Old days (82)

What do you want to call me? Zhang Xuejiao wiped the tears from her face, then quickly regained her reason. Her expression was as always. If someone who didn't know would just think that the two of them were talking about family matters just like before.

Lin Yutong looked at her: You are a smart person. What I want you to do? You should be very clear. As she said that, she asked again: Where have you done to break the cocoon?

Zhang Xuejiao was really surprised now: Do you even know how to break through the cocoon?

Lin Yutong raised her eyebrows: Otherwise, how could I be so anxious to show off with you?

Zhang Xuejiao understood what they even did when they even made the cocoon breaking plan, and they guessed eight | nine for ten. Because they guessed it, they looked for themselves first.

She took a deep breath: I can cooperate. But there was only one request. As she said that, she looked at Lin Yutong: I can die, you can be executed by you. But I have a few words to explain clearly, please write them down and put them on my file as one of my crimes.

Lin Yutong nodded: You said.

Zhang Xuejiao pursed her lips and was silent for a long time before she said: After my first husband died, my son died. At night, the fever was unconscious. When she was sent to the hospital, the doctor said it was no longer possible. You can check this. The hospital for treatment was Lin People's Hospital. I remember that the doctor had a foul on his face. I gave the doctor a gold bar. He collected the gold bar and only prescribed some antipyretic medicine for me. The child was gone halfway. I buried the child in my first place.

Next to my husband, you can also go and open the coffin to see. You know that the child in the family is not hiding me because he was stolen by me, and his parents were also workers in the forest farm. At that time, the child was only over two years old and should have been brought out by the older child at home. But the older child went to play and forgot the younger one. At that time, I had just buried my child, but I didn't expect to meet a person on the road that I didn't know what I thought, so I took the child back the next day and left my husband's house. Therefore, no one knew about this except me.

She looked up at Lin Yutong with a little prayer in her eyes.

Yes! These words are lies.

But it is not a lie. The child is definitely sick, but the child did not die young and survived. He did an errand with his head in his arms, so how could he not leave a way out for the child? At that time, a gold bar and a witness were the backup to prove that her lies were true. In order to make the false come true, there must be the remains of a child who died in the man's tomb. In that forest farm, there must be a couple who lost a child about the same age as her son.

Yes! If so, then Zhang Jiahui is not the son of the special service. He is a victim and a child who was stolen since childhood. His taciturnity, his coldness and even hatred relationship with Zhang Xuejiao, can be seen that the child must have some memories when he was a child. He knows that this woman is not his biological mother.

Things were suddenly connected. Real mother and son turned into fake mother and son. This is a line that a mother has buried for more than ten years for her child.

What she is asking for now is that Lin Yutong is willing to believe this lie and help her turn this lie into a truth and an irreversible iron fact.

Lin Yutong sighed and then smiled bitterly: I feel sorry for parents in the world! She said: If the child does not participate

No! Zhang Xuejiao hurriedly said: Such a thing is that the superior cannot tell the parents, the subordinate cannot tell the wife, children, husband and children. Not only the children are not involved, but Lao Luo knows nothing.

Lin Yutong said: What have you passed on over the years?

Zhang Xuejiao smiled bitterly: I don’t think what I collected is useful. Their mouths are tight, and if they inquire too much, they will warn me.

But they all died because of you. Lin Yutong said so.

Zhang Xuejiao nodded: Yes! They all died because of me. In fact, they are all very good people.

Lin Yutong asked in a while: I can agree to what you said. The child is innocent!

Zhang Xuejiao's heart suddenly dropped and said what Lin Yutong wanted to hear: My peak is a shadow. In fact, I really don't know who the shadow is. At the beginning, I hated him, and he disrupted my life rhythm. The various arrangements of hatred never considered my feelings. But when I really stepped out and there was no turning back to go, the elusive shadow was my most solid backing and the most reliable partner.

I don't know who he is and I have never thought about Li Zhaoshan. As she said that, a sarcastic smile appeared on the corner of her mouth: You guessed that my relationship with him is not far from me. She is my teacher and my lover. When I thought we would get married, it turned out that he had a wife. I was pregnant, but his parents did not recognize me. Yes, I wanted to follow him back, but his parents would rather take a distant relative with me. Yes, I wanted to follow him back then, but his parents would rather bring a distant relative with me.

, unwilling to take me with him, and he did not disobey his parents. The explanation to me was that if his wife left and he stayed, he could stay with me forever. But how could I ask me to stay safely? I guessed that there might be a task, so I ran away. I made a lot of preparations to escape to my hometown. I thought that the people from the juntong would not come to me again, but I didn't expect that after giving birth to a child, I received bullets and gold bars. At that time, I only suspected that my affairs were stabbed by Li Zhaoshan. Only he knew that I stayed, and only he knew that I was alive, and only he knew where my place was. I always thought that he was forced to betray me. But I never knew that he was just a shadow. As he said that, he raised his eyes and looked at Lin Yutong: Can I know how you guess what happened to me?

