Reality is reality, and it cannot be reversed by anyone alone. Alas! She shouldn't have shaken it.

The longer Qin Tian returned to Guangdong, the more disappointed Beibei was. He was like a meat bun that had beaten dogs and would never come back. The little fantasy that the girl once held that he would come back was almost evaporated with the rising temperature. Although he kept calling, he still chatted with her every day, saying that he loved her, but he broke up and never mentioned the matter back.

No one is a fool. After being delayed for such a long time, Beibei certainly would not have known Qin Tian’s thoughts. But she knew that she knew, but she never asked him again. Even though she knew that she could not ask for it, why bother asking him to look like a blind fool.

Recently, she has begun to receive various things from him frequently. He said that Guangdong sausages are delicious and steamed with rice. The rice will be soaked in the sweet aroma of sausages, and you can make two bowls without eating vegetables.

He actually made two bowls of what people in Northeast China would say. How interesting it was, so Beibei received the sausage he sent, which was such a big lump. He said he had packed all the goods from the store that day.

Then Beibei received the egg roll sent by Qin Tian, ​​a small dessert for Guangdong people after dinner, which was also very delicious. From the 90-year-old grandmother to the four-and-a-half-year-old niece, they all said it was delicious, but she was the only one who could not taste it.

She enjoyed Qin Tian's care with confidence. She knew that such care would not last too long. He was a good person, so he was making up for her and his own heart, and his guilt about certain things. It was just something to eat, so Beibei was so happy to make him feel more comfortable. She did not stop him. Until today, she received the money that Qin Tian had called on her bank card.

The money is not much, one thousand yuan, which may be just a day's red envelope money, but it is still considerable for people like Beibei who earn less than 800 per month. She called him, and Qin Tian said that he had sold the equipment in the game and asked Beibei to accept it. Then after waiting for a while, he said, "Stupid, it's time for me to spend money on you. You can buy some delicious food and eat your face round."

He really thought that Wen Beibei was an idiot.

Beibei lowered her head and rubbed her toes back and forth on the sand. She understood Qin Tian’s compensation, and what was compensated was her sincere treatment, but didn’t he understand? It was a sincere treatment. What could these really make up for?

She still doesn't want to say it out loud, just one thousand yuan, why bother! It's better to make him feel better and let him leave less care.

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Two days later, another thousand yuan was added to Beibei's bank card. This time, Qin Tian sent a text message. He said that he had sold another equipment in the game, so he asked the buyer to directly transfer the money to Beibei's bank card and asked her if she had received it.

The girl said she received it, and he seemed to feel relieved. She was very excited to tell her to buy something delicious! She ate fat and smiled, and she was very nice. The man's voice always seemed to have a kind of power, which made her feel melancholy.

She drooped her shoulders depressedly, and she heard his joy. She wanted to see what was missing in the game, but she couldn't see it. She couldn't bear to leave those things, and she couldn't bear to leave him. But if he wanted to sell them, she couldn't say anything anymore. Anyway, he probably won't play anymore. It doesn't matter what he sold, she doesn't care. As long as her little man still has his name on his head.

But if Qin Tian was gone, what was left for her? Who knows? After thinking about it, she called Qin Tian again and asked him not to send money to her when he sold things again. She didn't want this feeling, as if she had cut off her own flesh and sold it.

——

About a week later, Beibei received another 1,500 yuan. This time she didn't want to let him go, so she called. During this period, she received almost 5,000 yuan, and it was time for a result.

"God, what's the money this time?"

"Xiao Ben, this time it's my bonus. You buy some beautiful clothes." Qin Tian said happily, as if giving her money, it made him feel good. It seemed that the amount of money he gave could make up for him to seduce her and want to abandon her guilt, so he became cheerful.

There was only the sound of swallowing on both ends of the phone. He could hear her, and she could. Lies didn't really make people happier, and neither of them was very happy.

"Go, don't lie to yourself, okay? Can the money make up for anything?" Beibei said this sentence hesitantly, and she was silent after saying it. She had been preparing for this for a long time, and she had never wanted to say it. She wanted to stop talking, don't say it, just pass it slowly, as long as you can, and as long as you can, and as long as you can, you can go to that day.

Qin Tian was still silent on the other side of the phone. He was speechless when Beibei said something. The girl could feel sad. He was a good person, a kind man. At least when he wanted to give up on her, he would choose to use money to compensate her.

"The two people are in love, and Qi Neng can compensate for it with money." Beibei didn't know how to say this better: "Maybe you will feel better if I accept this money, then I have already collected enough."

"You'd better accept it." Qin Tian was exhausted on the other end of the phone.

"Don't you have any worries. Didn't we all agree to let you go to Canada? I'll accept the money, so don't worry! But don't always give it to me in the future, it's enough."

The calmer she said, maybe he was more restless. They all understood the wounds that the other party didn't want people to see, so he kept silent.

"Tian, ​​do you miss me today?" Seeing that he didn't say anything, Beibei changed his lonely tone and asked him happily in a dress.

"I thought about it." Qin Tian's voice sounded so uncomfortable, and a layer of bitterness floated past.

"Xiao Ben, did I tell you today that I love you?"

