"I think the flop writer is not considered a person in the online literature circle."

"you……"

I saw Jiang Xi looking at me, as if he released a poisonous arrow in an instant, and I wished to penetrate my heart with one arrow. The next second, she stood up as soon as she penetrated her body and stretched out her long claws straight into my neck, "Damn, I'll strangle you to death!"

My legs shook, and I turned around and ran away. Before she grabbed me, I ran out and closed her door, and then pulled it tightly. Sure enough, she came to pull the door. It's a pity that no matter how fierce she was, she was not as strong as me, so...

"Jiangdong, open the door for me." Her voice was so fierce, she gritted her teeth, not like she wanted to kill me, but like she wanted to eat my beast.

"If you don't open, if you don't open, you won't open!"

What can I do? Just be fooled with her. Besides, she is angry. I really don’t dare to open the door. What if she really hits me after opening the door?

I felt her beard hit the door a few more times inside, and I pushed her tightly. When she saw that she couldn't open it, she stopped hitting it, and then I heard her crying.

“Woo…”

This time it was the kind of depressing, aggrieved, heartbreaking cry.

"Cough!" At this moment, I hated myself. Why am I angry with her? Isn't this asking for trouble?

"Wife! Wife! I'm teasing you, don't cry..."

I whispered and saw that her temper was no longer hot, I gently opened the door and shouted gently, "Old..."

Before the word "如!" could sound, a pillow hit my head hard, and directly muffled my voice. The next second, I heard the sound of a huge train whistle sounding in my ears.

"Woo...woo..."

I"……".

I blinked and whispered, "Wife, is it still time for me to say I was wrong now?"

"Woo... Jiangdong, you are so cruel! Woo..."

Have I cheated? Have I betrayed her? Or am I seriously ill and want to abandon her? Otherwise, it would be worth her heartbroken crying?

Just when I was confused, she finally solved my doubts.

"Jiangdong, Jiangdong, I don't say a short message in front of the cripple. You are my dearest husband, but you are just stabbing a knife into my heart. Woo... I don't want to live anymore..."

"Old... I was wrong, my wife, don't cry so sad!" Those who don't know really thought your husband was going to die.

"Woo..." She cried while slapped her heart, "No, my heart hurts so much, it hurts so much, it hurts so much, it hurts like a blocked pain, woo..."

I,"……".

I am such a bad person. She cried so sadly that I couldn't help feeling guilty.

I walked to her, held her in my arms, and gave her to her back. I felt like she was about to cry and scream. My voice never dared to provoke again, "Wife, I just talk nonsense, just think I'm just farting, don't be angry."

"Your fart is so powerful that my heart is broken, woo..."

"Wife, then just think I'm a big deal and let me go!"

"Woo...I want to kill you."

While crying, she said she wanted to kill me, she directly pushed me onto the bed.

I raised my hands and said that men and women would not be tempted by their compassionate faces at this time, otherwise it would be too embarrassing to say it out.

But she wiped her nose and tears on my white shirt, and she cried so much that she felt aggrieved.

"old……".

"Woo...".

My voice was directly covered by her crying.

"Wife, please cry for a while. I'll wash some fruit for you!"

I turned over and threw her on the bed. I ran away. I was afraid that I wouldn't run away, so she would lose her head when she cried.

I really went to wash her fruits, otherwise I wouldn't know what else I could do. Then, when I returned to the room with the fruit basket, I found that she was not in the room.

"ah!"

Suddenly, a howl came from my bathroom, and I was so scared that the fruit plate fell to the ground.

"Wife, what's wrong with you?"

I rushed into the bathroom and saw Jiang Xi pointing at the mirror with a dazed look on his face, with a weird look on his face, and he asked vaguely and uncertainly, "Who is this woman in the mirror?"

I,"……".

"Wife, don't scare me!" It's so creepy.

"No..." She started crying again, "Who is this woman with so swollen eyelids in the mirror, with fine lines at the corners of her eyes, rough skin, and dark yellow face?"

"Wife! You are over thirty-five years old and you are 40 years old. It's good to look like this." I persuaded me earnestly.

"What?" She still cried in disbelief, "Am I almost forty? No, in my impression, I should be about thirty, my figure is pretty good, my face is relatively ordinary without makeup, and I feel beautiful as soon as I put on makeup! Why am I almost forty? I feel like it has been a few days? Ah... it's so scary, so scary"!

"Wife, look at Jiang Dong, you see, he is ten years old! We have known him for more than ten years now."

