Chapter 2786 Respective decisions
All youth and everything are betting on scientific careers, and in the end, I have to bear all the loneliness alone.
I originally thought that if I loved this kind of career, I could give everything, including my life, everything I gave, and in the end I would feel a sense of accomplishment and would feel that everything was worth it.
Actually, Mr. Jiang has always thought so, but since Liu Xin's appearance, she has felt a different feeling and a different experience. Therefore, for the future, it seems that everything has a new idea and a different feeling.
Because of Liu Xin's arrival, he will feel like a relative in the future.
Because of Liu Xin's appearance, I felt a feeling of relatives. For her, the arrival of relatives seemed to have changed all the ideas and opinions of the previous ones. It turned out that it could be knocked again. The door that had not been moved for a long time was a feeling. The home that had not been in for a long time could no longer be deserted.
I originally thought I had adapted to everything, but I didn't expect that everything would no longer be adapted to. It turned out that this is the feeling of having a relative.
For the future, when he is at this time, all his worldviews and everything has changed. He has never thought that he would have such thoughts, such psychological changes, and has never thought that for her, there was such a feeling and experience.
It seems that all persistence turns into nothingness at this moment, and all persistence becomes a ridiculous joke at this moment. I originally thought that it was deeply rooted in thought. I originally thought that I could give without hesitation, but in the end I felt that everything was just giving, and the old one was myself.
The years that have grown old, the face that has grown old, all the memories of youth, and in the end, emptiness is accompanied by the rest of his life. This emptiness is not everything he wants. Everything becomes so ridiculous, and everything makes people feel so sad. If life can be repeated, it will be another choice.
Mr. Jiang swore that he would never choose the same life, because for him, all life is so ridiculous in the end, and everything will become an irreparable mistake in the end.
How many times does life have to go back? How many times does life have to choose again, everything will no longer have the opportunity to look back, and everything will be a new effort.
Who is willing to give up everything and get everything they can’t support? Who is willing to give up?
Looking at Liu Xin's familiar voice, he was so familiar, standing in front of himself, for Mr. Jiang.
It seems that everything is so familiar, everything is so expectant that it makes him feel so warm. When he comes back, he still misses me, and so directly says it. In the future, everything will be touching.
Mr. Jiang smiled, looked at Liu Xin, laughing so happily, so happy, just laughing like this?
Mr. Jiang didn't say anything, just hugged Liu Xin, and then let Liu Xin sit down, as if she was a relative. She didn't need too much words, but she could feel the expectation and concern of each other.
Liu Xin was not polite, and sat on the sofa and chatted with Mr. Jiang. The two of them were raising their parents here. The two of them, like old friends who had not seen each other for a long time, were gathered here as a reunion, a reunion, and a chat with each other for a long time.
Liu Xin said a lot about what happened recently. Everything about him, the one-eyed dragon and the Scarface, sounds so ridiculous, but everything was listened very seriously. For him, all of this, whether it is meaningful or not, whether it exists or not.
At least all this happened to Liu Xin, at least everything was about Liu Xin. For Mr. Jiang, this was enough. It would be enough to hear any news about Liu Xin.
The matter was not very serious, but Mr. Jiang listened very seriously and attentively. He seemed to not miss every word, and he did not want to miss every word, because, for the future, this is the most important conversation that he listened most attentively this time.
It was always someone who listened to Mr. Jiang's speech, and then worshiped him for a year, using various pleasing and different emotions to communicate with him. However, only in front of Liu Xin, he might let go of all his arrogance and everything, and then communicated with Liu Xin equally, and even communicated with him with a more different feeling to communicate all of these things.
Because in Mr. Jiang's heart, he had long regarded meteors as his child, because in his future psychology, he had long felt that Liu Xin was his only support now and his only feeling now.
Perhaps this is a kind of spiritual sustenance, at least for an old man, what can it do? His heart is a fragile emotion, his heart has a different feeling, and for him, everything is not necessarily different emotions.
