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I gotta go

Half a month passed in peace, and the weather became hot, cold, and hotter, like a stagnant pool of water. Beibei was upset with the same old behavior with Qin Tian. No matter what she did, Qin Tian only did one thing, quietly, and did nothing.

It was really a way to do nothing, and he followed her everything, but he cured Beibei properly.

On that day, Qin Tian came to pick her up after get off work without saying hello to Beibei. The girl walked out of the door of the business hall, and Xizhao Ritou hit her back from behind, warmly. She glanced around casually, and saw him standing against the train across the road.

Beibei was surprised, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. She couldn't stop her from closing her eyes. His eyes were gentle and she could feel that this was what she liked, she really liked it. He was still impeccable and beautiful, and he became even thinner. The short-sleeved T-shirt was very slim. No matter how long it was, you could see that it was unnecessary even if you had a bite of flesh. Qin Tian used his arms to face the dazzling sunshine. He waved casually and signaled Beibei, he was waiting for her.

This is a good phenomenon, right? Beibei thought this way, and she was unfulfilled with joy. She looked back at Xiao Ai. Xiao Ai shook her eyes excitedly. Qin Tian was probably willing to enter her life, so she was willing to come to the company to pick her up from get off work, right? He drove the car last time, but this time it was probably just washed, and the car looked like new. He carried her on and headed towards the central park.

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The weather was much hotter and most people couldn't stand the sun, so there were not many people in the park. Qin Tian bought Beibei's marshmallows, and then held her hand and walked by the lake.

The lakeside was always cooler, and her mood was no longer impetuous. As she walked, Beibei turned her head to the young man's shoulder, and she tilted her head, and just like the last time she was on the street full of willow catkins, she tentatively leaned on his shoulder.

She didn't notice that he actually noticed her trick again. Qin Tian lowered his head, looked at her self-consciously smart look, smiled slightly, stretched out his hand to press her head on his right shoulder, this should be the way a normal couple looks! Beibei felt so suddenly, she hugged his arm and hugged her tightly, but she didn't want to move away when she leaned up.

"Why are you so careful? You've never leaned on it before?" he asked, his deep and floating heart sinking and falling to the ground.

Beibei raised her head and stared at his beautiful side face. He looked at the water in the distance without any sensation, frowned slightly.

"Do you love me?" After preparing for so long, I finally asked. Maybe Beibei didn't want to ask, but she asked with a free mouth, following her heart.

Qin Tian stopped, he seemed to breathe a sigh of relief. He looked straight into her eyes and looked at her with a solemn look. He said firmly: "Love, I only love you, Xiaobian."

It was like fireworks everywhere exploded, and Beibei smiled so softly. She picked her eyes playfully: "I love you too..."

She leaned her head and her whole body on Qin Tian's shoulders, as if she was hanging from this man. Her heart was filled with a lot of light, but her body seemed to float up.

She naively thought that if this man said he loved him, then he would be hers. At this time, Beibei actually didn't know that if he liked to be with him, he didn't necessarily have to be together. After a while, Beibei enjoyed her rare sense of belonging. Compared with the short sense of belonging, this too long silence seemed so pure and innocent, like a child who was unclothed but running desperately.

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"But Xiaobian, I'm leaving, the plane the day after tomorrow." Before Beibei could feel relieved, Qin Tian said it. He seemed to have been preparing for a long time, so he spoke very smoothly. When Beibei thought he loved her the most and she was the happiest time, he was planning how to break the glass ball she cared about carefully.

The girl's head exploded and her ears buzzed. She couldn't hear what he said anymore. She looked at his mouth open and closed, sometimes like this and sometimes like that.

"Why are you leaving? Where are you going?" Her fingers held his arm tightly. When a person's eyes squeezed into a triangle, it was probably the time when she was most frightened. Beibei was completely confused, without a sense of direction, without a sense of decisiveness, without right and wrong and reserve, and was confused and confused.

"Go back to Guangdong first." Qin Tian stretched out his hand, grabbed the girl standing in front of him, questioning him, and he hugged her in his arms. He might not want to see Beibei so scared. He stroked her hair to calm her, but at this time, how can he still be calm?

