In the car, Fang Yuan was sitting in the passenger seat, and I was sitting behind. The three of them chatted for a few words along the way. After another silence, Yan Yan finally said to me: "Zhaoyang, Fang Yuan told me about your resignation. He was a little misunderstood by you. There should be no transaction between you and Mi Cai. The reason why you told her the power conspiracy of Zhuomei's senior management was because you could not pass your own level. Am I right?"

I was silent for a long time, but I didn't expect that Yan Yan, as an outsider, gave me an understanding statement at the moment when I was about to leave. She was right. I also wanted to help Chen Jingming while protecting my future in work. However, I really couldn't pass this level and struggled for several days because of it.

Seeing that I was silent, Yan Yan said to me softly: "Fang Yuan said so, you really shouldn't, but I hope you can understand him. You two brothers shouldn't be unhappy about this matter, because you are not wrong, just have different positions..."

Before Yan Yan finished speaking, I spoke, "Of course I understand Fang Yuan, I just hope he doesn't regard me as a person who forgets his righteousness when he sees profit. Maybe I did this wrong, but I really don't regret it. I should do this subconsciously, no matter if the object is Mi Cai or other someone."

Yan Yan sighed and said, "Oh! I don't know what to say, but it's a pity for this job... By the way, Fang Yuan has received the appointment notice from above. He is now the deputy manager of the Poly Planning Department. Zhao Li has become the leader of the planning copywriting team, so you don't have to worry about Fang Yuan."

This news made me happy and lost, happy for Fang Yuan, and lost for myself, but I did not immerse myself in loss, and hurriedly asked Fang Yuan: "Where is Chen Jingming, has Chen Jingming joined the company's senior management?"

Fang Yuan shook his head and said, "No, he has no chance to become the core senior manager of the company."

I could hear the dissatisfaction and loss in Fang Yuan's tone. I ruined Chen Jingming's hard-earned opportunity. I knew more deeply: after losing this opportunity, at his age, he would basically have no chance to become the core senior manager of the company.

The three of them fell into silence again, and finally Yan Yan spoke first. She asked me again: "Zhaoyang, did you tell Mi Cai about this in person?"

I shook my head and said, "No, I just wrote her anonymous letter."

"You are really stupid, at least you have to let Mi Cai know that she owes you a favor. With her status in the mall, she will definitely not be small in return for your favor." Yan Yan shook her head and sighed after saying that.

I just smiled and said, "I want to have this kind of mentality and become the kind of person Fang Yuan said?"

This time Fang Yuan unexpectedly took the initiative to answer my words, and he said in a low voice: "I really would rather you be such a person, and I don't want you to return to Xuzhou like now. Do you fucking know how sad I feel?...I'm fucking unhappy you ruined Chen Jingming's chance, but I don't want...I don't want you to leave like this, I feel uncomfortable, do you understand?"

Fang Yuan's words made my eyes warm. At this moment, I realized that no matter how fierce we were, why don't we understand each other, but in each other's hearts, we are brothers, real brothers who have struggled in this city for a long time together.

At this moment, I no longer knew how to express myself. I just raised my head and didn't want the tears that were spinning in my eyes to fall. Yan Yan, who was driving, had already pulled out a tissue to wipe off the tears from her cheeks.

When I looked back at this city, I realized that I had not been able to leave the pain in this city as I imagined, and all I took away was grey grievances and reluctance.

Fang Yuan sighed heavily, then took out a box from his bag and threw it to me and said, "This is the Qingfei capsule sent by a friend from abroad. I used it and the effect is pretty good. Take it back and try it. Please try it. Please smoke less cigarettes in the future. Call me after using it, and I will ask my friend to send it directly to you."

I just nodded, then put the Qingfei capsule into my bag, and finally in silence, we finally arrived at the train station, which also means that the time for separation has come.

I took the luggage from Fang Yuan and Yan Yan, waved goodbye to the two of them: "I'm leaving, I'm free to go to our Xuzhou when I have time."

Yan Yan nodded and said to me, "Well, we will definitely miss you, you have a smooth journey."

I smiled and asked Fang Yuan who had been silent: "Why, don't you plan to wish you a good trip?"

But Fang Yuan suddenly hugged me, his voice choked, and he patted my back and said, "Take me to say hello to Mr. Ban... and... don't live a fucking mess, hurry up and calm down, don't worry Yan Yan and me... Do you know?"

At this moment, my emotions were deeply touched. I gritted my teeth and swallowed my tears into my stomach. I remembered what kind of enthusiasm we had when we graduated and vowed to take root in this city. A few years later, Fang Yuan really took root here after his struggle and married the person he loved. I struggled painfully for more than two years and finally had to leave with a body...

I raised my head and took a deep breath, and finally smiled at Fang Yuan and said, "Don't worry, my buddy will get better. Maybe it won't take long before Yan Yan and you will receive my wedding invitation."

"Work hard, when you get married, Yan Yan and I will definitely give you a big gift." Fang Yuan hugged me and said, "I hugged me tightly again.

Yan Yan also came to me, pushed Fang Yuan away and hugged me and choked, "Come on, Zhaoyang, we will take the time to go to Xuzhou to see you! Also, after we have a girlfriend, we must show it to us first and we will help you check."

I was moved but pushed Yan Yan away again, forced her to smile and said, "...You couple should not play sensational with the combination of swords. I am almost unable to resist it! Don't let me cry, I really don't want to cry, I want to leave with a smile."

Yan Yan burst into tears and patted me for a smile and said, "Okay, let you go with a smile. After a while, we will go to Xuzhou to see you."

"Please, this is the third time you have said you have gone to see me!... But if you come, I will definitely welcome you."

Yan Yan nodded, sorted out the messy clothes after the hug for me, and said, "Give us a call when you get home."

"I understand, I want to call your mother if you keep nagging like this..." I stopped and said, "You two are living a good life, and continue to be a pair of fairy couples that I envy... Okay, the time is over, I'm leaving, you guys go back too."

Fang Yuan hugged Yan Yan in his arms, and the two waved to me. I looked back at the city again, carried the guitar on my body, and walked towards the station without looking back, but I felt that the guitar being carried was getting heavier and heavier!

...

A quarter of an hour after saying goodbye to Fang Yuan and Yan Yan, I took the train to Xuzhou. Looking at the increasingly unfamiliar scenery outside the car window, I finally felt that I had really left, but what kind of life was waiting for me?

I hope that Daddy Ban will arrange a stable job for me in their state-owned enterprises. My mother will ask someone to take me to a blind date with a beautiful girl. What I have to do is to work hard to do the job arranged by Daddy Ban, and then fall in love with the beautiful girl my mother asked to introduce to me... Life has become brand new. As for those old pasts, they will all be blown away with the wind!

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Sometimes I really want to blow a gust of wind and take a nap to spend my whole life... I feel so tired that I can't find the freedom I want.

That kind of music restaurant was later fucked by life and I didn't think about it anymore... I was too lazy to say anything later, but fortunately I could still write a book, put all my repentance, longing, regrets, and expectations into the book to find some sense of existence.

I am lazy! I am really lazy. Those book friends who have paid a lot for this book, I am too lazy to say thank you, too lazy to call my brothers and brothers to book fans who have always supported me, and too lazy to say a word in the group.

But I'm not lazy in writing. Please take some thought to understand it, don't urge me to update.
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