Li Haonan didn't know what was going on with him. He was obviously not a pervert, and it was normal to treat other women, but when he arrived in front of Gu Xiaobei, he seemed to be a few steps away from the pervert, and sometimes even more perverted than the pervert.

He enjoyed the wonderful climax that Gu Xiaobei brought him again and again, devoted himself to the impeccable passion, and did not notice at all. Under his strong movements, his big eyes that endured and with tears were staring at him with grievance and resentment.

Gu Xiaobei slowly closed her eyes. She no longer dared to ask about that question because she loved him...

The next day was a rainy day. Before Gu Xiaobei could get up, she heard Li Haonan's cell phone buzzing. She closed her eyes, but her brain suddenly woke up. She felt the bed beside her sink slightly. Li Haonan quickly got up and took the phone out.

When Li Haonan came back, Gu Xiaobei was sitting on the bed in a daze, looking at her neck and a large strawberry garden that he had forcibly planted on her chest. He was in a good mood and lowered his head and kissed her face, "Little baby, why are you stupid?"

Gu Xiaobei turned around and hugged Li Haonan's waist. Because she was a little afraid of the hideous wolf head on his chest, she rubbed the skin on his chest back and forth with the back of her head. "Haonan, it has been raining here recently, and the weather has always been gloomy. I feel bored. Why don't we take our children abroad for the New Year!" Li Haonan asked this request a few days ago, but Gu Xiaobei is no longer sure. At the moment when Anya was just pregnant, could he leave Anya and take her and her son abroad for the New Year.

Looking at Gu Xiaobei who was snuggling in his arms, Li Haonan really wanted to agree without hesitation, but then he thought of Anya and Ruan Wenzheng. He sighed in his heart and rubbed Gu Xiaobei's hair with his hands, "Good Nannan, I have been sick for so long. There are a lot of things waiting for me to deal with in the company. I can't leave for the time being. Will it be fine in a few days? I will be with you wherever you want to go!"

"Okay." There was a place called Xin on Gu Xiaobei's chest and it made a chill.

After the two of them had breakfast, the rain outside became heavier and there was no intention of stopping. Gu Xiaobei pulled Li Haonan and begged softly, saying, "Dad, it's raining outside, so I can't go anywhere. Why don't we watch the CDs at home, or I'll play chess with you!"

Li Haonan looked at the scenery outside the window and was hazy in the water vapor. The raindrops continued to fall on the carved railings outside the house. He felt tens of millions of unwilling to go out and wanted to stay at home and accompany him to his rare gentle little wife. However, Ruan Zhiming's panicked voice on the phone made him unable to leave the two enemies alone. He gently comforted Gu Xiaobei, "Baby, it's not possible today. There is really something in the company. I promise you that I will come back early to accompany you."

Gu Xiaobei was not good at performing. She was a little disappointed after so long of disguises. She turned her head and saw Xiao Liyi running out, pretending to hug the child, turned around and ran away, forcing herself to laugh out loud: "You go to the company, I will stay at home with my son."

Li Haonan watched the mother and son chasing and playing in the room, and the corners of his mouth slowly raised, showing a clear and sincere smile.

Seeing Li Haonan's car leaving the villa, Gu Xiaobei put on his coat and went out to attract a driver from his own house. He also followed him out by car. She knew that Anya lived in the villa community. She pretended to go to the shopping mall there to buy things, and asked the driver to take a walk. Outside the community where Anya lived, through the hollow iron gate, she clearly saw the arrogant and dazzling black cars parked inside.

Li Haonan is indeed lying to himself!

Gu Xiaobei's chest seemed to be hit hard by something, and the pain felt so painful that she began to shivering. All she wanted was a stable and peaceful marriage. She didn't want to fight wits and courage with Li Haonan every day, nor did she want to fight with any woman, nor would she want to deliberately take her son to compete with another woman for Li Haonan's huge property in the future.

Gu Xiaobei pretended to go to the shopping mall near Anya's house and sat by the window of the coffee house. Looking at the silent heavy rain outside the window, she found that her palms were covered with cold sweat. She kept thinking, constantly thinking, she knew that she could not express too much displeasure and resentment now. Anya and Li Haonan were together during the divorce between her and Li Haonan. Their children were reasonable. She had no position to interfere with and resist. However, Anya saved Li Yi's life... One thousand ten thousand reasons were piled up to one cannot!

She felt her mind was messy, and intuition, she felt that her current state was not good. She knew that she had had mental illness, had been forced to hypnosis, had depression, and knew that her mental resistance to stress was poor.

I don’t know if it was because the weather was too cold outside or if my heart was colder, Gu Xiaobei walked out of the mall with a trembling to carry the toy he bought for Li Yi. She asked the driver to drive home as soon as possible.

