Chapter 36: The curtain ends like this
On the evening when An Qi and Zhang Yixi went from Japan to the United States, the sky in Suzhou began to lightning and thunder after the gloomy sky began to roar. The strong wind swept across the city in a brutal manner. Then the pouring heavy rain wet the whole world. Street lights lit up early like emergency, and all the cars lowered their speed. The pedestrians without umbrellas ran to find a place to shelter from the rain. So, I saw a world of speed and slowness in the rain. Life seemed to condense into a black and white movie in this heavy rain. Some people were tired and some people were enjoying their fruits...
The wiper was too late to scrape the heavy rain, so I drove the car into a nearby open-air parking lot, lit a cigarette, and sat in the car and waited for the weather to improve. If I were lucky enough, maybe I would see the long-lost rainbow after this heavy rain.
The heavy rain lasted for more than 20 minutes and then calmed down. After the strong wind blew away the dark clouds, it also disappeared in the sky. The dusk sunset once again strikingly between two tall buildings. It gently caressed the city after the rain with its afterglow. I finally opened the car window, took the camera left by Mi Cai, and looked into the sky.
People on the street suddenly slowed down and pointed to the sky above the city. At this moment, there was really a rainbow on the edge of the city, as if telling the most beautiful belief in the world. I hurriedly walked out of the car, held up the camera and freeze everything in front of me in the camera... When I saw that the rainbow in the photo was so beautiful, I smiled and immediately sent the photo to my phone, and then synthesized it with Mi Cai's photo. I wanted to print out this photo that was born in my hand, then put it in a photo frame, and put it on my car. Recently, I need these objects more and more to express my longing for her...
The rainbow may be shorter than the existence of the ephemeral cerebral. Soon it disappeared into the crowd's reluctance to leave. The most lost thing was me, and I became lonely again. My loneliness originated from the fact that Mi Cai had been away for too long, and also from the family of three standing by me and watching the rainbow with me. Without the laughter of theirs, I would not have made me look so lonely... I suddenly remembered that if my life had not had so many twists and turns, at the age of 28, I would have formed a family with a wife and children, but in fact, I was still suffering endlessly in the waiting...
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On the way home, I received a call from Mo Zishi, saying that he was going back to the United States because Jian Wei's current condition is stable and she only needs some restorative treatment. The effect he can play is not great. Before leaving, he is going to invite everyone to have a meal together.
I have been with this man who always arranged for me to go on blind dates for more than 4 months. Although sometimes I am disgusted with his behavior, I am still full of gratitude in my heart, because to a certain extent, he gave Jian Wei a second life.
After receiving this invitation, I drove directly to Shanghai, and then we met in a restaurant that specializes in Cantonese cuisine. There were quite a few people who saw Mo Zishi off this time, including his colleagues who communicated and studied in the hospital, and also our friends who later met because of Jian Wei. However, Jian Wei, the protagonist, did not come. Her current physical condition is not very suitable for attending such a party.
During the meal, Mo Zishi sat with me. After a few glasses of wine, he leaned against me and sighed in a voice that only I could hear: "Oh! Brother, I'm leaving tomorrow, and in the end I can't solve this lifelong event for you. I feel very guilty!"
"Can you not mention this?"
"Zhaoyang, you still don't understand my good intentions... because I can really foresee that you and Xiaocai will not have a perfect ending, so I don't want you to waste your remaining youth so hard, but you are obsessed with it... I don't understand that I feel heartbroken for your visible future!" Mo Zishi said as he patted his chest with his hand, making a look that he was really heartbroken.
I smiled helplessly, then picked up the wine glass in front of me and drank the white wine in one sip. At this time, I had already regarded Mo Zishi's blind date for me as a prank, and after tomorrow, the prank will end with Mo Zishi's departure. So I changed the subject and asked him: "Doctor Mo, I really want to know, which city do you live in in the United States?"
Mo Zishi waved his hand and replied, "You don't have to care about me."
"You have been fucking caring about me for more than four months. Can't I care about you once before you leave?"
Mo Zishi's expression suddenly became serious and said to me earnestly: "The situations between us are different. At least Mo Zishi is a person who knows how to choose. So whether others care about me or not, I can find the most correct direction of life, but you are different. You have been living on the edge of danger but don't know it. And I treat me, the person who really cares about you, as an enemy. I am really heartbroken!"
