No matter how you kneel down, you will never be able to overcome your fate. She can always knock you down effortlessly, again and again. All your wishes will be her slaughtering tool, and all your inability to satisfy you are the pond for her to enjoy happiness. Desire is the bargaining chip you least want to give up, even if it will eventually backfire.

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The wind in the suburbs is always particularly strong. The strong wind blows the sand and soil, mixed with elm seeds, whistling by, and the sand and soil slapped the windows. It was so scary that they rushed over with their lives, and were ruthlessly blocked by the windows, and they were wailing everywhere.

After that day, Qin Tian's phone number suddenly stopped every day. Beibei could probably guess that he wanted to forget it. If she no longer contacted him, then this time, it would be love! It would be left alone.

How ridiculous he is probably thinking that others are puppets, or dolls who still smile after drinking? In short, they are groups of robots without emotions.

She originally wanted to follow his wishes, so she also plucked up the courage. She thought about forgetting it, but she had always been so close and distant. She had designed her retreat early in the morning, so why bother to make things difficult for others and make things boring?

She thought this way, prepared this way, and instigated herself faithfully. Maybe it was the first time she instigated herself like this! In short, she had no experience, and she shouted in her heart that she would be fine, certainly, she thought that as long as she reminded herself, she could do it, but she didn't know that it was really not that easy.

Soon Beibei discovered that in just two or three days, she understood. It seemed that she was still trapped in a deeper way, and she couldn't live without him. Every minute she was like a drug addiction, and she couldn't stop the thoughts in her mind.

She always thought of Qin Tian, ​​his beautiful face, his doting look, and wondered if she stopped contacting him, would the two of them have forgotten that they would have forgotten that they had eaten cotton candy together, everything between them, her kiss.

Whenever she thinks of this, she feels so anxious that you can't bear it. You're saying it's *burning! It's a bit exaggerated, but she really doesn't want to do this. She can't stand it. She was exiled by the man she was thinking about. In the weightless space, she gently opened her hands and floated in different directions. One smiled and waved her hand, and the other tried to hold each other in horror.

The stories that those who love each other are dull when they meet again many years later, sound so warm. The young girl that Qin Tian’s father gave up, Beibei suddenly couldn’t listen to. She couldn’t even listen to love eventually turning into family affection. She was even unwilling to face reality. Facing love is far less intense and heavy than father-son family affection. She would impulsively take out the phone and call him, and then hold it back, again and again, until once, she couldn’t help it.

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"Xiao Ben, what are you doing?" Qin Tian answered the phone and he spoke first, as if nothing had happened. He asked Beibei first, looking relaxed and comfortable. He teased her and insisted on pretending that nothing was wrong.

"I miss you." Beibei blurted out. She didn't plan to hide anything anymore. This was what she said. She said it without thinking. She just regretted it after she said it. It was different from the confession of a secret love. She felt that she had lost her value.

"I'll make delicious food for you that night!" Qin Tian's words were still gentle. He was summoning her. Beibei could even feel his hand stretching out and his embrace with a faint body fragrance. He teased her, but it had no effect on him. Only those who were abandoned would never forget it, right?

"I, no." I don't know what suddenly stimulated her, but Beibei actually refused. He wanted to give up on himself, right? Her pitiful self-esteem suddenly became alive and gained the upper hand.

"Oh, are you cleaning?" Qin Tian was also embarrassed. He probably didn't expect that Beibei's to make a sudden change in the tone of the conversation, which made people wonder.

"No, are you checking the rounds?" Nothing to say anything. This is not what she wants to say.

"No, I'll send you money in the dormitory again. I'll send you money in the game! There have been quite a few days." Qin Tian said this, making the girl even more uncomfortable. It turned out that he had been playing, but he was not as sad as her, and he could still play.

"Then I'm dead, you play!" Beibei said softly. She was dissatisfied and sad and angry, but this was not important and he couldn't hear it because she was not in his heart.

"Yeah, OK."

After get off work in the evening, the commuter car drove to the vicinity of Beibei's house. The driver saw Qin Tian standing by the road from a distance, turned around and said to Beibei, "Wen Beibei, the beautiful guy is waiting for you!"

Beibei was staring blankly. If it weren't for the driver's words, she would have probably not noticed that she had arrived home. She then looked on the road. Qin Tian looked into the car with his head tilted his head. He was wearing a blue T-shirt. The middle of the T-shirt was white, and the sleeves on both sides were dark blue, as if he was wearing a vest. He put the thumb of one hand on his mouth, searching the whole car, focused and nervous, perhaps because he was afraid that he would not be able to see her.

Beibei's heart became happy when she saw him. The constant denial and torture of this day were meaningless. Before the train could stand firm, she stood up eagerly.

His hair was floating in the wind. He stood on the road, stepping back on the rocks along the road with one foot until he found her in the huge bus. At the last row of the bus, facing the setting sun in the evening, he narrowed his eyes slightly, reached out to cover his head, and smiled as he wished.

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Beibei got out of the car and couldn't stop talking. She wanted to be more reserved, but that seemed not easy. Women are generally like this! They know there is something wrong, but they still don't give up. They want a man's love like drugs. They will smile because of his smile, because of his gaze and self-examination, and are also excited because of his occasional attention.

"What are you going to do?" she insisted on listening to him.

Qin Tian smiled, his snow-white teeth were neatly arranged. He stretched out his hand and touched Beibei's hair, as if he was touching a child. His eyes fell on Beibei's hair, and then slowly his eyes turned narrow and long, and his eyes drifted into Beibei's eyes, buried there deeply.

"I'll pick you up for dinner." He turned around and took her hand and said, "I didn't do it today. I've played games. Let's go out to eat."

Along the way, Qin Tian complained that Beibei had lost weight. He said that her round face was a bit shrunk.

"It's obviously not too weak." Beibei muttered in a low voice, but Qin Tian ignored it. He admonished himself, saying that she was thinking about him, and her face was so deflated. Beibei stopped arguing. Everything is good, and there is nothing to worry about whether it is too weak or not, as long as he is still by his side.
Chapter completed!