"You're going to work?" Grandpa asked with a smile, narrowing his eyes.

"Yes." Beibei opened her eyes leisurely. She heard the child's voice. That was when she was young! When she was a child, her grandfather could still hear her speech clearly.

The misty sky outside the window seemed to be soaked in silky milk tea, and the sun's light had not penetrated the morning mist! She woke up again. A beautiful dream, she knew it was a dream before she could really wake up, hey! She couldn't deceive herself no matter how.

After grandpa left, Beibei would always dream of him. His old face was no different from her deepest memory. He looked at her with a smile and asked some of the things he had often asked before, and his brain was so exciting.

Sometimes, she would dream of walking in a long passage, with darkness around it, but that was a passage, she decided. There was only a little light in the distance, like the dying flame on the head of the fire, moving back and forth.

The girl was extremely scared and groped toward the light, but she felt uneasy. She didn't know whether the light was going to save her or the trap that seduced her. As she walked, the light became bigger and bigger, and that was the source of light, although she couldn't see clearly what the source was. She was getting closer and closer, and just as she was about to walk, her grandfather would suddenly appear. He stopped her, smiled lovingly, and shook her head gently.

Beibei finally woke up in shock. After holding it in for a long time, she finally felt relieved and sweated all over.

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Soon Beibei began to suffer from insomnia and couldn't sleep all night. The night became hideous and greedy to her, constantly swallowing her only consciousness. Qin Tian kept persuading her to not think too much about anything. He said she had to give up something, maybe that was indeed very important in her heart, but the more important it would make her overwhelmed. So the girl really didn't think about it anymore. She even tried not to think about anything. When she could still recognize it, she still suffered from insomnia and quickly gained weight.

Today she had insomnia again and stared at the roof. Seeing that the walls suddenly cracked, the steel bars spread out the cracks of bricks, and large pieces of rubble and debris fell down. Beibei subconsciously raised her hand to block it. She tried to block her arms in front of her, and she began to have hallucinations. Fortunately, it was only a moment.

This really makes people feel scared. The hallucination was as real as a blockbuster. She no longer dared to look at the roof of the shed just now, as if all the sinful black smoke came out there would trap her in it.

That night, she was thinking randomly and her consciousness could no longer control her brain. She repeatedly warned herself, but that was useless. She began to think, think about the world, think about life, jump from the international situation to the global economy, and then jump from the global economy to bilateral relations. How did the leaders of various countries deal with it? This guy is busy with himself!

The girl could feel that this state was bad, but knowing it doesn't mean doing it. She couldn't find a way to stop it, so she had a lot of calculations that should be summed and not should be summed. She didn't know why she had so much trouble and couldn't figure it out, she had no basis, and no reason.

If it was because of the first time when facing the loss of a relative, then the scope of thinking should not be so wide. This is not just herself, but even Qin Tian was confused. In desperation, Qin Tian began to suggest that Beibei use some inhibitory drugs appropriately, but the girl was very persistent. She didn't want to use drugs to control herself, especially now, she didn't want to listen to Qin Tian.

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She couldn't remember that he didn't want to go upstairs.

What does that mean?

Can anyone pretend to be unable to understand?

She felt her throat hurt and was as dry as if it was burning.

On the day my grandfather left, she never thought that Qin Tian would go up with her, but he really stopped at the door of the building.

"Babe, go by yourself! I'll wait for you here." Qin Tian suddenly stopped. She had already run far away before she realized that he had not come with her.

He looked at her for no reason, and her beautiful big eyes were full of inquiries. It was a fear of being abandoned. She thought he would go up, and he knew that.

Qin Tian looked at her and stopped talking. His eyes were complicated and there were too many things to say, but she couldn't wait so much, and she didn't have time to see clearly what it was. She turned around and ran upstairs.

When he went downstairs, he was with his parents. Beibei saw him standing at the corner of the opposite building. She saw him driving a black car and hurriedly hid behind the car. There was no need for him to hide because she would not misunderstand it anymore.

She threw it and looked at him. It was not that she had the courage to face it, nor that she was complaining about him. She just didn't have the opportunity to avoid his escape, which was embarrassing. Qin Tian stood back again, and he nodded at her. Perhaps because of her magnanimity and gentleness that gave him confidence, he no longer needed to hide.

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Life is free, and insomnia still comes over and over again. The more you are afraid, the more unexpected it will happen. Instead of setting up a pancake on the bed, it is better to get up and have fun. Beibei just sits in front of the computer.

Not sleeping does not mean not sleeping. Beibei is so angry that she has already reached the limit. She just doesn't know that she really should use some medicine. Maybe a little bit can relieve her gradually tense nerves and make everything improve, but she insists on fighting stubbornly.

It was so terrifying that only the bright light of the computer shone through the slight darkness. Everything around was still empty. Beibei was completely energetic and burst into tears. But she knew that as long as she lay on the bed, all the symptoms would improve and she would continue to suffer from insomnia.

The phone vibrated and whispered. The girl glanced at it. It was the boy who was dialing the phone randomly. She answered it and heard that she was panting inside, as if she was running.

It was a very messy footsteps, not like a person, deep and shallow, but nothing except the speeding footsteps. The group of fools running were running with concentration without distractions. This single sound shows how focused the running people are, kicking and pounding like pounding garlic, so small, no one yelling or no dog barking. What is this for?

In just a moment, Beibei's overly active brain cells suddenly had a new idea, and the other side of the phone might be running away. This word scared her. She didn't think about the rationality of this matter, and then decided from the bottom of her heart that it was running away. What does this mean? Why do you want to run away? In an instant, the girl's hair stood up and she plucked her courage. She even asked a few questions, but after asking, she regretted it.

There was no response at all, and she ran away desperately on the phone, kicking and stomping. Beibei swallowed, but she didn't swallow anything. She breathed rapidly and suddenly hung up the phone.
Chapter completed!