Chapter 57 Sorry, I suddenly want to live
The reason why people are afraid of death is that they are nostalgic for the beauty of life, or that we have family and children, and we can get gifts from this world. Whether it is a good gift or a bad gift, it is a happy thing to be able to receive feedback from the world. The second is the fear of the unknown. Go back there after death, is it cold there? Is death disappearing or a new beginning? What is hell like? Based on these we are unwilling to die, afraid of death, and hate death.
There are thousands of reasons for loving the world, but there is often only one reason for thirsty for death, that is, the value of some things itself has surpassed the consequences of death, so it can make people die without hesitation, the bloody battles of soldiers, the sacrifice of their lives to save their children, and the so-called holy wars.
Wang Jianguo wanted to die for a try, because he felt it was time to give himself an explanation, the nightmare that tortured him for three years, the cowardly and stupid self, it was time to understand. If you can't cut off your past, it would be a good idea to cut yourself off. If you can't stay away from the abyss, then jumping into the abyss is also a good idea. Is this a desperate choice or a redemption for yourself?
Wang Jianguo didn't know why he made this decision, nor did he understand the meaning of this decision to him. He just felt that it was better to die than to live like this. There was no need to worry about anything in this world. Then he should try to die once. Wang Le had to tortured himself for three years. So take advantage of this world to end it. This is actually a mental illness, but it broke out today.
When the thoughts come true, I can no longer suppress it. After being tortured by a nightmare for three years, what will happen if I suddenly find a good way to get rid of the nightmare? Of course, I have to implement it quickly, even if this method is completely different from my personality, and it is even extremely dangerous.
"Boss Lin and his friends went out to train, and they wouldn't come for a while. The ones guarding the house were the dog named Black Panther and Xiao Weiwei. They shouldn't pay attention to themselves. So go out now, have fun, we should have a breakup between us. If I don't die this time, I will take care of your sister. If I die, I will drive you there." Wang Jianguo walked to his dormitory, opened the cabinet, and a knife and a shield inside stood there quietly, without any dust on it.
When Wang Jianguo walked out with a sword shield, no one noticed him. Black Panther saw it, but Lin Yi gave him the order to guard the family. In Black Panther's understanding, these people could not have any trouble in the villa. As for them to find death to leave the villa, Black Panther didn't think that such things should be taken care of by themselves. Seeing Wang Jianguo's figure disappearing at the door of the villa, Black Panther yawned boredly, looked at Wei Wei who was sleeping next to him, shook her head bored, and continued to lie on the ground to sleep. He felt that the extra energy in his body was about to be digested, and he should be promoted in a while. Black Panther was very happy. The energy that had not been digested at that time was always stored in its body and it felt uncomfortable to lead the black Panther. Although Black Panther can use these energy to continuously strengthen the body at this stage, it was very uncomfortable after all.
This is a kind of ability that is amazing. The excess energy in the body will either randomly impact the body, or it will dissipate. Through various methods, the excess energy of the Black Panther can be stored in the body and is constantly used to strengthen itself. Theoretically, as long as the energy input is grasped, the Black Panther can infinitely superimpose its physical strength. Think about it, if the first-level physical strength is generally 10, the Black Panther can make its physical strength become 20, 30 or even 40 through this method. This is the horror of this ability, but the Black Panther doesn't know, so this physical strengthening can only be said to be a coincidence, or when the Black Panther's evolution level is higher, his thinking is clearer, and his IQ is higher, he will understand it.
Lin Yi didn't know the ability of the Black Panther, because the Black Panther couldn't speak, but Lin Yi was very depressed now. The depression came from the consumption of bullets. Since getting the gun, Lin Yi handed over the training task to Sun Shuo. Every day, he took seven people from the search team to practice guns. The targets of the guns were monsters everywhere. Except for Lin Yi and Sun Shuo, Wang Hai and the three of them had shot guns before, and the rest of the people had never touched the guns, so a lot of training was essential. Lin Yi didn't want them to hit all the bullets on his head when they really came on the court. In a week, the bullets had consumed nearly 8,000 rounds. Lin Yi felt extremely distressed. However, seeing that several people's gun skills had improved greatly, Lin Yi's heartache was slightly relieved.
As for Lin Yi himself, there is no need to mention his marksmanship. Jiuwu had relatively small recoil. Under Lin Yi's strength and eyesight, after Lin Yi drove a bullet into a continuous shooting mode on the third day of practice, he opened a hole with only one coin size on the target two hundred meters away. Almost all the bullets fell within the size of this coin. In this regard, Lin Yi said that his marksmanship was no longer a problem, so when observing monsters in the city recently, Lin Yi would also put a few shots in the eighteen-style, which felt very good. Others basically needed a bracket to use sniper rifles. Lin Yi directly held the bullets, but his arms were much more stable than the bracket. With his eyes and nine times scope, Lin Yi can now hit wherever he pointed within 500 meters.
