Chapter Fourteen: The Figure in the Nightmare
Although Gu Xiaobei felt it hurt, because he knew that Li Haonan really loved him, the joy in his heart had replaced the pain. The hoarse voice angrily said, "Dad, I'm so tired, I'm sleepy!" Then he curled his tired body into Li Haonan's hug, and Li Haonan quickly stretched his arms to hug her body as soon as possible, his mind was stirring, just holding her tightly, as if they would never separate again.
The next day, when Gu Xiaobei woke up, it was rare to see Li Haonan still beside her. She rubbed her sleepy eyes and asked strangely: "Why, don't you have to go to the company today?"
"I won't go!" Li Haonan bent down and gently kissed Gu Xiaobei's cheek and forehead, "Xiaobei, I was not good for a while ago. Even though I knew you didn't like going to the company, I forced you to go! From today on, you will never have to go to the company with me. You can go wherever you want, and I will never care about you again!"
"Ah!" Gu Xiaobei pushed Li Haonan's mouth, which was constantly committing crimes on his face with his hand, sat up, and looked at Li Haonan in disbelief. How could he be so kind today? Could it be that he was an unexpected gain after running away from home!
"I want to go shopping today."
"OK."
"I want to go to KFC today."
"OK."
"I want to go to Nancheng Bookstore today."
"OK."
"You said this, a gentleman's word!" Gu Xiaobei stood up from the bed with disheveled hair, ran into the bathroom barefoot.
Gu Xiaobei, who was full of joy, was very excited when he got into the car. It was a good thing to go wherever he wanted to go, but if Li Haonan always followed him, it would be a different matter.
She lowered her head depressedly, regretting her reckless behavior of running away from home yesterday. Based on her past experience, Li Haonan would have been looking at her with a gloomy look like she was watching a prisoner for a long time.
Gu Xiaobei looked at the street scene flying outside the car window, looked back at the owner holding his big hand, and asked again: "Don't you have to go to the company today?"
"I won't go." As a low voice sounded in my ears, a familiar breath sprayed on her face, and Li Haonan habitually kissed her face.
"Don't always touch me!" Gu Xiaobei pushed her away impatiently. Her scolding of Li Haonan caused the driver in front and Xian Zhiming to cough as if he had choked.
Li Haonan pressed the button beside him casually, and a black barrier immediately rose from the rear of the driver's seat, blocking the people in front from them. The only space behind was she and him. Li Haonan stretched out his long arms and completely hugged Gu Xiaobei in his arms, pressed it on his chest, and said in a mute voice: "Xiaobei, from now on, you are wherever I am, I will follow you wherever you go, and we will never be separated!" After that, as if I could no longer suppress it, his thin lips kissed Gu Xiaobei's lips, and his warm big hands were floating on Gu Xiaobei's back, rubbing them, as if they were about to rub her into his body.
Gu Xiaobei was a little stunned when she heard this. When she wanted to resist, Li Haonan's kiss had already made her lose her mind and sink into his domineering and fierce aura.
On the surface, Li Haonan and Gu Xiaobei spent this big and small storm. On the other hand, Li Haonan carefully observed Gu Xiaobei several times and found that she was like nothing happened. She no longer mentioned this matter and no longer explored it.
Such Gu Xiaobei made the clever and witty Li Haonan confused, and he didn't know whether the problem was solved or hidden.
In fact, Gu Xiaobei really wants to forget this matter. No matter who she was before, no matter who Li Haonan loved, his wife is now herself, his children were born by himself, and he spoiled and loved himself, these are undeniable.
She still understands this principle of being smart and being confused. She doesn't want to dig deeper into some things. If some things are really uprooted, the one who is hurt the most is not the person she loves the most - her son!
But if she doesn't want to pursue it, it doesn't mean that everything can disappear. Since she saw those photos, she began to have endless nightmares every night when it comes.
Sometimes she dreams that she is running, and she even hears her breathing in the dream. There is someone beside her holding her hand tightly, "Xiaobei, hurry up, hurry up..." She felt as if she was about to be exhausted, but she was still running forward desperately, as if there was a terrible person chasing her behind!
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Sometimes she dreams that she is standing in a secluded and desolate courtyard, surrounded by mountains rising from the ground, and the sounds of the trees on it have turned into dark green. In front of a lonely grave, a man looked at her with a vicious smile, raised his gun and pointed it at her, "Today, I'm going to kill you!"
Before she could see the man's appearance, she turned around and wanted to run away. Fear and shock wrapped around her, but her legs were as heavy as if they were filled with lead. "Don't kill me, Li Haonan, don't kill me!"
She woke up in a cry of cold sweat, "Xiaobei, what's wrong with you?" Li Haonan frowned and looked at her with concern.
