&;srn&;Old Shadow of the Republic of China 56

"Are you awake?" Yuan Ye sat beside the kang and asked Fang Yun who was turning over on the kang, "I drank so much last night, did you have a headache?"

"Put your hypocrisy." Fang Yun stood up, and his voice was choking when he replied with his hands.

Yuan Ye smiled and didn't say anything. Last night it was New Year's Eve, Fang Yun made two dishes, opened a bottle of wine, and stuttered. They drank one cup by one, one cup by one. Although she was blind, she knew that Fang Yun was really drunk. She was drunk, cried and made a fuss and kept calling Lao Yuan to say a lot of drunken words. "Don't you remember?"

Fang Yun's eyes were deep, but he did not respond on his mouth. He folded the quilt off the kang, "Do you remember what's the matter? He just thought it was a dog who took a bite."

No matter how heartless Yuan Ye smiled, no matter how heartless he said, what about his heart? He still remembered and savored the days he had been together. It is said that he was indulging in the moment after drinking, and he suddenly saw the woman's heart. In the eyes of women, everything is fake, no matter how well he disguised, he still relies on men. There is an old Chinese saying that from frugality to extravagance is easy to go from extravagance to extravagance. In the past, she lived a rough life with her ex-husband and had no extravagance for the relationship between men and women, so it doesn't matter

, thought life should be like this. But since she got married to herself, she has done all the expectations for marriage that she had fantasized about before. Even if it is exposed now and knows that she has other purposes, has she really abandoned and denied it emotionally? In terms of reason, she has to draw a clear line with herself and knows that she is her enemy. But emotionally? In terms of emotion, she will not hug herself and cry, will not shout why she wants to fight, and will not cook.

Considering her taste, now that she has scolded all the vicious words during this period, but has she treated herself badly? No! The clothes are always clean, and the water is still done every night. The socks in the Neiku are never washed and dried by others. They are folded and placed next to the pillow according to her own habits. Samba said she only bought half a pound of meat, but the dumplings in her bowl are made of meat. Samba said that the dumplings with minced pork are delicious, which shows that the rice in his bowl is

It's different, but it's better to squeeze out and eat it for me. My eyes are inconvenient, and I'm not that quick to do anything in the toilet, but Fang Yun never turned around and cleaned up for me because of this. I didn't think about it carefully before, but when she cried last night, she was heartbroken and he was only then shocked. After thinking about it carefully, I had a rough idea in my heart. Fang Yunyuan didn't hate herself as much as she realized. She hated her mouth, but her heart didn't change at all.

He thought about it all night last night, and now listening to Fang Yun walking back and forth around the house to pack up and prepare to cook, thinking that before Sagging came back and forth, he tried to say, "You really don't remember what happened last night. He hugged me in front of Sagging and said it would be great if he didn't fight. If Sagging reports on this, I'm afraid it's not good for you."

Fang Yun pursed his lips, as if he was hesitating. After a while, the sound of a match was sounded again: "What am I wrong? Isn't it good not to fight? If I don't fight, it's just a few drunk words. Who should take the drunk words seriously?"

"I only spoke the truth after drinking." Yuanye looked serious, "Fang Yun, no matter what others think, I think you are right. It would be great if you don't fight. Everyone is harmonious and we are still husband and wife. But who has the final say? I am a Japanese, can it be up to me? My family is also an old mother. My original ideal was to become a doctor who treats diseases and saves people, or a executioner who kills people. If you don't like fighting, do I really want to fight? Fang Yun, I will follow you.

You are like most people, and hate war. But no one gives me a chance to choose. You once hate your authorities and say that their recruitment is to capture strong men. There are few people in Japan. If they are not forced, who would be willing to die? After I graduated from college, I was very close to Yuan Ye and spoke fluent Chinese, so I was forced to take it to the secret service agency. No one gives me the opportunity and power to choose. I have my mother and sister in my family, and my sister was also given a reason for various reasons.

I have been recruited, but I don’t know which men I really have no place to accompany to do to sacrifice for the empire. If I refuse, my family and I will be sent to the military court. I promised my mother to go back alive, no matter what she has. Fang Yun, I don’t want to betray anyone, but I can’t let my mother down. I want to live, no matter in your opinion, it’s cowardly or anything, I don’t want to think about anything, I just want to live. If you say that I’m for you, you will definitely not believe it. I am willing to confess,

Whether or not it is your factor, and that is, of course, it is a large part because I still have relatives to worry about. I don’t want to convince you to trust me, nor do I want to convince your organization to trust me. I say this today to make you feel better. Your man is not a bad person. I know how you treat me during this period, so I feel more guilty in my heart. Fang Yun, can I do something for you? Everything is fine! As long as you can make you feel better."

