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Chapter 490. People's feelings are simple and complex (8500 words goal achieved!)(2/2)

"Anda Fangzi said before that she had basically never had any disputes with others, and she got along well with her colleagues. It was already seven or eight years ago that she had a dispute with her mother about whether to go to college."

Kitagawaji said while taking Inari Keiichi and Inari Ichihime out of the apartment building where Anda Yoko lived.

"Andafangzi also said that because her father died in an accident, her family's financial situation was not good when she was a child... But in this case, her mother raised Andafangzi alone. She even supported her to go to junior high school, high school, and until university... In addition to the huge tuition expenses, we also have to calculate the living expenses that Andafangzi usually needs to spend."

He turned his head and asked Inari Keiichi and Inari Chihime: "Can you imagine how much pressure Anda Yoko's mother has been under to raise her?"

Keiichi Inari and Hime Inari looked at each other.

As the heirs of the Inari family, one as the heirs of the great priest, and the other as the heirs of the Inari witch, they naturally never had to worry about money.

This leads them to subconsciously ignore the considerations of ‘economics’.

"In the process of supporting Andafangzi to finish high school, the dissatisfaction in Andafangzi's mother's mother has been accumulating, but she still insisted on it and finished high school. But—"

The next conflict broke out.

Kitakawa Temple looks into the night sky.

Today's night sky has no moon or stars, and it looks gloomy and brings inexplicable psychological pressure.

Kitakawaji continued:

"Anda-Yanko, who has completed her high school studies, is not willing to stop there. She also wants to go to a higher level of school to further her studies. But under her thoughts, how much pressure will it put on her mother?"

"The conflicts accumulated in the past broke out, and Anda Fangzi must have had a big fight with her mother."

If the conflict is very small and it is just a degree of "argument", why did Anda Yoshiko first react after asking a question at Kitagawa Temple that she thought of the time she quarreled with her mother seven or eight years ago?

The final result of the quarrel was that Anda Yoko won.

She gained the right to go to college, and her mother could only work hard silently and continue to work for her.

"This is the source of everything... But time has changed, and after studying hard, Anda Fangzi gained professional knowledge, obtained a diploma, and also found a job."

Kitagawaji's eyes were calm: "As Anda Yoshiko said, she wanted her mother to live a better life because she knew how much pressure she had put on her mother... She also knew how much her mother had paid to help her complete her college studies smoothly."

Kitagawaji raised his head and continued, "Anda Yoko, who wants to repay his kindness, takes her mother around and wants to make her live a happier life..."

His voice paused.

"Is Anda Fangzi's mother satisfied this process... Actually, I don't know either."

Yes, Kitagawaji is not clear either.

Maybe the other party still had a hint of resentment towards Anda Fangzi, or maybe he had forgiven his daughter and focused on enjoying life.

"Let's ignore Andafangzi's mother's mood changes... In this situation, Andafangzi's mother fell off the cliff and died. Originally, her death was irrelevant... But she left this thing behind during her lifetime."

Leave this thing...?

Inari Ichihito and Inari Keiichi followed the eyes of Kitagawa Temple.

He was looking at the small note lying quietly in his palm.

This is the note from the "qualified guard" that Andafangzi's mother asked for her.

"The guard represents people's wishes."

Kitagawaji turned his head and looked at Inari Ichihito and Inari Keiichi: "This is the matter, you two have a shrine at home, so you should be very clear, right?"

"...It is clear that it is clear." Inari Ichihime nodded hesitantly.

She seemed to understand what Kitakawaji would say next.

"This is Anda Yoshiko's mother's wish..." Kitagawaji put his hand on the edge of the small note and then spread it out.

This small note Anda Fangzi had never seen before had such content on it—

‘Life is already very sad, and I actually want to go to college... Go to die, die, die, die, die, die, die, die, die, die, die, die, die!’

The words "Death" are densely written on the paper, and it makes people feel distressed just by looking at it.

With these detailed words, Inari Ichihito and Inari Kyuichi could even see the resentment and cursing on their faces, and write word by word on Anda Yoko's mother who cursed from the bottom of their hearts.

"This resentment soared to the sky was left on the paper. After Anda Fangzi's mother died, these words turned into the purest curse... subtle and solid, and under the isolation of the Yushou's skin, we cannot explore it."

When Kitakawaji spoke here, his voice deliberately stopped.

Inari Kei, who understands his meaning, immediately made a brief summary:

"But it is impossible to detect it, but because Anda Fangzi is carrying Yushou in close proximity, it is equivalent to having direct contact with resentment. It is normal for him to have nightmares every day."

This is why Anda Fangzi has nightmares every day.

This overly deep resentment made Inari Keiichi and Inari Ichihime baptized again.

They live in a harmonious and happy family, and their future has been set and bright.

But ordinary people are completely different from them.

They will struggle for life and fall down under the pressure of life.

Some people are exhausted just by living, and the "thinking" and "emotions" that are born during this period-

“That’s all we need to know.”

"You have asked me before what is the purpose of investigating information, and now I can tell you. Some things are not something that can be solved by 'simple spirit removal'. As spirit removal people, of course, you must also understand the messages left by the dead."

Kitagawa Temple ended with a calm tone.

“…”

Inari Ichihito and Inari Kyui took a deep breath.

Then he vomited heavily.

The two of them looked at Kitakawaji, and this time they were really convinced.

but--

"Keikawa...Brother." Inari Ichihime swallowed and continued, "You don't tell these things in front of Miss Anda...Is it just for her consideration?"

Yes...

Kitagawaji did not say these things in front of Anda Yoshiko, probably because he did not want to destroy the relationship between her and her dead mother, right?

That's why Kitakawaji did not speak.

This may be Kitagawa-style gentleness?

Just as she was still thinking, Kitakawaji had already spoken:

"No, I don't have that idea."

Kitakawaji turned around and looked at the apartment behind him, his black eyes lingering with a deep and dead aura.

He withdrew his gaze and explained to Inari Ichihime:

"I have said before, don't underestimate the woman Anda Fangzi."

"She actually vaguely noticed it a long time ago, but she just didn't want to make all these things clear."

Yes.

Anda Fangzi had actually noticed that there was something wrong with the Yushou that her mother gave her.

But she couldn't accept it.

She loved her mother deeply, so she subconsciously refused to think about that aspect.

That's all.

I clearly noticed it, but I didn't want to expose it.

This is...human emotions that are both simple and complex.

......

Anda Fangzi, who had packed the vase, was sitting in front of the niche.

She looked at the empty room and took a deep breath.

This is the house she has tried to buy.

The purpose is to let your mother live a better life.

but...

Anda Fangzi tightly pinched the qualified guard on her chest.

After a while, she stood up gently and carried the black and white photo of her mother in the spiritual silhouette into her arms.

She lowered her head and hugged her mother tightly.

After a while, some unpromising sobs came out subtly:
Chapter completed!
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