"Yeah, I just said that." Beibei laughed loudly.

——

The application for going abroad is already being processed. Qin Tian told Beibei casually once, and Beibei also pretended not to listen carefully, but since that day, she raised the antenna in her head and counted the days.

She thought about going to Guangdong to see him, and there was only this last time left. She wanted to watch him go through every day. She didn't want to give up those, that was her only one. People always have to love the most, so they were satisfied! Then there might be no regrets. She thought, after making enough preparations, she seemed to be about to go, but in the end she gave up.

So what can I do if I go? Regrets won’t give up the subsequent torture just because I have obtained them. It has nothing to do with regrets. There is nothing to doubt, it is the price of lowly love.

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It has been a month since September autumn. The summer in the northeast is just right. I am still sweating profusely during the day, but it is a little cooler at night. The only thing I have to look at is the extremely pure blue sky in the suburbs.

The autumn is high and the air is refreshing, the clouds are light and the wind is clear, and the pinch of white clouds stick to the sky like cream, as if it is about to fall, but it is not really falling. It is proud and beautiful, Beibei lies on the lawn, feeling that the distance between the sky is from far to near, as if it is changing.

Qin Tian said that he went to the embassy today and met a foreign man. He said that the man spoke English and Chinese, with a beard all over his face, but he looked not fierce. He also said that the man said he welcomed him to Canada. After saying that, he laughed, but his beard blocked his teeth and smiled so despicable.

He is not an actor, so he naturally cannot control himself and let him go. His happiness touched her sadness, and he finally couldn't let him go.

——

The blind date arranged by my mother for Beibei has begun again. Although she has never asked about the relationship between Beibei and Qin Tian, ​​she has never really seen or heard of Qin Tian, ​​but Beibei feels that her mother knows him, but she has not said it out loud.

There should be some induction between mother and daughter! At least there is something between Beibei and mother! She must know that her daughter fell in love with a boy. As for whether the boy was Qin Tian or the daytime, she didn't need to tell. There was always a boy, and she must know that the boy left her beautiful daughter.

It has been a long time since my mother has not arranged to introduce her boyfriend to her daughter for a long time. Now Qin Tian has not even left China, and the blind date is about to begin again. Generally speaking, parents are more likely to understand than children in love. Everything is over. For them, it only takes one sentence to end, but for those who are in it, Beibei feels that her mind will no longer be active, like a pot of gas-free soup, with only a slow precipitation left. She is indeed not ready, but she still agrees because she feels that she will never be ready again.

——

The sauna day is finally over, and the cheerful wind in the morning and evening can actually make a few cool noises. Peng Cheng got a brand new number and called it over for more than two months after he disappeared, saying that it would take three or five days, and at most, it would take only three or five days to see her longing for her.

"How did you find out that the person I miss day and night is yours?" Beibei insisted on getting the word "man" clearly. She asked him with interest, and she also found that the pronunciation was very funny.

"You just think about it, don't be stubborn with us, you just think about it. Are you still going to do it? Don't say it's useless, just say you still going to do it?" Peng Cheng started playing with it, and he was so happy that he couldn't hear any unwillingness to come. He was coming back and was about to see the person he was thinking about day and night.

——

After work in the evening, Beibei did not go home directly, so she made an appointment with Xiao Ai to go to the night market. She had made a reservation before the blind date and said that if she failed, she would come out to celebrate. But she did not succeed and finally got what she wanted.

It was only after eight o'clock that Beibei was still unsatisfied and walked home. She probably felt comfortable walking, so she didn't take a bus. She thought it wasn't too far, so she should be able to get home in half an hour.

The night became darker and the wind was a little cold. Beibei ate sweat all over. When the cool breeze blew, the bustle in her stomach was very comfortable. Although it was night, there were many people on the road, and many middle-aged couples were walking around each other. They were not lonely along the way. Xiao Ai had already arrived at home at 80% of the time. Beibei prefers to walk three steps and take one step back on the road.

The car drove so fast at night. In short, it was faster than during the day. When you whistled through, you would rush over one at three or five minutes, as if there was something urgent. The girl's heart had not been so leisurely for so long. Qin Tian must have left. This seemed to calm her up, as calm as if her boots had fallen to the ground, without doubt or confusion. Just walking like this, no one is still good.

Soon, Beibei walked to the gloomy little woods next to his house. It was just nine o'clock. The woods were already scary and dark, but there was a group of men playing chess with street lights next to them, which made people feel a little better. After all, the woods are so small that they can see the end at a glance.

Walking through the woods, the leaves rustled, sounding creepy, and you can't close your eyes, but the air here is good, with a faint fragrance of grass. Although it softens the smell of car exhaust, it is also a rare and good place in this city. Yang Huai, the white flying catkin seems to be the same as yesterday. Beibei remembers Qin Tian in the flying catkins, his beautiful face, and at that time he only has her in his eyes.

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"Hey! Where are you going?" A sudden scolding made people scare. The girl was in a daze, unprepared, and her heart tightened, and it hurt a little.

The delicate young man smiled and turned out from behind the thickest tree. He was a little excited. It was Peng Cheng: "Wife, are you afraid?"

