"Xiaobei, you are in a bad mood now. Don't be busy making decisions. Think about it carefully. This is your child too!"

Gu Xiaobei looked down at her flat belly and felt a little incredible. Is there really a little life in her body? But when she thought of this child born from Li Haonan's sperm, a humiliation came at the same time. This was the shame that Li Haonan had given her. She didn't understand why God was always so harsh on her, and she always made things difficult for her again and again.

Can't ask for this child, she must not ask for it.

"Brother Zijun," Gu Xiaobei raised his head firmly, "I'll go to the hospital now and remove it."

"Have you thought about it? Xiaobei, we will go tomorrow. What you need most now is calm!"

"No!" Gu Xiaobei shouted hysterically. There was anger that was about to burst out in her eyes. She wanted to scream and scream her helpless sadness and anger. "I don't want to be calm. As long as I think of Li Haonan's things hidden in my body, I will go crazy. I don't want it to stay in my body for a minute, I don't want it!" Gu Xiaobei now only felt that there was a vicious and ugly ulterior motive hidden in her belly.

When He Zijun saw Gu Xiaobei like this, he was afraid that something would happen to her: "Okay, Xiaobei, don't be excited... it will hurt yourself... don't be excited..."

As soon as he made a decision in his heart, Gu Xiaobei broke away from He Zijun's arms and went upstairs to take a shower, changed his clean clothes from the inside out, took some money in his pocket, and walked downstairs.

When he went downstairs, He Zijun came up and said, "Xiaobei, I still think you should think about it carefully. That's your child..."

"No, it's not!" Gu Xiaobei was a little excited when he said that the child was a little excited and rushed to the door with big strides.

Seeing that he couldn't stop her, He Zijun hurriedly turned around to find clothes, "Wait, Xiaobei, I'll go with you!"

"No need, you are a public figure. If you are seen, it will be troublesome. I'd better go by myself!" Gu Xiaobei of course knew that He Zijun's identity was sensitive, and she accompanied her to do an embarrassing thing like abortion. She had already rushed out of the house before He Zijun put on her clothes.

He Zijun naturally knew his sensitive identity better than anyone else, but just hesitated for a moment, put on his coat, armed himself, and chased Gu Xiaobei.

He knew that Gu Xiaobei needed him the most at this time. What kind of gaze would a girl face and what kind of mood would she feel when she had an abortion? And what kind of accidents would arise during the operation? At this time, how could he protect the person he liked and how could he put her in a lonely and helpless situation.

In any case, I have to be by her side at this time. That is my Xiaobei, a girl I have cherished since I was a child. How could I let her face this embarrassing, humiliating, unknown thing by myself when she needs me the most!

He Zijun, who was tall and long, caught up with Gu Xiaobei downstairs and did not argue with Gu Xiaobei. A taxi happened to come. He stuffed Gu Xiaobei into the car and then took him in.

Gu Xiaobei really didn't want He Zijun to accompany her, but she was really a little scared. After all, she was an 18-year-old girl. She would be scared and embarrassed when she did something like a miscarriage.

Seeing that He Zijun was wearing a hat, a scarf, and the collar of her coat was still standing up, covering her eyelids tightly. It was probably no one could recognize him, so she let him accompany her to the hospital half-heartedly.

It was past 1:00 p.m. when they were just at work, the hospital hall was noisy. The unique smell of disinfectant water made Gu Xiaobei a little dizzy.

She just asked He Zijun to stand in a secluded place waiting for her. She went to queue up and register herself. Then they walked into the elevator one after another and went to the obstetrics and gynecology clinic on the third floor.

Gu Xiaobei wanted to enter the clinic by herself and let He Zijun stand outside and wait, but He Zijun insisted that she had to let him follow her.

"Where is uncomfortable?" The female doctor glanced at them casually, lowered her head and wrote her basic information on the outpatient medical record.

"I've been late for a few days. I tried it with test strips. Yes, I'm pregnant!" Gu Xiaobei said arduously, feeling that he had big hands behind him, and he firmly hugged her shoulders, "I want to take this child off!"

The female doctor opposite heard her, frowned, looked up and looked at the two of them again, "Is this your first child?"

"Yes." Gu Xiaobei lowered his head, embarrassed and ashamed, blushing as if he was about to drip blood.

"You know that if the first child has an abortion, it will cause great harm to the body, and it will cause many problems in the future, even infertility!"

"I, I know, I've thought about it, I can't want this child." Gu Xiaobei was so embarrassed that he almost cried.

The female doctor sighed softly, lowered her head and opened the order, "Go to do a color ultrasound first, and then decide when to arrange a miscarriage!" As she said that, she signed the checklist and stamped it heavily.

The result of the color ultrasound was out, and Gu Xiaobei came back to the outpatient doctor with the order. The doctor took the examination form and took a look, "You are indeed pregnant, and you are 42 days pregnant. The operation will take a week later. Sign here!" The female doctor pushed a list in front of Gu Xiaobei.