I really couldn't stand his verbal words, so I simply put the wine glass on and changed to Qin Yan to another seat, and then thought about Mi Cai alone in silence. Maybe tomorrow, at most, Zhang Yixi and An Qi should be able to find her.
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After this farewell banquet, Mo Zishi and I took a taxi to the hospital together, with the purpose of seeing Jian Wei, but he said goodbye, and I welcomed Jian Wei back to Suzhou. At this time, I had asked my assistant to find the best sanatorium in Suzhou, intending to let her stay there to meditate and cultivate for a while.
Pushing open the door of the ward, Yan Yan was helping Jian Wei pack some clothes and medicines, while Jian Wei leaned against the bed without saying a word. Her mood didn't look very good.
Mo Zishi stood beside her. His appearance was very serious, not as casual as when communicating with me, and he spoke softly to Jian Wei: "I have been in China for too long... Now your physical condition is basically stable, so I have to go back to the United States, which is where I live..."
Jian Wei looked out the window and said for a long time: "I know."
"You... don't you give me any words before leaving?" Mo Zishi didn't show a smile on his face until he finished asking.
Jian Wei finally looked at him and smiled and replied: "I hope you can get better and better in your favorite medical career. I will pay attention to every achievement of you."
Mo Zishi lowered his head and raised his head for a long time before he thanked Jian Wei for his expectations with a smile. Then he handed a business card to Jian Wei and said, "This is my contact information in the United States. If you have any physical questions, you can call me. This mobile phone is open for you 24 hours a day."
Jian Wei took the business card from his hand and carefully put it in the book she was reading. After that, both of them fell into a long silence...
At this time, I finally stood beside Jian Wei, and then took out a small female leather bag from my handbag that Yan Yan had posted here. This leather bag originally belonged to Jian Wei, so of course I should give it back to her.
I handed the bag to her and asked, "This is your bag, which was sent to me by Yan Yan. Do you still have any image?"
Jian Wei just looked at it and shook her head. I didn't expect her to remember that this was the bag she had used herself. She put it on the cabinet beside the bed and said, "Please pack this bag. There is a tablet computer inside and many cosmetics you have used, most of which can be used."
"Yeah." Jian Wei responded and said nothing. Everyone present could feel that she was lost because of Mo Zishi's imminent departure. But it was inevitable that Mo Zishi would return to the United States, but sooner or later, no one could change this!
Mo Zishi left first on the grounds that he wanted to go back to pack his luggage. Yan Yan and I were left in the ward, but we obviously couldn't arouse her chatting emotions, so after Mo Zishi left, she lay back on the bed and didn't say a word.
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After leaving the hospital, Yan Yan and I were walking on the road, talking about Jian Wei's future life. We decided to follow the doctor's advice and let her stay in the country to calm down and cultivate. As for the future, it depends on her recovery status. But now she is like this, no one can feel at ease to let her live alone in a foreign country.
Yan Yan gradually slowed down and she asked me softly: "Zhaoyang, do you want Jian Wei to remember all the past, or is it like the present?"
Although I have asked myself this question countless times, there is still no clear answer, so I replied with some unspeakable emotions: "I don't know... If she would live a more relaxed life now, it would be nice to keep it like this!"
"I think so too... Too many things in the past were a nightmare for her. Perhaps this selective amnesia was the greatest gift God gave to her with pity for her!"
"Maybe."
Yan Yan nodded, and we walked forward silently for a while before she asked me again: "Do you feel that Vivi is very dependent on Dr. Mo?"
"Well... When she was in a coma, the only person who could communicate with her was Dr. Mo. I think it's normal for her to have such an emotional tendency."
"Didn't you feel at all lost? ...You are no longer the irreplaceable person in her heart!"
I stopped and habitually lit a cigarette for myself in the complexity of my mood. After a long time, I replied in a low voice: "Yan Yan, after experiencing so many things, it doesn't matter whether I am the irreplaceable person in her heart. We should all wish her happiness in this new beginning of life..."
"Yes!...but, I never dreamed that the plot between you would end in this way, which is somewhat sad!"
"Don't luck mess with people like this!"
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When I returned to the hotel, I used my time before going to bed to enter the game "Longyou Tianxia". During this period, I had a private super player called "Tianya Commander". He just replied politely. I was unable to communicate with him in a deeper manner. This made me a little anxious. I was worried that my plan would not be fully implemented. Our game that is about to be launched really needs him, a very influential player, to cooperate with event marketing.
Chapter completed!