"Ah?" Jiang Xi was still confused, "But I... can't accept this reality, oh..."

"What else can you do if you can't do it? No matter how capable you have, you can still travel through time. I won't believe it if you are reborn!"

"Get out!" she shouted at me with a grievance.

I,"……".

"Okay, okay, don't be sad. I don't dislike you either. I'm old, I'm older than you."

She suddenly turned her head, stared at my face with a special persistence for a while, blinked, and then turned around and walked out of the bathroom and returned to her room without saying anything.

I was going to follow in, but she closed the door with a "bang". I thought she wanted to think about life by herself, but after the door was locked, deafening crying came from the room.

"Woo... Why am I almost forty years old? Where has my more than ten years gone? My youth! No! Youth is gone in a blink of an eye, why is it so fast..."

Listening to Jiang Xi's heart-wrenching cry, I thought, her crying probably represents all people of this age.

Time passes and never returns, the past can only be recalled. Without rebirth and time travel, it is destined that no one in our lives will leave irreparable regrets.

I sigh that youth is no longer there, and I feel that time passes by, and I also want to be grateful. I meet you in the first half of my life, and I have you with you in the second half of my life. We love each other deeply, never leave each other for a long time, and for a lifetime... a pair of people!

I was about to confess my love to her, but she started crying fiercely again.

"Ah... half of my life has disappeared like this. My youth for more than ten years no longer exists, but mine has not become popular yet. I am still an outsider. Woo... I am unwilling to accept it. I am a shameful author! Woo... My heart hurts so much!"

I,"……".

Originally, I could resonate with her crying for her lost youth. After all, I am almost forty years old, but she cried for her failure. This...

How to say it, it is probably because I didn’t write and I don’t have a hobby in this area, so I really can’t empathize with her. For so many years, what I have been thinking secretly in my heart is: You deserve to suffer this kind of suffering, who makes you obsessed with writing? If you don’t write, you might have succeeded long ago. No, you are already a relatively successful woman, and you are still suffering and suffering all day long, and you are simply stupid.

So, when she cried, I didn't feel sorry for her.

"Woo... My first half of my life, my ideal, nothing happened, I am a failed woman, woo..."

So, because she failed to succeed, did she deny everything in her first half of her life? Nervous!

I didn't want to pay attention to her anymore and went to the kitchen to cook. I saw fresh sweet potatoes and corn on the vegetable rack, so I cooked it in a pot. I planned to eat a little after it was cooked. I thought it was very beautiful.

When I was cooked, I knocked on the door twice, and then shouted loudly, "Wife, come out to eat sweet potatoes and corn. I've cooked them all, it's delicious!"

I was worried that she wouldn't come out, but as a result, it was faster than I expected, and I walked out with a slipper.

Although her eyes were still red and she was sobbing from time to time, she had stopped crying.

I put a chopstick on her freshly cooked corn to prevent it from burning her hands. She handed it to her eyes, and she took it and started eating it.

"Is it delicious?" I asked with a smile.

"Yeah! It's delicious! Thank you husband!" Her voice soft and glutinous, and she looked obedient.

I laughed again.

It's great that she stopped crying and my heart was calm, otherwise my heart would be so swollen that she cried.

Her ideal is to write, what about my ideal? It is to have a stable salary and make my family live without worries!

I was thinking, if one day my basic survival ideal is gone and I fail, I might not be as free and easy as Jiang Xi. After crying for a while, I can let go of the burden in my heart, and the next day I will be a tenacious and frustrated hero.

She would not give up because she failed, because she was the undefeated Xiaoqiang. She would not give up without writing a name.

Where is me? I really can't think of what I will be like if I haven't experienced it, but in short, just thinking about it now makes me feel a little chill all over.

……………………

My elder sister called and said that my mother was not in good health recently. She always missed me and Jiang Tiao. Moreover, her teeth were broken one by one in recent years, and her gums were inflamed again recently.

I quickly said, "Sister, let my mom come to my house to live for a while. It's definitely not as good as a big city like Nanjing."

The eldest sister said, "I advised her like this, but she always said she was afraid that your family would be inconvenient."

I said, "You see, Jiang Xi is not that difficult to get along with, Jiang Xi also welcomes my mother."

"My mom thinks you can't live in your house, and she is also worried that she will affect Jiangdong's learning."

When she said this, I didn't say anything because I knew it.

After hanging up the phone with my elder sister, Jiang Xi asked me, "Are my mom here?" Jiang Xi has long been used to calling my mom "my mom".
To be continued...