Chapter 33: Life and Death Don't Know
Li Haonan on the screen was wearing a dark suit, with a straight figure, smiling face, and his eyebrows were slightly raised. Gu Xiaobei knew that he was in a very good mood in this way, and he was snuggling with beautiful flowers beside him, so how could he be in a bad mood!
Unexpectedly, the person he cared about day and night appeared in front of her in this form. He was not only safe, but also newlywed! He stood with Anya, so harmonious and happy, and the expression unique to those who were intoxicated with enjoying a love life.
She is such a fool, she is so innocent that she is worried about him and can't sleep or eat!
Gu Xiaobei seemed to be pierced by thousands of arrows, and she couldn't help but tremble for a moment. Her body was in severe pain, and her palms were sweating, and her eyes gradually felt warm. Li Haonan and Anya, such a happy picture, a family of three, traveling sweetly!
And myself! I should be like this, life and death are unknown, I should be like this, enduring humiliation and living in silence, and I should disappear silently!
Li Haonan, he was so cruel. Yes, he was so cruel, so resolute, so ruthless, and so cruel. He forgot himself in this cruelest way!
In a trance, Li Haonan and Anya on the big screen have been replaced by the next news. Wu Mo shouted anxiously, "Gu Xiaobei, Gu Xiaobei, are you okay!"
Gu Xiaobei finally found a little of her remaining consciousness, and the blood in her body seemed to have been drained, and she staggered forward. She finally knew that she could never look back in her life.
Wu Mo helped her into the car and took her back to the mansion. She didn't realize all this, just sat without saying a word, immersed in her own world.
Li Haonan and Anya kept snuggling together, like a wedding photo that was widely advertised. Wu Mo beside her was calling her name over and over again, but she only felt that his voice was erratic and her thinking was distracted. She could not organize his words into any clear meaning, and of course she had no strength to answer.
Wu Mo didn't know if he was sad for Gu Xiaobei or was frightened by her like this. He probably didn't expect Gu Xiaobei's reaction to be so strong. She just sat there shriekly, without saying anything, like an abandoned orphan, lonely life, sad wind and rain, no direction, no companion, and no way back...
His heart also hurt even more, and it hurts hard!
Gu Xiaobei suddenly turned his head and looked at Wu Mo. His eyes were empty and he moved his lips, "He is married to Anya, right?" These words rolled in her heart all the way, like a sharp double-sided blade. Every time he rolled over, he cut off a piece of flesh from his heart, so cruel, so fast, merciless, fuzzy, and extremely painful.
Wu Mo didn't say anything for a long time. Gu Xiaobei looked at his hesitant appearance, as if trying to endure something. Finally, he said: "Yes, Li Haonan and Anya are married."
Gu Xiaobei held his breath and felt a pain in his heart. He turned to look out the window and said blankly: "Please go out first and let me stay alone for a while, okay?"
Wu Mo looked at her with concern, but for a moment, he nodded and left Gu Xiaobei's room. Not far away, he suddenly heard the heart-wrenching cry from Gu Xiaobei's room.
Li Haonan really got married to Anya. She found that she was no longer the arrogant little girl in his arms. He would never protect her without principles and bottom line. He would never have him in her world, and he would never take care of her uncle's whereabouts!
Gu Xiaobei's tears fell down. If she had a future when she divorced, she could still be strong when she saw Anya and Li Haonan together. She told herself that she could straighten her back and hold on, but what about now?
Now she is just a down-and-out woman who may be insulted at any time. She has too many unbearable experiences and difficult to fly freely. The warmth and sweetness in her memory, and the love and pain that have passed will never return.
What should she do if she can’t see hope in front and the way she came from behind?
Wu Mo leaned against the door frame, looked at the door of Gu Xiaobei's bedroom, and listened to the extremely desolate crying in the room. In an instant, he seemed to have lost all his strength and looked at the closed door with great distress.
He didn't want to watch Gu Xiaobei cry, and he didn't want to see her crying so much for Li Haonan. But he knew that for Gu Xiaobei now, tears were something that must be discharged, just like the rotten meat after scalding. If it was not cleaned up, it would be stuffed under the seemingly good skin, and it would slowly corrode and invade it.
Since Gu Xiaobei saw the photos of Li Haonan and Anya together, she has been holding on, with an abnormal strength. If she had been so sad, she would never let go. Only by crying happily can she dispel the depression in her heart, even if the crying sounds are so desolate!
That night, Gu Xiaobei seemed to have dried up all the tears of her life. The last time she cried like this seemed to be because Li Haonan, Li Haonan and Anya got married. She had only such an idea in her heart. She was completely desperate about life. Her chest pain made her unable to breathe, and she could only curl up and tremble uncontrollably.
