"Why can't I cook? I can be a star without being a human being!" He Zijun looked at Gu Xiaobei who didn't remember anything and felt sad. He thought that she was actually alone now, living in a circle that had nothing to do with her in the past. Even if they were not good to her, she hid her thoughts and had conspiracies, she didn't know. But she was powerless and could only watch her live in other people's plots. He Zijun thought about this, and she burst into tears without realizing that she didn't dare to let Gu Xiaobei see it. She hurriedly pretended to walk to the bathroom and wiped her tears secretly.

But everything He Zijun did was seen by Gu Xiaobei. She lived by Sister Hong. Although she was loved by everyone, it was the first time she felt the true feelings that were naturally revealed.

It turns out that there are still people in this world who love themselves sincerely! Gu Xiaobei's heart is as bright as it is, and it is no longer so heavy.

I heard that He Zijun was going to cook, but thinking that he had just returned and there was nothing to eat at home. Gu Xiaobei grabbed the door key of He Zijun's room still on the coffee table. He was afraid that the water flow in the bathroom was too high and could not hear the outside world. He walked into the bedroom, stood outside the bathroom door and shouted to the bathroom, "Brother, wash slowly, I'll go to the supermarket downstairs to buy vegetables!"

"Wait a minute, Xiaobei, let's go together!" He Zijun's voice mixed with the sound of water.

"You wash slowly, I'll be back soon!" Gu Xiaobei trotted out of the room.

He Zijun just took a simple battle shower, went out to change into home clothes, and hurriedly went downstairs to find Gu Xiaobei, just as Gu Xiaobei was a child who could be abducted and sold at any time.

He met Gu Xiaobei at the door of the supermarket downstairs. She moved quickly. After a while, she carried two big bags of fruits and vegetables. He hurriedly came forward to take the bag, holding it in one hand and habitually holding Gu Xiaobei's hand with the other. He was too tall, and Gu Xiaobei almost stood in his shadow, feeling like he could not speak.

Gu Xiaobei looked up at He Zijun beside him. Because of his eagerness to come out, his hair was still a little wet and his whole body felt fresh after washing. At this time, the afterglow of the sunset hit his delicate facial features, and half of his eyebrows and eyes were covered with yellow dizziness, making him look handsome as if the work of a contemporary artist.

"Brother!" Gu Xiaobei shouted sweetly and crisply. It's so proud to have such an older brother!

"Hey!" He Zijun agreed with a soft voice, with a slight nasal sound.

"Brother, you look so pretty!"

"Silly child!" He Zijun caressed her head with his hands, and his smiling eyes were covered with fine golden ripples.

The kitchen of He Zijun's house is very clean and tidy, and there is no sign of overfire. However, after He Zijun returned home, he started rolling up his sleeves and cooking. He was skillful in his movements and confident in his heart, which showed rich experience.

Gu Xiaobei was lying around He Zijun, as if he had forgotten what he had just cried, and he was giggling, looking a little heartless, and his youthful face was full of sincere happiness.

He Zijun looked at Gu Xiaobei's vivid expression, shining like a diamond. The small figure shaking beside him made him feel in a moment of trance, as if they were back to the past, and everything was still the same as before. Suddenly, his eyes were wet, and his heart was filled with ups and downs.

Some things that will never be saved once you miss them.

Because he was afraid that Gu Xiaobei would be hungry, He Zijun did not cook any time-consuming dishes. After a while, there were already four or five very home-cooked dishes on the dining table, but the colors were bright and fragrant. The dishes were all set, and they were flashing with exquisite light like works of art under the light.

Gu Xiaobei smelled the aroma of the food and couldn't help but feel hungry. He looked up and asked He Zijun opposite him: "Brother, can you eat it?"

"Of course." He Zijun looked at her with a smile and said expectantly, "Take it, is it delicious?"

Gu Xiaobei grabbed the chopsticks and picked up the fish-flavored shredded pork and put it in his mouth. Then he nodded repeatedly, "It's delicious, so delicious! Delicious in the world!"

"Little slippery!" He Zijun knew that his dishes were just medium. In the past, when the two lived together, Gu Xiaobei always despised the food he cooked was not delicious. Now, thinking about it, that kind of disgust was a luxury happiness.

Gu Xiaobei lowered his head and ate hard. When he was about the same, he stopped and bit his chopsticks to look at He Zijun opposite him. His expression was so soft under the light, which made people fascinated. In a trance, it was almost the same as the scene in her dream.

With years of understanding of her, He Zijun knew that she had something to say in this way. When she was nervous, she was like this. After a few years, these small details remained unchanged at all, and he did not urge her.

"Brother, I want to move out of my cousin's house."

He Zijun's heart was stuttered after hearing Gu Xiaobei's words. What happened again, which made Gu Xiaobei want to move out of Hongjie's house.

