It was late at night, and a gust of cold wind blew on the Mochou road. I leaned against the street sign, tucked my clothes tightly, and never had the desire to leave. Although Mi Cai and I had a beautiful agreement, the loss caused by her departure spread like an incurable pain in my body. I closed my eyes and lit a cigarette, and under the light without temperature, I completely integrated myself into this Mochou road. At this moment, all I had was the fairest time!

And what about Micai who has left?

Perhaps, she was looking at the night view outside the car window, thinking about how time was moving forward. Or perhaps, she had just entered sleep and woke up, the train was already standing by the station in Shanghai. After another sleep, she ushered in a brand new life, which had nothing to do with Suzhou or me!

After pressing the smoke in my hand, I no longer guessed how she would continue to live. I finally left this Mochou Road and I want to fight for my future life. I know that our only connection in the future is to see each other's news in business news.

Huh... Is business news so easy to get started? Of course it is not easy to get started. I clearly understand what I lack and what I have at this stage. I will scientifically integrate the business resources and personal resources I have now. I want to rise in the business world. I want Yan Zhuomei to see my creativity and ability to resist risks. I don’t want Mi Cai to talk about me in front of her, and always lack some confidence.

The taxi drove through the tunnel and passed the landmark of this city. I saw the moon quietly changing angles and projecting moonlight into the world. I also saw a strong thought growing quietly in my body. I want to transform, I want to correspond to the woman I love the most, and strive to be the best self.

......

Back in Suzhou, I came to the hospital again. Yan Yan was persistent and refused to leave Jian Wei. Qin Yan was persistent for Yan Yan's persistence. He stayed with Yan Yan's side conscientiously, although none of them could do anything for Jian Wei who was unconscious now.

Seeing me coming, Yan Yan hurriedly stood up from the bench and asked with concern: "Zhaoyang, how are you talking to Yan Zhuomei? Has she let Mi Cai live with you?"

I recalled what happened tonight again, shook my head down and said to Yan Yan: "We have a result and Mi Cai will follow her to the United States... I believe what Mi Cai said, and I believe Mi Cai will return to China, but... I don't know how long this deadline is!"

"Oh my God...this is torture! There is no end torture!"

"I think this is a test, a great test... There must be a couple in this world who will not lose to time and distance, because she left with faith, and I also have my own belief... Do you understand the weight of faith?"

"I..." Yan Yan was speechless. She looked at Jian Wei in the ward and said with a sigh: "Maybe, we often underestimate you. If Wei Wei hadn't broken up with you first, you would have patiently waited for her to return home with a belief that only you understand!"

I was silent... At this moment, I don't really want to talk about the unbearable past, and until now I don't know the truth about Jian Wei's breakup with me. I was very concerned at first, but now I'm also indifferent, because why breaking up is not that important than Jian Wei's ability to wake up. Besides, my heart is already waiting for another woman, thinking too much about the past is not a good signal.

I finally changed the topic and said to Yan Yan and Qin Yan: "It's already past 12 o'clock, let's go back and rest... We all have to keep our spirits healthy. Once Jian Wei leaves the intensive care unit and is transferred to the general ward, it really requires us to spend a lot of energy to take care of her!"

I was agreed with Qin Yan. He persuaded Yan Yan to leave again and wanted to send Yan Yan home, but Yan Yan refused, saying that she wanted to talk to me and asked me to send her back.

......

Yan Yan and Fang Yuan’s former residence were not far from the hospital where Jian Wei was receiving treatment. Yan Yan and I were walking slowly approaching the destination...

At this time, there were no pedestrians on the street. Occasionally, I would see a few people mingling in the nightclub, talking nonsense after drinking, or vomiting painfully on the side of the road... I envy these people who dare to indulge. They seemed to be able to digest the pain in alcohol, and when they woke up, it would be another sunny day.

After walking for a while, Yan Yan finally said to me: "Zhaoyang, I think: Each of us has thought a lot about these changes during this period... I am no exception!"

"Talk about what you have thought of, I really want to know."

After a little silent, Yan Yan replied: "I have thought a lot about life and feelings... I have reflected on myself: The most proud thing about a woman is not how big a career she has achieved, but a man who never leaves me, just like Vivi. In the end, she was unconscious in the hospital bed. The careers she has fought for did not bring anything to her. You are the only one who truly protects her!... Although you are not doing this in the name of love, it still touched me a lot. If there is a man who can do these things for me in the name of love, no matter what kind of pain I have experienced or what kind of disaster I have suffered in my life, it is nothing!"

"Qin Yan is a good candidate... are you planning to accept him?"

Yan Yan's face was a little hesitant, and she replied: "I am a woman who has just divorced. I have a lot of concerns about a relationship too soon... But I have a lot of feelings for him! He is a very responsible man. The Weiwei incident is the best touchstone. He really did a lot for me and Weiwei!"

I nodded and remembered Fang Yuan, a man who hurt her very thoroughly. I finally said, "Your concerns stem from Fang Yuan's hurting you too deeply, but you cannot use Fang Yuan's mistake to punish a man who is sincerely good to you... I think Qin Yan's coincidence is God's compensation and care for you... If you like him too, start boldly... Don't worry about the awesome words of those fucking people! Even Fang Yuan can live with peace of mind, let alone you, the victim?"

After a long time, Yan Yan replied in a low voice: "He may not live a peaceful life!"

I looked at her in surprise...

She finally smiled again and said to me: "Zhaoyang, thank you for your advice. I think I should work hard for my future! ... I hope that life will not give me a despair this time that I can't let go!"

"Don't worry, cruel things will not be repeated again and again, you have to work hard!... Looking forward to seeing your transformation, and even more looking forward to being the cheerful self you used to be!"

"Well... I'll get home soon. Do you want to go up and sit and have something to drink?"

"No, you can rest early."

"The same to you."

.........

Yan Yan and I said goodbye to an intersection in front of the community where she lives. On the way back to the hotel, I took out my cell phone and sent a message to my old boss Chen Jingming late at night. Before, on the train from Suzhou to Nanjing, Mi Cai specifically told me that I must help him find a way out.

In fact, even if Mi Cai doesn't give me any advice, I will contact this old boss. I know that his situation is not very good now. I hope he can give me a chance to make up for it and use his experience to fight side by side with me in this shopping mall full of traps.
Chapter completed!