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Chapter 056: I Am the Antidote (2)

Lin Zaishan knocked on Chen Qing's door, and Chen Qing opened the door.

"I have a few questions to ask you," said Lin Zaishan.

"Captain Lin, please come in." Chen Qing respectfully brought Lin Zaishan into the room.

"How old are you?" Lin Zaishan asked casually.

“23 years old.”

"When did you learn fencing and archery?"

"My sister and I both learned fencing when we were 15 years old and archery when we were 18 years old."

"Whose fencing is better than you and your sister?"

"Xiuxiu's fencing is more powerful."

"Where are the arrows?"

“I’m faster and more accurate.”

"How can others distinguish between you two like this?"

"I have a very small mole behind my ears, but Xiuxiu doesn't; there is a very small mole on my right chest, but I don't."

"You must have exchanged identities and went on a date, right?" Lin Zaishan asked.

"How do you know?" Chen Qing asked in surprise.

Lin Zaishan laughed twice as if he was so profound, and asked several other questions. Finally, he said: "Chen Qing, would you accept it if I asked you to do something very dangerous?"

Chen Qing replied simply: "I accept it!"

"Well, then you can rest early."

Lin Zaishan knocked on Chen Xiu's door again.

"When did you learn fencing and archery?"

"My sister and I both learned fencing when we were 15 years old and archery when we were 18 years old."

...

Lin asked some questions in Shandong and finally said, "Chen Xiu, would you accept it if I asked you to do something very dangerous?"

Chen Xiu replied simply: "I accept it!"

"Well, then you can rest early."

"Captain Lin, please wait!" Chen Xiu called Lin Zaishan.

"Is there anything wrong?"

"Captain Lin, I am ignorant and mistakenly treat you as a bad person. Please punish me."

"What are you punishing? Actually, you are not a big mistake. If I were in your situation, I might have done even more."

"Captain Lin, I want to take this as an eternal lesson. Let myself understand that even in extremely difficult and dangerous situations, don't lose humanity, otherwise you will become a beast and a demon like Boss Qi."

"You can have this awareness that kindness and light have taken root in your heart, and all you have to do is persevere and make it grow."

"But I really need a profound lesson that I can remember forever!"

"I can't help you."

"Captain Lin, if you don't help me, I will do it myself!" As soon as Chen Xiu finished speaking, he pulled out a sharp arrow and pointed it at his chest. Lin Zaishan quickly stopped him, but it was still a little late, and the arrow pierced into his left chest. Lin Zaishan quickly tore open Chen Xiu's clothes, revealing the curve of his toned chest. Lin Zaishan quickly pulled out another arrow from Chen Xiu and looked at the arrow. He found that it was just an ordinary pointed arrow, without additional damage settings such as blood grooves, barbs, and forks, and the arrow was not long. So he held the handle of the arrow and pulled it out cleanly, then took out the hemostatic medicine and gauze, and quickly bandaged her.

"Luckily, it's just a skin injury. Don't do stupid things again in the future!" Lin Zaishan said: "We may have to face many powerful enemies tomorrow, and you need to be 100% engaged in the battle."

"I will definitely do it." Chen Xiu held Lin Zaishan's left hand with both hands and pressed against his exposed chest.

Lin Zaishan was puzzled and thought to himself: "Which is this singing?"

Chen Xiu said: "These days, we have encountered some inhuman things, and our psychology has been distorted. I know deep down that I am sliding into the bottomless abyss of darkness bit by bit. Although my sister is stronger than me, I know very well that she is as confused as me, and can only rely on mutual comfort and constant fighting to make up for the despair and emptiness in my heart. If it weren't for your appearance, we really wouldn't know what it would be like? Your abilities and personality are as terrible as those monsters, but your heart sticks to the most basic and important things in human nature."

Lin Zaishan said: "The first rule of survival in the end of the world is to maintain an optimistic, strong and brave heart from beginning to end, otherwise you will be easily defeated by danger, frightened by evil, and swallowed by darkness."

"Yes! This is exactly what I want to say but can't say!" Chen Xiu pressed Lin Zaishan's hand against her heart even harder, and said in a trembling voice: "To us, you are like an antidote!"

Lin Zaishan said: "You don't want to eat me, right? I don't have such a powerful medicine."

Chen Xiu said as if he had used all his strength: "Punish me and deal with me as he pleases. Only by interacting with normal people like you and having interactions will I feel like I am living in normalcy!"

After Chen Xiu finished speaking, he threw himself into Lin Zaishan's arms and hugged his waist tightly with his hands. Lin Zaishan's mind buzzed and thought to himself: "What is Chen Xiu? Friends talk to each other? The scale seems a bit big and the distance is a little too close. Love confession? Impossible. The two have been together for less than two hours, and they are not too late to fall in love at first sight. Sexual hints? It seems very obvious, but why do you feel that there is a layer of soul salvation in addition to sexual hints?"

