Chapter 112 The outside world
The picture disperses.
This is the first time in my heart that I have experienced a sad mood with pain. I feel a little uncomfortable. Even with my 27-year-old life, I can't tell that emotion.
I can't say what it feels like if I've been immersed in this emotion for a long time?
A question couldn't help but come to my heart. Although this emotion is weak, it is unforgettable. Could it be that I have never had such love in 27 years?
But in my heart... I frowned, but I was heard behind the tomb: "How is it like regaining strength?"
I suddenly came back to my senses, but I felt something flowing away from my body. Peng Bairuhai's soul power disappeared and became what he had before.
It's not bad. The soul is slowly recovering and its soul power has also increased a little, but it cannot be compared with the moment when fighting against Ren Xiaoxuan.
It turned out that the owner behind the tomb had been helping me, but through a special way, I couldn't understand the profound meaning.
When I thought about it intently, I couldn't help but smile bitterly: "That's just Nie Yan, not me. What do you think?"
"You are Nie Yan, Nie Yan is you. The profound meaning of my help to restore your strength is just to make you understand that these powers are far from enough. How can you face the surging up the wind and clouds in the future? Just a head of red anger, how much will you fight? You should know that you have to keep getting stronger on this road, and this is not a road of fighting alone, you need more help. Because this is the protection that has lasted for many years." The voice was calm, but inexplicably felt like entrusting heavy responsibilities.
"So what? Even if this power is Nie Yan's, not me. No matter what way I exist in this world, I have lived in this world for more than twenty years as my current identity. The people I come into contact with and experience are all Ye Zhengling. I am not a different life, but also seem to be a different life. How can I still be him? Or if he is me, I will not exist, then what is the meaning of all my journey?" I felt bitter in my heart, and I didn't understand why. I have never told anyone about this hidden thought, but the existence behind the tomb came out of a tray.
I always feel that he may be able to resolve my thoughts.
But I didn't expect that after saying this, I got a long silence.
Could it be that even such a powerful figure cannot get answers to this question? I can't help but feel that I should give up on being persistent and live a day.
However, he spoke: "I didn't expect you to have such a knot in your heart. I thought you understood that whether it is the past or the future, what has always existed is the present you, and you who live in the present, no matter whether you are Ye Zhengling or Nie Yan."
"What does it mean?" This passage is too obscure.
"Simple, everything you have experienced now and everything you have experienced in the past is accumulated on a will to promote the future you! Nothing is important, what is important is that you who are in front of me now are you. Without Nie Yan and Ye Zhengling, you are you. There is no one who disappears, no one who appears, only you."
I seemed to have learned something from his words? I was a little stunned for a moment, and seemed to have grasped some key points, but I couldn't fully understand it for a while.
"You will always understand these things in the future. But now, hurry up and even if I maintain them, his vitality will be almost exhausted." The owner of the tomb suddenly reminded me.
"He, who did you say?" I didn't react for a while, but my body had already reacted and subconsciously hugged Liansheng tightly.
"Who else is there except you at the top of this cliff?" The owner of the tomb asked me back, as if he was calm, as if he had no sorrow or joy about life and death.
But I couldn't do it, and my hand holding Lian Sheng suddenly trembled.
I remembered Xiaozhao and the last look of its eyes.
I hate that I will naturally associate Xiao Zha with Lian Sheng at this time. Is this what I think has caused Lian Sheng’s current fate?
But at this moment, Liansheng's hand grabbed my clothes again.
I lowered my head, but what I saw was his extremely peaceful eyes. I looked at me with confidence, turned my eyes, and looked at the spots of light greedily.
My heart began to suck!
Looking up, I looked at the tomb with only a crack and asked, "You have a way to save him, right?"
"No! His life did not belong to him originally. And what he lost today is destined to be what you gain today. This is the fate of the Ten Thousand Soul Flowers. Since it accompanied me, one of the fates that had been written. But he has made this choice, and no one can do it." There was a sigh in the voice of the owner of the tomb.
I hugged Liansheng, not knowing what to say? And why did what he lost is what I gained?
For me, whether you have to or not, there is nothing that can compare to Liansheng's life. I still have many plans for him. Does it seem like a ridiculous plan now?
"Brother Ye, this is my choice. A long time ago, when I was in a daze, I felt unwilling. Now, I think this is really good." Lian Sheng's voice sounded in my ears, making me weaker than before.
"Don't talk nonsense, I will save you! Liansheng, when did Brother Ye never do what you want to do to you?" However, how I am willing to die in my life is defined by destiny.
What's more, he is still alive? Living means hope.
Even if I am a cultivator, I believe in destiny more than anyone else.
But this is how people are in the world! Even if you believe, even if you are destined, where should that unwilling heart be released? What kind of heart is the attitude you should have in the face of this world?
Knowing is easy and hard to do, why can’t you know and what you do? It’s just because you can’t control your own heart.
I couldn't help but howl, hugged Lian Sheng, and knelt on the ground and sobbed in pain.
