Chapter 712: Why are you so lonely?
Facing the cold wind at night, I gradually approached the poplar tree that was about to wither under Le Yao's gaze. With the light from the train, I finally saw her expression clearly, as melancholy as the half moon hanging in the sky...
I squatted down beside her. She fiddled with her bangs with her fingers. She didn't want me to see her crying red and swollen eyes, and said to me: "Did you install a tracker on me?...Is it possible to find this place where even the dog doesn't want to stay for too long!"
I replied: "Of course, dogs won't be willing to stay here, because they will never be curious whether the end of a section of railway tracks is between the deserted intercity or through the hustle and bustle of the city will never end."
Le Yao did not reply to me. She lowered her head and was silent. At this time, Xiao Nuo also came to us with my down jacket. However, when she faced Le Yao, a woman who seemed to live in TV pictures, she was obviously a little nervous. She handed me the clothes without saying a word, but she didn't have the courage to communicate directly with Le Yao.
I handed the clothes to Le Yao and said softly: "The wind is so cold, you can put on this clothes quickly."
But Le Yao didn't take it from my hand. She looked up at Xiao Nuo beside me and asked with caution: "Who are you?"
Xiaonuo looked at me in panic, obviously unable to deal with Le Yao's questioning freely. This is normal. After all, in her eyes, Le Yao is a big-name star who is regarded as a brand and has a sense of sacredness.
I replied in place of Xiao Nuo: "She is an employee in my coffee shop and a fan of your movie... You can't be more friendly to your movie fans?"
"Is that true?..."
"Well... Don't worry, our friendship for so many years is here, I can't bring a reporter to cheat you!"
"Haha... do you have the courage to do it? I am not afraid that the rumor queen of me will be related to you. Everyone knows it, and you have to pretend to be a grandson and ask Mi Cai for forgiveness!"
"This is because you women are meticulous in their minds and can see all their interests clearly."
Le Yao suddenly changed her face, sat on the ground and kicked me, and scolded in a crying voice: "There is nothing...you are afraid of this, but you are afraid of it, why are you looking for me? Just stay at home and wait for Mi Cai to marry...!" As she said that, she did not vent her hatred, and raised her other leg and prepared to give it to me again!
While avoiding, I said to Xiaonuo beside me: "Xiaonuo, hurry up and take out your phone and take a picture of this section to see how this girl who claims to be an international superstar is making trouble!" Then she said to Le Yao, "You can kick it all the way next time you walk on the red carpet..."
Xiao Nuozheng was on the side. Maybe she saw Le Yao's decent and bright side on the screen. She had never seen Le Yao in such a state. But I was no longer surprised, but I didn't like her personality that didn't know how to restrain herself... Because this is so similar to me, and what I dislike the most is my own. So sometimes when I look at Le Yao, I really seem to be looking at myself. Maybe this is the real reason why I have never been able to fall in love with her for many years!......
Le Yao was obviously not afraid of my threat, and kicked me a few times. Then she stopped and looked at me with a complicated expression...
I sighed softly and finally asked her: "Why did you come to Xuzhou and don't contact me?...Do you know that everyone is worried about you? Especially Xiaowu, I found you all night yesterday, but you squatted in Xuzhou like a big Buddha, without saying a word!"
Le Yao replied without any regrets: "Where is my freedom to go... Don't think that I came to Xuzhou just to find you. Since I wasn't looking for you, what should I do with you?... So don't think that I'm just going to make trouble for you and Mi Cai as if I'm suffering from persecution paranoia, thinking that I'm just a ghost and come to make trouble for you and Mi Cai!"
"I don't mean that!"
"Haha, there is no such thing. Why don't you dare to come to see me alone?...I think you and Mi Cai are also quite funny. In this way, why doesn't she come here, but she finds a woman I have never met with to accompany you!...Do you want to tell me that I am actually a clown who can be ridiculed by others at any time?"
"Le Yao, you really misunderstood... This is not Mi Cai's idea at all. She followed her friends to Weihai in the morning. How could she know that you were in Xuzhou!...Don't make trouble without reason, okay?"
The dispute between Le Yao made Xiao Nuo, who was staying aside, embarrassed. She finally plucked up the courage to ask: "Brother Zhaoyang, is it inconvenient for me to stay here?..."
I replied firmly: "There is nothing inconvenient."
Xiao Nuo subconsciously looked at Le Yao again and said to me again: "I'd better go to the car to wait for you... You have a good chat with Sister Le Yao, don't argue anymore!" After that, he looked at Le Yao and me with lingering fear, and then turned around and walked towards the car parked on the side of the road...