Beibei struggled constantly. She remembered clearly. It was impossible to forget so quickly. He just said that he loved himself. When he said this, the acne on his face had not disappeared. He said that he only loved her. Wen Beibei. He called her Xiaoben, why would he leave immediately? If she could still calm down now, then Wen Beibei was not a human at all.

People's cognitive differences are probably difficult to understand for a woman like Beibei. In her heart, one day she might think about herself a little more, but she is not good yet. She still cannot understand the relationship between giving up and choosing. She decisively gave up her feelings for something that is worthless at least in her heart. She thinks that it is suicide. She will not even think about the problem reversely. Since she can give up, it means that the little love is the same as the things in her heart, and it is worthless.

"You have the communication over? Then when will you come back? Or will you not come back? I'll go to your place?" She insisted on making the final struggle and not leaving any more face for herself. Beibei asked again tremblingly, thinking that she was deceiving herself, maybe all this is not as serious as she thought. Qin Tian just said that he had to go back after the communication was over, and it might not be necessary?

"Don't be so stupid, listen to me." This is probably what every man always says once or twice in his life, so Qin Tian also said it.

Beibei pushed him away, and there was no last chance. He wanted to say something he didn't want to hear. This man was indeed too outstanding. He was not just going home. He wanted to abandon her. No, there was no question of abandoning her. Wen Beibei was not Mrs. Qin, and she was not worthy of abandoning her.

"Don't forget that you just said you love me, don't forget." She also played with raid. She really wanted to play raid. If it was useful, Beibei's eyes were blurred by the mist, and then she became unable to see the way clearly, and then she couldn't see him clearly.

"Xiao Ben, don't do this." Qin Tian grabbed Beibei's arm. He wanted to hold her and told her not to be so excited, but she pushed her away.

She shook her head desperately and shook her tears away from her eyes, but when she shook it away, it would be full, making people unable to clean it. She was so upset that she rubbed it back and forth, and it made Beibei cry even more anxious.

She got angry, why did she waste this month and get angry with him? Suddenly she thought of this, if she didn't get angry with Qin Tianqi like this, maybe they would have many beautiful memories, why didn't she cherish the days he was around her?

Qin Tian's narrow European eyes were filled with sadness: "Xiao Ben, I won't say anything, I won't say anything, okay?"

He comforted her, and finally the girl's sobs slowed down a little. He hugged her and felt that she was still trembling. He patted her back lightly. Beibei's heart finally couldn't hold on. Soon she lost her strength and leaned on Qin Tian's shoulder, crying weakly, and tears wet his shoulders together.

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After a while, Qin Tian thought Beibei was calm, so she was lying down obediently. He began to talk to her tentatively. He touched her hair and said something useless and irrelevant. Seeing that she still didn't respond, he began to take it seriously again.

"Stupid, I'm going to leave sooner or later, you know. The exchange has ended. I originally wanted to take you back to Guangdong, but my father and my sister both wanted me to develop in Canada. The medical institutions there do not recognize China's medical qualifications. I have to start again and start with students there, so I don't have the ability to take you there." He said, as if he couldn't bear it, and he could no longer do anything to tie him up. He gently shook her body: "Babe, I'm sorry." Every word was like a sharp knife that pierced her already leaky heart.

"Then you have to give up on me, right? Yes, you have to give up on me." She no longer had the strength to say these words in her heart. Even if she still had the strength, how could she say that? Make things difficult for him and tell him not to leave? Stop him and let him give up the life he wanted? No matter whether she can stop him or not, she must say that she can't stop him.

Qin Tian finally raised his head, and Beibei's back hurt, soft and weak, and she was so chubby that she pretended to be weak. She began to feel ridiculous.

Qin Tian could tell at a glance that Beibei's face was wrong: "Xiao Ben, what's wrong with you?"

"I'm fine!" As she said that, Beibei pulled back her hand. It was meaningless to pull and pull any extra pull. She was glad that she could still make a decision openly now.

Qin Tian grabbed her with one hand. This was the first time he pulled her so hard: "Don't move, let me see."

