Chapter 2 I'll wait for you to go home
Gu Xiaobei looked at He Zijun before he could speak, Shi Lei behind He Zijun had already striding between them and said in a low voice: "Zijun, are you crazy? Li Haonan's ruthlessness in his methods is as famous as his shrewdness and wisdom. He will not keep any affection to anyone when necessary. If you hinder him, he will not care who you are!"
Everyone here knows that Gu Xiaobei is Li Haonan's person, and since Li Haonan intends to leave Gu Xiaobei alone and embarrass Gu Xiaobei, there is naturally his reason. He cannot let He Zijun hinder Li Haonan's affairs, and no one can afford the consequences of angering Li Haonan.
"I don't care! I can't look at her..." He Zijun looked at Shi Lei stubbornly.
Gu Xiaobei instantly saw the situation in front of her. She suddenly became extremely awake. No matter how embarrassed or bitter she felt, it was not as important as He Zijun's safety.
She secretly and repeated hard in her heart: Gu Xiaobei, Gu Xiaobei, you have tried your best. You have been humiliated for a night. You have endured it for a night. You can't lose all your efforts. You are more determined. You must not cry, and you must not implicate Brother Zijun.
She knew that Li Haonan was still here and let everyone humiliate her. She just didn't even have the qualifications to hide, because wherever Li Haonan asked her to be, she had to be.
However, for He Zijun, she would do whatever she could even be punished by Li Haonan.
Gu Xiaobei tried hard to open his eyes wide, knowing that if he stood here and cried, the trouble would be great. Li Hao and Nan African would have to strangle him to death, and He Zijun would not let her cry and ignore him.
She nodded politely to He Zijun, pretending to walk to the bathroom, and then quickly walked towards the garden behind through the brightly lit corridor.
The garden behind the house does not have the noise of singing and dancing in the hall. The bright and icy moon pours down. The orange-white flowers clusters lean on each other in the moonlight. The fresh fragrance is like mercury, and it is soaked in every pore of a person. Along the green lake, the reflection in the lake is also flowing with waves. The music fountain changes shape with the sound effect, and everything is touched by the moonlight, as if it is covered with a layer of gauze, which is very moving under the night.
Gu Xiaobei stood under the shadow of the tree, biting his lips tightly to prevent tears from flowing out. Facing Li Haonan's all kinds of difficulties and humiliation, she could always be strong and always pretend to be strong. But when she saw her only relative appearing in front of her, she tried her best to protect herself regardless of everything, but she felt wronged and sad and could not be suppressed.
The tiny footsteps came from far away. Listening to the familiar footsteps, her heart pounded. After a while, He Zijun walked out of the path between the flowers.
Standing under the dark street lights, He Zijun smiled at her, and his black eyes, which were as beautiful as water, fell into the silver light of the moon, extremely handsome and charming.
Looking at the face in front of him that had been missing for a long time but was familiar to the bottom of his heart, Gu Xiaobei felt even more sore, as if he was scratched by something sharp, and the pain was unstoppable.
"Xiaobei!" He Zijun reached out to her. She retreated in panic, stepped on the air and fell to the ground.
He Zijun made a neat move, as if he had done it thousands of times, skillfully hugged her in his arms, and his heavy and sad voice sounded on his head: "In those years when you once loved me, I was the happiest person in the world, but those days have become a thing of the past, and I can't keep it."
Gu Xiaobei looked up at the unspeakable pain written on him, and endured the bitterness and grievances that had been a night could no longer hold back.
If a person has no heart to be sad and no one can rely on, then no matter how great the grievance is, it is not a grievance, no matter how great the suffering is, it is not a suffering. If you can bear it, and pretend to be strong, you can face everything alone.
But when she had someone to rely on, shoulders to rely on, and people to feel sorry for her, then even if she was just a little grievance, she felt wronged, especially in this case, when He Zijun came to her side desperately, it stimulated her tear glands, and tears suddenly all burst out.
Gu Xiaobei suddenly felt very wronged, very tired, and very painful.
Many of the feelings that were deliberately hidden were particularly obvious at this moment, which made her heart thrust and her nose even more sore, which was the feeling of being loved by others!
But why does it hurt so much!
He Zijun's throat seemed to be blocked. Gu Xiaobei just hugged his waist hard and threw himself into his arms regardless of the situation. His face was covered with tears, and his cold skin penetrated, soaking deep into his chest.
She cried in silence, and she was heartbroken. Without looking, he knew that she was as wronged as before, biting her lip and holding back her voice. Tears smacked in her eyes several times and rolled in a string.
"Xiaobei, why are you lying to me? You are obviously not doing well, why are you lying to me?" He hugged her tightly, her trembling weakness as if the autumn wind swept through the fallen leaves made him feel distressed.