It wasn't a guess. Lin Yutong looked at her: it was what he said to Jiahui. But the words were not like this!

A cluster of flames rose in Zhang Xuejiao's eyes: What did he say to Jiahui?

He told Jiahui how you fell in love and how he had to separate Lin Yutong laughed: I know your identities, you are lovers, and you also know how much you love your children. When all the warmth in his words was torn apart, the rest was the truth. As she said that, she paused: As for whether he is a shadow, you can try him. I think so, and I believe in my judgment.

I know! A hint of a stern smile appeared on Zhang Xuejiao's face: He wanted to use the child, but this was not what I meant. If I were her superior, he wouldn't dare to do this unless

Although these are not just the reasons, it is not wrong for her to infer from this perspective.

Lin Yutong didn't say anything, just looked at Zhang Xuejiao: So can we start?

Zhang Xuejiao nodded: I know, I will cooperate with you.

I guarantee Jiahui's safety and future. Lin Yutong stood up: I won't tell the child to know your true identity

Zhang Xuejiao's tears came down: OK!

Lin Yutong left, Zhang Xuejiao sat steadily, finished all the dumplings, then got up and went to the child's room.

There were almost no traces of children's life in the room, but she still chose to sit on the child's bed, smoothed every crease on the bedding, then reached out to open the wardrobe, washed the clothes for spring, summer, autumn and winter, and were neatly stacked. The patches were also sewn. She took out the clothes one by one, ironed them again, held them up and put them on her face, tears fell like rain.

Wrong! Wrong! Mom is really wrong!

He should have been killed back then.

He is the only person who knows that our mother and son exist. If he had killed him cruelly when he felt that he had faked death and escaped, he would not have fallen to the point he is now.

If you miss it once, you won’t make mistakes again. Mom has already said that if you are not Mom’s biological child, you must not be Mom’s biological child. The man who doesn’t care about you but knows too much shouldn’t be alive. Mom will no longer allow him to live in this world and hurt you.

Everything was very calm that night, but Director Lin gave Director Zhang a bowl of dumplings.

Zhang Xuejiao went to the hospital with a smile and the cooked porridge. Luo Hengsheng didn't cough much, and he wanted to be discharged from the hospital, but Zhang Xuejiao flatly refused: Stay honestly. If you want to treat it, we will get rid of the root cause.

Luo Hengsheng looked at her strangely: A few days ago, you thought that someone asked me to be hospitalized because I wanted to decentralize power.

Zhang Xuejiao didn't even raise her head and served him with rice: That's because I'm a petty person, and I judge a gentleman's ambition by the heart of a villain.

Luo Hengsheng was even more strange: Your attitude is rare. He looked at her eyes: Is there anything hidden from me?

Zhang Xuejiao pouted: Nothing can be hidden from your eyes. What can happen? Yan Ni and Jiahui have arguing again

Luo Hengsheng snorted: It must be Yan Ni, this child's temper

Don’t say that. Zhang Xuejiao stuffed the bowl over and said that I had asked the child to know, and then she had to say that it was my instigation. You should have dinner quickly. I will ask Dr. Li to see how long you have to stay, but you still have to be in the hospital if you don’t have the New Year. It’s a lot of illness and is unlucky!

Luo Hengsheng placed the spoon heavily in the bowl. When the spoon handle touched the edge of the bowl, a crisp sound came out: he spoke nonsense again! Whatever auspicious or unlucky is all feudal superstition.

OK! Zhang Xuejiao responded and walked out. When she left the door, the warmth on her face slowly closed.

She turned to the second floor, but saw Li Zhaoshan going downstairs, holding a lunch box in her hand. She didn't expect she would look at him so calmly, and then asked: Haven't eaten yet?

Li Zhaoshan laughed: No. Director Zhang wants to ask what if he doesn't mind, let's talk while walking.

Zhang Xuejiao didn't say anything, but followed his pace.

There were a lot of people along the way, and after leaving the building and standing in the square, Li Zhaoshan said: What are the tasks?

dynamite. Zhang Xuejiao looked at him: I hope you can run for me and get the explosive back.

Li Zhaoshan frowned: dynamite? Where did you get it?

Don’t ask too much if you shouldn’t ask. Zhang Xuejiao’s face turned cold. She didn’t explain it a second time, but just turned around: Just wait for my news.

Li Zhaoshan looked at Zhang Xuejiao's back and frowned deeply: She is going to act without permission.

Of course, as Li Zhaoshan himself, he cannot raise such an objection. According to the rules, he cannot know what specific tasks Zhang Xuejiao has.

But as a shadow, I knew very well that I did not assign tasks to Zhang Xuejiao.

What's going on?

Zhang Xuejiao has never been a rash person.

Then he thought, she knew whether she had asked Jiahui's child to be a witness to time.

Could it be that she suspected it?