"No need to look at it. I heard that no matter how I list, I will live longer than you." Beibei smiled. It turned out that he really didn't want himself anymore. It turned out that he was really abandoned. It felt okay, not that serious.

"Send me home! Let's send it downstairs of my house today!"

——

Beibei was finally taken to the hospital by Qin Tian and walked through the back door. He was in a small dark room and personally performed a heart test for her. He frowned and did not put it down until the examination was finished.

"Don't be angry, I won't leave." Qin Tian touched her hair and said softly.

"Hey! Don't, go!" Beibei sat on the narrow bed with black leather and buttoned, and answered him without looking back.

Her lips were a little black, not white, and now she looked even more ugly. She buttoned it like an old witch who was about to run out of oil. She was a little at a loss. She sat cross-legged on the hospital bed, picked up the small mirror, looked at her shriveled face, and secretly looked at him from the mirror, her vivid and fragrant man about to leave.

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Qin Tian slowly packed up the tools, ignoring Beibei or refuting her words. He treated her as if she was unreasonable. Most of the time, he didn't refute her, just smiled, and couldn't see her favorite jokes, laughing at her Northeast-style jokes? But today he didn't laugh, and he didn't know that Beibei could see him in his little mirror, and his slightly frown brows.

Qin Tian's fingers were so slender that he rolled up all the black threads and placed them neatly. For a while, neither of them spoke. When they were checking, Qin Tian just let go of Beibei's underwear, but he didn't take them away. His hands clamped many suction cups around the fat piece of meat, but they didn't touch the piece of meat.

"Do you think Xi Shi is like this? Can this color be beautiful?" This shameless metaphor, Beibei laughed after saying this.

Qin Tian still didn't say a word. He just continued to connect the syringe with a serious face, making a sound of karaoke. He walked over, rolled up Beibei's sleeves, and hit the back of her hand twice, then rubbed the crossed green blood vessels with the mother and son in his left hand, and stuffed a thin white iron needle into the girl's flesh.

"Does it hurt?" He raised his head and asked her gently.

Seeing Beibei shook her head, he nodded slightly: "I'm not a nurse, I'm not as good as theirs for acupuncture." He stopped talking and used tape to fix the thin tubes used for drip on her hands, one after another, and was so nervous that he was a little dissonant.

"I'll adjust it slowly, don't move yourself, just hit it slowly."

"I am not very sensitive, and I can't feel the pain of the needle." Beibei looked at him, and she wanted to tell him that he said that leaving would make her more painful, like a revenge, how good it would make him uncomfortable.

Qin Tian still stood still without moving, with a bleak cloud. He stared at the piece under the bottle, which looked like a fish bladder. After thinking about it, Beibei said, "Hey! I am really a monster. I can go through anything. Don't worry, go back."

"Xiao Ben." Suddenly, Qin Tian was very angry and drank her. He seemed to want to say something, but swallowed it back. He sighed and slowed down and said in a slow tone: "Let's go to Guangzhou!" He paused: "It would be fine if it was in the Northeast, but I'm a little cold in winter."

What else can I say? Beibei couldn't see the person clearly anymore, so she shook her head and threw tears to somewhere.

"I will regret giving up the life you want sooner or later. Go away quickly. Don't seduce me here."

Beibei said harshly and ignored him. She was not a rational person, so she was in pain. She thought many times how she would keep him, threaten him, and entangle him, but when things were about to come, she couldn't do it. Her back was facing Qin Tian's direction, and tears quietly hid on the pillow along the corners of her eyes. She felt like darkness behind her, and she didn't know what was added to the medicine. She fell asleep without crying for a while.

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It was already three o'clock in the middle of the night when she woke up. Beibei was so thirsty that she sat up and looked for water. Her nose was full of manly smell. She slept on Qin Tian's bed, and the quilt and pillows under her were not the ones in the hospital. Her eyes adapted to the darkness around her. When she saw him, she sat in front of the computer next to her and fell asleep with her head hanging down.

