Chapter 4 Life and Death
Every night, Li Haonan hugged Gu Xiaobei, gently, afraid that he would hurt her and the child with great strength, and afraid that he would stay away from her. She kicked the quilt and caught a cold, afraid that no one would care after she fell asleep.
He lay beside her, not even daring to make any moves, like turning over or moving, and was always awake to sleep. He was so careful that he couldn't rest well, but he was willing and willing to do so, and he didn't even dare to have any desires. Like a monk who has attained enlightenment, he had completely entered into meditation, and had nothing to do with men and women, but only cared about her body and the children in her belly.
Every morning when I open my eyes, I will see Gu Xiaobei sleeping in front of me. I don’t know if it’s because of my pregnancy, I just feel lazy in front of me, with a soft and fragrant snowy fragrance. The old greenness has receded from the eyebrows and lips. I don’t know when I quietly added a touch of the first look like a flower, and it seems that I gradually become graceful.
Because he had not turned around for a night, he felt soreness in his back, but he did not feel the hard work, but he just felt that he was sleeping so sweetly. His hands would gently stroke Gu Xiaobei's still flat belly, with a lot of attention and pampering.
Ten months of pregnancy, it is said that it is not long or short. After the first three months, Gu Xiaobei gradually stopped vomiting. Li Haonan didn't know where he invited a famous baby-raising expert to give a special lecture at home. The price was ridiculously expensive. The initial attendees were Gu Xiaobei and two senior nannies with both parenting experience and professional nursing qualifications, as well as two servants. However, Gu Xiaobei only heard for a while and shouted that he was dizzy and sleepy.
Li Haonan knew that the little girl was annoyed, so he didn't force her. Seeing Gu Xiaobei running and lying down while basking in the sun, he actually sat in Gu Xiaobei's seat and listened with interest. He also learned how to hold the child with his experts, packed diapers and feed the child.
Gu Xiaobei, Xian Zhiming, Ruan Wenzheng and other bodyguards, together through the floor-to-ceiling glass window, watching Li Haonan, who was always high and cold and cruel, give a model kid a diaper. He even practiced such a boring thing with relish. They were so shocked that they couldn't speak.
This memory is too profound and too beautiful, so that when Gu Xiaobei recalls it for a long time, the memory has not faded at all, so beautiful that it makes her feel sad and she burst into tears.
Li Haonan accompanied Gu Xiaobei every day, witnessing the pregnancy process for the first time in which a pregnant woman was pregnant. From the beginning to the pregnancy period, he saw her pain and realized that it was difficult for a woman to have a child. He had never been separated after being together day and night. This was a strange mood, which inspired all the fatherly love lurking in his body. Every day, he looked forward to seeing the child's appearance even more.
As the child grows up day by day, Gu Xiaobei will tell Li Haonan whether the child is not good or kicked her... Li Haonan is also particularly happy to listen to such tedious things. Gu Xiaobei, who was pregnant in the past, would not tell him on his own initiative. Now he feels it is very new, just like the communication between family members and the communication between parents and children. He becomes more joyful and full of expectations. This real family life has given him great profound encouragement.
That was his family happiness, his family affection, and the beginning of his entry into normal family life - he only started this life after he was thirty years old.
Everyone around Li Haonan seemed to find that he was changing silently - the violent and coldness of the past began to melt bit by bit, and sometimes even his subordinates made some small mistakes, he didn't mind at all.
Even Xian Zhiming joked to Li Haonan, "Brother, are you becoming more and more like a human being now?"
Li Haonan has been in a good mood recently, just glaring at him and laughing: "Nonsense!"
"Really, now, you seem to have become a different person from the past, with feelings, emotions, joy, anger, sorrow and happiness, and you will no longer be the most mysterious and invulnerable person!"
Although Gu Xiaobei has had a bad reaction during the past few months of pregnancy, and although he has less freedom, he has lived a very comfortable life in other aspects. He goes anywhere, he is treated like a princess. Even Xian Zhiming, who always likes to bicker with her on weekdays, dares not be angry with her anymore, because Li Haonan will keep staring at her.
Another spring is coming, Li Haonan accompanied Gu Xiaobei, who was bellies, for a walk in the garden. The spring scenery fell warmly through the treetops, and the thick tree-lined avenue was extremely peaceful and peaceful.
Gu Xiaobei let Li Haonan hug her intimately, walking slowly, enjoying the warm sunshine that blended into the warm sunshine. Last night, because she didn't sleep well, she tried hard to hold up her eyelids in the warm sunshine to prevent herself from falling asleep. Fortunately, Li Haonan was holding her waist beside her, otherwise she would have been worried that she would fall asleep as she walked.
"Ouch!" Gu Xiaobei suddenly frowned and shouted.
"What's wrong?" Li Haonan looked at Gu Xiaobei nervously.
