, neither of them spoke anymore. But they all knew that the other party was missing his comrades in another world in their own way.
"Yang Yun, are you happy?" Zheng Zha suddenly asked after a while of silence.
"Ah?" Yang Yun was stunned for a moment, "What did you say? Happiness?"
"Yes, at least I'm very happy now!" Zheng Zha patted Yang Yun's shoulder, laughed and stood up: "You can be with the people you love, with your friends who share life and death, you can no longer live like you used to be, and you can no longer live alone!"
"Confused? Fear? Maybe when I'm alone, I'll have those emotions that I shouldn't have, but now I'm with everyone, what are those things?"
"I know I am not alone. In this world of reincarnation, I can live no matter what the strength of myself is. So I must have the help of my partners, and it is precisely because of the help of these countless partners that I gradually become stronger and gradually become stronger!"
"With you here, I will never be afraid and never be confused!"
After hearing Zheng Zha's words, Yang Yun couldn't help but be stunned. He slowly looked around. Cheng Xiao and Xiao Honglu were discussing how to eat insect banquets; Zhang Heng was pulling up a big fish; and in the distance, when several girls came back with baskets of mushrooms, they occasionally laughed like silver bells, and their faces were full of happiness...
[Yes, this is the feeling of happiness... Here, everyone is my family, everyone is my relatives, we live and die together, and we depend on each other for our lives!]
[In order to protect this rare happiness, to protect this feeling of happiness... Even if I do my best to do every wisdom and strength, even if I sacrifice myself for it, I will let everyone live in Resident Evil 2!]
Chapter completed!