Lin Zaishan couldn't help but think of what happened since the doomsday. Suddenly he discovered a pattern: almost all women who were directly rescued by him expressed their strong desire to "interact" with him in an unusual way, and even a cold-hearted female president like He Annie wanted to "rape" him. He always thought it was caused by the sudden outbreak of his male charm, but now Chen Xiu gave the real answer unintentionally - the extreme situation brought by doomsday made the women in it have extreme experiences and mentalities. They urgently need to find those who have "normal" qualities, and by intersecting with them, they can restore themselves to "normal" or at least obtain "normal" experience. Not only Chen Xiu, but He Annie is like this, Ye Jingying, Li Yan, Du Lili and others, isn't it the same? Not only women, but men are afraid that men also have the same psychology.

Thinking that Li Yan, who almost fell in love with her, was just dating herself out of self-healing psychological instinct rather than love, she only "breaked up" with herself in a "clean and neat" way after encountering some obstacles, and seemed almost nostalgic. Lin Zaishan couldn't help but feel a little cold inside.

"It's not because I'm so good, but because they are extremely eager for something in me. Buddhism emphasizes giving, and I am a Buddhist. So don't you what you have and they are extremely eager for to give them the things you have. The question is: What is this kind of thing in me?"

Lin Zaishan gently stroked Chen Xiu's hair and said, "Do you want to know how I keep it normal?"

Chen Xiu Zailin murmured in front of Shan’s chest, “How did you do it?”

Lin Zaishan replied: "I first start by controlling my mindset and not thinking randomly, and then expand to controlling my behavioral habits and physical reactions. I suggest you start by controlling your mindset and focus your mind, energy, attention, etc. on the most meaningful things at hand."

"Control yourself?"

"Yes, you are a martial arts practitioner and you should understand that all virtues and abilities start with self-control."

"I understand, I will try it right away."

"Okay, it's time for me to go back to the house. If you still need to talk to me, I'll welcome you at any time."

"Thank you, Captain Lin!"

Lin Zaishan returned to 221. As soon as he entered the door, Ye Jingying threw herself into his arms and acted coquettishly at him: "Why have you been there for a long time? People are worried about it."

He separated Ye Jingying without any slightest, then sat on the chair, hugged his head with both hands, and said nothing. Ye Jingying asked in panic:

"Teacher Lin, what happened? Why are you very unhappy? Can you tell me?"

Lin Zaishan sighed and said, "Nothing happened, I just saw through some phenomena."

"Teacher Lin, what have you seen through?" Ye Jingying asked with concern.

Lin Zaishan looked at Ye Jingying and said, "You have an IQ that is no less than mine, so you don't have to hide some words from you. Ye Jingying, are you very attached to me now?"

Ye Jingying's face turned red and she nodded repeatedly.

Lin Zaishan said: "I know your inner experience of being in a desperate situation. In fact, this experience not only happens to you alone, but almost all those rescued. Like other women who have been rescued by me, you have fallen into an instinctive reaction mode intentionally or unintentionally, that is, to attach to the rescuer. The rescued person comforts his soul by deified the rescuer. Once the psychological trauma is healed, the rescued person will truly realize that the rescuer is just an ordinary person. To put it bluntly, the aura on me is added by your subjectively, and it may not be my own. In fact, any person who saves you will probably be so attached to the other person, and I just happen to be that person."

"No, no!" Ye Jingying defended loudly: "You are not a casual ordinary person who can replace you. You are unique and unique! I admit that I have psychological trauma after the disaster, but I have absolutely no blindfolded attachment to you. I also have my own beliefs, rationality, dignity and bottom line. Danger is the most capable of testing a person's true qualities and true nature. After the crisis, you have been risking your life to search and rescue others. I don't know what stories you have had with other women who have been rescued. I don't know what happened to you and other rescued women.

, I only know that the rescue and being rescue happening between me and you are not only in the sense of life, but also in the sense of soul, not only in the nature of grace or reciprocity, but also in the true mutual understanding and respect. What you do and pay not only represents yourself, but also represents the thousands of people who support you and those who have helped you. You may think that you are ordinary people and even vulgar, but your salvation of life and soul is sacred and noble, and you cannot even blaspheme or offend yourself!"

"Your words really touched me. It is really a great comfort to think of myself living through wind and rain, searching and rescuing others for life, and finally gaining understanding and respect. I need this comfort, and my thousands of dead colleagues need this comfort! Ye Jingying, I thank you for your support for them! Thank you for comforting us with such beautiful and touching words."

"Teacher Lin, everything I said comes from the heart."

"I believe." Lin Zaishan smiled.

"Teacher Lin, you still seem a little unhappy."

"Your words are so good, I have to worry about being 'praised' by you're 'should'. Your words have given me a profound cleansing of my heart. Now I look at you, and I feel calm and calm, without a trace of distractions." Lin Zaishan said to Ye Jingying with a smile.

After hearing the last sentence, Ye Jingying frowned immediately.

Lin Zaishan stood up and said, "You have some rest. We have something important to do tomorrow morning."

"You can rest here tonight, okay?" Ye Jingying grabbed Lin Zaishan and begged.

"Okay, I'll just sit in the chair for one night. I don't know if I've been injected with chicken blood or what's wrong, I have a strong recovery ability."
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