On the computer, Saka was killing monsters in the desert. Maimai was wearing a purple wedding dress and sitting beside him and watching obediently. The girl's heart was poked and tears blurred the screen in front of her. She thought so much that she was the villain, the villain wearing a lilac wedding dress and looking at her prince with admiration. Maybe this is all he could promise her.

"Stupid, do you want water?" Perhaps when Qin Tian heard the sound, he woke up. He held the water cup and helped Beibei up. After a while of heavy sucking, she felt a little better.

"Slow, slower." Qin Tian's voice hoarseness, and every word seemed to bring something from his body to blow into Beibei's heart. She raised the water cup and told him if he wanted to drink a little. Qin Tian took it over and drank all the remaining water.

"My mom didn't call me?"

"I called Xiao Ai and asked her to tell your mother that you are at her house."

"Oh." Beibei breathed a sigh of relief, and thought it was wrong: "Is my mother believed it?"

"I asked Xiao Ai to say you're drunk too much." Qin Tian put the water cup on the computer desk.

"My mom didn't see me drinking too much." The girl breathed.

"But she didn't call again." Qin Tian didn't care about this. He sat down beside the bed, without any extra pillows, so he let Beibei lean against him.

"Oh." Beibei responded and stopped talking. Relying on him, the two of them were too close to each other, and no matter how close they were, they were their own worries. They had never dreamed of the same future.

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"Xiao Ben, I won't leave. After the exchange, I will go back to Guangdong first, and then I will come back in a while, okay?" Qin Tian lowered his head and said, while gently passing through her hair with his fingers. Her wet hair was fiddling with it carefully. He kissed her greasy temple.

"Don't do this, it smells oily." Beibei knew that she was not a woman like Xiangfei. Not to mention Xiangfei, she was almost as oily as a man, and the smell of sweat was always inseparable. She sat upright, broke free from Qin Tian's arms, and said to him with her back: "No, you should go to Canada! I hope you have everything you want."

Qin Tian didn't refute her. He twisted Beibei's body and let her lean against her body, pressing her jaw against her head. He blew his anger like a scattered person's ears, and it made people's consciousness disappear.

"I already have everything."

Beibei suddenly coughed hard, his voice was soft and very nice. She felt that her bones suddenly became crumbly.

"No, Tian, ​​listen to me." Beibei shook her body, she felt a little tired: "You are still going abroad, I want you to go." She sighed. This is what she didn't want to say. She always faces choices in life, but no one can resist herself in her heart. Even a thought can form a prairie fire.

"I can't go with you, because I am not capable. If I am like you, like your sister and brother-in-law, we can leave together, right?" Beibei paused for a moment, couldn't continue, and had to make another long preparation: "I'm very serious. The conditions abroad are better and life is better. I hope you can go."

Qin Tian's arms suddenly tightened, or he couldn't listen anymore, and he interrupted her.

"A good man is determined to fly higher and farther. That's your luck. You go!" How proud he said! Beibei's heart disease was so lingering and sensational. She choked and could hardly say what was behind her.

She didn't let Qin Tian say it on her own: "It's settled. Let's stop talking about this. You can go back tomorrow! Don't come back, I won't see you again when you come back."

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I don’t know if the medicine is too strong or if Beibei is really so tired, so she fell asleep soon. The next day, she still felt weak, not because she felt uncomfortable in her body, but she was tired and even her arms and legs were too lazy to lift up, so she asked the company for a leave.

Qin Tian made lotus seeds and lily porridge, and the packed luggage was opened and piled on the edge of the bed. Seeing him working in the outside room, Beibei began to pack all the luggage. She put everything into the box, which made LaSu unable to pull it up. After a long time of hard work, Qin Tian came in with the porridge, and the girl was still fiddling with LaSu.

"I've stuffed it in. When will you leave tomorrow? I'll give it to you." Beibei said, signaling Qin Tian to help Lalasuo.

Qin Tian put the porridge on the table, sat down beside the bed and took her hand, throwing her luggage aside: "I'll do it later, Xiaobian, you wait for me, I'll be back soon."

Beibei looked at Qin Tian's eyes. His eyes were so gentle that he could drown himself alive. No matter how he looked at his beautiful face, he was happy.
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