Chapter 2316 Pharaoh's thoughts
In fact, Liu Xin never denies his strength, but when facing many things, Liu Xin cannot become strong because many things hurt the depths of Liu Xin's heart. Liu Xin has never denied this.
Facing the departure of his brother is also a painful thing for Liu Xin. Liu Xin is also alone and has his own feelings, so how can Liu Xin not suffer when Ziqiao's departure?
But this kind of pain is often unchangeable. A person needs pain in his life, because many times, a person faces the death of his brothers and friends. Liu Xin has never denied anything about this.
But now looking at Ziqiao, Liu Xin didn't even know whether he was doing it right. Perhaps, if Ziqiao was here, he would definitely be able to do it himself, because Ziqiao hates the most is the kind of opportunistic people who only take advantage of others but don't know how to give.
"Ziqiao, there is actually one thing that is not only hidden from you, but also from everyone." Liu Xin said suddenly. Looking at Ziqiao's name, for some reason, he said such words. Even Liu Xin himself did not expect this. But now, Liu Xin chose to say it because it was a secret, but a secret cannot be hidden for a lifetime. Many times, a secret pressed on himself will only make him more painful. Liu Xin knew very well, so Liu Xin chose to tell this secret at this time.
"Actually, when I went to the Cangqiong Sect, I didn't really want to go to the Cangqiong Sect to study medicine. When I went to the Cangqiong Sect, my cultivation level was already in the ascension stage, so I didn't need to learn the art at all, but I went because of another thing." Liu Xin said.
I was silent for a while, as if I was recalling that thing, and as if I was thinking about whether this matter was done right or wrong until now. Perhaps for Liu Xin, many things cannot be changed, but now, since it has passed, it is actually not important that it cannot be said, but Liu Xin still chose to say it. At this time, Liu Xin didn't want to continue hiding it. At this time, for Liu Xin, if he could tell the secret that had been hidden in his psychological aspects, it might be easier for him.
"Are you still accepting Yuxu? The big devil recognized by everyone. In fact, he is my elder brother. He is the first person I came to this world to help me. I have always regarded him as my elder brother. This has never changed and never denied it. Do you know? At that time, Yuxu and I met before I went to the Cangqiong Sect. Moreover, it was because of Yuxu that I went to the Cangqiong Sect. We were together and knew each other and felt that we must be our confidants. You also know that being a confidant in life can be said to be the happiest thing." Liu Xin continued, and even Liu Xin himself couldn't help laughing. Perhaps that period of time was a period when Liu Xin felt very happy and relaxed.
"The Xuanming Kingdom was rampant at that time. You know, the Xuanming Kingdom was massacring people everywhere at that time, so Yuxu felt that he wanted to unite the major sects to deal with the Xuanming Sect, but the Xuanming Sect was too powerful at that time, and the people from all major sects dared not take action against the Xuanming Sect at all. In this way, we can only find a way to unite the major sects. The one I chose to unite was the Cangqiong Sect, and Yuxu chose to unite was Bingxin Hall. In this way, if we took advantage of the competition between the Cangqiong Sect and Yunli Villa and announced this matter to everyone, we would make a decision with the major sects at that time." Liu Xin continued.
"Everything went smoothly at that time. In fact, I didn't expect that things would go so smoothly. All the major sects compromised without any help. Then they asked us to take our disciples with us. However, they did not expect that Yuxu would actually use his identity to disguise himself as the Xuanming Cult to kill all the disciples who went there at that time. In this way, the matter could be transferred to the Xuanming Cult. In this way, the major sects would only be even more angry." Liu Xin said.
"I never thought that Yuxu would do such a thing, using his own hands and the name of Xuanming Sect to kill disciples from various major sects. After I discovered this, Yuxu wanted to kill me to silence me." Liu Xin continued.
"Actually, I never thought that there would be such a day, and I never thought that I would break up with Yuxu. This day would arrive much faster than I thought. And it was precisely because of this incident that Yuxu embarked on a path of no return from now on."
"If possible, I will stop Yuxu from doing all his actions. If possible, I wouldn't want to see so many people die because of this incident. I never thought that one day, such a situation would happen. In the end, Yuxu fell into a cold body." Liu Xin said.
