something strange
There may be about everything we don’t understand very well.
From the first day of this holiday, Beibei was full of expectations, and she hoped that Qin Tian would come to see her.
He also rested during the National Day holiday. Although the holiday was not long enough, it was always a good opportunity. She thought that he might take advantage of the last holiday to visit her in the Northeast. She guessed that he would definitely do it. This was almost the last time they left. Beibei felt that he must cherish it like him.
I have to wait for this National Day holiday, and the hot weather always struggles the last time. The sun is like the hot summer, which may be much hotter than the midsummer. This is basically its only strength, dying strength. All the fertile fields that can still be seen are browned, and the crops have already been harvested, and the rest are corn poles destined to rot in the fields. No one cares about those.
Number seven.
On the last day of the National Day holiday, Peng Cheng called and he sent a message first: "If it is not convenient, I will go directly to your downstairs to find you."
"Hey! What's your business?" Beibei was extremely impatient. When she saw the message, she answered the phone.
"Hehe, I miss you." Peng Cheng smiled so badly, his voice floating out of all the holes with his eyes, making people want to slap him twice.
To be honest, she actually doesn't hate him. Although he is a mean person, he is sincere. He wants it when he wants it, and likes it when he likes it. He doesn't lie or listen to others lying. Recently, she doesn't feel good. The world in small cities has always sunk and remains unchanged. Maybe this is the reason why so many people have to rely on big cities for how hard it is, because they can't see the quiet world as if they are dead.
Her expectations were empty, and there were no more ripples in her heart. She was a little discouraged. She lost Qin Tian, and she seemed a little reluctant, just like the last hundred-dollar bill in her pocket. If she lost something, she didn't seem to have to be too careless. She didn't want anything anymore.
"Hey! Wife, why are you not happy to speak?" Peng Cheng would mention her partner almost every time. He always threatened him and felt at ease: "Have you not found me yet?"
"Peng Cheng, I have something to tell you, you..."
Before the girl could finish her words, Peng Cheng seemed to understand. He interrupted her first: "Okay, you say, you say it again." He seemed to know what Beibei wanted to say, interrupting her was just a warning, so that she could think clearly before she could say it.
Suddenly, the rhythm that I had just been on, Beibei sighed again, and her words seemed out of place: "I am older than you, much bigger. Even if I want to, what should I do if you change your mind in the future? You are still young and beautiful! But I am old lady, and I look like your aunt now. You said you also have a baby face."
"Okay." Peng Cheng was impatient. He frightened Beibei's compliment: "What do you mean, just say it!"
He seemed angry, and Beibei was stunned. Peng Cheng was always obedient and accommodating. Leng Ding got angry, and her rhythm was gone. She didn't understand why there was no chance for Qin Tian. Instead, she wanted to pick it up with Peng Cheng even more. She lowered her eyebrows and took a deep breath: "We are not suitable, don't waste it with me."
No one knows where Beibei's cowardice comes from. She wants to reject him, so there is no need to make excuses, but she is cowardly. She is cowardly. As for why she is cowardly, it may be God's secret, and even Beibei herself can't explain it clearly.
"Your partner wants to marry you? What is he doing? Tell me." Peng Cheng was calm and composed.
"My partner didn't want to marry me, it has nothing to do with my partner."
"Then what are you trying to do? Tell me who he is and I'll talk to him." He obviously didn't believe Beibei's words. He didn't believe Beibei wanted to reject him without any reason. Maybe he was worried, but he always had to listen to her say it. He didn't believe that she was not a kind girl.
"Stop making trouble, I'm just..." Beibei breathed a sigh of relief, "I'm not in the mood now."
"If you say not, please let me follow you and find him by yourself!"
"It has nothing to do with him. He doesn't like me at all. He is going abroad. I'm talking about us, we are not suitable. You are young and I'm older. I need to be quiet." Beibei got angry. She felt that there was no way to explain. She suddenly noisy and both of them were a little embarrassed.
After a while of silence, Peng Cheng suddenly underestimated softly: "But I like you, what should I do?" His reasoning has never been clueless.
"That's not OK. I can't like it for long, most people will like it for a while. What if I don't like it, you're still young! A man can find a good partner at any time, what should I do then?" Although this is not what she said in her heart, she became smoother and smoother. The girl seemed to have found the rhythm again. She only needed a sense of rhythm. She was justified and felt that all this was very reasonable.
"What you mean is that when the couple is together, there must be nothing they can do. You can't find others!" Peng Cheng hit the nail on the head and made Beibei speechless.
"And why should I not like you?" He still did not give in, like a little eagle staring at the rabbit, almost scaring the trembling rabbit without any doubt.
"I mean, what if, now, what if I'm old?" This was almost the girl's dying struggle.
"Do you think you are so beautiful now?" Peng Cheng blurted out.
No one could chat with him well, and he insisted on smashing every word on the ground so that no one could catch it. Beibeisheng swallowed his saliva, and she felt her face burning: "If I don't look good now, it will definitely be even worse in the future."
"What does that have to do with whether I change my mind?" He was aggressive and didn't want to lose her, so he scratched each other.
Beibei snorted and laughed. She couldn't explain why he had the upper hand, but she still felt that he was so naive: "It's not that it's okay, it's okay."
"I can't even say that I am? Who can still want me like me?" Peng Cheng blurted out and he shouted sternly.
Bebe suddenly remembered his face. In the woods, he lighted a cigarette with a lighter. He suddenly said this. Both of them knew what he was saying. She couldn't remember the scar on his mouth, and obviously he couldn't.
"It has nothing to do with that." Fortunately, he couldn't see her panic, and the girl said with lingering fear, "What was she afraid of, she didn't even notice that she was afraid."
