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Dear, if I leave one day,
Don't be afraid.
Everything has nothing to do with you, nothing to do with everything else,
Please don't doubt it, it's just me.
Because I no longer love.
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It’s that simple to get married. One person must find out first, and then he will always hide it hard, thinking how deep he has hidden it! Qin Tian will probably not appear again after leaving. She was very disappointed for a while, thinking that he might still care about her wrong goods. She felt bad, and even the small bowl of the erotic palace was not that interesting.
After get off work today, she was in a good mood. The haze that had been over the past few days finally shone in a little sunshine. In the morning, she met the boy she liked in middle school in the grave. It was coincidental that it was her first love. More than ten years have passed. Now he is a silhouette under the blurred lens. He looks unpretentious.
She was really happy, and couldn't say anything about being happy. She lowered her head and walked slowly towards the bus. If a person had a secret in his heart, it seemed that he was living more exciting than others. She pursed her lips and laughed secretly. The long-lost warmth made Beibei feel comfortable, and her chest seemed to clamor for this warm heat, which was very itchy.
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Beep beep beep...
The sound of car horns from somewhere came up, which shocked her. Following the direction of the sound, there was no car left and right. Only in front of the stone tablet on the right of the hall was a black Buick parked, leaning against the car, and a man stood there casually. He hadn't seen anyone there just now, it was Saka.
He poked somewhere, and his head was clasped with the hat with the edge of the strap, covering his eyes. The brim of the hat printed a shadow on his face, making his face look whiter. He looked a little tired, and although he was dressed very energetic, she could feel that he was tired and could not say why.
As the sun sets, he is dyed with an orange-yellow color by the slanted setting sun, as if it is glowing. He bent down, reached into the car with one hand and honked a few more times, so that the girl in the distance knows that he is calling her.
Beibei couldn't see his face clearly, but she knew he was looking at her, and then he straightened his body again, afraid that he would be embarrassed to be seen. He tilted his head to the side, and she smiled when she saw him.
He often laughed. She had been on the phone before, and she had never seen his neat teeth. Sometimes he would bow his head and blush with shyness. She had never seen these subconscious small movements before.
She felt embarrassed, a little embarrassed, like a young child, shaking her body and walking closer to him, and then she heard him say, "Why don't you cry if I'm not here? Why are you still laughing secretly, little dumb?"
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When she saw him again, she actually wanted to cry, and she was so sore that she thought he had disappeared, but she disappeared. Then as he disappeared, her memory would gradually disappear, and then she would begin to suspect that this person might have never appeared.
"Why are you saying it's broken? Ah? Xiaobian."
Beibei stopped at a position one meter away in front of him. Although her heart might have run over her head impulsively and fell into his arms, the steps under her feet could no longer move.
Her tears were about to flow out. It was so bad that she couldn't hold it back. For some reason, why did she cry? It was so funny. She felt that he was walking towards her and he was getting closer and closer, but his voice became blurry. She didn't know why she was so excited when she saw him again, and she lost her composure.
She lowered her head and stared at his chest, as if the stress response had come to an abrupt end. This was probably the only thing she could do now.
Saka leaned over, the T-shirt was full of English, but she didn't know any of them. God knows why, and her eyes were irresistibly blurred. She felt that he must have seen her tears, so he hugged her, and it must be. Fortunately, she had this hug, otherwise she really didn't know how to hide her tears.
Saka's fingers lifted her thick hair, and then his hair fell from his hands to the side, blocking her face.
His fingers stroked her face again, and she raised her head and faced him, at a loss. He lowered his eyes, his eyelashes trembled gently, and he was blowing intently. She watched his eyes wandering back and forth on his face, rubbing.
"I'll help you dry it." He murmured.
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"Whose car is this?" She always seemed squeamish because she cared about it. The co-pilot seemed like a transparent package without any cover. She aimed at her toes. From this angle, her legs were so thick.
"My friend, he came to the airport to pick me up." Saka stared at the road ahead, his face like a statue made of mud, with clear edges and corners.
"What about your friend?" This is really a nonsense. Even she herself was laughing at herself. How could Saka answer? She didn't really want to know anyway. She just wanted to talk to him and she could say anything.
"I said I came to find you, so he took a taxi by himself." Saka looked back at him with a charming smile. He smiled so terrifyingly, as if there were words on the back of the car, always teasing people, and insisting on going to see it, but he just couldn't see it clearly.
The girl turned her head to the car window, feeling very happy. In short, she couldn't hold it in. She didn't understand what she was proud of. Is that friend too sensible? Or was it the only two of them left behind in laughter. Anyway, she couldn't stop talking.
"Xiao Ben, have you seen a rearview mirror on the other side of the car?"
When the car arrived at the traffic light, Saka stopped. He asked her with regret. Only then did Beibei find the rearview mirror, and then sees herself staring at her in the rearview mirror. She even saw her smiling as she was smirking in the face.
Saka also turned to the car window, and there was himself on his side, and then he said, "What kind of film is this? Why is it like a mirror?"
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"What does it mean to come here to communicate?" He focused on driving and turned a corner. Beibei still looked at him with his head tilted and waited for him to speak.
"There are quotas this year, and I can choose the tutor who comes here." He said casually, as if that was too simple.
Beibei sat upright in a squeamish manner. She felt embarrassed. She could feel that Saka was glancing at her from the outside of her eyes and she felt happy. She felt that she was sure now. He was flirting with her. If this wasn't it that he was flirting with her... Then she didn't believe it at all. That was impossible. That's it, she knew it in her heart. She suddenly felt a little excited. No one understood better than herself. She was afraid that she had fallen in love with him for a long time. That must be true. Just like now, she could be sure that he liked her too.