Yuxu's corpse had already rotted. At that time, Liu Xin originally planned to bury Yuxu's, but then he thought, how could Yuxu's actions be worthy of being Yanman? Even if he agreed to this matter, no one would agree to it. So at the end, Liu Xin still asked someone to put Yuxu's corpse on the mountain and let the jackals and wild leopards devour Yuxu's body. Although Liu Xin didn't want to see such a big situation, he could not change all this, because for Liu Xin, this was the best destination he could give Yuxu.
Since the things were done by oneself and if they did it wrong, they had to bear all the consequences. No one could change this, even Liu Xin, because Liu Xin was not alone, and he was carrying the thoughts of the entire Xuanming Kingdom and the entire Xuanming Kingdom, so Liu Xin had no way to properly keep Yuxu's body.
After saying that, Liu Xin remained silent for a long time, leaned his head against Ziqiao's tombstone and stopped talking, because many times, Liu Xin knew very well that no matter what he said, it was useless, because many times, he could know what he needed to express without speaking.
Liu Xin stayed here for a long time and said something to Ziqiao for a long time. In fact, most of the time, Liu Xin murmured to herself because Ziqiao can no longer speak at this moment. If Ziqiao could speak, it would definitely be a sad thing for Liu Xin.
At night, Liu Xin walked back slowly and walked to the general's mansion alone. Ying'er, Ouyang Xue and Ouyang Xue were learning embroidery. After seeing Liu Xin come back, the three of them wanted to say something, but now after seeing that Liu Xin's face is not very right, none of them said anything.
They know very well that sometimes they can joke with Liu Xin, but some things cannot be joked with Liu Xin, because if you control a man well, then the man will love you deeply. If you can't control a man and don't control a man well, then the man will only stay away from you. Although you can't feel it at the beginning, when you really feel it, then at that time, the man no longer belongs to you.
Ying'er, Ouyang Xue and Ouyang Yu are not fools. They all know very well when they will not get angry when they will joke with Liu Xin, and when they will joke with Liu Xin, they all know very well.
"What's wrong with you?" Ying'er walked to Liu Xin and asked, looking caring.
"It's okay, I just went to see Ziqiao." Liu Xin squeezed out a smile and said to Ying'er, Ouyang Yu and Ouyang Xue.
All three of them breathed a sigh of relief at this moment. At least something was not happening, but something that made Liu Xin feel troublesome. When you go to see Ziqiao, Liu Xin will of course be sad. Everyone knows this, so at this time, for Liu Xin, it is normal for him to look bad now.
"You have a rest first, I'll prepare some food for you." Ying'er said, Liu Xin nodded and returned to her room. Ouyang Yu and Ouyang Xue followed Liu Xin and talked to Liu Xin, trying to divert Liu Xin's mind. In this way, at least all of her mind would not be on Ziqiao, and in this way, at least she would not be so sad.
Liu Xin did not refuse because Liu Xin knew very well that a person, no matter what, had to live his current life, instead of recalling the past. Since he had recalled for a while, and then sad for a while, he had to see the current world clearly now. Only by living in the present can he live.
The three women made Liu Xin feel very at ease. At least they would appear by their side when they needed it and when they were sad. Liu Xin had never refused this. At least, she was also a human being and needed comfort from others. So now, Liu Xin would certainly not refuse Ouyang Yu and Ouyang Xue’s comfort.
Ying'er quickly prepared a bowl of porridge to bring to Liu Xin. After Liu Xin drank it, she felt much better. Perhaps it was because of hunger, and perhaps it was because of her three understanding women around her, which was the best happiness for Liu Xin.
God really favored himself so much. He gave him three such beautiful women and was so understanding. How could this matter be said to be not a happy thing for Liu Xin? How could this matter not make Liu Xin happy?
A person actually has a lot of happiness, but the most important happiness is nothing more than having a woman who knows himself and an understanding woman who is by his side. Now, there are three around Liu Xin. How can you not be happy for Liu Xin? How can you not feel happy?
Lao Wang stood at the door. He had just seen Liu Xin come back, but when he saw Liu Xin look unhappy, Lao Wang didn't know why, but Lao Wang wanted to say something, but when he thought of his current identity, he couldn't say anything, because he is no longer Roy now. Now he is Lao Wang, just a servant of the general's mansion. What can he say and what can he say more? So Lao Wang just chose to remain silent.
Chapter completed!