God, I just want to keep this child's life.
"Go, it has been with me for many years, but I have already seen the parting clearly. Life is not life, death is not death... Leaving this body, it is the flower of ten thousand souls, as long as you are willing, it is his happiness." The owner of the tomb said calmly. As he spoke, the cracks on the tomb had begun to slowly close.
"Wait, can you help me once?" I suddenly shouted at the tomb.
"Huh?" The owner of the tomb was not completely cold-blooded and ruthless.
"Is there a way to get me out as soon as possible, the faster the better. I want to accomplish something." I said word by word.
"Go out? Okay, come to the rear of this place." The owner of the tomb did not ask too much, but asked me to the rear of the tomb.
I picked up Liansheng and ran quickly towards the other side. After I ran to the tomb, I found that at some point a dark hole appeared on the edge of the tomb, straight down.
Without hesitation, I hugged Liansheng and entered the hole.
But after going further, he quickly turned back, with a little scruple, but he still picked a Thousand Soul Flower.
Fortunately, the owner of the tomb did not make any comments on this.
This Thousand Soul Flower is so good. If I pick one more, will it be useful to Liansheng? Can someone use it to save Liansheng?
But at this moment, the owner of the tomb spoke: "One flower is the limit, and you cannot pick it up more."
I immediately withdrew my hand, and I dared not delay any more. It seemed that the owner of the tomb seemed to have all the insights into his heart.
I finally rushed into the hole facing downward.
The owner of the tomb finally spoke for the last time, and the distant voice echoed in my ears: "You will come back again. The thousands of troops here have almost forgotten the protection of time. You will be borne by you again. You must become stronger, and you will become stronger regardless of everything."
I can no longer care about this voice, and now all I care about is the pity in my arms.
I suddenly felt that there was no so-called iron-blooded hero in this world, commanding thousands of troops, high above and shining brightly! No one knew whether he would hold a piece of clothing, miss his family, and his hometown when he dreamed of midnight?
Just like me, what burdens and responsibilities? All I care about is this life in my arms.
From the black hole, it is an authentic tunnel, extremely flat, and almost no light is needed. I also ran very fast and smoothly.
There is no sound of the wind, just my own empty and lonely footsteps echo in it.
"Brother Ye, where are you going to take me?" Liansheng was in my arms, putting his head on my shoulders. He was still curious about the last itinerary of his life.
My pain was in my throat and I couldn't speak.
What I was thinking in my heart was the words of Psychia.
"Haha, that's great!" When he was about to go to the small canyon with me.
"Master, are you hungry?"
"Master, aren't you thirsty?"
"Master, tell me about the outside world? What exactly does it look like? I'm very curious. I have heard some people say that the sky outside is blue, and there will be a sun... When there is a sun..."
My tears rolled down my clothes, just holding Lian Sheng's hand, and exerting force more and more.
I took a deep breath and prevented Liansheng from hearing my crying voice. I tried to say to Liansheng in the calmest tone: "Lisheng, are you okay? How long do you think you can hold on? If you want to sleep, you must not sleep. You must hold on!"
"I'm fine, I don't want to sleep." Liansheng said sensibly, his voice echoed in the dark alley: "Brother Ye, I can hold on for a long time."
"Woo, cough..." I used the cough to cover up my wounded sob, but I felt Lian Sheng's hand resting on my face. He asked me, "Brother Ye, why are you crying?"
I wiped away the tears and the steps under my feet became faster. I could only use running to release this pain.
"I didn't cry, it was too dark here and my eyes were itchy." I said loudly, looking very frank.
"Yeah." Liansheng was a little tired and didn't want to talk too much.
And I could only call him all the way and run desperately... I feel like I have never run such a long road in my life, but I remember that this is the last road of Liansheng, and I hope it will grow a little longer.
There was only one sentence echoing in my mind: "Are you promising to take me out?"
Are you - promising to take me out?!!
I breathed desperately to keep myself at this speed... The dark alley soon ran to the end, and in front of me was an upward ramp, and at the end, a glimmer of light had already shone out.
I smiled happily and said to Liansheng: "Did you see it? We are going out, the outside world."
"Well." Liansheng was a little tired and seemed to be very sleepy.
I couldn't help but slap Lian Sheng a few times, and didn't dare to delay, so I ran to the top desperately...
At the end of the slope is a cave, not long or large. At the entrance of the cave, you can see mountains that have not yet dissipated and the morning sunshine.
It's a good weather!
I hugged Liansheng and rushed towards the entrance of the cave desperately, shouting loudly: "Lisheng, look, look quickly... This is the world outside."
"If I can do it, I will take you out, and from now on, if you are not afraid of death, you can follow me."
"If I could take a look at the outside world, even if I die, I would be willing."
"stupid!"
I stood at the entrance of the cave and gasped rapidly... It was just when the sunlight spread across the mountains, and the mountain breeze was slightly cold, but it was like gentle flowing water.
The sudden light made my eyes cry.
Chapter completed!