Wen Zhouzhou
In Beibei's heart, perhaps only Qin Tian could rely on, at least he could take her to Canada. Beibei understood that she might need a long time to take care of, and Qin Tian was the best candidate. They might be able to live together for a while. The important thing is that he would not generally refuse himself.
Qin Tian did not refuse, and he took her to his sister's house. Qin Tian's sister is already a mother of two children. He said she could help her understand how to be a mother. This is strange. Beibei didn't think it was necessary for her to know how to be a mother from others, but Qin Tian's sister did help her a lot, not just in life.
"What did she say?" Beibei asked in a low voice. Qin Tian was coming out of the inner room of the foreign doctor's room. In fact, they didn't need this because Beibei couldn't understand English.
"Catale section in Canada is not easy, so no matter how scared you are, you must be prepared for a natural delivery." Qin Tian held her hand, which made people feel very powerful.
"I know this." Beibei signaled him to continue.
"It's okay if anything else."
Even though he said this, Bebe knew that the doctor was definitely not just this sentence.
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It was a boy, and fortunately, the child did not inherit his father's defects. He was a lucky child. When he was taken out, Beibei felt his stomach empty and his heart was almost pulled out with him. She opened her mouth wide and pulled the doctor's arm. Fortunately, they were prepared in advance, and the bearded man gave her the most practical assistance. The only experience of her and Peng Cheng's merger was over. The child became a separate individual, different from any other person, including the two of them.
"He's really like you."
It probably corresponds to the saying that the son looks like a mother. This child is very beautiful. Strangely, it is also very well-behaved, which makes people wonder if it is Peng Cheng's child. Not only is he well-behaved, but sometimes, he even seems a little cramped. Beibei will stare at him for a long time, trying to become more familiar with him as soon as possible. When he grows up and can express himself, he begins to think independently. She shows that he has used all his kindness to face the world, even hurt. He never desires other people's attention like Peng Cheng. Even when he is a baby, he begins to adapt and enjoy loneliness and enjoy himself.
"Would you like to work in college?" One day, when was about half a year old, the two of them were busy with evening meals in the kitchen. Qin Tian wanted to make some new Chinese dishes with potatoes and onions together to taste. He lowered his head and cut the onions and suddenly said that.
"Do you know I'm looking for a job?" Beibei looked at his careless look with surprise, blinked his eyes, both of them deliberately protecting themselves and each other.
"Yes." Qin Tian nodded, the pan in his hand, like a toy for a child. He made a piece of butter in it: "I found it three months ago."
With Qin Tian's help, Beibei began to do some work in the university where he studied. Although it was physical work, the work was not very hard and the income was pretty good. She could support a child. She transferred most of the surplus to Shao Baige, although he always refused to accept it.
She moved to Qin Tian’s apartment because Qin Tian said that he could help take care of the children when he had time, and it was very close to the school.
"But that's very inconvenient."
"There is nothing inconvenient. I'm not someone else. If you think it's inconvenient, why do you come to Canada to come to me?" He said this, and the invitation is speechless.
On the day he moved out, Qin Tian's family celebrated. When he returned to the apartment at night, the little guy fell asleep quickly. Qin Tian closed the door and came out of the little guy's house. He said: "Sleeping alone is very good for children, and he will make you less annoyed."
"Yeah!" Beibei didn't pay much attention to the child. She looked like a weird person, but she couldn't tell it very much in Canada.
That night Qin Tian kissed her.
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Four years passed quickly. She stopped working in college and had a more free career, which gave her more time to spend with her children. The important thing was to spend with herself. She didn't want to spend too much time working, and she didn't like it. Who would have thought that she finally got closer to Peng Cheng's idea? You must know that life is not for work, but life gives her different things from others.
"I don't think it was when I was in China." Qin Tian always lamented the difference in China. He might be thinking that if he was in Canada, he might have done better than that time.
There is no Qingming Festival here, and most of them are Beibei. She and Qin Tian also maintain a life of non-interference. Qin Tian occasionally takes girls out for the night, but he never brings them home. Beibei mostly keeps some food for him, because Qin Tian will definitely come back in the middle of the night, and he still maintains the habit of eating midnight snacks in Guangdong.
Life in Canada is very leisurely. She doesn't know how others live in Canada, at least she feels leisurely. Everyone here is more like an individual independent of the world, even with children. Sometimes she would think, if she was in China, what kind of life would it be like to give birth to Zhouzhou like this? She might think that the child is the whole of her life and the entire disaster? Who knows?
"That should be awful." Qin Tian's sister said this. She always said this, as if there were so many bad things in China. Then she would spread her palms and look helpless and pitiful.
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is three years old. He looks like a radish head. He doesn't like eating much like his father, so he is thin and smaller than a foreign child. He has a huge head that almost never stops thinking, with a shiny and focused look. He is special, at least not very similar to other children who can find similar companions.
Zhou Zhou thought more and always stared at a certain point in the air. He could be stunned for a long time. This is what Beibei was most worried about. He had also visited a doctor when he communicated with Qin Tian, and everything was normal. The doctor said that he might be thinking about something, that's all. Beibei really hoped that this point would be more like his father, who dared to think, and was sincere and decisive, and never struggled.
This child has never asked questions about his father. Maybe it is not as old as these, or because many children in Canada are single parents, this is a question that does not require much explanation, or he doesn't like to contact people. He always likes to watch other children playing with mud like looking at animals in a cage.
"Don't you want to play with them?" Beibei squatted down as low as possible, still not as tall as Zhouzhou.
"No, I want to watch them play." Zhou Zhou seemed very happy. He was so happy that he couldn't stop because he saw others playing.
He seems to have no concept of belonging, and anything can be given to others.
"Why doesn't this kid ever pester you?"
With Qin Tian’s family, her child’s dependence on her mother needs deliberate guidance: “Babe, I don’t know if this is really good, although it looks pretty good now.”
"I can't explain it clearly, either." Beibei was also confused. seemed to be different from all the children.
Chapter completed!