"I'm asking, why did you choose here? Northeast China is so cold." Her flickering eyes were on his side, so dazzling. She insisted that Northeast China is so cold, as if it was a spoiler. With his expression, she thought he might say something, because this was a good opportunity, and she had never been so bold.
Saka looked ahead blankly, holding the steering wheel hand, gently without force. At this time, the car happened to pass through a tunnel, and the lights in the tunnel made a few mottled spots on his face like countdown, and then flew away like a flying one.
Beibei was out of strength. She had been waiting for a long time and was so angry that he still didn't say a word. She didn't ask him anymore, and she was so embarrassed that she wanted to retract herself into the corner and lean on the back of the car chair.
"Because of you!" Saka suddenly answered and said seriously: "You are like in the game, with a cute round face." After passing the tunnel, the sky suddenly lit up.
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The car drove to her own building. Beibei got out of the car first, ran two steps towards the home as she escaped, and then suddenly turned around. She pursed her lips and gently held her lower lip, and couldn't hold her tightly. She looked at the overflowing smile.
Saka also got out of the car. He felt a little more comfortable than the girl. He stood beside the car door, his hands in his pocket, and he didn't look too relaxed. He stepped on the steps with one foot, and his shoulders were relaxed and he took off all his strength, like two radishes hanging beside him. Perhaps he was thinking of something troublesome and looked a little uneasy.
The distance between the two was a bit far away. Through the car, Saka stared at her, waiting for her or trying to say something, but she couldn't see his expression clearly. Beibei really wanted him to come over and be closer to him, but he didn't seem to be very enlightened. He waited quietly without moving.
Beibei leaned in his direction two more steps, and she leaned against the car, waving her hand to signal him to lower her head, and she had something to say.
The young man frowned slightly, lowered his waist and put his face very close, so close that the girl could see the green blood vessels on his forehead buried under his skin. He was really beautiful, no matter how you look, it would be good at any time. She was like a leprechaun sucking blood in a horror movie, staring straight at Saka's face, his inexplicable face, and even forgot what he wanted to say.
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The eyelashes are so long, not as curved as girls. His eyelashes are a little straight, the outlines of his eyes are beautiful, and there is a triangular flesh at the corners of his eyes, which is brown. They are like a foreign man with European eyes, buried deep in his eye sockets, sinking and melancholy. The lines of his jaw are smooth, and he suddenly retracted under his ears. It can be imagined that when sweat suddenly flows down his jaw, dripping onto his T-shirt, he faints unexpectedly.
"Huh? What are you going to say?" Saka's inappropriate question interrupted her greedy spy. He really should have been inexplicably done.
Beibei jumped up like a spring, blushing embarrassedly. She didn't know what to say, but her mind was even more messy now, so she fooled him and said, "It's nothing, go back and pack up!"
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After dinner, the girl pinched a peach and sat in front of the computer. In the game, Saka was sweeping monsters. Who knows? Today, the world in the game became more and more vivid. He used the invitation to gods. It seemed that people were still not there, and Beibei was no longer hiding. She ran over, stood beside him, and smiled foolishly at the dummy in the game, shaking her hands blankly, specifically for shaking them for him to see.
The little man kept fighting the monster alone, but that didn't matter. The girl didn't seem to care. She didn't need him to pay attention to her. He was not here but the best. Now he is still not in the game, but she is quite happy.
"Do you know? You are so beautiful!" Beibei typed this line of words on the computer, which was on top of her head, like a raised billboard. In just a while, the sentence would disappear. She said it, and she was happy, but he couldn't see it. She couldn't tell him directly, but fortunately he was not there.
"You are the only one who says that." A line of words appeared on the little man Saka's head, like a billboard. It turned out that he was there too.
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Like a human eye, you can only see some of the scenery. There are always more things, right behind the eyes, no one can see them, but they have always been there and have never been hidden.
No one can have the whole world, right? Just like no one can see all the scenery?
I heard that someone was going to find a partner for Ms. Xu who could not be sent out. My mother was very happy and wandering around her cramped house, but she was no longer upset. She was walking among the lush corals like a crab that was easy to walk among the lush corals, just like the boy was her own son. She was full of spring breeze, dancing with eyebrows and cheering. If this were not the case, Beibei might feel better.
"Babe, Central Park, Central Park, tomorrow night." Mom tilted her head from the stove on the balcony and shouted. Seeing that the girl ignored her, she glared at her daughter.
Is it true that the girl is getting older? Bebe feels that she is really not easy to get along with. She is so annoyed about blind dates. Every time someone mentions it, she feels very bad. She doesn't like to meet those men she doesn't know, and she deliberately looks for the other person's advantages in order to get married. Moreover, most of the time she really can't find them.
As she began to get tired of her mother's diligence, she thought that for her parents, she was the best gift in the world, and it would be great to stay with them instead of going far away and reunite like her relatives.
The implication is that the world is just a mediocre life under the guise of struggle, and family is the real field in their hearts. But every time my mother can make her feel that it seems that without a man, she is better off in a foreign land than she is far away.
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She was in a bad mood, and all this made her mood unable to get better. She threw down her bag, curled up at the foot of the bed, and was unwilling to answer. She turned on the computer, but could not cover her mother's excited voice. She simply stopped eating and went out alone to walk around.
The willows drooped so low, and they were hunched down hard and rubbed against the top of people's heads. I'm afraid that only in this small city in the northeast can there be such an annoying willows. It's not soft or soft, but it's not strong, like artemisia swaying from side to side on the wall.
Beibei called Saka. When he just went out, he took advantage of the anger that was pushing his forehead, perhaps because he was undergoing an operation, but he didn't answer.
Chapter completed!