After arriving at home, she forced herself to die, ran upstairs a few steps, and searched through the boxes and cabinets to find the anti-depressant medicine prescribed by the doctor when she was abroad. This medicine was prescribed by Wu Mo at the beginning, which had a stimulating effect of people's nerves. She had taken it secretly when she first returned to China. She knew that this medicine was extremely harmful to people's bodies, so she had never used it when she was in such a bad mood in City B.

She got a cup of warm water and hurriedly brought the medicine into her mouth. She could not use her body to drag Li Haonan down, nor could she make things difficult for Li Haonan because of her depression. The child was innocent. Even if the child was not his, she was still Li Haonan's child. Thinking of Li Haonan looking at him with anticipation, begging to say that he wanted a little daughter...

The rain was still dripping outside the window, and the moisture was everywhere. Gu Xiaobei smiled miserably. Li Haonan would like this child, whether it was a man or a woman!

After taking the medicine, Gu Xiaobei fell on the bed without taking off his clothes. She felt so sad. In fact, she hated Li Haonan, An Ya, and even more hated herself. But what was Li Haonan wrong? What was Anya wrong? What was her fault?

Gradually, the medicine came up, and she felt that her emotions were much calmer. She went downstairs to see that Li Haonan had not come back. The servant came to ask her to have a meal. The six exquisite dishes were all what she liked to eat, but she just took a few simple bites of the meal. In addition to being in a bad mood, this lack of appetite was also one of the side effects of antidepressants.

After lunch, Li Yi went to bed. Gu Xiaobei sat in the empty room for a while. She asked the driver to drive her to the hospital.

Gu Qingbei's ward was quiet. Gu Xiaobei leaned into her head and saw that her sister was asleep. The nurse was also lying on the table beside her, taking a nap. She walked in quietly, stood by the bed, looking at Gu Qingbei who had already lost her appearance. She used to be like a flowery face, but now she only had long and long fan-like eyelashes that were covered.

She slowly sat on the chair along Gu Qingbei's bed, carefully stroked her sister's skinny hands, and tears slowly flowed down. In fact, in some sense, her sister was a more pitiful person than her. In this half of her life, she tried her best to give everything she had never received sincere treatment from others.

Gu Xiaobei lay beside Gu Qingbei's bed. She made up her mind that she still had to make matching styles. If Li Haonan couldn't find a suitable kidney source, she would give her kidney to her.

After leaving the hospital, Gu Xiaobei called Li Haonan and asked him if he wanted to have dinner together. The phone was so noisy. It seemed that Li Haonan was in **, and he said he couldn't eat together. Some friends were all from the road because he was discharged from the hospital and invited him to dinner.

Gu Xiaobei was originally full of grievances and grievances, and when he heard Li Haonan's words, he felt even more disappointed and sad. She wanted to go out to play with Chen Shuang, but maybe it was a rainy day that the cold wind blew, and her head hurt a little, so she chose to go home to sleep.

When she slept until midnight, she felt that Li Haonan was back in a daze. As soon as she entered the house, she vaguely heard his cell phone ringing again. Li Haonan went out again. She lay on the bed and hesitated for a while, got up and walked towards the door.

The long-haired carpet on the ground fell silently. Li Haonan could be seen standing in the halo of the corridor between the half-open door. Perhaps because of drinking, his face was gone without the shrewdness and indifference of the past, his expression was very gentle, and there was a little smile on the corner of his mouth. He whispered: "It's okay, don't make a fuss... It's okay if you don't eat now, Xiaobei always vomited at that time... Let's do this, I'll go there tomorrow morning, we have to go to the hospital for a check-up..."

What kind of depression does Gu Xiaobei need to suppress his desire to go out and take off his cell phone, fall down arrogantly, or snatch the phone directly and scold Anya on the opposite side!

No! She can't! She stood there and listened blankly for a while, then turned around and walked back, lying on the bed with her eyes wide open. Could she have been like this for the rest of her life? Share a husband with other women and let other children share Li Haonan's fatherly love equally with Li Yi.

After a while, Li Haonan walked in again, took a shower, and then carefully lay down beside her. Gu Xiaobei lay with his back to him, but he didn't care. He hugged him like a pillow, and soon fell asleep.

Gu Xiaobei looked out the window with his eyes wide open, for a long time... She closed her eyes and a tear slid down the corners of her eyes.

The next morning, Gu Xiaobei saw Li Haonan rushing out, and she also left the house. Li Haonan was busy these two days and had no time to care about her. She went to another big hospital in the city, bought a bouquet of flowers at the door, pretending to visit the patient, and shook away the two bodyguards who followed her far away, and went inside to have the most comprehensive kidney examination.
Chapter completed!