Chapter 22 The Nightmare Waking Up
Wu Chuang looked at Gu Xiaobei in a daze. In fact, she was really beautiful. Even if she had no chance at this time, her pale face reflected the snow-white bed sheets, and she lost her soul like the petals falling after the rain. Even her thin hands seemed to be unable to withstand the dripping infusion. But her long eyelashes covered her face, like a butterfly stopping her wings to rest. She was so beautiful that she kept her breathing, afraid of flying a beautiful room of dreams.
I don’t know how long I sat in my heart with a blank space. I was exhausted and finally fell asleep by the bed of Gu Xiaobei.
Gu Xiaobei seemed to have a very distant dream. In the dream, she returned to her hometown. She followed He Zijun and ran in the orchard on the mountain. The wind passed by her ears. The lush leaves blocked the sun's light. He Zijun ran in front, laughing with a flying heart, "Xiaobei, you can't catch up with me!"
"Wait for me, brother Zijun, wait for me!"
"Xiaobei, you can't catch up with me! You can't catch up with me!" With the long tail sound, He Zijun's face blurred in the lingering sound. Gu Xiaobei was extremely frightened and subconsciously chased after him desperately, running and running, until he was exhausted, but he was like a foot falling into the abyss. She shouted, she burst into tears, and was in pain, but she could never find He Zijun again, she could not find the sunshine, until she was thirsty, and she still struggled in vain and despair...
"Shui...water..." Wu Chuang, who was alert, was awakened by the subtle slight cry and immediately raised his head.
It turned out that Gu Xiaobei woke up!
"You are finally awake!" He had always been calm and self-controlled, and he actually felt a little excited when he listened to his voice!
Gu Xiaobei felt dry mouth and barely opened her eyes. The darkness that had been too long made her unable to adapt to the sudden light. The white light, the white walls, the white bed sheets, and the smell of disinfectant in her nose. She was in the hospital.
Some memories revived in an instant, and the scenes that could not bear the humiliation, everything that could not bear, seemed to be breathless. She wanted to die because her life was all about despair.
She would rather die than live again. She would rather die than live again. She would rather die after being subjected to this endless humiliation and trampling.
But I am still alive.
Special guard Yu Min brought water to Gu Xiaobei. Gu Xiaobei took her hand and drank half a glass of water, licked her dry lips, looked at Wu Chuang beside her, and said in a hoarse voice: "You sent me to the hospital again?"
Wu Chuang nodded.
"What are you doing to save me? I'm annoying like this, it's best to die!" Gu Xiaobei said in an almost resentful and cruel tone.
When Wu Chuang heard her words, he frowned slightly, and his black pupils were like stars in the sky, clear and bright.
Gu Xiaobei suddenly felt that she was too pretentious. She was playing something in front of Wu Chuang and laughed dryly, "Yes, I'm sorry... I shouldn't have talked to you like this, thank you for saving me!" Because she lost too much blood and was still very weak, she said these words and was already breathing a little.
"You should rest!" Wu Chuang signaled to Yu Min, "Go and buy some porridge for Miss Gu!"
"Okay." Yu Min agreed with a smile, and when he looked at Wu Chuang, his face turned slightly red.
Gu Xiaobei watched Yu Min and Wu Chuang go out one after another, burying their faces in the pillow, and the tears in her eyes finally couldn't help but slip quietly. She was already thinking of dying, but the god of death did not favor her, and even it gave up on her.
She couldn't even die! Her last struggle was only cruelly pressed by fate again, and she sank into the boundless cold abyss again, unable to breathe or move, and there was a biting cold around her, and the endless cold surged up, flooding her.
You can't die, and you still live. This is the evidence that God is playing with you-no matter how difficult it is, you have a reason to survive!
She felt that all this was like a nightmare, and everything in the dream became hideous and terrifying. When she had nightmares in the past, she always told herself that this was a dream, and she woke up immediately. Then she could wake up, breathe a sigh of relief, turn over and continue to sleep.
But her nightmare today will never end, and she clearly knows the fact that she will never wake up no matter what.
In the next few days, Wu Chuang stayed in the hospital. Gu Xiaobei felt embarrassed to bother him like this and said apologetically: "You go back and rest, just have special care here."
Wu Chuang just smiled and didn't leave.
Gu Xiaobei gradually discovered that her single ward was bustling, and several young nurses came in every once in a while, asking about her well-being, and were extremely positive and enthusiastic.
Whenever this happened, she would subconsciously turn her face to look at Wu Chuang sitting on the sofa. Her wheat-colored skin reflected the sunlight outside the window and showed a healthy look. Her slender eyebrows stretched out like a distant mountain. Her occasionally trembling eyelashes slid across the water like birds, and her straight nose set off the firmness of her entire face.
Wu Chuang always kept his head up and lowered his eyebrows and played with the phone in his hand, as if those hot and shy eyes had nothing to do with him.
She thought to herself that this man's concentration is really good!
