Chapter 61 Do You Think I'm Cute?
"Oh, for rural children, there are so many new things. What fascinates me the most is games, but the reason why I am addicted to games is because I can't learn it, and I'm not convinced. So I spent all the time I should have gone to school to study games."
"Then you should be very good at playing games, right?" I also played it several times when I was in school, but I was not interested in games.
"Hey? Game..." She suddenly frowned and said, "It is the worst pain in my life, and it is also a shortcoming that I cannot change. I was dragged by a few girls in the class who love to play games to skip classes and play games. I just didn't agree. Why can't I learn it? Then, after playing for half a month, I was still the worst of the seven people. I couldn't even master the basic function keys. In addition, they were all rich people, and I didn't have the money to buy equipment. At that time, I was a little arrogant and vanity-minded. In anger, I stopped going."
I couldn't help laughing, "Don't you go to play games? Or don't you go to school?"
Jiang Xi looked at me with a squinted look, with a little guilty and embarrassment on her face, "Hehe, I won't go either."
I,"……".
"At that time, I was determined to learn to do business, such as selling clothes and shoes. Soon, my father beat my mother. In anger, I wrote a letter to my cousin whom I had not contacted for more than ten years. When my cousin replied, I took my mother away. Later, two years later, my mother divorced my father. My father said I was so cruel and threw him away. He also said that he often beat my mother, but he had never hit me..."
Originally, Jiang Xi was telling her past with a calm mood and a smile, but when she talked about it, her tears suddenly came to her "wow!" and her emotions were too late to guard against.
She looked at me with tears in her face and said, "I don't want to, I don't want to ignore him, but he is too bad, do you know? He lost all the money he earned from his family and beat my mother. My childhood was spent in fear. Although he had never beat me, I didn't understand fatherly love at all, nor did I feel the warmth of family. I hate him! I don't want to pay attention to him, at least now he can live by himself, I don't want to care about him. I think he should be taught the lesson he deserves. When did he really know that he was wrong, I will forgive him again, um..."
Perhaps this matter has been suppressed in her heart for too long. She said it accidentally, touching the pain that had been hidden in her heart. Jiang Xi's emotions were a little broken. I hugged her in my arms, and she lay on my shoulder and cried loudly, as if she wanted to release all the depressions she had over the years at once.
I am a man, and I can't cry like her to vent my emotions. But when I think of my parents, I remember that although they have never acted, they have been quarreling and quarreling, and it seems that there will always be endless fights. Although they always say that they love me very much, I have never experienced the warmth of family. Perhaps they have quarreled the temperature of the family.
When Jiang Xi cried enough, in order to make her forget this unhappy past, I changed the subject and asked her, "Then you have any regrets if you didn't go to college? Do you regret it?"
She wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and said, "There must be regrets, but..."
She suddenly grinned at me mischievously, "I don't regret it!"
"Oh? Why?" I really wondered.
"You think, you have been in junior high school for three years, high school for three years, college for four years, graduate school for three years, you have studied thirteen years more than me. It's so hard to read. And I have lived so freely in the past thirteen years. I learn whatever I want, and don't learn anything I don't want to learn. Even if I work, it's a learning and experience. I have to do it with my sister that I feel happy. Later, I took the adult college entrance examination. That's what I want to do with passion. It's different from the feeling of being forced to study. Of course, my experience may not be suitable for everyone."
After saying that, she smiled proudly.
I also smiled, and I couldn't help but feel pity for her in my heart, and I really wanted to pamper her.
I subconsciously stroked the hair on her forehead, "You said it very well. Only your personality can control your experiences. Your life is tailored for you. Your strength, your optimism, and your persistence have made you so cute today."
She hugged my neck and suddenly said in a sweet voice, "Do you really think I'm cute?"
"certainly!"
"Don't you think I'm very fierce sometimes? I slapped you last time."
"It's not fierce, I'm wrong, it's time to beat me!"
Probably all women like to listen to good things. The smile on her face became even more open. She pecked at the corner of my lips and whispered in my ear, "Are you shaking m? I shaking s, haha!"
I glanced at her naughty look, and felt that I like to listen to whatever she said. When you are with her, you will be happy. "Whatever you say is what you want me to be shaking, so I will just be shaking."
She then looked at me with a wicked smile, her voice became smaller and lower, "I'll buy a small whip tomorrow night on the wedding night!"
"puff!"
I whispered in her ear, "Dear, we are a small family, don't play so big. It's just a wedding night, it's not very fresh. I don't know how many times I've been to the wedding room."
"Get out!" She pushed me away and said in a pretentious manner, "What are you talking about? She is still a girl!"
I smiled, "I will be a veritable woman after tomorrow."
"snort!"
She got up and ran away. I quickly carried the snack bag, grabbed the mineral water, caught up with her, and took charge of the function of the follower. I hope this function will never be retired in my life.
After dinner, Jiang Xi and I went back to the hotel to rest. I found a three-star hotel and stayed for 150 yuan a night. I felt that the bad situation was OK.
The strange environment, the strange feeling, the closed room, the lonely man and the widow, the dry fireworks have a special effect of stimulating the adrenal glands. So I coaxed and deceived, coerced and tempted, and had a big meal.
I don’t know what happened. When I first met Jiang Xi, she was not pretentious at all in this kind of thing. She was very pleased. She would give or receive signals directly if she wanted to or didn’t want to. Now it seems a little changed. From time to time, she was still ashamed and had to ask me to coax it, but it seemed that coaxing was quite romantic.
I was very tired in the second half of the night and fell asleep until the early morning. As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw Jiang Xi sitting in front of the dressing table.
I said in a daze, "Jiang Xi, it's only six o'clock, why are you doing so early? Let's sleep for another hour!"
I heard Jiang Xi take a deep breath and then said, "I'm going to get married today, I'm nervous!"
I curled my lips, but my consciousness was still not clear. "What are you nervous?"
After that, I didn't hear anything she said, because I fell asleep again, and there was nothing I could do. I was too tired last night.
When I woke up again, she had washed up and had no makeup on her, but her hair was clean and she looked very comfortable.
I quickly washed my face, combed my hair, and took her downstairs for dinner.
After dinner, I took her hand and got into a taxi and rushed to the Civil Affairs Bureau.
Chapter completed!