If he hadn't had the scar on his mouth, he would have been impeccable and beautiful. Today, he was still wearing a plain, white long-sleeved top that covered the smoke scar on his arms. He wore a pair of beige shoes, and the soles were as white as the upper.

Beibei breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that it would be better if it wasn't a bad person, but she glared at him angrily: "Why are you always scaring people so much?" Her heart aches, but she felt that her body was heavy and she couldn't lift her strength in an instant: "Didn't you just say three or five days? Is this three or five days?"

"I've been back when I sent you a message. Then I don't have to come here to see if you have sex with your boyfriend!" Peng Cheng said as he leaned over. He reached over and put his hand around the girl's waist. Perhaps he didn't expect that, he felt a little thick, so he lowered his eyes and glanced at the waist.

Seeing him looking at it specifically, she blushed embarrassedly, slapped hard, and twisted hard, but couldn't make Peng Cheng let go of his hand. He twisted it so hard that he pinched the fat that had popped up on the girl's waist. He slammed hard, and Beibei was so painful that she had not even heard her shout, and a pair of tears gushed out and hung on her cheeks.

"You can't stand it?" The young man stared at Beibei with a cold pair of eyes and glared at his eyes angrily. He asked her badly. He reached out to wipe the tears she hung on her face, but did not let go of his hand. He said, "Wife, don't keep crying, you keep crying, how uncomfortable I feel."

Beibei was so angry that she didn't answer him anymore. Why did she cry? It was because he pinched her and hurt her. She didn't turn her face and didn't want to see him again.

Perhaps seeing that the girl was really angry, he let go, leaned forward, pulled her arm, wrapped it around his neck, and hugged her body with all his strength, making her struggle unstoppable.

"Wife, talk! Stop crying." Peng Cheng said as he looked down at her. Seeing that she was still looking like a savage girl, he pressed his hand on the circle of fat on the girl's waist.

"I didn't cry, don't pinch me. I don't like to pay attention to you. Please don't come here to find me in the future."

The boy's eyes suddenly became clear and bright, and his eyes seemed to be filled with happiness, like the cleanest water in the jar. He had never seen the turbid waves of the river. He kept looking at Beibei's face, and he heard her speak harshly, but he didn't answer.

Peng Cheng laughed: "Wife, I haven't eaten yet! Let's go to the night market to have something to eat, let's go."

Besides, it was impossible not to go. Beibei was hugged and hugged her, and staggered out of the woods, took a taxi, and returned to the night market where she had eaten cold skin just now.

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It was still the cold skin of Mrs. Wang's house, and Peng Cheng also preferred her family. The boss was this Mrs. Wang, who seemed to be very familiar with Peng Cheng: "The cold skin in her house is delicious." He bulged his mouth, pushed the cold skin into Beibei's eyes, picked it up with his chopsticks and sent it to her mouth.

Beibei turned her head and stared at Peng Cheng's eyes. The person in front of her was simply annoying.

Peng Cheng looked at Liangpi, raised his eyebrows slightly at Beibei, and saw that she had not moved for a long time and said, "Oh, you are deceiving it."

The young man put down the cold skin he picked up, stuffed the chopsticks into his mouth and squirted it for a few times. He picked up the cold skin and sent it to the girl's mouth.

"You are idiot! This is not... more..."

Beibei was immediately angry, her face flushed. Before she could finish her words, Peng Cheng suddenly stood up. He quickly grabbed her jaw, leaned over, stretched out his tongue, licked her lips decisively, and then spread his hands towards the woman who was stunned on her face: "Look, I won't quit."

His words were so sincere that it could be seen that there was no other meaning. Like the ignorant Xu Sanduo, he was such a simple child that could deceive everyone. Perhaps he was really just proving to Beibei that he was not imprisoned. What he did was all because of her disgust.

This is a master of acting, so he smiled. Beibei looks so funny. She opened her face bitterly. She was stunned by him. He actually licked his mouth on the crowded night market street.

All the girl's actions became delayed, and Peng Cheng sat down again, as if nothing had happened before, and he started eating. While eating cold skin happily, he told Beibei about what had happened in the past two months. His shiny eyes glanced at the girl's dazed face. Then he pinched Beibei's face and asked innocently: "Why don't you talk?"

"I don't like to pay attention to you. You can eat it well. I'll go home after it." Beibei was so disgusted. She pulled down the rubber band casually, letting her tied hair spread over her shoulders. Her anger finally had a channel to vent her catharsis. She felt a little more comfortable, as if the heat had run out of her head.

"Actually, if you don't tie your hair, you'll look better. Look, your hair is not that big after being draped down." Peng Cheng reached out to stroke Beibei's hair. His poor movements made her hair even more messy. He insisted on pulling her into pain, or if he was gentle, she wouldn't be able to reflect it.

Beibei finally couldn't bear it anymore. She raised her hand and patted Peng Cheng's head hard. There was a dull sound.

Okay, everything was silent, and no one around noticed this sound. Only the two of them heard the muffled sound. The switch of the switch in Beibei's mind turned on, and she subconsciously withdrew her hand.
Chapter completed!