This book has nothing to do with believing or not.

Maybe Beibei didn't care what Peng Cheng was for and what he thought? She just showed up early, and found all her entanglements just because she had met her love.

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"What are he going to do?" Shao Baige poured two glasses of champagne, two large glasses full of them, like beer. He handed a glass to Beibei and sat on the sand beside her. The girl's shoes were thrown on the ground in a mess, and she curled up in a corner of the sand. She combed her head back and forth with her right hand and was in a daze. The rustling sound filled all the blanks in her mind. Shao Baige's wine glass was delivered to her before she came to her senses.

"Thank you." She took the wine glass and drank it all without thinking. "He said he has changed and has become sensible."

Humph, Shao Baige snorted coldly: "He is sensible? What does he mean to be sensible? He knows how to take responsibility?" He also drank it all in one go: "Being sensible is just a second-best after surrendering to fate."

"Yes," Beibei seemed to be very moved. She put the empty wine glass on her mouth, poured it over again, poured the last drop of wine stuck to the wine glass into her mouth, frowned slightly, and licked her lips: "But most people have to succumb to fate, this is the only way."

"It's the only way to be selfish! You don't remember how you told me?"

Shao Baige seemed to have looked into her heart. Beibei pretended to be resentful and smiled with nowhere to escape. She straightened up and looked out the window where the wind and sand were still everywhere. Of course, she still remembered everything that was helpless.

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"What's the good guy? You have to hang yourself in this tree?"

The blue and white marble windowsills of the hospital were probably artificial! It was like a fossil written on the stone floor when I was a child, so rough that I always wanted to throw it away. Beibei stood alone, and she wanted to look out the window like this, which reminded her of Peng Cheng who also stood in front of the windowsill of the hospital. She was in a good mood at that time, and maybe it was artificial, but it was not so rough.

She likes these blue-branded clothes, which are very loose, which makes her thick body look not so huge. There is no green grass outside the window, and there is a messy house that is demolished and ripped away from the street. At the end of the street is a fruit shop. The door is tightly closed, and further away is the blast furnace chimney that cannot emit smoke. There is no such green grass corner.

"I didn't, am I pretty good? I just shave it." The conversation with Shao Baige was like an old couple. Beibei felt bad, so she shook her head. No wonder Sun Ning misunderstood too.

"I don't understand why you have to go to him."

Shao Baige suddenly raised his tone, which made Beibei feel that perfunctory was really bad. Then she said, "I just followed my heart. OK, don't be angry with me."

He walked to his side, his elbow against her arm, and Babe could feel it, like a high wall. She was unwilling to admit that she needed more care, even though she really needed it, so he was just right, and even without him, she would not be able to clean up the mess.

“Isn’t it okay to choose a more comfortable lifestyle?”

"I chose the most comfortable way. If you feel comfortable in your heart, I feel comfortable in my heart too." Beibei turned her head and looked at him. She seemed to have made a decision. He could see that there was no longer panic in her eyes.

"Hi!" Shao Baige sighed: "Can you feel comfortable? Beibei? You feel your heart, what ability do you have to comfort your heart?"

Beibei raised her brows lightly, yes! She finally found the loophole that had been disturbing her and preventing her from calming down in the so-called reality. She looked at the wind and sand outside the window again: "How much do you think people can control the things in this world? Even if you kneel in front of fate, will it definitely let you go?"

Her shriveled lips had an unusually beautiful smile, as if she had been resurrected from the dead. She shook her head gently: "Man can almost control everything, but man is the humblest. All our necessary actions are from hunger, and all unnecessary actions are from fear."

"No matter how you do it, it may be for some other reason, but that is not the most fundamental reason. It is selfishness. Although some feelings are like sacrifice, the root cause is just selfishness."

“Submission to this world is the only way for selfish people.”

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"Babe, it was you who told me that you said that it was the only way for selfish people, so I returned to Ireland, went to the so-called foreign countryside, and found Mike. At that moment, I understood that it was indeed my selfishness, because he told me that he knew I would come back, so I was extremely happy." Shao Baige spoke very hard, making him look erect.

"Isn't this the same? I feel like we are the same. Even if he is, the so-called scumbag, isn't this the same?"

Shao Baige suddenly felt speechless. He leaned against the back of the sand, and both of them looked at something unknown empty, trying to find a new direction.

"Then why do you still have to worry about it?"

"Yes, why am I struggling?"

Beibei's heart, which seemed to be firm, seemed weak and powerless in just one sentence. She looked at the vast dust of sand and dust again. Could it be that all things that cannot be done and the ideal state that cannot be reached should be solved by thinking about what he should do? The city has already dried up, and the industrial revolution has exhausted almost all its energy, but what ultimately led it to the end was not the complete exhaustion of resources, but the end of the industrial revolution.

It is no longer needed.

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"Wife." Peng Cheng suddenly jumped out from behind the tree. The orange and yellow sunlight in the evening was still bright, exactly the same as six years ago. It was as full as possible on his gully Linlin's face. He still smiled shyly and acted recklessly, but he was no longer the boy who was as beautiful as the sun.

Beibei swallowed, and she frowned casually, and could not see that she felt a little sad. She asked him briskly: "Why are you here..."

Peng Cheng suddenly rushed over and hugged Beibei tightly. Before she could finish her words, he buried his head on her shoulders with dust on his body, and then he said, "Wife, I've been waiting for you for a day. Why did you come back?"

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"Babe, don't say that I didn't remind you, this is wrong, he..."

"Hey! Lao Tie, if we are right or wrong, our relationship is wrong. He is indeed not a person who can be entrusted, but so what? I am not a person who needs others to help and take responsibility. I will do my own life by myself. I think I should be strong enough now." She suddenly fought back because someone stepped on her that she couldn't bear.

"Babe, you can't do this. You are hurting others, such as me." Shao Baige said with a cold face.

"Okay! I'm serious, I apologize."

"Look! That's bad." He seemed to feel victory, his body stretched out, and he was very proud, and then he said, "What about life? How to live?"

Shao Baige almost talked about Beibei's heart, which was probably the end point she had always been struggling with, but she didn't admit it. Sometimes when there was no way out, things finally made people suddenly enlightened again.

Suddenly, Beibei became brisk: "Life should be different."

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"Three months, okay?"

"Why do you need three months?"

"Because in three months, I can almost make a fortune, and then I will give her all the money. Being with her for so long is considered compensation."

"You don't seem to be someone who knows how to compensate."
Chapter completed!