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Volume 10 3, how to, not heartache

Every July, Fukang'an will be drunk.

When a man gets drunk, it becomes absurdity. The most important thing about a man is in the affairs of women.

From the 40th year of Qianlong to the present, for seven years, the beautiful girls who have been earned by Fukang'an have been collected in such a vague way in July.

Outsiders do not know the details, so they can arrange the name of Fu Kang'an, and write a story beautifully and fragrantly, which spreads widely among the market.

Or even Fu Kangan believed it after reading it himself.

He had to say repeatedly, "Written well, well written! It has the skills of Zhao Yunsonggong {Zhao Yi} back then."

At that time, Zhao Yi once valued Jiu Ye Fu Heng, and Zhao Yi regarded Jiu Ye as the most respected person in the world. Therefore, the first readers of the notes and scripts written by Zhao Yi under the name of "Mr. Fox Sayings" were often Jiu Ye.

Those scripts were eventually sent to the deep palace, and when they arrived at Wanxi's desk, they relieved Wanxi in the deep palace. Except for the emperor who had seen it for Wanxi, the rest was more of the push by the ninth master Fu Heng in secret.

After the passing of Jiu Ye, Zhuan Xiang still stayed in Jiu Ye's study, and the piece of paper had not been changed. Every time Fu Kang'an came back from a distant military camp, he would always go to Ama's study to stand and burn a cake of Zhuan Xiang's incense seal made by Aunt Zhuan Xiang himself to express his longing for Ama's spirit in heaven.

Liansheng is no longer there... I am afraid that only Ama understands his feelings for Liansheng in this world. Therefore, when he went to Ama's study to burn the incense seal, he was paying tribute to Ama, but it was not the case - when he missed Liansheng.

At that time, he seemed to burn incense with devout devotion, and his face and movements were calm and quiet. But only he and Ama's spirit in heaven would understand that at that moment, his heart was torn to pieces by longing, and he could not help but run to Ama silently.

How did Ama turn his heart into that plate of fragrant seals, ignite it with his own hands, and burn it into ashes inch by inch?

Ama's forbearance, self-sustainment and calmness back then were what he wanted to learn.

——But he can never do it, and he can't learn how Ama looks.

Perhaps it is because although Ama had burned the lovesickness to ashes for someone, even though Amasmu's man was far away, he was still under the same sky. Although Ama's official position was not easy, it was still possible to see Yi Renfang several times in a year.

But he came back from Jinchuan's achievements and finally won glory for himself in his life. What awaited him was the bad news that Liansheng had passed away!

Then he is now successful and has changed his previous ridiculous appearance. Who will he show it to? Who will he prove himself to? Can he still wait for someone to smile with relief?

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The more you think about it, the more desperate you become.

The more I think about it, the more I am always confused and lonely shadows are illuminating myself - why should he live in the world?

It was not until the bookshelf, table, chair, and brush, ink, calligraphy and paintings in Ama's study floated in front of him again that he could remember it in a daze--yes, he still had his mother to support him in this world, and he was not qualified to live just for the person in his heart, and he would not dare to die with him to follow that person.

But he could not withstand the torment of longing, and could not face his own sins - he was not as stupid as he was. He could summarize his confusion-related sins from the days when Liansheng passed away.

He didn't dare to see Lawang.

Although Rawang was as tolerant and kind as before, he was still commensurate with Anda. Every time he returned from the barracks, Rawang would send someone to give gifts as soon as possible.

But he didn't dare to see Lawang...

Apart from Lawang, the person he dared not see the fifteenth prince Yongyan.

Every time he meets in the court, he can always see the indifference and hatred in the eyes of the fifteenth prince.

Every time he looked at him, the gaze of the fifteenth prince was already the most severe punishment for him.

What he understood was that Liansheng was the eldest sister of the fifteenth prince. It was said that the eldest sister was like a mother. The fifteenth prince’s dependence and respect for Liansheng was even more common than the ordinary sibling relationship.

Because during those years, the imperial concubine came to command the six palaces and had busy daily affairs; the imperial concubine also had the sixteenth prince and the seventeenth prince after the fifteenth prince. Therefore, when the fifteenth prince was young, the most common thing was that Liansheng used his sister to take over his mother's position.

What's more, in the 40th year of Qianlong's reign, in the first month, Liansheng and the Imperial Concubine both left in the same month. The fifteenth prince lost his mother and lost his elder sister than his mother... The fifteenth prince's heart was even more painful than others.

The Seventeenth Prince is still young and doesn't understand these things, so he can still laugh at his "cousin" with his length and weakness.

But he knew that because of Liansheng's death, the fifteenth prince could never forgive him.

He knew, but he felt relieved.

——He knew that his sins were serious, and he was willing to be resentful to him.

He originally hoped that it was Liansheng himself or Lawang... Unfortunately, they were both people who valued love and friendship. The relationship that grew up together actually overshadowed his resentment towards him. He couldn't apologize to Liansheng and Lawang.