He Zijun knew about Wu Chuang's marriage. That day he learned that Gu Xiaobei fell in love with Wu Chuang and returned home heartbroken. After calming down, he realized that Li Haonan would never let Gu Xiaobei be obsessed with Wu Chuang for too long. With the cruelty of that man, he would definitely come up with the safest way to make Gu Xiaobei give up completely.

He knew that Li Haonan's methods were so fierce and decisive, otherwise there would be no title of Southeast Asian hero. Even many outlaws were frightened when they heard his name. He had to secretly pray that Li Haonan would not do too extreme, so as not to be too sad. There were too many things that made her sad in this world. But he didn't expect that Li Haonan would use such intense means to make Gu Xiaobei give up.

He knew that Gu Xiaobei had an illness. At that time, he couldn't come back from filming in other places, and his voice was hoarse.

But all such heartbreaking things have passed. What happened made Gu Xiaobei want to move out of Hongjie's house again. He put vegetables for Gu Xiaobei and asked, "Xiaobei, what's wrong? Are you unhappy living in Hongjie's house?"

"Yes, unhappy. They always unite to force me!" Gu Xiaobei felt aggrieved when he thought of this, his eyes turned red, and his eyes were bright, "They always want to make me and Li Haonan a pair, Li Haonan forced me, and they all helped Li Haonan to force me together, but I don't want to be with him, I'm afraid of him!"

A glimmer of grief and anger popped up from He Zijun's black jade-like pupils. He stood up and came to Gu Xiaobei, reached out and gently stroked her face, holding her hands that were trembling with excitement. Her fingers were cold, and there was only a little warmth in the palm of her hand, "Xiaobei, don't be afraid, my brother will find an opportunity to talk to them and not let them force you like this again!"

"My cousin already knows that I don't want to do it anymore, and I don't force me anymore. Li Haonan has disappeared recently. But I have already decided to not live at my cousin's house. I want to move out." Gu Xiaobei's voice was tight and his voice was inaccurate. "Brother, can you lend me some money? I want to come out to live."

He Zijun reached out and hugged Gu Xiaobei in his arms. It was his most accustomed to hug him. He wrapped his arms around her shoulders and his jaw gently pressed against her hair. The warm body temperature enveloped her whole body, "Xiaobei, don't talk to me like this. Everything I have is yours, it's yours, I will give you whatever you want!"

Gu Xiaobei could not see He Zijun's expression, but could only feel his heartbeat through his thin shirt and the heartfelt sound, one word after another, like the sound of metal and stone.

Her heart suddenly calmed down, and the panic and helplessness she had been in the words of He Zijun, and in his warm embrace, she found a mooring harbor.

Gu Xiaobei thought that He Zijun had agreed to him, so he let go of his heart and returned to the previous sunshine, and began to chatter and joke.

He Zijun naturally had no use to mention this matter. He knew that it was impossible for Gu Xiaobei to move out because Li Haonan would not allow it. She was originally a little flower of her own, and was carefully cared for by herself in the greenhouse, but now it is different. She now belongs to Li Haonan and completely belongs to Li Haonan.

After dinner, He Zijun packed everything up and just like many days before, he stayed with Gu Xiaobei on the sofa watching TV. Gu Xiaobei, who had enough food and drink, snuggled up beside He Zijun and fell asleep slowly.

He Zijun turned his head and looked at Gu Xiaobei leaning against him. There was a little saliva at the corner of his mouth, and his eyelashes were long, like a slightly trembling butterfly wing. He felt a place in his heart sour. It turned out that the prosperous times and the stars were shining, and all he wanted was that she would be so carefree all her life, sleeping beside her.

As before, he gently picked her up, walked into the bedroom, put her on the big bed, and then he lay on her side, like an adult sleeping with a child.

In his dream, Gu Xiaobei murmured a little and was disturbed, and he drew his head into his arms, curled himself up, curled up into a small ball, leaning in his arms, continuing to sleep peacefully, and his movements were as skillful as if he had done it thousands of times.

He Zijun's tears finally flowed down. Even though he thought the worst and most painful thing had happened, even though he thought the saddest days had already been overcome, even though he thought his heart was as hard as a stone and died completely, even if he thought he could let Gu Xiaobei live by Li Haonan, he still cried.

When he saw Gu Xiaobei squatting in front of the community like a wandering child, he realized that all his efforts were just futile struggles, and all his joys, anger, sorrow, and happiness were tied to her.

He raised his hand to wipe his eyes, then let himself go, and burst into tears silently. All the sorrow and pain came overwhelmingly, like a tsunami. ‘Don’t be happy and know each other’s heart-wrenching feelings, and do not be sad and separate.’ Who knows this heart-wrenching feeling?
Chapter completed!