Gu Xiaobei's ward is an independent room. It is also considered a high-level ward with the light of Li Haonan. Because the terrain is high, you can stand at the window and watch the wind and water rise quietly.
When Wu Chuang entered the house, he saw Gu Xiaobei standing alone in front of the window, his paintings frowning tightly, and Yingying's tears were overwhelmed on her eyelashes. Looking at her, she felt so sad.
After she woke up this time, she obviously changed, depressed and lonely, and she no longer had the spirit of becoming more and more courageous and vibrant optimism of the past.
After all, she is just an eighteen-year-old girl.
This time Gu Xiaobei was hospitalized, Li Haonan still had never visited her. He called Li Haonan after Gu Xiaobei woke up, but he just couldn't hear any emotion there and said "um".
Wu Chuang was really in trouble. He didn't know whether Li Haonan's attitude should keep Gu Xiaobei or let her go?
It was not until he received a call from Li Haonan today asking him to arrange for Gu Xiaobei to be discharged from the hospital and go home that he realized that this little girl’s hard life was still there!
Hearing two knocks outside the door, Gu Xiaobei and Wu Chuang did not look back, thinking that it was Yu Min, the special guard who went out, who had returned.
"Gu Qingbei!" A crisp call made them turn around at the same time.
"Chen Shuang!" Gu Xiaobei rushed towards Chen Shuang overjoyed, as if a lost child had finally seen his relatives.
Because of this severe blood loss, Gu Xiaobei lost weight so much that he was disfigured. On his small face as big as a palm, there were only a pair of big black eyes as dark as a dot. At this time, his eyes were big and empty. Looking at Chen Shuang, he almost didn't even have the same charm as before.
Chen Shuang felt sad, and she couldn't bear it. She stretched out her arms and hugged her tightly: "Silly, I'm here!"
Gu Xiaobei dared not answer, for fear that tears would overflow with a slight movement.
Wu Chuang naturally recognized Chen Jiaqiang's precious daughter, but he didn't know whether he should leave her here.
But when he looked at Gu Xiaobei's arrival, his eyes were as smiling as a crescent moon. He hadn't seen Gu Xiaobei like this for a long time. Now, he finally saw it again, and he felt relieved.
Let Chen Shuang stay. Now, there are so few things that can bring happiness to this poor girl!
When Gu Xiaobei saw Wu Chuang calling Yu Min who had just come in, he knew that he was deliberately leaving space for himself and Chen Shuang, and smiled at him with gratitude.
Chen Shuang looked down at Gu Xiaobei's wrists wrapped in gauze, and her eyes turned red, "Why are you so stupid? What's more important than living!"
"Chen Shuang, you don't know, I, I... was forced..."
Chen Shuang looked at Gu Xiaobei, she sat against the light, with a white jade glow on her sad face, and her expression was exhausted and depressed that was not in line with her age. She couldn't help but stretched out her arm and hugged her shoulders, "Stop talking, it's all over, it's all over! Qingbei, what are your plans in the future? You said, I will find a way to help you, I will stand on the same front with you in the future, and I will do my best to help you!"
"Thank you, Xiaoshuang!" Gu Xiaobei said with gratitude and sadness: "I am already very satisfied to have friends like you now. You really don't need to do anything for me!"
Gu Xiaobei didn't want to implicate Chen Shuang because of her own affairs. Chen Shuang also saw her intentions and didn't want to talk about these heavy things. She wanted to change the topic. Suddenly, she remembered that she was following Wu Chuang just now, looking shy with a look of special guards, blinking her eyes and gossiping, "Why, that special guard is also confused by Wu Chuang!"
"What's confused!"
Chen Shuang looked at Gu Xiaobei and smiled and said, "You don't know. Wu Chuang is a hot figure in the dynasty empire. He is handsome and cool. He is neither as big and round as Xian Zhiming, Ruan Wenzheng and others, and is so fierce that he feels disgusted. He is not as gloomy as my Uncle Li, and is so cold that it is hard to get close to. He looks good and has first-class hands. I don't know how many women have secretly pursued his name!"
Gu Xiaobei nodded in agreement when he remembered his ward these days, because of the beautiful girl walking on the catwalk caused by Wu Chuang.
During these days in the hospital, Gu Xiaobei was thinking about what happened after she was discharged from the hospital every day. She thought that if such a big disturbance happened this time, her father would come to see her, but her father never showed up.
Li Haonan, also did not appear.
Gu Xiaobei knew that Wu Chuang stayed in the hospital every day and did not accompany him like his warm appearance. He was taking care of himself. But no matter what, she had to win a glimmer of hope for her life, even if it was a delusion like an ant shaking a big tree.
She had called her father secretly many times, but the other party always turned off the phone. Maybe this time, her father ruthlessly abandoned herself like she was eighteen years ago.
The sunshine slipped into the house and reflected on the calla lily bought by Wu Chuang, adding a bit of spring to the cold ward.
Chapter completed!