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The world is obviously very big, but at this moment, in the wilderness where there has been no train for a long time, everything seems to be nothing, and only Le Yao and I are left with the relative real. I subconsciously pulled out a cigarette and lit it. She burst into tears silently. There was another scene of men and women crying... I can't help but recall, in my story, how long has it been since I laughed and said with the woman in front of me? It seems that we have never been able to smile from the bottom of our hearts!
I finally made up for it and said, "Didn't you always want to eat the most delicious chicken in the ground pot?...Let's go, I'll take you to eat."
"Can you get out?...I don't want to see you!"
"Is Xuzhou your territory? Why do you have to get out if you ask me to get out!"
"Then I'll get out, okay?" Le Yao said, then stood up from the ground, carried her handbag and walked further along the railway tracks.
I shouted to her back: "Run, run away, there is a cemetery 1,000 meters away in front of you. Don't you feel lonely? Talk to the souls buried in the cemetery and let them tell you if there is a paradise outside this world...!"
Le Yao finally stopped and then turned to another direction. I shouted to her again: "Good, you are better in this direction now. There is a crematorium outside 500. Every day, people turn into ashes here to say goodbye to the world... People! They have lived hard all their lives, but what they left behind is a small pile of dust and then buried in the ground... What are you thinking about?"
"You bastard, I want to change directions. You should say that there is hell ahead, right?...Are you destined to have no way out as long as you are with you?"
"Of course there is a way. If you can let go of your dissatisfaction and come to my side, I said, I can take you to have a delicious meal and let you see how gorgeous the fireworks in this city are... Now you look up and look south of yourself. Are there any fireworks? "Stop and add, "The New Year is coming soon!"
Le Yao didn't look at it at all, she looked like there was no fireworks in her heart, and even more fireworks in her eyes, but she didn't walk forward any more... After a long time, she finally asked me with some sadness: "Zhaoyang, why do I live so lonely?"
I couldn't give the answer, she whimpered again, and said in a whimper: "My parents divorced when I was young. Most of the time I lived alone. After graduating from college, I floated to Suzhou alone and met you, a man who made me feel more lonely... Finally, I got married, confidently thinking that I should have someone to accompany me this time, but what about it?... He doesn't seem to really fall in love with me at all, but I feel that I fell in love with him a little, because I feel that I have managed this marriage with him with a sense of responsibility, so I didn't even bring a girl to Beijing... I'm very sad, really!... Until today, I don't know where I did something wrong, why everyone is like throwing garbage
I threw me around?... Two years ago, I spent the New Year alone on the beach of Gulangyu. Last year, I was in Lijiang... I don't know where to go this year!... Do you know? Last month, I turned down many invitations from TV stations to be guests for performances, in order to have a reunion with my family, but my father took the little vixen to Hawaii, and my mother also went to Venice with her current family... I could only place my hope of reunion on Cao Jinfei. Originally, he said he would definitely come back to celebrate the New Year with me, but before he came back, he gave me such a big "surprise"... Why don't he die in the Maldives? This is enough for me to be sad once!..."
I looked at her and felt sad. I remembered that she originally wanted to celebrate the New Year with me who was also lonely last year, but she went to Lijiang because Mi Cai suddenly returned to China... She seemed to be more lonely than any of us, especially when the Chinese New Year is coming!... But she is definitely not the garbage she dislikes, but fate loves to tease her!
Seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, she smiled and said, "It's really not possible. I'll go to the United States to celebrate the New Year with Robben this year. This is always OK... Only he, the thing that doesn't improve like me, can accompany me!"
I finally said, "Stop talking annoying... Americans don't have the custom of celebrating the Spring Festival, why are you going to do...?"
"Then what do you think I should do?"
I thought about it and asked, "Have Cao Jinfei contacted you?"
"Does he contact me and I should pay attention to him?"
I advised earnestly: "Le Yao, this is really not good. There is a conflict between the two. Don't close the communication door without authorization. Maybe there is a misunderstanding here? ...You should listen to what Cao Jinfei said first!"
"What else can I say except for treating me like a fool with sweet words?"
"This matter will always be resolved one day! Unless you divorce, can you make up your mind to divorce?"
This time, Le Yao was silent for a long time, and finally replied in dismay: "The knot has been broken, what are you doing if you leave me?"
"Yes, no matter how you choose a marriage, it is wrong. A long-term marriage means that you will make mistakes just by mistake. Forgive some more, and tolerate some by going through. Besides, you haven't figured out the truth about the matter yet, right?... So when Cao Jinfei contacts you again, don't refuse to communicate!"
Le Yao replied lightly: "Oh... Then you marry Mi Cai, you will be wrong if you are wrong?... This is good. In the future, you men will cheat and have sex. Women can be justified. Anyway, they will be wrong if they are wrong!"
Chapter completed!