Chapter 2431 Liu Xin's pain
Liu Xin looked at the note in her hand, and the handwriting on it could be seen. It was not written in a short time, but it was written in several days and several times, with traces of wetted by tears on it. Liu Xin looked at these words, and he could feel the sadness, pain and despair when Ying'er wrote these words.
This is when you know that you will die and are not far from death, but you still have to endure everything to face life and show this attitude towards life in front of everyone.
Although Ying'er knows martial arts, does not understand cultivation, and is even just a weak woman, Ying'er is stronger than everyone else's point, and no one can compare to this. For Ying'er, she faces all this with her own mentality and peacefully. Liu Xin asked herself about this, but she may not be able to do it.
Everyone's destiny seems to be destined by God. For Liu Xin, he didn't know how to change all this. Liu Xin has seen the toxins of smallpox. Liu Xin has recorded that smallpox is cured at all and cannot be cured by gods. Liu Xin is not a god, but he will not give up any opportunity. Liu Xin put away the notes written by Ying'er and continued to check the medical books.
Liu Xin doesn't believe that smallpox has no cure. He must think of a solution. Liu Xin will never sit still and wait for death. Just watching Ying'er leave, leave this world, and leave his own world. Liu Xin can't accept this fact, and it is even more impossible to accept this fact.
As he became more and more panic, Liu Xin could feel his heartbeat speeding up. Smallpox reached the stage of amnesia, which was actually in the late stage, and he had lived for less than a month. In this way, even if there was a way to treat it, it would have reached a very difficult point.
Liu Xin did not blame Ying'er for not telling herself about this, because Liu Xin only felt sorry for her now, and Ying'er had to face all this alone, and Ying'er was about to leave this world.
Liu Xin really regretted it. He found that since he came to Penglai Immortal Island, he has been looking for the world every day and has not had much time to stay by Ying'er and the others. He has been with Ying'er less and less, just because Ying'er is the most sensible in Liu Xin's psychology and does not need to accompany her at all.
But Liu Xin has only now discovered that the most sensible girl is the one who makes her most distressed and endured the most hardships.
From the beginning, when I met Ying'er, I was almost killed by Yuxu. Ying'er followed Liu Xin and endured all the pain. At that time, she went to a world below, met Shan Lin and He Liang, and later she experienced all kinds of hardships before she could recover slowly. Ying'er had already lost her memory at that time. Later, more things made Liu Xin discover that Ying'er, like herself, was a person full of disasters in her life.
Liu Xin really regrets it. He would rather not go to China or look for a world gate. If he stayed in Xuanming Kingdom, perhaps all this would not have happened. Perhaps it was because Ying'er got smallpox. If he could, if life had another chance to choose, Liu Xin would never make this choice. Isn't it better to spend this life with his brothers and his women in his life in Xuanming Kingdom.
This is the first time that Liu Xin regrets what she has done, and she has never had any regrets before. Liu Xin can only bear the pain caused by this regret. No matter what she did, Liu Xin never regrets it so much, but now, Liu Xin finds that she is really too selfish.
This world belongs to Ying'er's world, and the world of Xuanming Kingdom is their home, but because of themselves, they all have to leave themselves, leaving their own world one by one, and going to their own world, just because they want to go home.
Liu Xin found that he was really selfish and regretful. He sat on the floor of the study, the coldness made Liu Xin unable to accept all the coldness. If possible, Liu Xin was willing to exchange his life for Ying'er's life. If possible, Liu Xin was willing to give up everything and start a new life.
But there is no way to do anything about this. When things come to this point, for Liu Xin, he can only keep finding ways and constantly asking others. Perhaps there is a solution to smallpox.
Liu Xin did not find any solution in medical books, so she had no choice but to ask Yue Yun. After all, Yue Yun is old and must have more knowledge in this world than himself.
However, Yue Yun's answer also stunned Liu Xin. He said that smallpox will not be contagious, but there is no cure. Liu Xin has seen this in medical books for a long time. Now after hearing Yue Yun's answer, for Liu Xin, it only makes him more painful and more desperate.
Liu Xin also wanted to find a better way, and wanted to go to another place, but when Liu Xin went out for three days, she came back because Liu Xin went to inquire, there was no way at all.
Yue Yun thought Liu Xin was going home and went back to his so-called mysterious family, but Liu Xin was not. He just asked others about the inquiries about some people.