Gu Xiaobei stared at the face in front of her blankly, handsome and deep as a knife, with a firm and gentle look. The cold face in the dream gradually overlapped with the gentle face in front of her. She was surprised to find that the person who appeared in the dream was Li Haonan.
"Xiaobei, what did you dream of?" Li Haonan asked her tentatively.
"No... nothing..." Gu Xiaobei looked at Li Haonan's face, and couldn't tell that the demon in his dream was him. "I dreamed of a ghost. Maybe I was scared when I saw a horror movie during the day!"
"Ah, then you won't be able to look at those things again in the future!" Li Haonan patted Gu Xiaobei's back as if he was coaxing the child, "Nannan, okay, it's okay! Xiaobei, you just had a nightmare just now, it's okay!"
Gu Xiaobei obediently placed his head on Li Haonan's shoulder, recalling the terrible dream, with a expressionless face.
After falling asleep again, new nightmare continues to weave.
A man's voice always lingers in her ears, "Xiaobei...Xiaobei..." A handsome man stood on the long road and looked at him smiling quietly, "Brother Zijun...Zijun..." It seemed as if he was cheering and running towards that person!
Suddenly, the man with a ferocious face appeared again, holding a gun to the man with a long body. The man who looked at him immediately fell down the cliff as if the sky and the earth were cracking. "Brother Zijun...Brother Zijun..." He shouted wildly, and he also jumped into the cliff!
"Xiaobei, Xiaobei!" Gu Xiaobei felt someone patting his face, and immediately woke up. He opened his eyes wide in fear and his heart almost stopped beating.
"Have you had a nightmare again?" Li Haonan frowned, with compassion and sadness in his eyes.
"Um."
"Xiaobei, don't be afraid, I will always be here with you!" Li Haonan lowered his head and kissed Gu Xiaobei's face lightly, staring at her tired closed eyes, her slender fingers slightly stroked across her eyebrows, and then brushed the water sea on her forehead, and his face slowly became gloomy.
Gu Xiaobei was just sleeping and shouting "Brother Zijun". This title once deeply hurt and tormented his heart for a long time. However, since Gu Xiaobei was hypnotized, she has never called He Zijun like this again. She always called him brother or brother affectionately!
Li Haonan stared at Gu Xiaobei in his sleep with contempt. Could it be that she remembered something, or that these photos made her subconscious slowly awaken? He frowned and narrowed his eyes, and his slightly narrowed eyes were fierce and cold. Gu Xiaobei was his wife and his son's mother, and he would not let the family break down no matter what.
He gently let go of Gu Xiaobei, walked out of bed, picked up the phone, and walked towards the study.
Gu Xiaobei is tortured by such dreams every night, and her spirit will become very poor during the day. She has never been a person who can hide her emotions, and she is often seriously distracted. Li Haonan talks to her, and she is often absent-minded when she is talking to her.
Li Haonan would squat down in front of her and ask softly. Gu Xiaobei always said unknown words. Li Haonan didn't force her. He always tried his best to make her happy. Gu Xiaobei knew that Li Haonan would be very tired in this way, so she forced herself to keep talking and laughing in front of Li Haonan.
The only private space that Gu Xiaobei can avoid Li Haonan is that when she walks into the bathroom, whenever she closes the bathroom door, whether it is Gu Xiaobei inside or Li Haonan outside, her two smiles will collapse at the same time.
These nightmares that have been repeated over the nightmares have allowed Gu Xiaobei to see clearly that the person who was desperately trying to escape in her dream was Li Haonan, and the person who took her to escape was He Zijun!
He Zijun, he is his cousin, how did he call him brother Zijun in his dream? He looked at his persistent and eager eyes, and he was deeply attached to him as if he was in the scene. Everything was familiar with déjà vu! It was a strange feeling, like the fog trapping her more and more tightly, and behind the clouds, everything seemed to be about to emerge.
"Xiaobei, are you doing well?" Li Haonan knocked on the door outside the bathroom.
He urged her again!
"Ah, come out soon!" Since the last time I ran away from home, Gu Xiaobei has been more strictly controlled by Li Haonan, and she can't escape Li Haonan's eyelids at all. Even if she goes to the toilet, Li Haonan has to wait outside the door. If she doesn't come out for more than five minutes, Li Haonan will definitely knock on the door and urge her, making her use of the toilet like a war.
"Today, Chen Shuang is at home, I want to go and have fun with Chen Shuang!" After running away from home last time, Gu Xiaobei only saw Chen Shuang. It was when everyone got together to have dinner. Chen Shuang is in his senior year this semester and needs to prepare his papers and go for an internship. Anyway, he is very busy recently.
Li Haonan thought for a moment and asked, "Is Chen Shuang at home today?"
Chapter completed!