Chapter 36 He is like this**
Li Haonan felt that he must be crazy. In order to see Gu Xiaobei every day, he let go of everything in the company and existed like a thief in his home, just to be able to peek at her from afar, look at her quiet figure, and look at her happy smile. This behavior is ridiculous and ridiculous and does not conform to his style of conduct. However, even though he is rational and clear, he is still powerless to stop himself from waiting here every day and night like a kind of infatuated person.
Just to look at the smile like a flower from afar, he was willing to let his madness go.
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At night, Gu Xiaobei was lying on the big bed to count the time. He had been here for four days. In another two days, He Zijun would get married. Why didn’t Li Haonan move yet? At least they should prepare the dress they wore when attending the wedding!
Why was Li Haonan so busy all of a sudden? In the past, when he saw his son, he would try his best to rush back. He didn't seem to hear the sound of the car coming back these days, and he didn't see Xian Zhiming, Ruan Wenzheng and others at home. Could it be that Li Haonan has a woman outside?
Thinking of this, Gu Xiaobei suddenly sat up. She no longer wanted to fall asleep. She felt inexplicably panic, depressed and irritable, so she simply stopped sleeping.
She has lived with Li Haonan for a few years and knows Li Haonan's charm. The women who like him include big stars, wealthy Shuyuan, flight attendants, and famous hosts. They are all as beautiful as flowers, understanding, charming and gentle as ever. Even if he wants to find a top-notch woman, it will be a matter of minutes!
The sudden idea brought Gu Xiaobei's soul more shocking than expected. She now wanted to go downstairs to find something to drink or eat, which was shocking.
Li Haonan's house is too big, with a scattered floor upstairs and downstairs in the middle. He deliberately hides and has servants to cover him up, so Gu Xiaobei really doesn't know that Li Haonan has been at home all the time these days.
It was already midnight, and the entire second floor was silent. The wall lights in the corridor were lit from a distance, shining on the potted green plants.
Gu Xiaobei walked to the stairs and looked up accidentally. He found that the study door next to the master bedroom was closed, and a dizzy yellow light flowed out from the narrow crack of the door, like a golden stream flowing silently on the white carpet.
Is it Li Haonan? It must be him. This second-floor outsider must not come up. Even the servants are only allowed to clean up and take care of Li Yi.
It turned out that Li Haonan was at home and didn’t go out to do anything!
Gu Xiaobei felt a little ecstatic and almost trotted to the entrance of the study. Fortunately, since she had a child, Li Haonan was afraid of hurting the child, so he laid luxurious thick and soft carpets in all parts of the house, and the long white fluff almost exceeded her ankles, so she could come to the entrance of the study without any noise.
When she arrived at the entrance of the study, Gu Xiaobei became numb. She slowed down and bent down, looking inside through the narrow gap. She saw Li Haonan sitting on the sofa chair with his back facing away from him, looking at the computer screen in front of her motionless, and concentrating.
Gu Xiaobei also looked at the screen with Li Haonan's eyes. When he saw that he was stunned, he saw that he was himself on the entire screen, all kinds of himself appeared in slideshows, some before and after marriage, and all the self on the screen had vivid expressions, some were giggling, some were angry, some were frowning and angry, and even cried sadly...
Such vulgar playbacks really made Gu Xiaobei, the person involved, unable to stand it, but she saw Li Haonan with her own eyes looking at these photos of her with relish and tireless pleasure, and felt an indescribable feeling in her heart.
Finally, Li Haonan finally moved, frozen the picture on a full body image of her taking on the beach. She looked really attractive in a bikini, and her whole person was enlarged to fill the screen. Li Haonan stared at this photo for a long time, and finally moved the computer screen closer, flipping his hands and lips around her whole body, doing all the movements of men on the screen, from her forehead to her lips, down...
Then, Gu Xiaobei saw the sofa chair where Li Haonan was sitting trembling violently, and Li Haonan's forbearing and ambiguous panting immediately came.
Li Haonan's movements ironed her slender nerves, and the ambiguous voice made people tremble. He actually used this method*!
Gu Xiaobei felt her face suddenly become hot and her brain was completely blank. She was a person who had experienced it, so she naturally knew what Li Haonan was doing. At this time, she could no longer watch it. She turned around, left carefully, and tiptoed back to her room.
She ran back to the room with a face comparable to that of tomatoes, threw herself into the quilt like diving, and then covered her head with a little panic, trying to calm herself down with the function of dark facial features.
Li Haonan likes her, loves her, and spoils her, she knows that Li Haonan, who is as powerful as an omnipotent god, would do such a shameful thing - to relieve his desire with her photos!
The secret she accidentally peeped at made her feel embarrassed, helpless and funny!
The next day, Gu Xiaobei deliberately got up later than every day. After careful looking upstairs and downstairs, she found that Li Haonan was not at home. She felt a little embarrassed and relaxed. She sat in the living room listening to music as usual. With the sound of the music, the rich fragrance of milk tea, looking at her lively and intelligent son in front of her, it seemed that such a leisurely life was coming to an end!
If she had not recovered her memory, she would still be a happy little woman sleeping in Li Haonan's arms, feeling Li Haonan's deep love here inch by inch; if she had not recovered her memory, Li Haonan was still her omnipotent guardian saint, the man she cared about and needed the most in this world.
However, now she has recovered her memory. Even though she knows clearly that she loves Li Haonan, she still minds everything he has done.
No matter how he used love as an excuse, he could not control everything about her so naturally; just because he wanted to lock her tightly beside him, he would tamper with her memories regardless of her feelings! He had arranged her future for her for the rest of her life!
No matter how bad she is, she is still a person. She is a person with dignity and intentionality. No one can force her to rape her will and outlook on life!
How could she bear such a domineering and fierce man?
Because of the past, they are destined to have a different ending!
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Chapter completed!