Chapter 115 Must go tonight
On the vast mountain top, a small lonely grave.
It was a clear day last night, and it was snowing today in the evening.
"It's great here. Maybe it's a little lonely, but it's never darkness underground. You can feel it all year round." The person who spoke was Masakawa. In the previous hour, I started to tell my experience in the inner city, and one hour was already enough for me to finish the talk.
Naturally, the one buried in the small lonely grave is Lian Sheng.
If there were no changes in the world, he would stay here forever.
And I was about to leave, and I don’t know when I would go to his grave again and tell him about my experience after leaving.
The wind blew, and when I was inhaling, I brought a large cloud of white mist. In the winter evening, it was particularly short, and it felt like the night was already dark in the blink of an eye.
I looked up at the gradually fading ridge line in the distance and said to Brother Masakawa: "I won't be lonely, I'm lonely because I have a slight feeling. I think that what is buried is only Lian Sheng's body, and he has actually followed me forever."
"You can think so too. But I don't want you to indulge in it. I must remind you that the Ten Thousand Soul Flower is already part of your soul and it is impossible for you to have your own will. Zhengling, your future is still long." Brother Zhengchuan reminded me with some guilt.
I am sad, shouldn't I be comforted? But in the face of reality, any unrealistic comfort may be even more cruel to me in the eyes of Brother Masakawa.
Strictly speaking, my life was saved by the beast.
In the process of fusion with the Ten Thousand Soul Flowers, not everyone can bear that pain.
Just imagine, what would it feel like to implant something in the body without anesthetic? What if it still has a complex root system?
In this world, there are not no examples of being left to death.
And what kind of pain would it be if the soul is ten times more sensitive than the body?
"The fusion of the Ten Thousand Soul Flowers should be supported by willpower. But for some reason, Ye Zhengling was injured and his will was at a collapse, and he had no way to support the past." This is what Old Beast commented on me at that time.
Yes, after Liansheng was about to fall off the cliff and was caught by me.
I fell into a coma because of pain. It was more like an excessive sadness and self-evasion caused by excessive pain and then fell into a coma.
Perhaps today, even if Brother Zhengchuan, who knows me so well, doesn’t know why I am so sad, but I understand that Old Beast’s diagnosis is right and I am broken.
Some injuries are indescribable to others, just like the most sensitive point, how can it be repeated?
But I still supported it, just like the bush of weeds planted on Liansheng’s grave with my own hands, it has so tenacious vitality, because I have many people on my back and have no qualifications to escape.
I didn't have time to break my heart and feel sad. I had to be strong immediately without any buffering.
It was just because when Aunt Chengzhen woke up, she told me a message that something big happened in the circle of demon hunters.
I didn't go and listen immediately, just said, "I want to see Liansheng."
Then he was taken here by Brother Masahiro, and on the way I told him all my experiences in the inner city.
And he told me that the dangerous process of my fusion of the Ten Thousand Soul Flowers would have been possible if the beasts were not always by my side, my soul would have collapsed completely.
"Just like modern medicine can greatly improve the survival rate of patients in the face of many diseases, we should ultimately thank the anesthetics. The same method used by the old beast on you. He used some secret technique to close the five senses of your soul and sacrificed part of his vitality, so that your soul can still maintain a trace of vitality in this situation." Brother Zhengchuan did not hide anything about how old beasts treated me after I fell into a coma.
"So, even if I pick the Thousand Soul Flowers, I owe the Beast to the Old Man." Yes, nothing can compare to life force, in fact, lifespan is more precious to the cultivator.
Besides, he is still an old cultivator.
"I think it should be the same. But the beast always said that it was a leniency. Speaking of which, he saved my life..." Brother Zhengchuan just commented like this, and as he spoke, Liansheng's grave was right in front of him.
"Zhengling, in the end, you still have to thank yourself. The beast always did all this, but in the end, your will still need your will to maintain your soul, even a trace of will! Because the beast always said that if the five senses of your soul are closed, you may feel painless and perish forever. In that case, it is like your soul is trapped in a state of "vegetative", which is a slightly better situation than the soul scattered. Because no one knows, how to awaken the sleeping soul, even the beast elder cannot. You are so sad that even the will is in a state of collapse. The beast elder judges that you have only 40% of the chance of waking up, but I didn't expect..." When Brother Zhengchuan said this, we had already arrived at Liansheng's grave.