Then he apologizes to the fifteenth prince.

The fifteenth prince is Liansheng's favorite younger brother, and the younger brother whom Liansheng was almost like a child. He completely accepted the resentment of the fifteenth prince. He was very happy that he finally had the chance to atone for someone to atone his sins.

The more the fifteenth prince hated him, the happier he became; for him, the resentment of the fifteenth prince was a kind of relief - a way of self-punishment when he missed Liansheng and was heartbroken and in pain.

In the rest of his life, in the world where Liansheng was no longer in the rest of his life, this self-punishment and apologies finally supported the reason for him to survive.

Otherwise, he is alive and dead, what's the difference?

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He was so intent, but the kind "fool" of Lawang not only did not hate him, but he also tried every means to persuade the fifteenth prince to go.

Even Mian Jin's prince-in-law Danbadorji came to tell him peace of mind, saying that after the death of the Seventh Princess, the fifteenth Prince-in-law Lawang Yue was respectful and respectful. As long as the seventh Prince-in-law could make peace with this matter, the fifteenth Prince would definitely let go of his knot and forgive him for leaving.

Danbadorji also said, "Besides, Prince Fifteen is a kind-hearted person. He has never seen anyone with any knots in his heart over the years. You are his cousin, and he has also grown up in the palace since he was a child... Although Prince Fifteen seems to be a little bit close to you since he was a child, I believe Prince Fifteen will definitely be able to follow the advice of the seventh prince and rebuild the old with you."

Danbadorji was a Mongolian prince, and he spoke frankly. After hearing this, he didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

He understood that in addition to being a Mongolian man's straightforwardness, Danbadorji also minded him back then - Princess Mian Jin had such a small idea about him~~

However, Danbadorji was right. The fifteenth prince did not like him very much since he was a child. He understood that the reason was mostly because he designed the Eighth Princess and accidentally "falls into the well". The precocious fifteenth prince took all his words and actions, probably because he had already had prejudice against his character.

He smiled, "You are so troublesome, why do you want to talk to me? I will just look at it anyway, and I don't stick to his heart. I don't need to care about the Fifteenth Prince's opinion of me."

Danbadorji was also angry by his attitude that day, and pointed at his nose and asked him, "Qilinbao, are you stupid?"

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He ran away with a Danbadorji, who was worried that others would come to "relieve him" again.

After all, I studied in the palace together and grew up too many peers. In addition to Danbadorji, there were also nine-headed prince Zalantai, and even the eleventh prince Yongyan~

That night in Ama's study, he found a way.

——Then let yourself be even more ridiculous and continue to live like this disgusting way, so that the fifteenth prince can’t find a reason to forgive him.

Only in this way can he live in purgatory forever, and use his years to atone for Liansheng every day and every moment.

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This August is the Emperor's Day, and Heshen and Fukang'an were awarded the title of Prince's Prince's Prince at this time. The seventh prince Lavandorji understood that the fifteenth prince felt uncomfortable.

It happened that Mianning was born, and Lawang took advantage of this festive celebration to visit Yongyan.

Xiaoqi is gone, and he and Xiaoqi have no children. Although he is only six years older than Yongyan, in terms of love, he regards Yongyan as his and Xiaoqi's child. When Xiaoqi passed away, he entrusted Yongyan to him and told him to take care of Yongyan for her and assist him with all his heart.

Although the position of Yongyan's crown prince was not yet clearly stated at this time, Xiaoqi and he were Yongyan's elder sister and brother-in-law, and how the emperor treated Yongyan, the couple had a vague premonition in their hearts.

He himself was Prince Yong, ancestor, father, and uncle who were all in charge of the seal of the left left general and commanded the four Khalkha tribes. Therefore, only with his dedicated assistance can the crown prince not worry about the Mongolian tribes in the north of the Mohe, so Xiao Qi had the trust of him before leaving.

After talking about the happy event of the newborn, Rawang carefully moved the conversation to Fukang'an.

"Qilinbao has not been in the capital for many years. This year, he has returned to Beijing from the position of governor of Sichuan... He has been in a state of uncertainty over the years, but he has also been suppressing bandits everywhere for the court, and has made outstanding contributions."

In August of the 46th year of Qianlong, Fukang'an was transferred from the position of the Governor of Yunnan and Guizhou, and was transferred from Sichuan to the Governor of Sichuan and General of Chengdu. Sichuan and Shaanxi have always been a military important place in the court. After Fukang'an was appointed as the Governor of Sichuan, he was ordered to strictly arrest the "blades". In May of the 47th year of Qianlong, three months ago, Fukang'an reported that the "bandits" in Shu had been killed.

It was because of his merit that the emperor gave the title of Prince Taibao as a commendation.

Yongyan knew these things. After Fu Kangan made military achievements in the Battle of Jinchuan, he had never been in the capital for many years. He had always held military positions and was sent by Emperor Ama to all parts of the country.

In the 42nd year of Qianlong's reign, he was appointed as the general of Jilin.
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