"No need" Fang Yun's voice was not high, but he was determined, "Just live." After saying that, he seemed to be afraid that he would misunderstand, and added: "If you live, you won't torture you enough. I can't even calm down my anger. It's too cheap for you to die."

"Why do you have to be stubborn?" Yuanye glanced outside, "No one is staring at us now, you don't have to be so tense."

Fang Yun stood up and chopped the cabbage on the chopping board, "Are you really willing to do anything for me?"

Yuanye nodded: "Of course!" She knew without asking, she wanted to ask herself to continue explaining the problem. Her task was to lurk. As long as she stayed, her task would be successful. If she felt it was necessary, she wouldn't really not be able to give them some plausible information.

The cold light in Fang Yun's eyes suddenly ejaculated: "I won't ask you to do anything, you can weigh what you do."

Yuanye looked motionless, but hesitated in his heart. This question was the hardest to answer, "Isn't there an anti-war alliance? I'll join, do you think it's okay?"

"Anti-war?" Fang Yun put down the knife in his hand and thought about his meaning. According to Liao Kai, there is a network behind Yuanye. This network cannot be dug out, but it is hidden in Yan An. He did not mention these things, but proposed to join the anti-war alliance. What did he want to do? Is it really just to lurk and gain a certain amount of freedom? But no matter why, he was unwilling to be locked up and eager to go out. This is true.

Did he be so anxious?

Fang Yun was a little confused. But it didn't matter. The more anxious he was, the more he couldn't be anxious. He didn't show any intention of going out. However, after he was drunk and vomited his true feelings last night, he stuttered. Why? Because he didn't dare to act rashly before he couldn't confirm his attitude. Now he dared to mention it because he was sure that he was emotionally inclined to him. She picked up the knife again and continued to cut vegetables: "You can't see your eyes, so what can you do if you participate? Let's stay honestly. I think you are good to stay here." Her voice was low, "You stay at home like this, I can still pretend that you are Lao Yuan, and I have a complete home. Even if you are lying to myself, I will feel better. Just like that. You can live, which is what I didn't expect. I won't force anything else."

The sound of cutting vegetables was very loud, but it did not prevent Yuanye from listening to these words clearly. He opened his mouth and unconsciously touched the crutches in his hand, and his movements became more and more frequent. Fang Yun's work in his hand did not stop, but his eyes looked at him from time to time. This action meant that he was anxious.

"You really want to ask me to stay in the house?" Yuan Ye sighed, "I heard that I am going to have a large-scale birth, and you are going to be busy again. How can you be a woman if you are a woman? In fact, I will go to the yard to help you with straw sandals and mats. I can still do these tasks for you. Don't let me think I am a waste, okay? Fang Yun!"

Fang Yun was sure at this moment that the other party just wanted to go out, not having any specific destination. But why? She was a little confused.

Before she could answer, the gate rang, followed by a stuttering footsteps. Fang Yun called the stuttering in, "If you help burn the fire, I have to go to the hospital and school to see it. On the first day of the Lunar New Year, the young child left home for the first time, and his thoughts must have fluctuated. I have to go and see it. Xiaolin has a child and her brother, so I guess he can't be busy."

He stuttered and said yes, but he didn't say anything. He never said a word to Yuanye.

When Fang Yun went out, he poured a glass of water and placed it in the place where he could reach the wilderness with his hand. Then, he turned around and went out without saying a word.

As soon as the stutter left, Fang Yun came over, and Lin Yutong knew that something was wrong.

Fang Yun did not avoid the Fourth Master, but said whatever he had said and said everything he had born last night to today, "He has always been patient. At the beginning, he sowed the relationship between me and the organization and the comrades, but when he saw that it was not effective, he didn't mention it. Later, he told me in the name of my relationship, that it was very difficult to gain the trust of the organization. Linking these words before and after can easily make people understand that he was just worried about me, but sowed the disagreement. Seeing me, I was told that it was very difficult to get the trust of the organization.

Without expressing his opinion, his attitude changed again and he began to work hard for my good intentions. Before, I had been in my left ear and my right ear more, and I didn't pay much attention to his words. Last night, I said something with alcohol. In addition, I took care of his life for this period of time, and he probably felt that I had no love for him. So, today I obviously felt that he was a little anxious and anxious to come out of the house, or even to help in the yard. What do you think this means?"

Why is it okay in the yard? The requirements are really so low.

The Fourth Master stood up, handed Changsheng to Aunt Cui, and then left Qian Ni to see him. He pulled Lin Yutong and Fang Yun said, "Sister Fang, why don't you go out for a walk with us?"