Brother Masakawa's tone was a little excited and his eyes were a little red.
I understood Brother Zhengchuan's mood. He was afraid that I would never wake up again. Unexpectedly, I not only woke up, but also woke up so soon.
My hand was placed on Brother Masahiro's shoulder and remained silent for a long time.
After Liansheng left, I cherish every true love around me. Responsibility may be my purpose of living, but without these true love, what is the motivation for my life?
I actually don’t know how I woke up? Why I woke up so quickly.
During the coma, what did I remember? Who heard the call?
What matters is that I woke up...
In this way, Brother Zhengchuan stood silently at Liansheng's grave with me, and the previous conversations were met.
Speaking of which, I should thank Brother Masahiro for helping me hold Reshen's body in time when I was unconscious.
No matter what was before Liansheng? But in my heart he was Liansheng. He was such a little boy. He should have a comfort to be buried and a comfort to myself.
It was already snowing heavily on the way down the mountain.
It covered the trace that was not the road, and Brother Zhengchuan and I supported each other and it was a bit difficult to walk.
The Ten Thousand Soul Flowers are implanted into the soul. Until now, I have not felt any huge changes in my soul. Except for the injuries that have recovered before, the soul power is stronger than before, and the rest... is really gone.
Of course, when I concentrate on sensing my soul, I can still find that a small bud is swaying in the soul and is not in full bloom.
That is the Ten Thousand Soul Flower.
After implanting my soul, it is equivalent to a companion creature and no longer has its own will. It is like it grows with the soul of a hero. After a long period of time, it has a trace of its own will. After the hero took it away, it implanted into my soul and was a new growth.
The previous growth will disappear one by one!
If you have to wait until it has a trace of self-will, it will probably be another terrifying long time.
Can I live that long? Don't ask this question at all, it's a joke.
So, it is no longer a pity, not even a trace of pity... But when I sense it, my heart is still slightly warm. For me, it is still pity, but I really fell asleep.
Brother Zhengchuan stopped me with such thoughts because he was afraid that I would be addicted to unrealistic comfort, and would be more injured by the time he would be even more severe, and even huge loopholes in my mood.
But this is my own comfort. I don’t care about the loopholes in my mood, so what’s important?
Thinking of this, I lowered my head and a faint smile appeared on the corner of my mouth. It's good, just like Lian Sheng's last words, I don't know if it really exists, from now on, the world is far away, and the ends of the world are also accompanied.
"Zhengling, Aunt Chengzhen is here." Just as I was thinking about being conscious, Brother Zhengchuan called me.
When I looked up, I found that at the platform on the hillside, in front of the hidden cave exit in the inner city, more than a dozen torches were burning in the night.
The horse sniffled uneasyly and kept walking around, as if very anxious.
Seeing this scene, I felt a little uneasy in my heart. I remembered that after waking up after falling into a coma, the first thing Aunt Chengzhen said to me was that something big happened in the circle of monster hunters, and this uneasiness spread to my limbs and bones.
And isn’t the person standing among this group of people Aunt Chengzhen?
I felt uneasy, so I couldn't help but turn my head to look at Brother Zhengchuan. He has always had a good spiritual sense, but he didn't expect that he had a normal expression.
"Brother Masakawa, do you feel anything different?" I couldn't help asking.
Brother Masakawa looked at me, shook his head, and asked, "Do you feel anything?"
I don’t know how to say it, could it be my illusion again? But at this time, Aunt Chengzhen seemed unable to wait for us to slowly go down the mountain like this, but led a seemingly spiritual horse, rode it up, and ran towards the mountain.
A few minutes later, Aunt Chengzhen came to us.
After getting off the horse, I felt a little silent.
Brother Zhengchuan and I don’t know what happened? What should we say.
But looking at Aunt Chengzhen's face, I don't know what to say!
"You are leaving." But it is hard to explain that you must speak. After Aunt Chengzhen spoke, this is the first sentence she said to me and Brother Zhengchuan.
"We are going to go down the mountain and leave tomorrow. Because of the time..." No matter what major happens in the demon hunter circle, it probably won't affect the determined gathering. After all, the situation is in place, there is nothing more important than the demon hunter alliance.
Chapter completed!