Can life really be repeated? Can everything really have different emotions? Jiang Lao felt that maybe, at least now, she felt very at ease when she was with meteors, and she didn't need to worry about anything or think about what she cared about, because with him, it seemed that the whole world felt so relieved.
A feeling I've never had before, a different thought I've never had before.
Different lives, different ideas, each has its own feelings and their own destination.
When Liu Xin saw the old man in Zhejiang, he always felt that he had not met for so long, and his old face seemed to be much older, and his face was no longer as before. Although he was already old, a person's age can be seen from her appearance, and a person's age can be seen from his thoughts.
Nowadays, Mr. Jiang has been polished by life, like a state of calmness in life, everything is a different feeling, this feeling is like a point of the continuation of different life, this feeling is like everything that has never been forgotten.
Liu Xin knew very well what the reason for all this was. He could understand and feel it. Everything originated from himself. Everything made people feel helpless. It seemed that such a situation occurred because of himself, but he found that he could not do anything more for the future, and he could not give more.
Two people who do not belong to the same world meet unexpectedly. Two people who should not appear together have become friends because of the difference in time and space, and become friends of relatives. No matter who they are, it is actually a helplessness.
Perhaps it is the cycle of destiny, going through the wrong time and space, or perhaps it is a different result, which makes people feel so ridiculous. Everything will become an irreparable mistake. The ones that have appeared in life may become the best memory in the end, but all of this is just a memory after all, and you can't do more or better.
If life had not met and if everything had not happened, then things would not have come to this point today.
At least neither of them will change their lives. At least for them, it seems that everything is running on their original trajectory, and will not change their original trajectory because of the other person's appearance. This is an unfair existence, and it is a feeling that makes people feel so ridiculous!
Why do you care about imposing your own lives on others? Everything is a kind of helplessness in itself.
Liu Xin suddenly wanted to cry. Looking at Mr. Jiang's face, for some reason, this old man already occupied a very important position in his heart. This guy moved Liu Xin like this, at least made Liu Xin feel that everything should not have happened at this time!
Come to a strange world, meet such a stranger, and then from stranger to familiarity to this different feeling, I don’t know whether it’s lucky or unfortunate, but at least it will change the trajectory of Liu Xin’s life in the future, making Liu Xin’s life different, making him feel that everything is no longer the original feeling, and perhaps everything does not have the same feeling in itself. If possible, Liu Xin, you are willing to let all your voice start again.
Liu Xin suddenly couldn't bear to leave because he felt that being with Mr. Jiang at this last moment might be considered a kind of filial piety!
He could not do more for Mr. Jiang, but if he could do this last time, then he could give all his time to the other party. He would have no children in the future, be alone for a lifetime, and then Liu Xin would become his child and be by her side.
Although time is so short and time is limited, no matter what, why care about the length of time for companionship?
What you care about is each other's sincerity, and treating each other sincerely is enough.
Liu Xin believes that this can be felt in the future, he can feel it, and Liu Xin’s love for him can feel it, and Liu Xin’s different emotions for him.
"Old Jiang, I want to move back. Although I don't know when I will leave and enter the time and space tunnel, at least, during this period, I want to be by your side, is it okay?" Liu Xin looked at Old Jiang and said, "The sincerity in his eyes makes Old Jiang unable to doubt his sincerity and the sincerity of a man touched Old Jiang so much.
At least just one sentence today is enough to represent Liu Xin’s feelings for him.
After talking, I can only say nothing. What is he qualified to refute Liu Xin’s many requests? No matter whether everything is true or sincere to him, everything is so touching him. At least looking at Liu Xin, nodding Lao Zhongzhou, he was extremely moved.
"Okay, okay, of course!" Old Jiang was incoherent in his speech. He didn't know how to express his current feeling, as if it was his beloved toy, and he suddenly lost it. At least for her, she had never felt such a touch, a different feeling, and why should he care about how long the other party was back?
Chapter completed!