Originally, Lin Yi had some fantasy ideas, such as since Lao Zhao could use control steel to manipulate multiple guns, can Huang Shijia also use his mental power to achieve the same effect? Lin Yi found Huang Shijia excitedly and hoped to experiment. Huang Shijia cooperated very well. Her mental power was more than enough to pull the trigger, but the real problem was that when Huang Shijia controlled two guns at the same time and pulled the trigger, the two guns jumped randomly. Huang Shijia did not have enough strength to suppress the recoil of the two guns, and these two guns were not enough to suppress the recoil of the two guns.
When the gun was still floating, the bullet didn't know where to fly. In desperation, Lin Yi had to suggest that Huang Shijia could use his mind to offset part of the recoil when holding the gun. The effect was OK. Other muscular men didn't have any idea. Although Dr. Zhang was agile, his strength was also at the level of special forces. One week of exercise was enough to master it. Old Huang was so powerful. He held the gun in both hands and fired in a continuous manner. The shaking of the gun body was very small. After all, the strength type. Old Zhao was in a good condition, and the experiment of the steel turret was very successful.
"It's almost done, this power should be able to kill or even force the armor beast to retreat..." Lin Yixin thought, and decided to start the bridge plan after going back. He didn't believe that the 5.8mm rifle bullet armor beast could still remain indifferent, not to mention that there were two 88-type sniper rifles. The armor beast did have dynamic vision, but Lin Yi thought about it carefully later. The armor beast still relied on prediction to avoid bullets, not only after the bullet was out of the borehole. Under the dense barrage, he didn't believe that the armor beast could still avoid it.
When Lin Yi and the others came back from work, Wang Jianguo walked aimlessly on the street with a knife and shield. He wanted a fight, got to know the monster, or understood himself. This time he made up his mind to never run away because he was ready for death. It is different for a person to have ambition to die and not ambition to die. For example, Wang Jianguo is now walking on the street, with clear wind and clouds, but there is always a kind of death aura rolling in his eyes. This death aura slowly reflected from his eyes to him.
There was a green-skinned dog on the corner of the street. It was considering where to hunt in the past few days. Then, a prey appeared in his eyes, but this prey seemed to be different from other preys. This prey was filled with a very strange aura, which was the breath that he would only appear when they were about to die when he was hunting other preys. However, this aura happened to the green-skinned dog. Isn’t this the food delivered to the door?
Wang Jianguo saw the green dog and the attacking posture of the green dog. However, for some reason, Wang Jianguo was in excellent condition at this time and was not afraid of this monster at all. He was even a little excited in his heart. "The collision is extremely fast and it is not easy to change direction. Just dodge it." Wang Jianguo murmured to himself as his body slid to the left and avoided the collision of the green dog.
"Take the situation." Wang Jianguo muttered, and wanted to slash Tang Dao hard at the green dog.
"Seize the opportunity and kill with one blow." As Tang Dao cut through the neck of the overturned green-skinned dog, the green-skinned dog gradually stopped struggling, while Wang Jianguo didn't have a drop of blood on his body, and his expression did not change much. Textbook-level kill! Wang Jianguo laughed at himself.
"It's so simple, haha, boring." He took out a cigarette and lit it for himself. Half smoked, suddenly the scream of the green-skinned dog sounded behind him, and then Wang Jianguo found that he was surrounded by three green-skinned dogs...
"Haha, everyone is here, then let's die together..." There was no fear, no despair, it seemed like this was a relief? But suddenly, a figure appeared in his mind, and the dead aura on Wang Jianguo's body was quickly melting, and he flicked the cigarette, picked up the Tang sword, and smiled at the three green-skinned dogs. "Sorry, I suddenly don't want to die."
When Lin Yi and the others returned to the villa, Liu Li and Zhang Huiru came up. They were the leaders of the miscellaneous group selected by Lao Huang. Such a long period of peaceful life made their once human part come back. The two of them came to Lin Yi and his party tremblingly and reported a message: "Wang Jianguo, I'm gone."
"Why didn't you see me? Where did this kid go?" Lin Yi sat in the living room and asked Liu Li. The people around him were also nervous. After all, they were people under the roof. Such a living person still made them a little nervous, although the kid did perform very poorly.
"You two can't bear to see each other? It's so stupid. Forget it, I'll ask Black Panther." Lin Yi didn't care much about Wang Jianguo's thoughts. This boy disappointed him. But something happened to him in his hands and was still missing. After all, they were all his own people, so they should be found.
Just as he was about to go out, he saw Wang Jianguo walking in from outside step by step, putting his sword and shield on one hand, his body covered in blood, some of which were still dripping down the corner of his clothes, and holding the head of a green dog in his right hand. Lin Yi stood up and sat down again, waiting quietly for Wang Jianguo's following.
Ignoring the surprised eyes of the other people, Wang Jianguo straightened his back and looked at Lin Yi, putting the head of the green dog on the ground, "Boss Lin, I want to join the search team."
Lin Yi looked at Wang Jianguo and said softly: "Let's be louder, I can't hear it."
"Boss Lin, I want to join!! Search team!!" Wang Jianguo shouted this sentence almost with all his strength.
"Hahahaha..." Lin Yi roared to the sky and said, "Old Huang, take him to change his clothes and give him equipment."
Chapter completed!