Most people escape loneliness, so they use loneliness as an excuse to choose love and marriage, imagining that there is no such person, they will be lonely, and they can only get rid of it after that person appears. So people search and search for it for the rest of their lives, as if the meaning of life is to find that person, everything is to prepare for the arrival of that person, and then that guy comes to satisfy his soul.

Finally, finally, that person appeared. Haha, the person who is strange to anyone needs a long time, process, painful pulling, and temptations, and finally you can understand that he or she is the person who ends loneliness. You may have been proud of this process, but looking back and looking back is ridiculous. Maybe one day, you will suddenly appear, even if the whole world is around you as long as there is no him and that person, in fact, your world is as lonely as you are. At this time, I am afraid that you really touched love.

So people begin to become more lonely, because without this person, no matter how noisy the world is, your heart will still desire. Then people will see that person's disgust and indifference gradually crawl over his face. From then on, even if he is by his side, his heart is the same lonely.

Finally, the pain began to begin. People struggled. The painful people began to long for a person without this person, and a simple person. It was so free and free. It was believed that loneliness without distractions was the symbol of enjoying freedom. So people wanted to go back, but unfortunately they could never go back.

Because love is a drug, once you get infected, you can no longer love yourself.

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The day after Beibei threw away his phone, Shao Baige appeared.

He called Beibei to the office early in the morning. He originally wanted her to accompany Sun Ning to watch the performance, but as soon as she entered the door, Shao Baige found something different. Beibei no longer had the strength to hide anything. She lay at the big desk and pulled out the tissue box on his desk. Then Shao Baige took beer from the refrigerator and the two of them drank together.

"This guy is just a beast." Beibei cursed, and the beer splashed everywhere, with a heroic look on her face. It was indeed different from the first time. She did not scream hysterically, but instead was indignant and clamored, as if she was a warrior.

Shao Baige didn't comfort her, he didn't feel that Beibei needed comfort. She poured wine like a man and couldn't drink it. In short, in Shao Baige's heart, he hoped that Peng Cheng's hurt would come more quickly, perhaps in this way she could really escape from him and no longer nostalgic.

"What are you going to do?"

"No, it will be better if it takes a long time." Beibei looked at the wilderness outside the window, which was still windy and sandy, and her heart hurt. She had not forgotten everything, and he had made new tricks. Although she no longer lost her mind, this did not make her feel better, even a little bit of pain, but her ability to bear seemed to have become stronger, because she had already seen the world.

"Is the last can? You can see it if you have more." Shao Baige's gray-white suit was as clean as new. He took two more cans of beer and handed it to Beibei: "What about your cell phone? If you don't have a phone call, what should you do if my dad asks you? I'm fine, he will definitely be angry."

"Hey! Are you a little obsessed with cleanliness? Who washed your clothes?" Beibei did not answer him, and she reached out to hold his collar.

"I'll buy you a phone number tomorrow!" Shao Baige didn't dodge or get angry. He knew that she was just embarrassed. She threw the phone, which made her feel embarrassed. Everything between her and Peng Cheng made her feel embarrassed. She had the strong self-esteem that a girl rarely had. Shao Baige looked at Beibei who was about to change the topic. She was still performing slightly clumsyly, and obviously she was even more timid inside.

"No, I don't want to use the phone." Beibei withdrew his hand. His avoidance made her feel even more powerful. Shao Baige seemed to have seen her in her heart. He was peaceful and wise, which made her powerful appearance collapse.

"This is escape."

"What do you think about it?"

Beibei said that Zhou had done the remaining beer, and she turned around and walked towards the door. Perhaps she thought of something, she stopped at the door, and both of them were in a wait, but there was no result. She pushed the door and walked out of his office.

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Every day after that, Shao Baige would remind the absent-minded Beibei to cheer up. She either stayed at the computer or hid in the bathroom. Sun Ning had come to see her twice and took her to the nearby city for a while, but she could not stop the woman from becoming more and more withdrawn and shriveled. So finally one day, Shao Baige asked her, since she had already determined the direction, why did she still look like this? Is she sure that she didn't agree with it?

"Because I still like him?"

Beibei answered a little helplessly. She was too honest. She pursed her lips. She didn't even want to tell herself this sentence, but this couldn't change anything. Just like the sun, it was the sun, hanging high. If you don't want to admit it, it was still the sun.

She collapsed her shoulders helplessly, and sat on the stool, as if she was falling on it. She stared at an unknown point without focusing, then gently bit her lower lip and calmed down. She swallowed: "Is this awful right?" She raised her eyes calmly, as if it didn't matter. She was already strong enough to resist desire.

"Is there any way to change?" Shao Baige was a little powerless. He leaned on the chair for the first time. It felt awful. He felt a sense of depression in his chest and was so comfortable. Beibei had said so many things, he almost remembered that she could always say things that others could not imagine. Those words were so sharp and so wise that they could get rid of his troubles. Why could Peng Cheng alone step on him to death?

"No now." Time will change too many things, why can't it change her? Bebe thought that everything that had passed, and everything that had passed, is still so clear and transparent when looking back on it, and it is as painful as yesterday. Is it the new pain too similar to before? Is it awakening the bad memories that have been covered for a long time?

"Is this man worthy of liking? Can you explain to me why no one can tell where he is good?" Shao Baige was so surprised. He rarely tilted his head and placed his whole face in front of the other party. This was very impolite.
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