"The third regret."

The sound of Kitagawa Temple, which was like the death of the god of death, made Shinhara Yuko pinch her shoulders tightly.

"When you were about five years old, the world changed completely. The Shin Principle, who had been holding on to your body, fell down and passed away shortly after being admitted to the hospital."

Kitagawaji's eyes became calmer, and he continued to say, "That is your favorite person, the favorite person in the world, but she left like this, which left the biggest scar in your heart. It can be said that the death of your mother is the most important reason why you become like this."

"Every time I enter your heart like a world, the constant noises are actually the voice of your mother. When the sounds overlap, they gradually turn into noises."

"This is your third image of your heart, the image of your mother."

Kitakawaji raised his hand.

His fingertips were radiant, and he slowly outlined a woman in the air who looked about 70% similar to Shinhara Tamako.

Maybe it was because Shinhara Tamako was too shaken now, and he could use his heart to a certain extent like the power in the world.

"Riko's mother" Shinhara Tamako looked at the woman who smiled gently at her in the air, her eyes were blank.

"The death of a mother means that you are completely separated from your childhood. No matter how beautiful your childhood is, you can no longer go back."

"After that, my father's party career gradually began to develop. At the request of my father, you began to learn all kinds of things that you didn't like. Because as the daughter of a famous family, you have to learn a lot of things. There is a saying that you should have to have an impression of."

Kitagawaji was about to continue talking, but was interrupted by Shinhara Tamako in an extremely difficult tone: "What my father often says, he often looks at me, and says this with an expression of disappointment and sadness."

"If it was Riko."

Tears couldn't stop coming out of her eyes, and her voice choked: "I've worked really hard, but my mother is so good. I can't catch up with her at all."

Yes, Shinhara Tamako's mother Shinhara is an excellent woman, versatile, kind-hearted and elegant.

Sugiharaki looked at Tamako Shinhara, who was particularly similar to Shinhara, and naturally remembered the scene.

And the words he often said became the haze that Shinhara Tamako was unable to remove when she was a child.

"This is your fourth regret, the fourth feeling, the father's harshness. The father's harshness represents the high pressure of the family. This is why you choose to rent a house outside and only go home on Saturdays and Sundays."

Kitakawaji picked up what she hadn't finished and then said:

"Under this high-pressure education, you have learned a lot, but the scarred mental state makes you forget how to express other feelings at some point. This is what you call a weird story and the source of the laughing clown."

"A clown who loves to laugh means that you have given up your personal feelings. For the sake of your father's career, you try hard to disguise yourself and face others with a smile. This is the fifth image of your heart, and it is also the side you cannot give up."

The topic comes to the sixth image of the heart.

This time the language of Kitakawa Temple is extremely concise:

"Under this forced pressure, your mental state, which is on the verge of collapse, is finally about to collapse. At this time, a person appeared. You thought that person was your savior, but you didn't expect that he pushed you into the abyss deeper."

"Piano class teacher, Aikawahara is a scumbag who has whitewashed his resume, but you don't know this. His care for you will make you feel the feeling of being needed again. On the afternoon of January 24th, you."

Kitagawaji paused when he said this. He looked at Shinhara Tamako with his eyes flashing slightly: "You know what I mean."

"You made an agreement with him to expose all the wrong reality and you don't want to continue living in pain anymore, but Aikawahara, who had played with you, abandoned you and occupied the apartment you rented out."

This is the sixth heart, the sixth regret.

"Until now, Miss Shinhara still has a smile on her face." Kitagawaji looked at Shinhara Tamako.

Why is the smile on her face dazzling?

Because that was the smile she forced herself to make.

This smile is completely different from the future of Kamiya. Kamiya's smile is not pretentious at all, and there seems to be a starry sky in her eyes.

But the smile on Shinhara Tamako's face looked like a ripe apple, and it was almost at the verge of rotting.

"The inability to climb the roof is the failure of the accomplice, and your last struggle is powerless, and now this situation also happens to correspond to this last image of your heart."

Kitakawaji's eyes swept four times.

Like Ulysses, Shinhara Tamako experienced all kinds of sinful faces of humanity and made various mistakes in the world she had conceived.

Meat cubes symbolize the desire for meat.

The anti-pentagram on the playground symbolizes hell.

The old tree symbolizes her memories of the school.

An empty rooftop represents a place of peace of mind.

These actually all referents.

Kamizuki looked at Shinhara Tamako, and her eyes unconsciously felt sympathy.

Although she is not like Kitagawa Temple, she can think of so many things, but she can also express her kindness through this expression.

"I am such a person." Shinhara Tamako pulled her hair: "Don't worry about me, strange gentleman, I just want to say goodbye to the past and say goodbye to everything."

Her eyes were dissipated and her face was filled with an unchanging smile:

"Let me say goodbye to all this."

Kitagawa Temple looked at Shinhara Tamako.

To be honest, if a person has no desire to survive at all, no matter how hard Kitakawa Temple works, it will be useless in the end.

Kitakawaji also hates such people who completely give up on themselves the most.

If you don’t know how to save yourself, why do you need others to help you?

He said slowly: "No matter how hard he tries, it will be useless."

Kitagawa Temple's words were very clear, so clear that the gods next to him, Masae Yui opened his mouth: "Wait a minute, Kitagawa, what do you want to do? Aren't you going to save her?"

Now that Kitakawa says such words, is it because he wants to give up the burden?

That's right, this is consistent with Kitagawa Temple's personality.

He is such a person.

If a person does not save himself, how can he pray to others for help?

But I really want to let the gods Masae look at Shinhara Tamako and die like this

"Who told you that Shinhara Tamako has no desire to ask for help?" Kitagawaji glanced at Masae, with a subtle look. He was now worried about the girl's ability to understand.

Even though Ma Gong Yongshi is so reliable, how come she looks like after becoming her sister?

"But you were obviously just now."

Kitagawa Temple interrupted the words of the godshu Makie: "I just said that people who have no desire to survive, but Shinhara Tamako is obviously not listed here."

As soon as these words were said, not only the gods and Masae, but also the other side of Shinhara Tamako turned her stunned eyes.

Kitakawaji's words seem to be saying that she is now false in her desire to die.

What does it feel like to be denied even if you want to die?

"But this is the truth."

Kitakawaji walked towards Shinhara Tamako step by step with her bag.

"If you really want to die, why do you want to show me this book again?"

The book in the bag was taken out by Kitakawaji.

His clear and cold eyes attracted Shinhara Tamako's gaze.

In everyone's eyes, he turned the last page of the book where the Angel Falls to Hell.

"This book is your last image of your heart."

Kitagawa Temple glanced at the scene on the last page, spread it flat and handed it over to Shinhara Tamako.

That was a very strange page.

There is nothing on it, it’s just a blank space.

"It is precisely because of the blank space that it is necessary to write."

Kitagawa Temple looked at Tamako Shinhara: "Maybe you didn't notice it now, but you still have the desire to survive in your heart. That inaccurate desire to survive turned into this book as if I had discovered it."

"This is your last image of your heart."

Want to survive.

This is something that everyone will subconsciously think of.

People who truly have ambitions to die do not exist in this world.

But there are too few people like that.

Don’t most people who want to commit suicide want to survive?

It’s not because life itself can’t continue.

Kitagawaji thought so, put his hand on Shinhara Tamako's shoulder. He recalled the words in Shinhara's diary and said slowly in her tone:

"Takiko. People will always disappear, and so will animals."

"Taki. After I'm not here, you must grow up healthily."

"Yazi"
To be continued...