Fang Yun didn't understand the Fourth Master's place, but Lin Yutong guessed something: "Let's go to the ridge and see where can you see the small courtyard where you are."

I see!

Fang Yun nodded: "Let's go! Go right away."

Following the sheep intestine path, he walked up the way. When he arrived at the ridge, he kept looking at the foot of the mountain until he found a place where he could see the situation of Fang Yun's courtyard clearly, and the three stopped. Lin Yutong's eyes glanced back and forth around, and then suddenly stopped at a place more than ten meters away. "What is that?" She stretched out her hand and the Fourth Master walked over. A piece of broom vegetables that had become dead grass was more than one meter high. Squatting here would definitely be hidden. There were footprints on the ground around, and the size was about 42 and 43. There were two cigarette butts on the ground, and there were a few piles of sheep dung beside them.

The freshness of the ball, the freshest thing is not what was left yesterday or what was left before, but the rest is hard, all frozen and hard, and it seems that there have been some days. In other words, someone stared at the yard where Fang Yun lived, staring at his every move there. This man pretended to be a sheep and still observed here for a lot of time every day. The wilderness was about to leave the house because he knew that someone was waiting for him to pass on the message. He could not collect information, so what was conveyed was his current situation. He wanted to pass on his plan. But why was he so anxious?

Lin Yutong looked at the Fourth Master: "Can it be so?"

The Fourth Master nodded: "You'll know if you try it tonight."

So Lin Yutong accompanied Fang Yun home, and the Fourth Master went to find Liao Kai.

After eight o'clock in the evening, the Fourth Master signaled Lin Yutong to put the earmuffs on the child. Lin Yutong cleaned up the child carefully and listened to the movement outside.

In the yard opposite, stuttered in the bonfire in the yard, burning sweet potatoes and potatoes to eat. Fang Yun came out of the house and sat next to the fire. When the potatoes were roasted, Fang Yun took one and peeled it and sent it to it, "Give it! Eat it! It's better to choke to death." As he said, his hands kept stuffing the potatoes, and then poured a bowl of water on the table aside. The sound of pouring water was clearly visible, and Yuanye's mouth was raised, "You can't bear to be hungry and thirsty, so why should you be so mean in your mouth?"

"Who can't bear to leave you?" Fang Yun's words were as cold as ice chips, "I wish I could eat your meat and drink your blood."

Yuan Ye smiled: "Where is there hatred without love? The deeper the hatred, the deeper the love." He grabbed Fang Yun's arm, "Fang Yun, ask me to go out for some breath. It's night now, it's okay." As long as you go out, there will be one and two. This is a good opportunity to open the gap. "How long has it been since I smelled the free air outside."

"Hmph!" Fang Yun pushed him away, and saw that he was about to fall down and hold him up again, "You are fine, you are not dead, just to trouble me."

Yuan Ye smiled. She was obviously afraid that she would fall. She was anxious to ask you if it was okay, but she changed her mouth in a vicious way. If she was really gentle and careless about her, she would never believe her. But now that, anyone who heard this felt that Fang Yun would not want to die early, but what she said and did was completely different from her. This is Fang Yun! He hated himself rationally, but emotionally he could not help but reveal his feelings that she probably didn't know. His tone became more gentle and he begged a little: "Yunyun, please."

This voice and words made people always remember when the two of them were having fun. He said: Yunyun, please give it to me.

Fang Yun clenched his hands into fists, closed his eyes hard, and said, "If you want to leave, go out and get some breath, forget it if you are cold."

She didn't take the initiative to help him, but she didn't throw him away. Yuan Ye felt a little excited. After so long, he finally broke a hole.

The two of them came out, stuttered and nodded at Fang Yun, but said, "You guys can't come out."

Fang Yun glanced outside, exchanged gaze with stutter, and then said, "It's the New Year, let him breathe, five minutes."

"It's not possible. The defense is the most relaxed. What should someone do if he hurts him?" Stammered up, "Get in quickly."

Yuanye could feel the stalemate between the two, and he smiled, "Then forget it, I'd better go in."

Fang Yun said qin: "It's you to come out, it's you to go in, or you." As he spoke, he nodded to stutter, and then suddenly shook Yuanye's hand, "What do you love, I don't care about you anymore."

Yuanye almost fell down. Fortunately, he held the door frame at the door, but he had not stood firm yet. Liu heard Fang Yun shouting: "Be careful."

Be careful? It is inconvenient to be blind and you don’t know where the danger comes from.

Before he could figure it out, he felt a sudden pain in his chest. Almost at the same time, the gunshots reached his ears. He covered his chest, almost incredible, how could anyone kill him? How could it be?

He listened to Fang Yun's shouting: "Hurry! Call Xiaolin! Stammer, call Xiaolin! Come on!"