"Why wait for so long?" Gu Xiaobei asked in surprise.

The female doctor said professionally: "The fetal sac is too small now, and the surgery is not safe."

"What if I want to remove it now?" Gu Xiaobei was as if he wanted to remove the cancer, and he was eager to remove the flesh and blood on his body, which represented shame.

"If you persist, it's OK, but I want to tell you that the fetal sac is small now and it's not easy to find the right position. The bleeding time is long. A few people may have miscarriage and incomplete abortions and still need to clear the uterus again."

Before Gu Xiaobei could speak, He Zijun took a step forward from behind and pulled Gu Xiaobei up, "Thank you, doctor, we will wait for a week to do it." Then he took Gu Xiaobei's hand without hesitation.

"I want to do it now!" Gu Xiaobei struggled slightly as he walked.

"Xiaobei, stop making trouble. Didn't you hear the doctor say that it's dangerous to do it now? Let's come again next week."

Gu Xiaobei wanted to say something, but seeing that there were already people passing by around him looking at He Zijun, he had to speed up and leave the hospital with him.

When he returned home, He Zijun thoughtfully cooked porridge for Gu Xiaobei and made two light side dishes, trying not to cause her nausea, and coaxed her to eat two bowls.

After dinner, the two of them stayed on the sofa and watched TV together, as familiar and intimate as an old couple.

Seeing that Gu Xiaobei's mood had calmed a lot, He Zijun gently rubbed her hair and said tentatively: "Xiaobei, in fact, you can also consider keeping the child, I won't mind!"

Gu Xiaobei hugged He Zijun with his backhand and leaned his head on his chest. He lowered his head and kissed her.

"Brother Zijun, are you really great or pretending to be a saint? Do you really don't mind that I'm pregnant with Li Haonan's child?"

"I'm not great either, nor am I pretending to be a saint, I feel sorry for you. I won't think about which man this child is. I only know that he is the child you gave birth to, which is enough. Xiaobei, I don't want you to regret it in the future, nor do I want you to be hurt by this matter!"

Gu Xiaobei hid his face in He Zijun's arms sadly, "Brother Zijun, I have thought about it. I can't take this child. Even if I am born, I can't face him."

He Zijun heard the choking and confusion in Gu Xiaobei's voice, lowered his head and rubbed the hair on the top of her head with his jaw, "Okay, Xiaobei, whatever you want, I will follow you, as long as you are not sad."

Gu Xiaobei just hugged He Zijun and didn't dare to speak, for fear that when he moved a little, the tears in his eyes would all flow out.

He Zijun hugged her tightly, her face pressed against his chest, listening to his heartbeat made her feel at ease and a little uneasy.

"Xiaobei." His voice seemed to come out of his chest, in a urn.

"Um?"

She was sticking to his arms, very warm and quiet.

"I love you, remember, no matter what happens, I will love you forever."

They were sleeping in each other like many days in the past, with a very close sleeping position, like two children, who were laid on his arms and nestled in his arms.

Gu Xiaobei lay in He Zijun's arms and had a lively dream. The dream was filled with flowers, as if he was back to the town, with people beating drums and drums everywhere, wearing bright clothes, twisting and dancing in the streets and alleys.

A team of marriage came from afar, the bride and groom were wearing beautiful red wedding uniforms, and the sound of firecrackers...

When Gu Xiaobei woke up, he thought about everything in his dream, and had a slight premonition. Grandma always loved it when she was alive. If she dreamed of these festive and lively things, most of the bad things would happen.

When she came out of the bathroom, she heard He Zijun talking on the phone in her room. Although the voice was low, she could still hear his anxiety and anger.

After a while, He Zijun came out of the house, put on his clothes for going out, and kissed her on the face, "Xiaobei, if there is something in the company, I have to go there immediately. I have breakfast ready. Don't run around or make any decisions by yourself. No matter what happens, you have to wait for me to come back, do you know?"

Gu Xiaobei nodded in confusion.

"Also, if you are in poor health now, don't watch TV and computers anymore. Just read books when you are free!" He Zijun walked to the door and was still reminding him.

Gu Xiaobei was not funny when he saw He Zijun close the door and leave. She didn't want this child, so what if she watches TV and computers? But because she was in a mess, she was really not interested in watching TV and playing computers. She casually found two books and lying on the imperial concubine's couch in front of the window to read.

*******

Because of business matters, Li Haonan has gone abroad these days and brought Xian Zhiming, Ruan Wenzheng and others to Cameroon. He didn't like the pilaf here, and looked at the two glasses of water on the table, but he just didn't move.

He was already in a depressed mood these days, and at this moment he looked at the cup of hand washing water on the table, as if he had a grudge.
Chapter completed!