Talk to Shao Baige (2)
"I think what you want is different from others."
Beibei was still lowering her head to meditate, but she had no answer for a long time. After hearing his words, she suddenly looked up at Shao Baige. The young master's face always calmed down, and the gray in his eyes was waiting for her to fall into the trap.
"Everyone thinks is different from others."
She was uncomfortable and reluctantly said, "Don't turn her face away, but she became pretentious." This seemed to be the answer that Shao Baige liked. He twitched the corners of his mouth slightly, and the white stubble became sparse. At this moment, he showed a rare joy, and his expression seemed to be sincere, as if he was happy.
"I always felt that my heart was Junni, so I should be with her. Until I saw you, I realized that women's human nature was also complicated."
Beibei was stimulated by his words. She laughed out loud, turned around, supported the dark red table of the boss's desk with both hands, and leaned forward. It seemed that only in this way could he see him clearly. Her beautiful big eyes were full of jokes, and she looked directly at the man who seemed to have just subverted the worldview and said, "What a magical appearance! Isn't a woman human? Human nature is complicated."
Shao Baige thought about it, smiled so appropriately and froze on his face, and he said, "Yes! I always thought that women are simple and needed men to help them choose their lives. It seems that it is my problem. Women are also human beings, and it is impossible for them to not have the same complex heart as men. The marriage relationship is much simpler than women's heart."
"What are you talking about?" That was Shao Baige's monologue. Beibei seemed to dislike it very much. She felt that it was a strange problem. The woman's heart was complicated. Don't all men know it? Beibei had a very bad feeling, as if the secret in her heart had been spied. She didn't believe that the man didn't know: "Do you want to say why women look simple in their hearts?"
"Because men like women who are simple and easy to control, everyone is pretending to be themselves." No one can face the naked and stripped of themselves, and they don't even need to show them to identify them. Beibei knew that he was talking about Junni, and Shao Baige's gray eyes could not see clearly, but Beibei knew what was hidden inside, and that not only belonged to him, and that words didn't sound entirely to her.
"What's wrong with Junni?"
"It has nothing to do with her. I'm getting married. You have to help me with the wedding."
"Why don't you let Sun Ning help you?"
"I'm not familiar with her."
"Then do you marry her?"
“Because it’s cost-effective.”
"Where is Junni?"
"have no idea."
"There are no more threads?"
"have no idea."
"Oh!" Beibei said meaningfully and smiled.
You said one by one, and you didn't have to think too much about it. Finally, I stopped. Beibei stopped asking. Shao Baige was afraid that he had thought about something and was a little distracted. He was thinking too painfully and seemed to want to escape, so he asked a question in a hurry, and he said: "What kind of wedding does women like?"
That was such a stupid excuse. Shao Baige felt it as soon as he said it. He suddenly broke it, tilted his head and gave up, and then said, "It's nothing." He opened his notebook casually, as if he had changed the topic, and insisted on saying something: "Bebe, I think you are a woman who is difficult to satisfy. What you want is not something that can be afforded by having money or not, nor is it the so-called sense of security of ordinary women. Have you never thought about what you want?"
"Does Junni want a sense of security?"
"Tell me. Are you looking for Peng Cheng?"
Beibei probably forgot the original intention of all the problems. She was stunned. What she wanted seemed to be the only time when Peng Cheng talked about the future seriously that she would suddenly think of it, but it was obviously uncomfortable, so she hurriedly threw it away, and even left Peng Cheng and his idea of everything about the future.
"Sun Ning told me what she wanted, and I realized that what she wanted was me to give her marriage. She looked very simple, but maybe it wasn't simple either." Shao Baige was a little dazed and confused and was thinking about something again. He lowered his head slightly. The sun had already sunlight on the table and was sunburned on his black head, and it was white and shiny. With just a momentum, he became more and more determined. He raised his head, and he thought he had figured out something.
"Enough, what are you thinking in your head? There is no simple woman. Human nature is complicated and self-interested. Because of self-interest, you will do wrong things and hurt others. This is worth understanding. What's wrong with you and Junni?"
"Babe, are you living a relaxed life?" Shao Baige indeed found her problem from the chaos, but that seemed to be based on him as well.
"No one lives really easy." Beibei was angry at the pressure of all the problems. She began to get irritable. The irritability originated from her mind, and the noise that all the problems came together. This is a bad problem that everyone is trapped in, because the selfishness in his heart and the bad nature that may be very rare, which is a weakness that life gives us that is difficult to abandon. In the result of the long-term struggle against the right and wrong view, no one dares to reveal himself.
"Then why not just live?"
"Simple living means giving up part of your self-worth. This does not mean that I can give up subjectively. People's inner demands cannot be completely obeyed by reason. Ancient women could not do it. How could it be possible in modern times? You are macho, so why do you men live in complex and dirty life, but you want women to be like a pure and clean radish, as watery as the outside and the inside? This world is originally dirty. If you don't face it, someone will need to face it for you, that's all. Any exchange of interests must be abandoned, just whether you want to give up."
After Beibei finished speaking, she felt as if she was empty inside and was so tired that she breathed a sigh of fatigue. She was incoherent, and theories before and after were not smooth, and the connection between them was probably only she could understand. She did not analyze herself, and she thought that Shao Baige probably couldn't see the most hidden secret in her heart! In order to cover up those, she kept herself in the dark. Suddenly, she felt that there was something she didn't explain clearly, so she rushed to add it again. For some reason, she always felt that there was a loophole, and she said again: "Also, do you think I'm not living easily? Why?"
"You feel relaxed is relaxation. I just think that you may know what you need, and you will live a more comfortable life, less struggle, and will also let others know how to please you."
"Do you think Peng Cheng know what I need?" This is her most real question. I don't know why she thinks he knows her weaknesses. She was slandered by her own problems. She once thought she was so reasonable, but now things have been wandering.
“I think it’s hard for anyone to know what you need.”
The answer was obviously both of them were surprised. They suddenly raised their eyes and looked at each other, figuring out the other's thoughts and their own. Beibei didn't want this answer, but she couldn't understand the question more clearly. They were all thinking, and the tea cup in front of Shao Baige was empty. He reached out to pick up the mineral water and took a sip, then looked at the water bottle, as if there was something wrong, looking at something they didn't know.
"I..." Beibei felt uncomfortable all over her body. She needed to say something, but as soon as she opened her words, she was interrupted by Shao Baige.
Chapter completed!