No! If she suspected it, she wouldn't let herself go so easily.

But no matter what, his heart still rose.

Two more days passed. When he returned to the dormitory that night, he felt something was wrong as soon as he pushed open the door. He wanted to turn on the lights when he heard Zhang Xuejiao's voice coming from the darkness: Don't turn on the lights, it's me.

Li Zhaoshan frowned, then put his hand on his waist and slowly turned around: Qingli, are you here?

The tone was filled with surprise, like a young man who was stealing the girl he liked.

This sound can easily remind people of the past, and it was once called a day of love.

Zhang Xuejiao looked at him in the dark, and still wanted to hide it from me?

What did you hide from you? Li Zhaoshan said: I have explained what happened back then. Yao and I were the parents' orders, and I had no feelings for her.

Don’t mention this matter again. I will not want to mention it in my life, nor will I mention it again. Is she standing up and playing with me? Shadow!

Li Zhaoshan showed a little surprised: Shadow? You said I am a shadow? Why do you think I am a shadow?

Zhang Xuejiao laughed: You know me, and I know you too. You have been very busy these two days!

Li Zhaoshan looked at her: I have been in the hospital and have never left the hospital gate. What am I busy with?

What are you busy with?

Zhang Xuejiao took out a stack of letters from her pocket: These letters were sent by you for your students. She got up and turned on the lights directly. Li Zhaoshan narrowed his eyes by the lights, but saw her holding the letter under the lights. With the lights like this, it was easy to see. Each letter had some inconspicuous needle holes. But these needle holes were arranged in an orderly manner. More than a dozen letters were arranged together, and the simple symbols composed of the needle holes on it were translated, which means: start the second set of solutions.

You don’t trust me. Zhang Xuejiao sneered: I have started the second set of plans, so what about me? According to the rules, I became a roadblock that must be cleared.

No! Li Zhaoshan shook his head: It's not what you thought. Why are you on the roadblock? You are the mother of the child. You gave birth to a son for me. You raised your son well. I'm too late. I couldn't protect you before, but now, I hope you don't have time to go into trouble.

That is to say, if you admit it, you are the shadow. Zhang Xuejiao smiled miserably: Is it true?

Li Zhaoshan slowly shut his mouth: Qingli, things are not what you think

What am I thinking? She walked over, stood opposite the man, then suddenly raised her hand and slapped her. With the sound of "splash", the man's sigh sounded: Are you relieved? Can you listen to my explanation?

Explanation? Zhang Xuejiao smiled: What to explain? Explanation: In the name of shadow, you forced me to marry one man after another. How did you feel when you sent me to someone else's bed?

Li Zhaoshan grabbed Zhang Xuejiao's hand: Don't talk to me like this. I am a shadow now, which does not mean that I am a shadow before. Shadow is a symbol! Because the previous shadow did to you, it took me so many years to pull him out, and then I killed him. But there are still people on the shadow. He found me, but he didn't kill me, and only asked me to replace the shadow. I came here for you, mother and son, do you understand?

Zhang Xuejiao looked at the man's eyes and suddenly smiled: I don't understand. I don't believe anything you said.

Li Zhaoshan took a deep breath: I know! Since I hid my marriage from you and I, you have never believed anything I said or done. You have never thought about me in the crowd of good people. Everything I said has a purpose in your opinion. Everything I do is not good for you in your opinion. I am a shameless person who is greedy for your youthful and beautiful appearance and forgets profit.

Yes! Zhang Xuejiao looked at him: You said everything right! When you saw you, I didn’t realize that you were a shadow, I couldn’t trust the shadow completely. He knew who you were mine, and he knew what I was most afraid of, but he still sent you. At that moment, in my heart, the shadow was no longer a shadow.

Li Zhaoshan shook his head: You should know that you should not be influenced by emotions.

I can't help but be influenced by emotions. She stared at her eyes, her eyes were covered in blood, and full of resentment: My child and I could have had a completely different life, and all this was ruined by you

Isn't this here? I'm here to make up for the mistake I made back then. Li Zhaoshan whispered: Break the cocoon plan and let others go. You will be "cleared" by me. Remember, this removal is fake. You will take Jiahui and walk south. There is a boat to pick you up from the south, so you can settle directly in Xiangjiang. As long as we do this ticket and withdraw smoothly, we will get dozens of kilograms of gold as rewards. This money is enough to make us and children live a prosperous life in Xiangjiang, and we will never have to worry about our livelihood in Xiangjiang for the rest of our lives. Back then, there was no promise to send you and children away, but I will remember it all. Qingli, I said back then that when the war is over, we will find a place near the sea, build a house, and then watch the sun rise and the tide rises and the tide rises and the tide rises and you can see. I remember it.

Yes! You remember. Zhang Xuejiao took two steps back, but I just couldn't put the second half of my life and my child on you.

A thing that seemed to have called pain flashed in Li Zhaoshan's eyes: Then what do you want?
To be continued...