I returned to my residence late at night and heated up Yan Yan's unfinished dumplings and ate them as midnight snack. I thought my night was about to end, but I lost my sleep as expected...

At this moment, I have been in contact with more and more about the truth about the past, but I am getting further and further away from Jian Wei. This is what I wish, but I am sad because of this. My insomnia is caused by this contradictory mood. But some memories belong to life, and life cannot end with a "whizz". So in this long life, we use memories to walk on the road, and this is the attribute of human beings, the attribute of nostalgia...

This night, I didn't know what state I was sleeping. When I woke up, it was already noon. I quickly called Mi Cai and told me that I had already boarded the long-distance bus from the county town to the provincial capital. In another two hours, she could board the plane to Shanghai.

After getting up, I was idle again, so I cleaned the house, then opened the package and stuffed some things to bring or not, such as a stainless steel tea cup and a set of kitchen knives.

When the sun was just right at noon, I sat on the sofa and waited for the bowl of instant noodles to soak...

During this period, I received a call from my old boss Chen Jingming. He asked me to have something to drink in a teahouse near Zhuomei. In fact, I wanted to meet him before leaving, but the guilt that always existed in my heart made me unable to put this idea into action.

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After eating instant noodles, I called to the teahouse where I agreed to meet with Chen Jingming. What surprised me was that when he arrived first, he did not enter the teahouse, but stood by his car and waited for me. In the dazzling sunlight, I squinted my eyes and saw clearly that he was wearing a casual outfit today. In my memory, he had not worn it like this. He would always be a business suit and a business jacket... He was changing, and I did not ignore his changes...

I walked up to him with apologies and wanted to speak, but he patted me on the shoulder and signaled us to go in and drink tea.

In the teahouse's private room, Chen Jingming asked for a pot of good West Lake Longjing tea. His consumption level is still very high. Maybe he has another way out? I was thinking randomly in silence... and I could only think randomly. At this moment, it was difficult for me to talk to him like before with a guilty feeling.

Chen Jingming seemed to see through my mood at the moment, and asked with a smile: "Zhaoyang, after experiencing so much, what do you think now? Don't just scold this bastard Fang Yuan and come to perfunctorily deal with me. I want to hear your true thoughts."

I was a little embarrassed and unnaturally picked up the tea in front of me and took a sip of it, asking, "Is my thoughts that important?"

Chen Jingming nodded: "Your thoughts represent Mr. Mi's thoughts to a certain extent."

I replied after a moment of silence: "Actually, we have no idea... tomorrow she will go back to Xuzhou with me, and then I will do some small business, she will find a reliable job, and then get married and run a family... Mr. Chen, do you think we are doing this right?"

Chen Jingming did not rush to answer, and asked back like me: "Can you be sure that Mr. Mi really let go of Zhuomei... If she is unwilling to accept her heart but endures the life you envision, will it become a hidden danger between you in the future... Once there is friction in life, these may be topics that can be discussed!"

"I..." I was just saying this word, and I was stumped.

Chen Jingming said again: "Zhaoyang...imagination is one thing, life is another thing. There is a boundary between the two. The premise that Mr. Mi can endure is that you are not biased... But there are so many accidents in life. Who can do what the other party asks for?... What's more, Mr. Mi is not an ordinary woman!"

"What kind of woman is she?"

Chen Jingming picked up the tea next to him again and took a sip, then said, "To be more conservative, as long as she is willing, Zhuomei's things will not come to an end yet... Zhaoyang, I always want to remind you not to always be unable to distinguish between life and ideals, nor do you expect others to live in your ideals all the time... Let's take Fang Yuan as an example. In your ideals, he should be an aspiring young man with good character, but he is just a bastard. Sooner or later he will reveal his bastard. So what about Mr. Mi? Zhuomei is her root. You hope she will give up, but over time, some things will inevitably touch her. Then she will fall into a dilemma. Can you live a good life?"

I was touched by his words, so I fell into silence...

Chen Jingming tapped the table with his fingers, waiting for me to respond to his words... but I never spoke again!

"Let's talk about you Zhaoyang... Do you know how numb you are? You dare to give up such a good company as Luku. You never think about how lucky you are. The Luku you easily own is equivalent to Zhuomei that Fang Yuan can only betray his personality. Why don't you know how to cherish it?"

I finally spoke up and refuted: "It is because I came too easily that I want to give up...I want to live a more at ease."

Chen Jingming smiled and said, "Is that so?...I think Mr. Mi gave up Zhuomei for you, and it's too easy... According to your logic, Mr. Mi has to think carefully, consider it?"

"Mr. Chen, you don't need to play word games with me. My understanding has always been very clear. If Mi Cai thinks that Zhuomei is a hurdle that she can't overcome, and she can completely follow her heart and do what she wants to do. I will not stop her... To be honest, she didn't blame me for reading Fang Yuan wrong, and I would be very grateful. And it was even more surprising for me to take the initiative to return to Xuzhou with me to live. How could I not understand the sacrifices she made for me? Based on this, I will of course do my best to be a man who is unbiased in her mind..."

Chen Jingming interrupted me: "The world is impermanent, you don't have to talk too much to me... I don't like Mr. Mi and you to return to Xuzhou. Just imagine, she is the chairman of a group and a top student who graduated from a famous business school. Isn't that funny if you ask her to go to work from 9 to 5?"

I gritted my teeth and looked at Chen Jingming, but I could no longer refute...

"Zhaoyang, I can tell you something related to the impermanence of the world... Maybe it won't take long before President Mi's mother will return to China to find her. At that time, it's not just President Mi, but I'm afraid you have to face the choice!"

"Mi Cai's mother..."

Chen Jingming nodded and said, "This involves Mr. Mi's personal privacy. She doesn't seem to want to talk about her mother in front of you. Of course, I don't have the right to say too much for her. I just want to remind you... Mr. Mi is not an ordinary woman, and the life you designed for her is simply incredible!!"
Chapter completed!