Then Fang Yun's breath approached, and her head was hugged. The warm liquid dripped on her face and flowed into her mouth with a salty smell. Is this Fang Yun's tears? She cried! For herself!

Yuanye felt that his whole body began to get colder, and then the noise around him became louder, "Fang Yun, don't cry."

"Don't die!" Fang Yun's voice choked, and his tone made people feel uncomfortable, as if he was suppressing something, "Don't die! I won't scold you anymore. Is it good to live?"

She hated herself, but couldn't bear to let herself go. She wanted to cry, but she didn't dare to make people feel sad about her. Her heart was divided into two halves, half to the left and half to the right.

Yuanye thought it was ridiculous. Before he died, he was not thinking about why he was assassinated, but about Fang Yun’s feelings at this moment.

Lin Yutong and the Fourth Master both breathed a sigh of relief when they heard the expected gunshots. Waiting for the boots to land was also very painful. Lin Yutong handed the child to the Fourth Master, "It's time for me to go."

There was a good show of catching assassins outside, and everyone was very involved. The hospital and school were full of guards searching back and forth. When they left the door, they saw Bai Yuanchao looking at him. Lin Yutong waved his hand and asked him to go back and look at Huaizi. He knew that he was coming out to see the situation. Huaizi probably was worried. The gun was shot from the direction of the hospital. Wherever he was shot, the person who didn't see it with his own eyes and only heard the gunshots had no way to judge. Huaizi heard the gunshots and was worried. Lin Yutong looked at Bai Yuan to understand his meaning, turned around and left, and then went to Fang Yun's house.

The shot was so accurate that it almost hit the heart. Lin Yutong knew that Yuanye was still conscious, so she explained the situation, "How did you bring people out? Don't you know how dangerous this is?"

Fang Yun wiped his tears: "It's my fault, it's all my fault! You save me quickly, he can't die, he's useful."

Lin Yutong kept cursing in her hands, but said, "It's not that he is useful, it's that you still have feelings for him. Sister Fang, I will report on this matter, and your problem is not small."

"Stop talking!" Fang Yun roared: "Save him! Save him quickly! It's okay to kill or cut, save him first! He has to be alive."

At this moment, Lin Yutong couldn't tell whether Fang Yun was acting or whether he was really having a big relationship.

After the operation was over, Fang Yun was still sitting aside in a daze, stuttering and shook his head at Lin Yutong, then pointed out of the door and signaled her to leave first.

Fang Yun wiped his face and woke up. Then he took care of the wilderness step by step.

When Yuanye woke up, his eyes were still pitch black and there was no trace of light. Lin Yutong was not very compassionate and cured his eyes. But the pain in his chest reminded him that he had passed by Death before.

"Awaken?" Fang Yun's voice was cold, but it was not as cold as before. Her breathing was right in her ears, "You can only drink a little salt water, you have to endure it."

Yuanye nodded: "Who wants to kill me in Fang Yun, do you know?"

"I didn't catch anyone." Fang Yun's patience seemed to have improved a lot. "The gun was shot from the hospital, and those who could be picked up in the hospital were injured on the battlefield, and the possibility of the wounded was eliminated. Only on the mountains behind the hospital, traces of people walking were found. The security department searched the entire ridge, and on the ridge opposite our home behind the hospital, the same person's footprints and cigarette butts of the same kind of cigarette were found."

Yuanye's hand suddenly clenched. They didn't believe in themselves. Did they want to kill someone to silence them? Isn't it still not the day to contact? Isn't there still ten days? They just can't wait! They just believe that they can't get rid of the current predicament?

He drank warm and salty water into his stomach, reminding him of Fang Yun's tears before, which was the smell. "Don't you ask me who wants to kill me?"

"You won't say it even if you ask." Fang Yun's voice turned cold again, "You should stay in the house from now on. You don't have to mess with me. This incident proves that everything you said to me before is nothing. I'm stupid too! I'm not cheated by you once, and I believe it for the second time. So, shut up in the future, and I don't believe what you say for half a word."

"Fang Yun!" Yuan Ye grabbed Fang Yun's sleeve, "You tell me to think about it! Is it okay?"

He shows weakness because he still needs to take care of himself now.

Fang Yun pulled out his sleeves bit by bit, then walked out. He stuttered and smoked at the door. There was no scent of tobacco, only the choking smell of smoke after the wet leaves were ignited. He pointed inside, and Fang Yun nodded, and the two of them didn't speak in a tacit understanding.

Without much effort, Liao Kai came, "Are you awake?"

Fang Yun nodded: "I'm awake."

"Can you speak?" Liao Kai asked again.
To be continued...