Faced with me so excited, Lan Xuan seemed to have no reaction.

I just used her peaceful, gentle but calm eyes to look at me.

And her eyes seemed to have a calming effect. My excitement just now slowly calmed down again, but I couldn't help but lit a cigarette and said to Lan Xuan: "Lan Xuan, I found these clues, but they had nothing to do with my nose."

While speaking, I touched my nose.

Lan Xuan is a woman who respects people very much. I can see that despite what she wants to say, she still tried to listen to me as calmly as possible.

"I know that I have a close relationship with Nie Yan. The last time I even got it, I am very likely to be another form of Nie Yan's existence. I mean, um, resurrecting the soul with a corpse? I'm not sure, but after all, there is a saying called 'life and death grudge'. Even in the legend, Meng Po is waiting to give you a sip of Meng Po soup and make you forget it. Lan Xuan, I am Ye Zhengling, I have lived for more than 20 years and have always been Ye Zhengling. This time, it can be said that it was a coincidence, or that I have some ability to pay attention to details, but it is not related to Nie Yan's identity." I said seriously and carefully to Lan Xuan.

These words are things I have always suppressed in my heart and I want to say but dare not say them.

Because I am afraid of causing wrong hope to others. After all, no matter what, I am not the powerful Nie Yan back then, who even had an invincible taste.

I am just Ye Zhengling, although some memories will appear from time to time, even though I will recall some of the things Nie Yan learned, even though my body is still sealed with mysterious power.

That can only mean that Nie Yan and I have a close relationship, but I am still Ye Zhengling.

Before, when I found out, I had a barrier to self-identity, but after these days, I found that I had actually thought it very well.

"Zhengling, I understand your pressure. You are afraid that everyone will regard you as the head of the family, but you have not recovered your ability, and you are afraid that you cannot bear these expectations? Yes, in fact, I know that you are Ye Zhengling, not the head of the family. Sometimes I will make you feel illusion that we treat you as Nie Yan." Lan Xuan's words were gentle.

As for listening, I felt that my heart gradually became honest and comfortable. It turned out that Lan Xuan understood in her heart.

"Actually, I never knew others, at least I didn't. If others had such ideas, I would try my best to adjust other people's ideas. Zhengling, and what I can prove is that if I really regard you as the head of the family, it only takes a little growth time to recover, I wouldn't make the decision to release the news."

Lan Xuan explained to me calmly again.

I was surprised. What does this have to do with Lan Xuan's decision? But I didn't rush to ask, but just said the longest thing I had suppressed in my heart. I said: "Lan Xuan, since you understand so well. Perhaps, if you give me time to grow, I may not be able to restore Nie Yan's ability. Why do you have to assist me so hard? Why do you have to pin your hopes on me? In fact, for me, if you can't introduce the fact that I am Ye Zhengling, not Nie Yan, I don't care, and I can't do it."

Having said that, a little change had occurred on Lan Xuan's face, which had always been calm.

But I didn't care about this change, but lowered my head and whispered: "Really, I don't care. I'm not pretending, I really don't care too much about my own safety. The only thing I care about is that after these days, I'm a little reluctant to give up on you and Su Ling, and I'm the people in this family."

‘Pa’, before I finished speaking, I heard the sound of the cup shattering.

I looked up, but I didn't know when the coffee cup that Lan Xuan had been holding had fallen to the ground, the cup was shattered, and the coffee in the cup left dark brown traces on the wooden floor.

I subconsciously wanted to clean up, but Lan Xuan was light and seemed a little cold and said, "Just let me come."

While talking, Lan Xuan went to sort out the fragments, and I was a little stunned. Even a fool could tell that Lan Xuan didn't want to listen to what I said now?

But Lan Xuan was also very confused, just a broken coffee cup. When she was cleaning up, she actually broke her hand.

"tina." I looked at it, and felt very heavy in my heart, and subconsciously went to Lalanxuan.

Lan Xuan reacted fiercely and pushed my hand away.

"tina" I called Lan Xuan again, but I was depressed.