"Li Yi kicked me!" Li Yi was the name of the child in Gu Xiaobei's belly. When Gu Xiaobei was four months pregnant, she was pregnant with a boy through ultrasound. Li Haonan began to think about naming the child. This name was created by him after two months of exhausting his wisdom.
"Okay, son, don't bully your mother, or I'll spank you when you come out!" Li Haonan coaxed Gu Xiaobei to walk to the bench not far away, and sat down with her back to the sun. This kept warming, and the light could not pierce the eyes. As soon as he sat down, the people around him spontaneously leaned on his shoulder, humming angry, "Look at my fat legs, like an elephant's legs! Xiaoshuang laughed at me last time!"
Li Haonan smiled and looked at Gu Xiaobei in front of him. A faint light scattered on her soft and fair delicate little face. The small shadow projected by the slightly shaking eyelashes. The corners of her cherry red mouth were slightly raised, and her little face was pouting. She sat in front of him lazily in this way. He lowered his head and kissed her lips gently, "Baby, there is still half a month left. If you bear it, we will meet our son soon!"
"Honest, bear, you're so light!" Gu Xiaobei raised his leg and kicked Li Haonan. It might be because he used too much force. After a while, she covered her stomach and shouted: "Li Haonan, I, my stomach hurts..."
Even though Li Haonan seemed to be calm, he was panicked at this time. The lesson of Gu Xiaobei's miscarriage was really tragic. He was so scared that he asked, "What's wrong, Xiaobei, what's wrong!" He took out his cell phone and hurriedly called the resident doctor at home.
After a while, several medical staff rushed over and had a check on Gu Xiaobei, but in the end they were just a false alarm. However, Li Haonan was frightened by this false alarm and took Gu Xiaobei to the hospital for delivery that day.
As soon as Gu Xiaobei was admitted to the hospital, he was as nervous as if he had prenatal phobia. In order to relieve her fear, Li Haonan tried every means to accompany her in the hospital garden during the day and sit on the balcony to watch the stars at night.
Li Haonan has lived so big that he never knew that watching the stars was such an interesting thing. He hugged his little wife, touched his child who was silent, and looked at the bright stars on the dark sky, embellishing the night with magnificent magnificent colors.
"Dad, you're with me all day long, and I'm still getting angry with you. Are you tired?" Gu Xiaobei was in a good mood tonight. He leaned against Li Haonan's arms and looked up at the man with a gentle face. His cold and hard face was completely soft at this moment, and his face was reflected in his black eyes that were even brighter than the stars. This man used his way to pamper and domineeringly.
"Not tired, you are my little girl, how could I be tired!" Li Haonan hugged Gu Xiaobei in his arms tightly, and answered almost without thinking.
"Will you be upset?"
"Nonsense!" He pecked her forehead lightly, rubbed her head gently with his big hands, and a gentle and doting smile on his cold and graceful face, "I will never be annoyed, but, Nannan, you must also promise me, never leave me! Niannan! Never leave the child!"
"No, how could our family of three be separated!"
On the day of the due date, Gu Xiaobei's stomach hurt on time. Li Haonan looked at him lying on the hospital bed and tossed and turned around in pain. He was so anxious that he reached out to push away her hair that was so wet that she was sweating on her face. He was so eloquent that he just screamed in distress: "Xiaobei, Xiaobei..."
Gu Xiaobei was tortured by the pain and was desperate. He had no time to reply, but just held his hand tightly.
At this time, the medical staff came over and wanted to push Gu Xiaobei into the delivery room, but Li Haonan just held her hand and refused to let go. As if Gu Xiaobei would disappear after letting go. Everyone saw that Li Haonan, who had always been strong and hard, had red eyes, and knew in their hearts what he was afraid of. Finally, Chen Jiaqiang and Wen Yimo stepped forward and persuaded Li Haonan to let go of Gu Xiaobei's hand.
Seeing Gu Xiaobei about to disappear at the door of the delivery room, Li Haonan suddenly stepped forward and grabbed the cart, "Wait a minute, I'll go in with her!"
"...No...ah..." Gu Xiaobei shook her head. She didn't want Li Haonan to look at her embarrassed look.
"Xiaobei!" Li Haonan was a little nervous. He looked at the brothers and doctors beside him, lowered his body and said as if he begged: "Xiaobei, let me accompany you, I'm not relieved!"
"Ah...No..." Gu Xiaobei was already sweating profusely and insisted weakly, "If... you go in, I... I won't give birth!"
At this time, Situ Jie accompanied the most authoritative professor of obstetrics and gynecology in the country. Seeing Li Haonan holding Gu Xiaobei's hand and looking like he was separated from life and death, the professor of obstetrics and gynecology laughed and asked Situ Jie secretly, "Is he the legendary Li Haonan?"
Chapter completed!