1233 Confession
The matter has come to an end now. Liu Xin has been living with Leng Jie after returning to California, which makes Liu Xin feel that the two of them are instantly back when they are volunteers and are trapped on the mountain by mudslide Kun. Liu Xin goes to find Leng Jie. Liu Xin hugged Leng Jie, and Liu Xin squeezed into a bed with the two of them...
Leng Jie's house still has a bedroom. Leng Jie knows that Liu Xin has been thinking about Jiang Houlin after returning to California. Although Jiang Houlin's affairs have not been resolved yet, it has been happening in the past few days. Leng Jie knows what Jiang Xin means to Liu Xin, and has the careful grandma who has always lived in the Jiang family...
The old lady has always been unfamiliar with Leng Jie and knew that the old lady had liked Jiang Xin as Liu Xin's wife before, but now Jiang Xin has no chance of being the wife to be careful, not to mention that Liu Xin's current girlfriend is Leng Jie. Liu Xin had previously said that she would take Leng Jie to see the old lady.
But Leng Jie knew that Liu Xin was still thinking about Chen Ji's affairs in her heart. This was Leng Jie's explanation to Liu Xin. She just didn't know if Liu Xin could accept it after hearing it, but Leng Jie would not force it if she could not accept it. Leng Jie had thought long ago that she would respect all the decisions made by Liu Xin.
Since the decision will not be over, since Leng Jie said that she would tell Liu Xin everything, there is no need to continue to hide it from Leng Jie. This is the absolute loyalty that Leng Jie demands!
Liu Xin sat on the balcony, Leng Jie was holding beer over. She never had to lay the groundwork for her words. When she thought about it, Leng Jie was so cold that she would not even turn around when talking about this matter.
"I said there is one that will tell you everything. Liu Xin, are you still willing to listen now?"
Liu Xin knew that it was a rare thing for Leng Hei to tell him something about his worries, and he always had the thorn in his heart. So now he was very happy to hear Leng Jie willing to tell him what he had done in the past, but his intuition now told him that what Leng Jie said was not a good thing for him.
"Leng Jie, it doesn't matter if you don't want to say it..."
"No, it's not that I don't want to, but I just thought it was not the time before..." Leng Jie said this now, which means that she had already told Liu Xin about these things. It was just that Leng Jie was silent for a long time before speaking.
"Chen Ji is my psychiatrist, that's right."
"How could you go to see a psychologist?" Liu Xin didn't know what Leng Jie had to go to see a psychologist, "Because I have a psychological problem..."
Leng Jie said it easily, but Liu Xin felt distressed when she looked at Leng Jie's expression. What made such indifferent Leng Jie see a psychologist?
"Is something going on?"
"Did you ask before or after meeting you?" Leng Jie said this and Liu Xin knew that Leng Jie's psychological problems must have existed before. Psychological problems must be caused by long-term depression. Leng Jie is a person who doesn't care about anything, and it was like this before meeting herself.
"That happened a long time ago, when I was a child, I was only in my teenage years old at that time."
Leng Jie said it easily, but Liu Xin could feel how much stimulation Leng Jie was at that time and got psychological illness. "When I was a child, I was not a psychological illness, I was only a little depressed, but later I gradually developed psychological illness."
"Please, can you be confident in yourself? You are the most handsome policewoman..."
When Liu Xin said she was handsome, Leng Jie smiled, "You don't know how beautiful you look when you put on that police uniform, and when your eyes were looking at me, I was deeply impressed by him."
Leng Jie is a girl who makes people shine at first sight. Although she has a cold personality, she gives people a feeling that she is easy to get along with. Now Liu Xin knows that this is Leng Jie's way of protecting herself and arming herself with indifference. At that time, it was the easiest choice for children.
Perhaps it was because of years of habit that Leng Jie had never dared to take off the mask of indifference to face the world, and naturally formed such a cold temperament, but Leng Jie was kind and soft inside. Liu Xin liked Leng Jie, who was so fierce that she was so afraid of being injured, but she closed her eyes and rushed forward. This also made Liu Xin suddenly feel a desire to protect herself...
Liu Xin had no way to imagine that if it was not him, Liu Xin, but Chen Ji or Feng Yang, he or he was standing next to Leng Jie in his place, which Liu Xi could not imagine, because from the beginning, Liu Xin could definitely be the one standing beside him, Leng Jie!
Liu Xin had no way of thinking that if he had saved Leng Jie from the alley and had not met twice like that, who would be standing beside him? Liu Xin would never dare to think about such a thing.
Now that Liu Xin and Cai Zhenzhen feel the real feeling in their arms, this is love.
"Leng Jie, you said you don't believe in love, but do you believe me?" Liu Xin was facing Leng Jie's eyes, and her black eyes looked particularly shiny in the night.
Finally, I looked at Leng Jie as I wished, and I told you all this because I believed it...
It is precisely because I believe that I want to treat my own mental illness and face you with a better self...
Liu Xin knew that Leng Jie didn't say these things, but now Liu Xin wanted Leng Jie to say them in person. In this way, Leng Jie knew who was standing in front of him. Even if there was no love, Liu Xin would have everything with him.
"I trust you."
Now watching Liu Xin standing in front of him and smiling, there was a bright moonlight behind him. Liu Xin really liked him. It was already very difficult for me to just say one word that I like you, but I was rejected that time, right?
Suddenly it seemed like she said it once. Leng Jie smiled and lay on Liu Xin's shoulder, tiptoed and bit Liu Xin's earlobe, and then exhaled in Liu Xin's ear, "I like you..."
The first time Liu Xin heard Leng Jie say this was in a hospital in California. At that time, she made up her mind to talk to each other, so she said I don’t want your liking. But now, no matter what Leng Jie says, it’s a surprise for Liu Xin. Finally, the two of them no longer have to torture each other so much...
This is the first and last time for such a confession. Leng Jie said that the thing that made her sad was to make herself believe in her. Leng Jie's good intentions, how could Liu Xin not know that Leng Jie was so hard that she knew the pain in her heart at that time? Liu Xin definitely did not have that courage.
Now when Leng Jie is holding herself, she just thinks of greed. The prayer in her heart also makes me live one more day, because that way I can take a look at Leng Jie more. Don’t think about what to do in the future now, just hold on to it now.
Leng Jie naturally didn't know about Liu Xin's incident. At that time, Liu Xin's rejection was just a thorn in Leng Jie's heart, but now it's gone. Such confession left no rift between the two people, and all that was left was trust and delivery.
Liu Xin’s current plan is to go to the doctor after handling Jiang Houlin’s affairs. No matter how many percent of the hope is, as long as there is a certain hope, Liu Xin will work hard to survive, because love is hope.
If your own is gone, then who will protect Leng Jie in the future? This is the reason why Liu Xin survives. Instead of not wanting Leng Jie to see him dying, it is better to be in Leng Jie's arms. This is the first time Liu Xin has become greedy for such warmth, and now she only feels in greed...
Chapter completed!