She just said this polite panic. A kind girl should have been panic. When she rejected him, she chose an excuse that would not be too ugly. She happened to answer the question he couldn't ask, which was also a question they really care about, but this is really a big lie, right? She should have known that she lied to him first.
"I don't care how much older you are than me. Even if you are an old lady, I like you. Even if you are a prostitute, I like you. Then I like you too." He said a word in one breath, and Beibei was powerless to refute, so she just listened and then smiled mockingly.
She decided that the words were just a joke. It was not until a year later that Beibei realized that Peng Cheng was not lying, but it was too late. Perhaps at that moment, she just didn't believe in Peng Cheng. More of her might not believe in herself. She thought she could do everything.
"I'm angry today, I'll see you another day!" Before Beibei could answer again, it seemed that her ridicule was too hurtful, so Peng Cheng was about to hang up the phone. At the end, he suddenly said, "Be honest with me, don't let me see you with other men."
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Finally, Qin Tian’s overseas trip made new substantial progress, but he did not tell Beibei, but she still found out because he was very happy.
He didn't need to say it. How happy he was. Why was he happy? Beibei guessed that Qin Tian would know that she didn't want to listen at all. But what if she didn't listen? She still felt the light and cheerfulness in his voice. He was calm when he met unhappy. After thinking about it, she asked him. So Qin Tian also said, it was so casual, and he didn't want to say it sooner or later. He said that the university in Canada had been contacted and going abroad was just around the corner.
"That's great. How long will it take to finish?" Beibei said it was too good, but she couldn't be excited. On this issue, she could not be consistent. When he was about to leave, she suddenly felt so distressed and even trembled. It turned out that the calmness a few days ago was just a lie to herself, and she just lied to herself.
"I don't know, my sister said it's almost done." Qin Tian was no longer very excited. It was basically because Beibei did not hide it thoroughly on the phone, so he finally found out.
"Tian, how far away are we?" Beibei said leisurely, feeling everything was like a dream: "You can no longer look at the same moon."
"No! Xiaobian, you are always in my heart and can't leave."
Is it in your heart? Only those who die will be in your heart! It’s useless to say so much like it’s true. Whether it’s really affectionate or fake pretentious, it’s all the same way. The girl is silent and she just responds casually without saying anything.
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The last time the blind date asked the girl to meet again. She didn't like him, but she still saw him. Maybe she started her next relationship soon. She would feel less uncomfortable when she left. The two of them went to a small street shop to eat spring cakes. The young man adhered to his usual stinginess, so the girl was not full that day and he ate salty himself. However, only eating vegetables must be salty. He drank too much water that day, and they were not very happy, and the two parted in disagreement.
After a while, Mr. Tian still has an unexpected situation. Qin Tian seemed to have encountered difficulties when he went abroad. He called and complained, saying that news came from his sister, and he was afraid he couldn't get out.
He was very disappointed when he heard the tone. He was completely resentful of hearing, but he adjusted quickly. After a while, he stopped talking about the country. He was very concerned about what progress had been between Beibei and the new boyfriend he mentioned last time. He would ask every time he called, and this time he asked.
Beibei was secretly happy for a while. She hoped that the matter of going abroad would completely fail, and the girl was also selfish, so she did not tell him about eating spring cakes, but only said that the man was a very qualified person, very gentlemanly, like a returnee.
No one knew why. The next day after that, Beibei received the money that Qin Tian called to the bank card again.
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To be honest, all this did not make her more at ease. Qin Tian was still far and near, but Canada's repetition still made her very happy. Drinking poison to quench her thirst naturally made her unable to numb herself, but she still had insomnia. In the second half of the night, the girl called Peng Cheng, and didn't know who else she could call. She couldn't call Qin Tian, right?
Peng Cheng answered very quickly, as if he was waiting for the call. He opened his mouth and called her: "Daughter-in-law, this is the first time you called me and have you started to miss me?" It seemed to be an invitation full of expectations, and he was afraid that she would not miss him.
Peng Cheng would not be confused whether the east wind was suppressing the west wind or the west wind squeezed the east wind. He liked Beibei, and knew this, there was enough. He never stingy with his expression, which made him always seem happy.
"No." She even beat her, but the girl insisted on being pretentious. She seemed to think of him and felt embarrassed. She denied it.
"Just think of me! Why do you think of me if you think of me?" Peng Cheng felt a little aggrieved.
"It's really not." Beibei hurriedly explained, but in short, it was hard to explain. Even Peng Cheng understood it, and he even said not to explain, don't explain it, but the more he said this, the more anxious the girl became.
He didn't like to listen to her always tell the truth, so he asked Beibei to pay attention to his sense of justice. After a long time, she finally gave up, so she changed the topic and said, "What are you doing?"
“Squat the pit.”
"Is squatting a pit shit?"
"No, you don't understand!"
Peng Cheng refused to tell Beibei what a squat is, it felt very mysterious. Then he said, "Wife, your name is not good, I have known you since I met you."
"Then don't call me a wife, you won't carry it to you."
"Then I'm happy." He seemed to have thought about it carefully before he decided to make the girl come to amuse her.
"Wife, I'll see you in a few days. I've been too busy recently and I don't have time, but we're a natural couple. I went to Bailingzi to find the great god. She said, you're destined to be mine. Don't be busy outside. If you go abroad, don't worry about others. Eat a spring cake and order something to make people laugh. It's so rare that you can't sleep at night, so I just came out at night. Eat more delicious food and wait for me to find you in two days and ask you to give me a baby."
"You little brat, what are you thinking about this day! You will give birth to a baby if you do anything?" Beibei scolded him, feeling comfortable: "You have only been in a few zodiac years and you will give birth to a baby every time."
Chapter completed!