There are some elders in every world who are very old and will soon be buried in the soil after living for the rest of their lives. They must have seen more of these than others, so Liu Xin went to ask others.
But the news I got was the same as Yue Yun's, that is, smallpox is completely cured and it is hard to save the gods. Liu Xin was not surprised or surprised by this answer, but her heart was so cold.
After Liu Xin came back, Ying'er was still sitting at the door of her house. She had lost all her memories. For Ying'er, her mind was blank now and she couldn't remember anything. She didn't even know anyone. She was unfamiliar with this world.
Liu Xin looked at Ying'er and thought about suffering for no reason. Her expression of suffering was so ugly. She was blown by the wind and burst into tears.
Liu Xin didn't know whether such a thing was a kind of happiness or a kind of pain for Ying'er. At least now, Ying'er didn't know that she had smallpox, she was about to leave the world, and she didn't know that she still had lovers and sisters. Even if she was facing death, she would not feel pain.
Maybe this is smallpox, maybe it is because there is no cure that the person who is about to die will not be so painful, and it will also make him forget all the pain.
Liu Xin sat in front of Ying'er. Ying'er looked at Liu Xin with a trace of confusion flashing in her eyes, as if she didn't know Liu Xin at all. This man had never appeared in his world.
"Ying'er." Liu Xin went to pull Ying'er's hand, Ying'er instinctively avoided, looking at Liu Xin with a vigilant look on her face.
"Who are you?" Ying'er asked. Ouyang Yu and the others around him stood aside, covering their mouths and cried. They didn't know what disease Ying'er had, and Liu Xin was unwilling to say it. However, during this period, when they saw Ying'er's appearance, they unconsciously felt sad, and a very painful sadness spread.
"My name is Liu Xin, and it is your husband." Liu Xin whispered, as if she was facing a little girl, as if her voice was a little louder and would hurt the other party.
"My husband? I have never had a husband?" Ying'er looked confused, looked at Liu Xin, and then looked at the people around her.
Liu Xin continued to talk to Ying'er in a low voice, just telling some things, stories, and past stories.
The stories Liu Xin told were not someone else's affairs, but what happened to him and Ying'er. From the time they realized that everything happened now, it was enough to make up a story.
Ying'er listened seriously, and everyone listened seriously. Everyone couldn't help but fall and shed tears. Looking at Liu Xin, these things were things that Liu Xin had never told before. For everyone, Ying'er now has a kind of sadness all over her body.
Liu Xin has no intention of going out. Since smallpox is cured and cannot be saved by gods, no matter how much he goes out to find it, he will be in vain in the end. On the contrary, he will lose the last chance to be alone with Ying'er.
Liu Xin didn't want to regret it. He could already be sure that smallpox was beyond help, so now Liu Xin just hopes that she can accompany Ying'er through the last month of her life.
Liu Xin tried to use her true energy to help Ying'er again and help Ying'er cure the condition in her body. Even if she had to consume all her true energy, she would be willing to do anything. However, Liu Xin felt powerless. All the toxins had invaded Ying'er's internal organs and had no way to treat them. Even if she could alleviate this situation, she could not do it. For Liu Xin, he really didn't know how to face all this. For Liu Xin, every day he spent in fear.
Liu Xin let go of everything and let herself face Ying'er calmly. She just needs to be by Ying'er's side. Just make Ying'er happy. Everything else doesn't matter.
Liu Xin actually wants to tell everyone that Ying'er is really out of reach, but seeing Ouyang Yu and the others tell a story that she is crying every day, but seeing Ying'er now has no memory, she is crying every day. Liu Xin really dares to tell them this fact because Liu Xin doesn't know. When everyone knows this fact, they can accept it. For Liu Xin, it's better to let all the pain be borne silently. As for others, it doesn't matter and you don't need to know it.
As a man, he should bear a lot of pain, a lot of pain, and everything he needs to bear by himself. As for what others can do.
Liu Xin is really scared. He spends every day in fear. For Liu Xin, he really doesn't know how to face all this.
If possible, Liu Xin is willing to turn back time. If possible, Liu Xin is willing to have never left China and never appeared in this world. At least in this way, everything has nothing to do with him, and he will not suffer, nor will he need to suffer.
Chapter completed!