Lan Xuan had stopped packing the coffee cup at this moment, but sighed and said, "I still looked at me with the most familiar look in my eyes. After a while, she was silent, and then she said, "The head of the family did not leave a man or a woman, so she died young. But all the clues and some things he left behind told us. The head of the family would come back and appear again. I just don't know what kind of situation."

"Joining the family of demon hunters is like entering another world. It is not something that anyone can control. After all, we are not facing ordinary so-called enemies, and life and death grudges are eliminated because we are facing the hatred formed by another race. Do you understand? What's more, our ancestors are adopted, taken in, and cultivated and treated their own families by the head of the family. It can even be said that the head of the family has saved everyone's life. This is a constant connection. The first thing we have received since childhood is that we are from the Huo Nie family and must be loyal to the Huo Nie family. When we learn to speak, many people even have the first words that they will call, either father or mother, or the head of the Nie family."

I listened silently, listening to Lan Xuan telling all this, it was like a myth, but it happened so truly before my eyes.

"This is the inheritance for thousands of years, and some feelings have been passed down together. If you want to hear it, I can give many examples, just like when other children listened to fairy tales when they were young, we listened to the legend of the head of the family Nie Yan. Do you think it looks like brainwashing? In fact, it is not the sincere love and respect for the head of the family Nie Yan from the bottom of their hearts."

The blood on Lan Xuan’s fingers felt a little shocking. I silently picked up the paper on the table and wiped it off.

Lan Xuan did not react much, but did not reject me, but continued, "Do you understand? All this? For thousands of years, we have been living carefully because we lack the protection of the head of the family! But we have always inherited a hope from generation to generation, and the head of the family will come back. We cannot accept it, just like other families that have lost the head of the family, or join another family, or support a demon hunter again to be our head of the family. The Huo Nie family is famous and cannot afford to lose this person, and we cannot accept it emotionally."

"And we finally hoped for hope. All the evidences that you showed up indicate that you were the head of the family and came back in another form. So, since it was another situation, I can naturally accept that you were Ye Zhengling, not the real Nie Yan. For me, you don't need to be very powerful, nor do you need to restore the style of the head of the family back then. Your existence is the greatest spiritual comfort. Don't you understand? You just told me that it doesn't matter if the head of the family is not the head of the family, you know, did I feel cold at that moment?"

After saying these words, Lan Xuan was silent.

But almost never seen it, tears actually appeared in her eyes. She looked at me firmly until my face became hot and my heart became more and more sad.

"Lan Xuan, I'm sorry." After a long silence, I put on such a sentence. At this time, I hated myself for not giving more comfort words.

"You didn't feel sorry for me, you didn't even do anything wrong. I just couldn't accept it emotionally, right?" Lan Xuan sighed quietly.

"Lan Xuan, I am actually willing to carry the Nie family's fire. I actually want to identify with the identity of the head of the family. I am just afraid that I can't protect you well. Although I don't care much about Nie Yan's identity, there is something he did, I really want to do it and care about it, that is, I really want to protect you. Although, I say this sentence is so unconfident." Looking at Lan Xuan's disappointment, I finally said something suppressed for a long time.

I am a person who is not easy to approach and interact with, but I also understand the emotions in my heart too much.

As long as it is someone or something I accept, I am willing to give with a hundred sincerity and treat it sincerely. It is not pretentious, but I understand myself.

And I have accepted Lan Xuan, Su Ling, and even the secret guards that night, as for the entire Huo Nie family, I am also accepting it, and I must admit it myself.

After hearing what I said, Lan Xuan's eyes had been holding back for a long time and suddenly it fell out. She choked and said to me: "Isn't this enough? And if you promise me that you will never mention it again!"

"I promise you." I agreed to Lan Xuan solemnly. I suddenly realized that if this were the case, it would be heard by everyone in the Huo Nie family. What they might bring to them might not be sadness, but a kind of collapse.

When Lan Xuan heard my words, she smiled. Although she just smiled, she could feel that she was really smiling happily and from the bottom of her heart.

The next moment, she wiped her tears and said, "Then I'll tell you now, why do you need to spread this news?"
Chapter completed!