Chapter 134 Decision
Li Yuan said: "But you believe it... In this world, you and Su Wen booked a baby marriage when they were very young. But you finally chose to kill her as your ticket to the Pure Land. On a certain snowy night, you tricked her into this small temple that you often came to play in childhood. She had no doubts about you, but you knocked her out, dug a hole in the back wall, and prepared to bury her alive...
"When your parents arrived, she had been buried underground for a long time and had long been out of breath. Although your parents were shocked and angry, they were even more afraid that you would be arrested and hanged after the incident was revealed. They had to help you and dig the pit deeper and fill it more solidly..."
"Blood Buddha..." Lu Lie suddenly remembered that when he first saw Su Wen in this world, the other party was excited and pulled himself to the small temple, but saw the strange blood Buddha enshrined on the temple hall, with teeth and claws. If it were as Li Yuan said, then even Su Wen himself would not know that this small temple that carries the memories of their childhood for countless years would eventually become her burial place. The person who killed her was the most trusted childhood sweetheart beside her.
"if……"
Before Lu Lie could speak, Li Yuan made a gesture and interrupted him: "You don't have to be too anxious. I know what you are going to say. The only thing worth celebrating is that there is still time left for you. It is still a distance from the "source" you dug into the underground. You can ask yourself carefully during the period of digging next time you are digging, what exactly is you want and what is the most important to you. Reality and illusion, that kind of thing, really makes sense?
"Once you choose to jump off the source, it's really impossible to come back. The most regrettable thing in life is that when you need to make a calm decision the most, you choose to act recklessly based on your own preferences."
Lu Lie smiled: "How do you know what I really want to say? What I want to say is that if all the things you said are facts. Then there can be a reasonable explanation for all the strange things I have encountered in this world before... It seems that although this is an illusion, there is still logic."
"There is no difference between reality and illusion."
Li Yuan's voice became less and less dimmer, and finally disappeared into the golden sunset like his human form.
Lu Lie stood up and continued to excavate the underground "source".
Even Lu Lie himself did not notice that his mood changed. It was like a drop of water, dripping into the stagnant water that had not waved for thousands of years. It was rippling and began to become uneasy.
He sat on the stone in despair. Looking at the already shallow pit he dug, he felt a little confused for the first time. The world was so big, but he didn't know where to go.
"Which of these two worlds is true and which one is the real illusion? I think this world is fake, but people in this world see my giant tree world, which is also fake..."
"I have always wanted to wake up from this illusion and return to the giant tree world, but what can I do when I go back to the giant tree world? There is no father or mother, and all the people I know are dead; that world is full of murderous intent and countless filth is rampant. When I return to that world, how long can I live..."
"If everything in this world, life, future, and universe are all an illusion. Then I am afraid that only after death is the real reality, but is that reality the reality I want?"
"Where is the boundary between reality and hallucination? If hallucination and reality have reached the same level, then how can we distinguish the two? Even if hallucinations are more real than reality, will the original 'reality' become the later 'alges'?"
"I made my own wish in front of the time and space machine, and the time and space machine also fulfilled my wish; what are I dissatisfied with, why do I have to worry about the difference between reality and illusion..."
Before we knew it, the sky outside the small temple was already dark. The dark sky in the distance revealed the white jade like a fish belly, and dawn was coming.
Lu Lie looked at the passage emitting colorful light deep in the pit. He finally did it, and Li Yuan did not lie to him. That was the "source", the passage connecting this world with other worlds.
As long as Lu Lie closed his eyes and jumped into the source at this moment, all this would soon disappear, and he would return to the real world and continue to adventure in his giant tree.
He fell into deep thought. This small pit will determine Lu Lie's entire life in the future. Whether to jump or not, what awaits him will be two worlds.
The rooster sounded like a white rooster. Finally, after thinking for a long time, Lu Lie finally made his decision.
He no longer hesitated and walked towards the entrance to another world. But he did not jump down, but held a nearby huge rock, firmly blocking the entrance to the "source".
The colorful light twisted twice under the stone like struggling. Soon, it disappeared without a trace and finally disappeared.
The time for the "source" has come. It has moved.
From then on, this world has no more passiveness. This world has no more access to other worlds. This world has become Lu Lie's only world and his reality.
Lu Lie sat on the ground with his butt. It seemed that the moment of moving the stone was even more tired than everything he had done this month. However, although his body was extremely tired, deep in his heart, an invisible huge rock fell to the ground.
Lu Lie didn't know if Li Yuan was still nearby, and he could see himself or not. But Lu Lie still shouted to the sky: "Li Yuan, you bastard! I admit you won! There is no difference between reality and illusion! I decided that I want to stay in this world. What if I go back to the so-called real world? I am just a wandering child there, I don't have a father, I don't have a mother, I'm nothing. In this world, after I die, at least someone will remember me and shed two tears for me."
Chapter completed!