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Chapter 16 The voice of a black-bellied man

Li Haonan was like a beast imprisoning her prey, gnawing at her without pity. Her vest was against the cold silky bed cover and rubbed constantly, while she could only open her eyes with injuries, and only tears of indignation could resist.

His palms were stained with her warm tears, and he aggravated his strength, feeling the withdrawal of her consciousness. This silent indifference made him even more crazy. Even if he died, he would still entangle with her to the end.

He left scars on her body at will, and she didn't move or struggle, like an unconscious doll, until the last pain finally made her pierce. After moving for a moment, she twisted the sheet tightly, but didn't make any sound. He had never been so angry, but just hurt her with a heavier force and a more rude way.

It took a long time before Gu Xiaobei woke up in a daze, and his whole body seemed to be crushed by heavy stones. Every organ was clamoring for a dull soreness. Li Haonan fell asleep beside her, making a gentle breathing sound.

At this time, the sky outside was already dawn, and the sunlight shone in through the gaps in the curtains, with countless fluttering golden dust inside, like a lamppost on the stage.

Under the subtle light, she saw the purple all over her body, and the kiss marks and tooth marks that could be seen everywhere. She smelled the smell of Li Haonan left on her body, and a faint mint smell was mixed in the tobacco smell, and she felt sick.

She struggled to get up with difficulty, and her lower body was as painful as tearing. She walked into the bathroom with difficulty, turned on the faucet, and washed herself.

Gu Xiaobei's tears fell in a string. She covered her face and cried silently, and she cried so hard that she could not even breathe.

She had long known that the happiness these days made people feel dazed and unreal. Now, even this unreality has been wiped out and has become a residual dream. It is like a child who just tasted the sweetness of sugar, but was taken away again in a moment.

Her lifelong wish was just to live with He Zijun and live an ordinary life.

But she met Li Haonan, the evil star in her destiny, and this life was destined to be a painful and sad life.

This time, Gu Xiaobei was completely under house arrest by Li Haonan in the villa. Her range of activities was limited to the villa and she could not walk out. She also thought about escaping, but carefully observed the villa and found that there was no way out. There were even a few military police dogs in the corner, which was not inferior to the White House guards on TV.

The servants might have received Li Haonan's instructions, and no one talked too much to her. Even Li's mother avoided her. They stared at her carefully while doing things, as if they were afraid that she would run away at any time, looking at the caution and curiosity in her eyes.

Her phone number was confiscated by Li Haonan, and the network was cut off by Li Haonan, and all tools for contacting the outside world were naturally terminated. Wu Chuang and Chen Shuang never appeared once. She was worried that her escape would implicate Wu Chuang and Chen Shuang, but she did not dare to ask about Li Haonan and others' situation.

Gu Xiaobei was in a very bad spirit these days. When he was fine, he just leaned against the bed and looked out the window. The sky outside was blue. It turned out that the happiest thing in the world was the little birds. They could live freely and fly freely.

His wings were ruthlessly broken by Li Haonan and were locked in this dark cage.

She knew that Li Haonan hated her and was taking revenge on her. He pushed her into the abyss that would never be restored, while he watched coldly.

She knew that she could not fight him and could not resist. She accepted her fate now and could accept such a life. But now she just wanted to get news from He Zijun. She didn't want to believe what Li Haonan said was true, and she was even more afraid to confirm that everything was true!

She just thinks that He Zijun is still alive, and her only remaining hope in this world is that he is still alive!

Li Haonan pushed the door and saw Gu Xiaobei lying on the bed and falling asleep. Her hair was messy and her face was pale. Her tears that had not yet dried were flowing down her white cheeks. Her thin face was so pitiful.

After coming back this time, Gu Xiaobei was in a bad mood and his sleep quality was amazingly poor. Every night, he would wake up in a nightmare several times, looking dazed.

At first, Li Haonan just thought she was frightened when she fell off the cliff and would be fine in a few days.

Every night, he would come to her side when she fell asleep, lying down next to her with a very light movement, stretching out his arms, gently fiddling her head, letting her lie on his arms, stroking her gradually thin cheeks, feeling distressed.

Gu Xiaobei was not sleeping soundly, always frowning in pain, tossing and turning in a daze, sometimes even waved his hands, with a horrible expression and screaming in a shrill voice: "No, don't... don't, go away..."

Li Haonan would wake up in time every time. Seeing that the villain in his arms was still closing his eyes, only two crystal tears flowed out of the corners of his eyes, and he sobbed slightly. He patted her back lightly, but did not dare to coax her, because he knew that the person Gu Xiaobei was afraid of in his dream was himself.

