This time she directly replied to my house number.

The moment I knocked on her door, she hugged me in her arms, "Did your two sisters say you? Are you wronged? Sorry, it was me who was wronged. I shouldn't force you to make a sigh of relief for me. I just hate the feeling of being by the side when others made me wronged. But now I know I'm wrong, you have your embarrassment, you love me, I know, you don't have to prove it in front of your family, I'm sorry!"

If Jiang Xi gets angry at me, I will feel better. When she says this, I feel even more ashamed of myself in front of anyone.

I didn't do what a grateful good brother should do, nor did I protect the girl I should protect.

At that moment, it became the pinnacle of the most inferiority complex in my life. I even felt that I didn’t seem to be qualified to live in this world. I was too failed, had no ability to handle things, and I had no money!

I don’t have the ability to marry a rich girl just for money. That’s not the life I want! I can’t pass my own level, and I don’t think that kind of love will be happy in marriage.

Who told me to know Jiang Xi first? Now I have recognized her. As long as she does not abandon me, I cannot do anything to abandon her first, no matter what!

I lay in Jiang Xi's arms, tears wet her collar. I felt so depressed that my whole body seemed to be about to explode. My heart was so confused that I walked to the brink of collapse.

Jiang Xi quickly stroked my back and anxiously gave me a breath. It was amazing. She seemed to empathize with my pain. She said gently in my ear, "Jiangdong, if you are so sad, just cry and tell me all the grievances and helplessness in your heart. Don't hold it in. I feel very distressed and scared in this way now. I feel very guilty. It was me who forced you to be like this, and you vent your unhappiness. You say I'm listening, okay? You can tell me anything. I will be the best listener in your life, okay?"

I have to say that when Jiang Xi used her gentle voice to guide me with guilt and choked voice, I really felt like the aggrievance in my heart was released. I lay in her warm arms and cried out a little bit...

I wouldn't cry like a woman, but I feel much more comfortable when I can cry out. At that moment, I thought, it's great to have Jiang Xi, even if it's just when I'm fragile, I'll just let me rely on it.

We stood on the ground for about fifteen minutes, and my crying was gone, and Jiang Xi pulled me to sit on the bed.

"Tell me, what's wrong?"

She still held my hand, and I felt the warmth that made people feel at ease in her hand, both familiar and warm.

I lowered my head, as if my thoughts were floating in a state of memory.

"Since I was in the first and second grades of elementary school, I had never felt the warmth of my family. The only memory of my childhood was that when I was a child, when I wanted to have a good sleep, my parents started to quarrel. I was very sleepy, and I covered my head with a quilt. I wanted to be an ostrich, but I really didn't want to hear them quarrel, but it wasn't possible. They had a big argument and made an appointment every Monday, and it seemed that they didn't eat or sleep. They had to quarrel. No matter it was cloudy, rainy or thundering during the holidays, they would never let it go!"

Jiang Xi held my hand tighter and I sighed.

"My mother has a strong personality, but my father is irresponsible. My father only earns a small amount of money to support the family, and spends most of it himself. He never does the work at home. He treats himself as a young master. My mother can't bear it anymore and finally divorced my father. At that time, I thought, Oh, I finally got divorced, will I have a good night's sleep on the weekend? But... it's not that simple. My father soon started another family. My father never spends a penny for the three children in the family after earning money. He goes to raise three children from another woman."

"My mother was raising our sisters alone and was exhausted. At that time, my elder sister had graduated from junior high school and had good grades. If she wanted to take the college entrance examination, she would definitely pass the exam. However, in order to take care of her family, my elder sister resolutely chose to go to the technical secondary school normal school. During her time in the technical secondary school, my elder sister took on all the housework at home. My mother had to work in the elementary school. Until my elder sister graduated from the technical secondary school and became a teacher in the elementary school. With the salary, my mother did not work part-time again."

"My elder sister said that my dad was not very happy either. His money was controlled by his second-married wife. If he didn't help him raise three children, he wouldn't live with him! And the three children there often made him not have a good life."

Haha! Sometimes people are mean, and their own wives and children cannot tolerate it. When raising other people’s wives and children, they can tolerate everything, because they can’t bear it. This is probably what people often say that between husband and wife is actually something that is inferior to one thing.

So, whether it is a man or a woman, it is so important to meet a partner who can be together with you and love each other in the first marriage in this life! And how irreplaceable it is!

Because this incident will affect the fate of a lifetime, the fate of future generations and the future lives of future generations.

"Where is your mother? I haven't seen her?" Jiang Xi asked suddenly.

I didn't tell her about this question, and I never like to mention it.

"We siblings are old and each has their own lives. I can also take out loans by myself in graduate school. I don't need her to earn money to support us anymore. She goes out with her old sisters all year round and wanders away. Maybe she doesn't want to return to this sad place with my father, or she has never gotten out of the harm of divorce and life after divorce."

Jiang Xi nodded, "So that's the case. Children should also understand her."

"Yes, we all understand my mother's hardship! So, can you understand the status of my elder sister in our family? That is, the elder sister is like a mother. She should bear the responsibility that she should bear after taking many roles as a mother. Moreover, my brother-in-law is a selfish person. I only knew that he valued money very seriously before, but I didn't expect that he looked at my elder sister's salary so tight. Today, my second sister told me that my elder sister was beaten to a bruised face by my brother-in-law because she used her own salary to pay me tuition. She still had to go to work after that, so... I can't blame her! Jiang Xi!"

When I said this, my emotions were a little excited again. Jiang Xi immediately hugged me tightly in his arms and said gently, "I understand, I understand everything. You have never told me this before, so I will blame her if I don't know. Now I know, I will not blame her no matter what she says."

"I really regret going to graduate school again. I had known that my elder sister was so difficult. I should have gone to work to make money after graduating from undergraduate. At that time, I thought that after graduating from graduate school, my salary would be higher and my future would be better. My supervisor strongly recommended me to graduate school and helped me apply for a student loan, so I went there."

"Jiangdong, OK, it's OK, things have come to this point, don't blame yourself anymore. When we live a good life in the future, I will repay your elder sister, okay?"

"Yeah!" I nodded and leaned against Jiang Xi's arms, as if she was my support.

Jiang Xi’s personality is cheerful and straightforward. She is not a girl with a gentle voice, but whenever she comforts me, her voice is particularly gentle and nice, with the power to soothe people’s hearts, which makes me feel that life still has hope and warmth.

If I were alone, I might not have that great confidence, but with Jiang Xi, she was full of confidence and courage. I felt that her courage and confidence had also been transmitted to me. The future I created with a girl like her would definitely not be bad.
Chapter completed!