"Brother Zijun, I'm not doing well. Brother Zijun, I don't want to leave you, I'm living a life of trembling!" Tears rolled to my lips like beads, forming a shining line. Under the heavy pressure of Li Haonan's repeated killings, her reason broke the dam!
This sentence seemed to have been waiting for a lifetime, and He Zijun seemed to feel that the smell of air had changed. He felt relieved and finally felt relieved, causing the straightened nerve to break.
He could not tell Gu Xiaobei about the psychological torture he had experienced over the past few days, and it was almost destroyed by the spirit. He just hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to pour all his pity into her body. He kissed her hair and her tears. He looked at her drowned pupils, and his inner words naturally rolled out of his throat: "Xiaobei, leave him, he disrespects you, bullies you, and doesn't cherish you at all. Can you return to me?"
Gu Xiaobei was stunned after hearing He Zijun's words, and slowly turned his face away. After a while, he heard her helplessly and arduously say: "Brother Zijun, I can't go with you! I, I signed a contract with him!"
"What contract is illegal and cannot be recognized in the face of the law!"
"What should my dad do?"
He Zijun was slightly stunned. He lived with Gu Xiaobei for many years, so he naturally knew Gu Xiaobei's desire and blind love for these illusory parents. Her fanatical pursuit of her parents was enough to make anyone's scalp numb. He had never seen anyone with such a strong desire to get the attention of his parents.
Even though her parents had never appeared or even brought a word, they still couldn't stop her fantasy about them.
Because there isn't, I want to get it even more.
It can be imagined that she was ecstatic when she saw her father, and it can be imagined that she would do anything to get her father's care.
That was her innate desire and trust in this world.
Gu Xiaobei was so persistent that he cared about his father in a distorted manner that he was willing to become Li Haonan's mistress for his father!
When He Zijun thought of Gu Xiaobei's bastard father, he almost wanted to kill. But he could not show any contempt for Gu Xiaobei, because she did not allow her to treat her father as a god in her heart!
"Xiaobei, have you seen your father these days? Has he contacted you?"
Gu Xiaobei shook his head blankly. Since he became Li Haonan's lover, his father has never appeared before.
"Xiaobei, why are you so stupid! Since I met you at the last banquet, I have been asking about your situation and knowing some things about your father and Li Haonan, but I just haven't found any news about your father. Maybe he has run away now, maybe he may have been harmed by Li Haonan..."
When Gu Xiaobei heard this, his face turned pale.
He Zijun hurriedly hugged her and comforted her, "Xiaobei, I'm just guessing randomly, don't worry first. What I want to say is that you are not a saint, you can't fall in hell like this endlessly..."
"Cough!" Someone coughed lightly under the shadow of the flower that was not far away. He Zijun knew it was Shi Lei, and someone must have come.
He hurriedly took out a key from his pocket and stuffed it into Gu Xiaobei's hand, "Xiaobei, someone is here, I have to leave, otherwise Li Haonan will find out, you will be in trouble. Remember, don't bear it, when you want to leave, this house you visited last time will always be your home! Xiaobei, I'll wait for you and go home!"
After returning home, Gu Xiaobei still held the key that He Zijun gave her tightly. This was the key to home. He gave his home, where he had all his dreams, all his warmth, and the person he loved the most.
Many decisions in life are often in a blink of an eye.
Originally, Gu Xiaobei was determined to waste so much for her father and Li Haonan. After Li Haonan repeatedly threatened and bullied her, and after reunited with He Zijun, she has finally awakened now. In fact, all kinds of life are often just troubled by mediocre people. Many times, there is no need to think about it or think about it for others. Everyone naturally has their own disasters, and she really doesn't need to be a saint.
She has faith in love, not to obey other people's needs like a lowly livestock. A desolate smile appeared on the corner of her lips.
Since she was with Li Haonan, she has always felt that love and desire are disgusting, but she met He Zijun again, he still loved him, and he still wanted himself. His warmth awakened her, and the happiness that slowly became illusory in her memory was poked again, like a person who was about to suffocate suddenly breathed fresh air. She remembered that the beauty of love had once been, was so sweet and pure, and with the person she truly loved, even if she just held hands, she would be excited and happy in her heart and be filled with joy. Instead of that disgusting love and desire.
Now He Zijun gave her a way out and a home. As long as she thought, the home was there, she didn't have to endure humiliation or live a life of silence. As long as there was a home there and her home was there, there would always be a warm light waiting for her.
No matter when, no matter where, no matter where, no matter where she is, she knew that He Zijun would wait for her at home.
Gu Xiaobei held the key in his hand and kept crying.
Chapter completed!