Gu Xiaobei lay in his arms and continued to sleep under his comfort, but a few fingers unconsciously grabbed his hand and grabbed it tightly. He held her hand back, and everything was like when she was pregnant. She developed a habit and always held him tightly in her sleep, just like a child holding the corner of her mother's clothes, for fear of getting lost.

Every time Li Haonan looked at Gu Xiaobei like this, his heart would instantly feel infinite melancholy and sadness, and a little joy and comfort. She was so afraid of herself and so attached to herself. Her appearance at this time was so similar to her early stages of pregnancy.

If their children could be born safely, if they did not become like this?

He leaned his face on top of her head and rubbed it, but sighed softly, hugged her hard, and used more force.

He actually likes to fall asleep holding Gu Xiaobei's soft body every night. He has had this feeling when she was pregnant.

But at that time, he didn't dare to move too much, for fear of hurting the child in her stomach if he got so fiercely. Later, when her belly became bigger, the child was standing between them.

Now Gu Xiaobei is well-behaved and gentle in his sleep, which is in line with his body. Because of nightmare, weakness, and familiar with his arms, he found that every night he slept on the bed and brought her into his arms, she would naturally approach him and then pressed against his chest, as if he was desperately seeking a little warmth, otherwise he would not be able to fall asleep.

He likes Gu Xiaobei to lie softly in his arms, looking at the delicate and beautiful ketone body in his arms, presenting it in front of him like a little baby carved with jade. His eyes were full of pity, his heart was full of sadness and self-blame. He gently stroked Gu Xiaobei's back with his warm hands.

At first, his relationship was because he was curious about this girl whose behavior was inconsistent with the investigation, so he was inevitably observing and studying, and he was inevitably trapped in the deep pit of this girl.

He didn't know how deep he was in the middle of the night, but he just felt that he was teasing the girl. He teased her, but he also teased himself.

Who left him with such a character? Even what he thought was to overturn. In order to escape, he found a legitimate reason to bully her and possess her. He was even as childish as a little boy. He would rather bully her and insult her than admit his feelings. He was unwilling to admit that the feelings in his heart really had a sense of crisis, perhaps it had been stinging deep in his soul for a long time.

I thought I was very free and easy, I thought I didn't care about her at all, but it turned out that I was not. He couldn't do it. No matter how I escaped, I couldn't avoid my heart. When he knew that she loved that dazzling man, when he saw her showing a bright smile for another man, he knew that he was finished, and everything was over from now on.

It’s all my fault! I didn’t see through my heart at the beginning and used the most unbearable means to get her. He seemed to see himself step by step into a trap he had digged.

How good could it be to erase those bad pasts in one stroke?

Li Haonan stared at Gu Xiaobei in his sleep and couldn't help but sigh that fate was so wonderful. Who would have thought that he would be so obsessed with a young girl and be fascinated by it?

Gu Xiaobei was confused every night, and felt that in her sleep, she had warm hands comforting her and a generous embrace that protected her tightly... But she was too tired and could not even open her eyes.

Gu Xiaobei's nightmare lasted for more than half a month and did not get better as Li Haonan expected, but became more and more serious. Situ Jie said that Gu Xiaobei's this is a pathological condition and has greatly damaged her body.

Of course, Li Haonan knew it, because almost every time he saw Gu Xiaobei, he felt that she would lose weight. Now, there were only a pair of sunken eyes left on his small face, which made people feel sad.

Situ Jie arranged many relevant experts and psychologists to see Gu Xiaobei, but the result was that she was overthinking and causing neurological disorders. The doctor prescribed a large number of drugs to calm the mind and aid sleep, but they were ineffective. The only thing that could allow her to enter deep sleep was to use sedatives.

Li Haonan learned from Situ Jie that if he used tranquilizers more often, Gu Xiaobei would slowly become a fool, so he could not continue to use them for her. He knew that he still needed to treat his heart disease.

He slept beside Gu Xiaobei every day, and knew clearly what Gu Xiaobei's heart disease was. Every day she would call He Zijun's name in her sleep. He lay on the side and listened, like someone holding a knife, stabbing his heart hard. He always knew that her heart belonged, but she would shout it out in her dreams, but she felt even more painful.

How many times have he sat up and looked straight at Gu Xiaobei who was suffering in his sleep. He really wanted to reach out and strangle her to death, so that he could finish it all, and he would no longer have to worry about his gains and losses, and would never be heartbreaking, heartbreaking, and suffering in pieces.
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