She had been deceiving herself, thinking that Li Haonan always loved her. As long as she persisted, he would rescue her from here like a god of war, and then they and his wife would reconcile and live a sweet and happy life.
But now, nothing happened in the fairy tale. Li Haonan and Anya got married. The scene of their happiness and dependence on each other was like a flash of lightning. It returned to Gu Xiaobei's mind again. It was clear, dazzling, unavoidable, and there was no room for luck, leaving her with no room for self-deception.
The handsome and gloomy Li Haonan, who spoiled her and loved her, has married someone else!
Wu Mo heard Gu Xiaobei's voice from crying loudly to his throat becoming hoarse. His hand holding the lighter tightened and tightened until it was almost bleeding from the sharp edge. He closed his eyes and was a little confused. Didn't he want to get her at all costs? How could he feel more distressed when he heard her crying like this!
....
Because the dynasty empire promptly sent out the news, a crisis that was surging was temporarily alleviated.
Wen Yimo had some weird ideas. He did not deliberately explain to the public that Li Haonan vomited blood and was sick. Instead, he arranged for a person with a height, momentum, and appearance to Li Haonan, holding Xiao Liyi and going to the airport with Anya. He accidentally revealed that they were going abroad for a honeymoon. Then, under the suspicion of many people, he seemed extremely helpless to announce the news of Li Haonan and Anya's marriage and photos of their marriage.
No one can compete with Li Haonan's prestige and place. When everyone saw that Li Haonan was not sick at all, and he was married happily, they immediately changed their minds. Those who sold their stocks did not sell, and those who checked out did not retreat. Even the government quietly removed the inspectors. You must know that no one dared to provoke Li Haonan easily!
The situation was temporarily under control. Li Haonan, who had been in a coma for four consecutive days, woke up a little more on the fifth day. Everyone was relieved of his thrilling illness when he looked at his thin, but still handsome face.
Li Haonan, who has excellent physical fitness, was still depressed even after waking up. After the doctor gave him a detailed examination, he was allowed to eat something. In fact, he couldn't eat anything. However, looking at the soup and rice carefully prepared by his brothers who were worried about him, Sister An Yahong and others, he still barely ate a little bit of it. The feeling of fulfilling in his stomach made him feel that he was still in the world, and Gu Xiaobei could no longer taste such a fireworks!
Li Haonan, who was spoiled by a woman, always had a domineering relationship with Guan You. He always thought that no matter how quarrel or how much he made a fuss, he could not make a big fuss!
But Gu Xiaobei really had an accident. Li Haonan could not withstand such an unexpected blow. It was easy to break even if he had never been caught off guard. He was so sad that he vomited blood in his mouth and almost went to a dead end.
Everyone walked into Li Haonan's ward and did not dare to tell him the company's situation immediately. Everyone looked at Li Haonan with red eyes and said excited words as if they had survived the disaster.
Li Haonan was just silent, his cold and cold face showed a hard outline. He looked out of the window with his narrow and long black eyes indifferently, allowing the pain to sweep clearly into his limbs and bones again, and recalling everything about Gu Xiaobei over and over again in his mind.
Anya looked at Li Haonan with a steady state. He lost weight and his facial features looked even more profound and handsome, but he was so haggard. The fact that Gu Xiaobei was not here instantly defeated this mountain-like resolute and cold man to such an extent. His heart and his feelings were always given to Gu Xiaobei!
Pain, unwillingness, and jealousy were rolling around when her heartache was over!
Li Haonan's stomach still had a faint pain, but he was still sitting on the head of the bed, motionless. Suddenly, a camera flashed through his mind, and his heart suddenly jumped, and then he frowned invisibly, "Yi Mo, where is the body now?" Because he had not spoken for many days, his voice was hoarse and difficult.
Anya hurriedly handed him a glass of honey water, which not only nourishes his stomach and quenches his thirst.
"I'm still parked in the ice coffin of the funeral home. You've been sick these days and the company is busy. I haven't been there yet..." Wen Yimo thought Li Haonan was blaming him for neglecting Gu Xiaobei's body, and explained in embarrassment.
In fact, he was not worried about Li Haonan's illness, but because he was anxious about Li Haonan's illness. He thought that if it weren't for Gu Xiaobei, Li Haonan wouldn't have swayed at the gate of the Ghost, so he took the angrily corpse and deliberately ignored her.
"I'm going to see it now!" Li Haonan lifted the quilt and got up and was about to get out of bed.
Chapter completed!