Chapter 20 We Want Another Child
Li Haonan's body shook slightly after hearing her words. Because she was sick and weak, she had completely exposed all her feelings these days and spared no effort to be kind to her. However, in the face of her doubts and dared not accept it, he was a little embarrassed. After he hesitating for a while, he whispered: "If you want to keep your body well, we should have another child!"
"What?" Gu Xiaobei screamed in horror, her eyes fell on Li Haonan's delicate and deep face. He looked expectant, and her face turned pale.
Of course Li Haonan knew that Gu Xiaobei didn't want children, so he didn't tell her about his preparations and ideas these days.
But when he saw Gu Xiaobei's reaction so fiercely, his heart still hurts, it hurts a lot. Is it so scary for him to have a baby? He was very depressed. Looking at Gu Xiaobei's pale face, he still couldn't help but kiss him.
Gu Xiaobei really doesn’t want children, he wants Li Haonan’s children!
The first pregnancy was in an unexpected situation, and she had no choice. But if she wanted to ask for her opinion, she did not want to have children for Li Haonan. There was no love between them. She did not want her child to live in a cold and warm home as soon as she was born; she did not want her child to have a pair of parents who were as cold as an enemy; he did not want her child to have a devilish father.
Gu Xiaobei has dreams about the future and family. She wants to have a child of their favorite brother Zijun. They will love this child very much, so that the child can grow up happily in a warm and happy family. Parents respect each other as guests, and life is like a gentle breeze.
Because she has never had it, she always hopes that her children can have it in the future.
Gu Xiaobei thought about the changes in Li Haonan these days, and never saw him smoking. He didn't smell alcohol when he came out for a social event. He did not take any measures every time, nor did he ask himself to do it. He would go home after get off work, and when he returned home, he was entangled with her most of the time...
She didn't know why Li Haonan had the idea of having a child, but his behavior showed that he was determined to have a child, which made her panic. She didn't want a child, didn't want it, and was very resistant.
"We, can we not have children for now?" Gu Xiaobei begged Li Haonan.
Li Haonan smiled and shook his head at her, a strange light appeared in his eyes, a look she had never seen before. “We should have a child, so we won’t always think about bad things in the past. Don’t worry, I will arrange everything this time and will never surprise you any more.”
Gu Xiaobei knew that Li Haonan was used to being domineering, and she could not change what he decided. Since he had decided, he must achieve his goal. The anger, resentment, and hatred in his heart finally erupted. She pushed Li Haonan, who was holding her hard: "I don't want children, why do you force me? You always force me and always impose your will on me. Why? Why..." She cried and beat Li Haonan's chest, but his chest was so hard that he had no intention of dodging at all. Instead, she stretched out her arms and hugged her firmly, making it impossible for her to escape.
Li Haonan saw her crying so sadly, and his heart was so sad, "Xiaobei, you promised me that you should live a good life with me in the future, so we should have a child." His voice gradually lowered: "In the past, I was not good to you, but I won't do it anymore. Don't think of He Zijun anymore. We will live a good life in the future, okay?"
After hearing Li Haonan's words, Gu Xiaobei forgot to cry, and did not move, and was shocked like never before. The strong and domineering Li Haonan would admit his mistake. She thought Li Haonan would say something else, but he was silent and didn't say anything again.
After Li Haonan and Gu Xiaobei got together again, they wanted a child. As long as they had children, they could tie her heart. Only with children could she never leave him!
At night, he still hugged her and fell asleep every night, just as he had to do it, just as he tried to be careful when doing it, try not to hurt her, and not let her feel so painful.
Gu Xiaobei's mood was completely in a state of panic and despair. Life seemed to be taking drugs, and then he went to the end day by day!
This is a very terrible feeling!
When Li Haonan saw that Gu Xiaobei would try his best to avoid him every day before he woke up and went to bed, he tossed and turned, and tossed for a long time. When he fell asleep, he snuggled up to him unconsciously, and his legs were still placed on him in a mess, climbing him tightly. This was a completely unconscious action.
In the darkness, he clearly felt these changes, and he didn't know whether it was sour or sweet in his heart.
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When Gu Xiaobei went downstairs to have breakfast, it was actually lunch time. Li Haonan's wild night really made her exhausted.
As soon as she walked into the restaurant, she slowed down.
She saw Li Haonan, who shouldn't have appeared at home at this time, sat peacefully at the dining table, wearing a well-tailored gray suit, which made him more handsome and more handsome. I wonder if he was going out like this or just came back from outside.
Li Haonan held the newspaper in his hand and looked at Gu Xiaobei. Because she had just woken up, she was wearing a flowing white lace morning jacket, like a crabapple that had just woken up, but she was charming in her beauty.
"Awaken?" His dark and bottomless eyes hit her eyes in an instant. Gu Xiaobei's palms were sweating and his whole body was weak and weak. He trained her a little hard last night. Today, he saw him, although his posture was safe, he was still like a dangerous leopard, hiding invasion and danger in his bones.
She sat down as much as possible in the chair, frowned slightly vigilantly.
When the servant saw Gu Xiaobei sitting down, he immediately brought the bird's nest. Gu Xiaobei lowered his head and slowly drank the soft and smooth bird's nest, and glanced at Li Haonan alertly so that he could leave quickly when danger came.
Li Haonan looked at Gu Xiaobei like a child, burying his head and eating bird's nest with concentration, and felt inexplicably satisfied.
Through the large floor-to-ceiling windows, I looked up at the window. The whole garden was full of beauty. There were cherry trees and sycamore trees planted around the railings in the garden. Under the trees were large purple iris and lavender. There were artificial landscapes everywhere, but they were just right with nature. The small fountains on the rockery were gurgling, and several clusters of water were gurgling. There were streamlined pure white tables and chairs and printed parasols in the open air. The blue swimming pool was rippling.
The sun was so bright and passionate that it was like a handful of golden veil, pouring in from the window and spreading all over the ground. The colorful light seemed to be stained with warmth. The bright sun shone on the house shone on Gu Xiaobei opposite, who was eating the lung tablets of his husband and wife with relish. Li Haonan felt happy and quiet.
My beloved woman sat beside her and enjoyed everything she brought to her naturally, feeling like a close family.
Yes, what I have been looking for for so many years is the feeling of family. In the future, I will no longer be alone, nor will I be home from all over the world. I will share countless delicious foods and beautiful scenery in the future with her.
There were a few more children running around them. He looked at Gu Xiaobei in front of him and suddenly fell into the clouds. For a moment, he actually had an illusion, as if he saw Gu Xiaobei and the child running on the lawn, laughing...
Gu Xiaobei occasionally looked up and saw Li Haonan's face with a dreamy smile. It was inexplicable! She didn't know what the hell was thinking about, but she muttered in her heart and continued to lower her head to eat.
"Xiaobei, don't always stay at home. Go out for a walk. There is a card in the drawer. You can spend whatever you want. You can also go to Chen Shuang to play. You are my wife now, not a prisoner. As long as you do what you promise me, you can do whatever you want!"
After hearing Li Haonan's words, Gu Xiaobei only grabbed Chen Shuang in his voice and raised his head happily, "Can I go and play with Chen Shuang?"
"sure!"
When Gu Xiaobei heard Li Haonan's promise, he jumped up from the chair and ran upstairs as if he was afraid that he would regret it.
"What are you doing? Don't eat anymore!"
"I won't eat anymore, I'll go change my clothes and then find Chen Shuang!" Gu Xiaobei's voice was still surrounding the downstairs, and the news was already at the end of the stairs.
Li Haonan frowned and shook his head. It would be better to wait for her to have dinner and say this to her. He put down the newspaper and got up and walked upstairs.
When he walked to the attachment of the cloakroom, he saw that Gu Xiaobei had already changed into a dark purple cotton dress with a black pullover shirt. He was like a child who was in a hurry to go out to play. He casually put his hair on with his hands and was about to go out.
"Wait a minute!"
"What are you doing? You have to regret it!" Gu Xiaobei pouted and looked at Li Haonan with some grievance.
"No, I'll go out with you."
Gu Xiaobei opened his mouth slightly in surprise. Is there such a terrifying thing in the world? It would be better to stay at home if Li Haonan went shopping with him!
She frowned. Before she could say the word "no", Li Haonan's eyes had already swept towards her sharply, and there was no expression on her face. She sighed uselessly in her heart. She looked like an inviolable monarch, as if the words just now were just said by another person.
Seeing Gu Xiaobei reluctantly, Li Haonan's little face was tense, and he couldn't bear to tease her anymore, "Today, Sister Hong's birthday, a party will be held at home. You can see Chen Shuang when you get there!"
"That's great!" Gu Xiaobei cheered in a low voice, and Li Haonan naturally pulled her hand, "Come on, change your clothes!"
Chapter completed!